Cahpter 4

The morning call to prayer resounds, I wake up and perform the dawn prayer, I see, Mas Raka is still asleep when asked why I didn't wake Mas Raka? That's because Mr. Raka is always angry if his sleep is disturbed when we first move to a new house and I wake him up for the morning prayer. Mas Raka instead hits me until fresh blood comes out of the corners of my lips. According to him, I really disturb him when he rests and I not entitled toto wake him up.

After performing the morning prayer immediately went downstairs to make breakfast, don't forget I woke Ida up in the guest room, when I arrived in front of the guest room it seemed that Ida was already on the threshold going to the kitchen, we rushed to cook the breakfast menu later, today's breakfast menu we cookedfried rice and fried sausages.

After everything was done, it was time to wake up Raka because the clock was already half past seven in the morning. If Mas Raka didn't wake up, he would be late entering the office, even though Mas Raka's office is mine but Mas Raka must show discipline so that the employees also participate. discipline and don't waste time, when going to enter mas raka's room first came out and greeted me.

"Morning honey" he said kissing my forehead.

"Morning too, let's have breakfast together with Ida, today we are cooking fried rice and fried sausages" I asked and we went down for breakfast.

There was no discussion whatsoever when we ate, only the sound of spoons and plates squeaking against each other, mas raka finished first and left for the office.

"Honey, I'm going to work first, be good at home"

"I want to go out can I?"

"Please just before I go home you should be at home"

"Fine, thank you"

"Yes, da, I'll go first and entrust my wife, honey, mas, go, yes assalamualaikum"

"Waalaikumssalam" Ida and I answered in unison.

Finally I have a lot of free time to save everything, since there was a message coming in from my ex, now the fear that I'm experiencing is mounting I'm sure that after this there will be much more severe torment than before, I hope your husband doesn't do it with the babyus, because if he does that really the afterlife I'm not sincere.

"Ida, I want to talk to you after we finish breakfast. You don't rush home right?"

"Relax, let's just talk, I still take a long time, even if you want me to move here, I'm happy because I can monitor your husband so that unwanted things don't happen again"

"Thanks Iida"

As soon as we finished breakfast after we finished we went into the tv room to discuss all my plans with Ida, I hope this will work and can get me out of the vicious circle, Mas Raka, the household I dream of being happy I will not get if I still persist with this monster.

"Auntie, please clean up the dining table, thank you."

"OK madam"

While walking to the tv room, there was an incoming notification from Mr. Raka which made me very happy, at least for the past two days there have been no quarrels in this house, I always hope that forever like this it will be safe, calm, and of course happy with my little family.

I sat beside Ida to talk about everything

"Da" Call me.

"Yes?"

"You already know the root of the problem in my household? I'm just afraid that one day my husband will act crazy and endanger my life da"

"You have to keep fighting for mila she will definitely be sad if she sees you like this and she also definitely won't stay silent seeing the mother she loves suffer because of her father, haven't you always taught mila to be a strong child? So show Mila that her mother is much stronger."

"But I can't take it anymore Da, I feel free these two days because there is no argument between us, but later I don't know what will happen next, that's why I want you to help me to reverse the names of all the certificates of home, office and other businesses becomein the name of my son because if all of this is still in my name, I'm afraid that your brother will do evil and kill me"

"I will always be there if you need it, get divorced immediately, don't stick around and torture you, what I meant strong earlier was to be strong in living your day with your only child later, now we have time to have fun if you want me to changeall of this ownership you prepare all the files and I will immediately work on it, then when everything is finished where do you want to store all of it?"

"I'll leave it all to you and, I believe in you"

"Okay, God willing, I trust"

Thank God, I'm happy that I have friends, it's like my own family, the important documents are in order.

Ida and I got ready to go to the mall to shop because yesterday we didn't have time to shop because we saw our parents with other women who had made my heart torn to pieces, that's why I thought to change everything in the name of my son, when it wasafter we left the house using my car, Ida sat in the driver's seat while I sat beside Ida, along the way we joked together telling stories about stupidity during school, Ida and I used to fight and didn't say hello for three months becauseI accused him of stealing my lover but I couldn't stay angry for long that's why I apologized to him first and he actually felt guilty and lonely because usually we would go home together using Ida's motorbike because if using a car it would make uslate because we always go at six fifty and ten minutes to class, that's why me and ida prefer to use motorbikes anyway if it's raining we can't enjoy the rain when using a car, even though I was born into a rich family but I'm veryI like simplicity, not many know where I came from. Everyone only knows that I am a simple child and have nothing.

Arriving at the mall we immediately looked for a clothing store because I haven't bought it in a long time, it's not that I didn't have time but I'm just lazy if I have to go and shop alone while Ida also has to work first I once offered a job at my company and of course in a good positionbut Ida refused on the grounds that she was inappropriate and she wanted to feel pioneering from the start, I also could not force her to work at my company because it was her right to choose what she wanted.

Arriving at the shop we were going to, Ida and I chose to choose clothes that we thought could be used at all moments, yes, I didn't think about my ego to shop as I wanted, because I used to often play at Ida's house, I even often stayed over and Ida's old war always advised I'm about money andsave.

Flash back

"Today I'm staying at your house, okay, I miss mom's cooking" I said to Ida, yes I called Ida's mother as mama and I also called her papa as papa, I used to call her aunt and uncle but they don't agreed and told me to call them bythe same name as their child and I just obeyed

"Stay over but get permission first with mom and dad" he said.

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I already had permission from my parents and I also asked Ida to pick me up at home, waiting for a while, finally Ida arrived at my house, mom and dad were both waiting on the terrace of the house. Ida got off the motorbike and encountered my parents. and ask permission from them again,Even though I already had permission, why did he allow it again?

"Dad, mom, I'm allowed to take Lia to sleep at my house," he said.

"Go son, I'll take some money for you to snack on, I know you really like snacking, so take it son," my mother said to Lia.

"Thank you, mom, then we'll say goodbye first, mom, dad," he said, shaking the hands of my parents and hurrying away.

About ten minutes later we arrived at Ida's house, yes, our house was only ten minutes away, that's why I was allowed to stay the night and we were very close.

"Mom, sir" I said while greeting them.

"Come on in, son, let's eat together, clean up first, we'll wait in the dining room"

We only nodded in agreement with Mamak's orders, after everything was finished Ida and I rushed to the dining room to eat together, the atmosphere of this house was very warm, although it was relatively simple, it was different from my big house, but the residents had no one to joke around with. busy going to work.

After finishing we all gathered and that's when Ida's mother advised me.

"Son, I know you were born from a rich man's child, it's clear that you have a lot of money and you won't worry about your future, but we don't know how long our parents will be with us and our parents will not always be with us, learn to save, son. and collect anywhat you have one day you will definitely feel proud because you have your own money even though I know later you will definitely get a decent job.

"Yeah, mom, I'll try to save it later."

"Good son, you better sleep at night"

Flash back off

And since getting to know you beautifully, I prefer simplicity because I am always invited to places where food is delicious but cheap, which I never tasted before, now I feel how delicious cheap but delicious food is.

While I was busy shopping, my cell phone rang, and when I saw it, a new number was calling

"Who else is this?" I thought.

Because I was curious so I picked up the phone and it turned out to be my ex-yogi using a new number on purpose to call me lucky I wasn't with my brother if I was with him he would be very angry if he found me on the phone with a man whoobviously he hates it.

"Hello"

"Hi honey, your voice is really beautiful I miss you, I miss the sound of entertaining you dear hahaha"

"Crazy you,, I'm already married so don't ever call me again"

"It seems that your murderous husband has taught my angel to be an opponent"

"Watch your words yog, my husband is not a killer"

"Ckckck,,, don't be angry dear your husband is indeed a cold-blooded killer if you want to come back to me then I will gladly accept you"

I didn't answer Yogi's words, I immediately turned off the phone unilaterally. I really don't believe that my husband is a murderer, even though he often tries to kill me, it's impossible if he has the heart to kill other people, ahh, it feels like my head is about to explode, lots of questions that are intertwinedscattered in my head, the streets that I rarely get, always disturbed by unpleasant news. Why is it so difficult for me now to feel the joy of living freely?

I see Ida is still busy choosing clothes that she said she can afford even though I can pay for the clothes she wants but Ida always refuses with the excuse that I can use my own money thanks for the offer I don't want to always bother you, I don't really feel bothered in the slightestit's me who always bothers him, I glance at my watch it turns out it's already three o'clock in the afternoon soon mas Raka will be home I have to hurry back to the house before he arrives first, I walk up to Ida who seems to have found what he thinks is suitable and immediatelyinvite him to come home.

"Da, let's go to love to pay for everything we got and hurry home because mas raka will be home soon I don't want to fight with him anymore, have you found what you were looking for?"

"Oh come on, I'm already tired of being here, I already got it, take it easy"

After we finished paying, we went home, but our steps stopped when we found a scene that in my opinion was heartbreaking as a wife, I saw Raka again with a different woman than yesterday, did he often eat snacks outside? I woke up from my reverie because ida asked me to walk again and go home, ida must know what I'm feeling right now huh really lucky I got a friend like ida.

"Li, I'll hurry home and we'll cook something delicious today I'll cook a special menu especially for you"

"Oh yeah, come on I also want to get home soon"

All the way home my brain never stopped thinking who these women are and why are you always with different women? Luckily I didn't run into him again. If so, I don't know what attitude he would show me, whether his arrogant attitude or even gentleness and affection, after a while of traveling we finally arrived at my house and rushed into the house and immediatelywent to their respective rooms to clean the body and pray the Asr prayer after that I went to the kitchen and it turned out that Ida was already cooking in the kitchen, I sat at the dining table while waiting for my brother to come home, because I was bored I finally opened my F*, who was very tired. long time I don'tWhen I opened it, how surprised I was when I saw the status of yogis on my homepage.

[In the past, I was wrong for leaving you for the sake of my momentary pleasure, but I feel very guilty because my beloved lover is owned by a cold-blooded killer]

This is very confirmed for me but why does he always call his brother a killer? Who is the victim? Since when did he become a killer? While I was engrossed in daydreaming my cell phone rang when I saw my daughter apparently calling.

"Assalamualaikum son mother"

"Waalaikumsalam mother, mother I miss you I will come home tomorrow"

"Wow, you miss me too, come home here, Aunt Ida is staying at our house"

"Wow, I can't wait to go home soon, greetings to Aunt Ida, I miss the good input, I turned off the phone, mother, because I have to go back to class, assalamualaikum"

"Yes honey, study hard waalaikumsalam"

I see Ida who is still busy cooking, I feel lucky to have a beautiful and smart daughter.

"Ida,, you know I'm very happy today"

"Why?"

"That's because my daughter will come home tomorrow I really can't wait for her to come home"

"Well then tomorrow I will cook something delicious for him, now let's eat the food it's cooked"

We also ate the food that Ida made. My daughter really said that Ida's cooking was really delicious and even better than mine because I used to learn to cook with her, when I was busy eating, bro, it turned out that I was already in the house, luckily I and Ida weren't talking. righthe.

"Assalamualaikum dear"

"Waalaikumsalam, honey, let's eat today Ida cooked"

"Wow that looks delicious"

In the end, we always eat together like this. If you are eating together, there is always no discussion between us, maybe because I hate Raka because he always tortures me, not infrequently he tortures me in front of Ida, that's why I really hate him. Raka went into the room to take a shower and rest and it was when Raka was there that I became a little distant from Ida because maybe he didn't want me to talk to Ida about him, even though I had already told him about him.

Prang...!!!

Oh god what's that sound? It came from the direction of my room, I stopped eating and ran to the room to check what had been broken by Mas Raka? When I got to the room I was surprised to see the contents of my room like a broken ship, Mas Raka turned to me and saw his eyes full of anger, why else would he? Who had made him this angry? mas Raka walked towards me with a golf club in his right hand a second later he pulled me into the room and threw me towards the balcony so that I was cornered in the corner of the room and could not escape.

did i make a mistake? But what mistake? My feelings were very erratic at this time, my brother kept walking towards me and finally he hit me with the golf club he had in his hand.

Bugh

Bugh

Bugh

"My goodness, what made you this angry and beat me?" I asked full of fear.

"You want to know what makes me angry huh? That's because you have dared to call with another man, you bitch is not satisfied are you living with me ha? All this wealth is not enough for you to stay with one man?" The answer is emotional.

"Who do you mean, wait, you say I'm not enough with one man? Then are you enough with one woman, mas? I've found you twice with different women, bro, if you want to have a younger wife than me, divorce I mas"

Plaque

Mas Raka slapped me very painfully from his slap

"Until whenever I will not divorce you you should be grateful because I still choose to be with you stupid woman all this wealth is mine" He was getting angry at me.

"This is all mine there is nothing here that belongs to you" I said loudly.

Bugh

Plakk

Mas raka kept hitting me and slapping me even this time he took a dagger and scratched the wound on my arm blood was pouring out I winced in pain but mas Raka just laughed out loud seeing me in pain like this instead of helping it made me hurt even more afterscratching wounds that seemed to be deep, mas Raka hit me again non-stop it really hurt my whole body it felt like all my bones were crushed because of what Raka did.

"You're crazy bro, you need a psychiatrist" I said loudly but bro still laughing even this time bro Raka's laughter was very scary for me, mas raka pulled my injured hand and licked the blood that came out of my hand really disgusting since when did Raka become like this ? Is it possible that what Yogi said is true, that Mas Raka was the killer? After he was satisfied, he finally left me, who was still sobbing because of the pain. When Mas Raka left the room, apparently Ida was already in front of my room.

"Oh my God, Lia, what happened? And look at your injured hand, Lia, come on, let's get up, let's treat your wound, don't worry, that crazy man is gone," said Ida, who seemed to have heard the argument between the two of us.

"He is my husband, he is the father of my child" I said full of tears.

"Stop being stupid"

Am I that stupid? I really want a divorce from him and I did prepare everything assisted by Ida but your affection is still too great for him.

Continued....