Chapter 7

LORI POV

We spent the whole night playing, sharing stories. It was nice but I would be lying if I said I was not feeling lonely, it was actually hard not to feel lonely with Cody and Steven. They tried not to be all romantic and shit but their bond was still forming and they wanted to be in contact all the time. And I also saw Troy sneaking off to call princess, I finally know her name. I decided to try and talk to my mate, we are not a couple hell no. We are a very long way from even being a couple not after what he did.

I decided to talk about it tomorrow, I went to sleep first giving the new couple some alone time. As soon as I was alone, reality hit me like a tone of bricks. My mate was an alpha, I don't know how to lead and worse part is I don't really know how to be in a relationship. The guy I dated kind of took control of everything and I guess that's what i am afraid of mosty... Him controlling my life and who I talk to and all that. I passes out to my train of negative tho