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I HATE MYSELF.

Author: Gimmylla Gim
last update Huling Na-update: 2025-07-29 03:52:33

I HATE MYSELF.

KAI'S POV.

I watched Soren as he left with Hazel in his arms and my heart bled, even Kyle growled. We hated that scene, and I was sure it would haunt us for a long time.

Our mate was in the arms of another man, hugging passionately, and we couldn't do anything about it because it was not her fault. We hurt her.

I hurt her.

I felt some fluid building in my eyes and quickly blinked them back.

Why would the fluid come? I never cry, not even for anything or anyone.

I never cried, even when I watched my parents being butchered. I didn't cry. I stood like a rock and watched everything unfold.

Fuck tears!

I walked away from the hallway and went straight to my chamber, I was almost there when someone began to push into my mind link, "What?!" I snapped at whoever it was.

"Alpha, it's me, Marcus. The elders are refusing to listen to what I'm saying, they want your present here in the throne room."

Marcus was my beta.

"I'm busy at the moment." I blocked the mind-linking immediatel
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