LOGINChapter 3 — LUS
The blue text hovered in the air. Impossible. Evelyn stared at it while her pulse slammed violently against her ribs.
SURVIVAL PROTOCOL DETECTED.
COMPATIBLE HOST CONFIRMED.
INITIALIZING LOGISTIC UTILIZATION SYSTEM…
The letters glowed faintly against the bathroom mirror before dissolving piece by piece into static.
Then they disappeared completely.
Silence crashed into the room.
Damian stared at her from the doorway. “Okay, now you’re seriously freaking me out.”
Evelyn blinked hard. Nothing. No glowing words. No hallucinations. Only her own pale reflection stared back at her above the sink. Maybe she finally lost her mind after dying. Honestly, that would make more sense.
Damian crossed his arms loosely over his chest. “Do you want me to call out of work or something?”
The concern in his voice almost sounded genuine.
Almost.
Evelyn slowly dragged her gaze away from the mirror. “No.”
Her voice came out rough.
Damian frowned. “You sure?”
No, she was absolutely not sure, but she knew one thing with terrifying clarity: She could not afford to look unstable right now. Not when every second mattered, not when she suddenly had another chance.
Evelyn walked past him into the bedroom, ignoring the way his eyes now followed her carefully. The apartment felt too small all of a sudden. Too soft. Too exposed.
The familiar scent of Damian’s cologne drifted through the room, turning her stomach.
Three months. That was all Evelyn had. Maybe less. If the timeline changed, her chest tightened sharply at the thought. In her first life, the early reports were slow to start.
Violent assaults.Animalistic behavior.Quarantine rumors online.
Then came the first videos.
Then the panic buying.
Then the blackouts.
Then people started eating each other in the streets.
Evelyn grabbed her laptop from the desk near the window and opened it with shaking hands.
“What are you doing?” Damian asked.
“Checking something.”
“You threw up because of a nightmare, and now you’re acting like a conspiracy theorist.”
She ignored him.
Search results flooded the screen almost instantly.
VIOLENT ATTACK AT SEATTLE TRANSIT HUB
UNEXPLAINED FEVER CASES RISE IN VANCOUVER
QUARANTINE RUMORS DENIED BY CDC
Her blood ran cold. The dates were wrong, and it was too early. Those articles shouldn’t exist yet.
A low electronic tone pulsed suddenly through her skull.
LUS INITIALIZATION COMPLETE.
Evelyn jerked upright violently.
Damian swore. “Okay, seriously.”
A translucent blue screen flickered across her vision.
LOGISTIC UTILIZATION SYSTEM ONLINE.
PRIMARY OBJECTIVE: MAXIMIZE HOST SURVIVAL PROBABILITY.
CURRENT SURVIVAL RATE:3.7%
Evelyn’s stomach dropped.
Three point seven percent.
“That’s comforting,” she muttered under her breath.
Damian blinked. “What?”
The screen shifted again.
FIRST-TIME HOST REWARD PACKAGE AVAILABLE.
INITIAL TASKS GENERATED.
TASK ONE: SECURE CLEAN WATER SOURCE.
TASK TWO: ACQUIRE NON-PERISHABLE FOOD.
TASK THREE: OBTAIN A DEFENSIVE WEAPON.
OUTBREAK WINDOW:89 DAYS REMAINING.
Evelyn stared at the number.
Eighty-nine days.
Her stomach tightened.
Three days.
Three entire days had vanished.
In her first life, the outbreak began ninety-two days after this morning.
Not eighty-nine.
The difference should have been impossible.
Yet the number remained stubbornly fixed on the screen.
Something had changed.
And if the timeline was changing, then every decision she remembered might be wrong.
“What are you looking at?” Damian asked slowly.
The concern in his voice had shifted now. Less caring, more unsettled.
Evelyn realized she’d gone completely still. She closed the laptop carefully.
“Nothing.”
“Evie—”
“I said nothing.”
The sharpness in her voice surprised both of them.
Damian frowned immediately. “Jesus. Fine.”
He stepped back toward the bedroom, muttering something under his breath about needing coffee.
Evelyn barely heard him. Her eyes stayed fixed on the floating blue interface only she could see.
3.7% survival probability.
The number sat there calmly. Clinical. Unemotional. As if Evelyn's death were already calculated.
A cold knot tightened low in her stomach.
In her first life, she and Damian survived almost eight months before the alleyway.
Eight months of starvation, infection zones, freezing nights, and watching people become animals.
And even then, she only died because she trusted him.
So why was the survival rate so low?
Unless… Unless Evelyn had always been destined to die. The thought hollowed her out for half a second.
Then anger replaced it. No. Not this time.
Evelyn stood abruptly and crossed to the bedroom closet.
The sight of their shared life nearly stopped her cold.
Damian’s clothes hung beside hers.
His sneakers kicked carelessly near the dresser.
The framed photo from a beach trip was sitting crooked on the shelf because he always forgot to straighten it after grabbing his watch.
Once upon a time, all of this felt comforting.
Now it looked temporary.
Disposable.
Like the life of someone already dead.
“What are you doing now?” Damian called from the kitchen.
“Looking for batteries.”
“Why?”
Evelyn opened the emergency storage bin on the closet floor. Nearly empty. Of course it was.
Last time she checked it, Damian had laughed and called her paranoid for buying storm supplies.
Now her chest tightened as she looked at how little they had.
A flashlight. Two candles. A dead portable charger.
Worthless.
The interface pulsed again.
WARNING: SUPPLY ACQUISITION WINDOW RAPIDLY NARROWING.
RECOMMEND IMMEDIATE RESOURCE PRIORITIZATION.
A new notification appeared beneath it.
BEGINNER REWARD AVAILABLE UPON TASK COMPLETION.
Evelyn narrowed her eyes slightly.
“What exactly are you?” she whispered.
The response appeared instantly.
LOGISTIC UTILIZATION SYSTEM: AN ADAPTIVE SURVIVAL SUPPORT FRAMEWORK DESIGNED TO IMPROVE HOST CONTINUITY.
The blue interface flickered.
For a split second, new text appeared.
TIMELINE VARIANCE DETECTED.
UNKNOWN EVENT IN PROGRESS.
ACCESS RESTRICTED.
The message vanished immediately.
Evelyn froze.
"What?"
No answer came.
Only the normal interface remained, as if the warning had never existed.
“That explains absolutely nothing.”
No response this time.
Damian walked back into the room carrying a mug of coffee. “Who are you talking to?”
Evelyn looked up sharply.
His expression had fully shifted to concern now. Not loving concern. The cautious kind people used around someone behaving irrationally.
Her stomach twisted. Good. Let Damian underestimate her.
Damian leaned against the doorway carefully. “Do you want me to make you a doctor's appointment?”
A memory slammed into her without warning.
Damian says, "We don’t have enough fuel to come back for you."
Evelyn looked at the coffee in his hand.
Steam curled softly into the air. Warm.Safe.Normal.
In three months, people will kill each other over stale bottled water.
“You should go to work,” she said quietly.
Damian blinked. “What?”
“You’ll be late.”
His brows pulled together. “I’m not leaving you like this.”
The irony nearly made her laugh again.
Instead, she looked away first. She suddenly couldn’t stand looking at Damian. Not while remembering the sound of the SUV locks clicking shut.
Damian hesitated before setting the mug down on the dresser. “Okay… I’ll stay home for a few hours.”
“No.” This time, the answer came immediately. Firm. Sharp enough to stare at her.
Evelyn softened her voice carefully a second later. “I’m okay. I just need sleep.”
He still looked uncertain. Good. Let him think Evellyn was overwhelmed. That was safer than the truth.
Finally, Damian sighed. “Fine. But call me if you start freaking out again.”
Freaking out.
Evelyn nodded once.
He stepped closer, as if he wanted to kiss her forehead out of habit.
She stepped back before he could touch her.
The movement was small.
Instinctive.
But Damian noticed.
His face changed slightly. Hurt, confused.
Evelyn felt nothing looking at it. That frightened her more than anything else had all morning.
Damian grabbed his keys slowly. “I’ll text you later.”
Then he left. The apartment door shut softly behind him. Silence flooded the room.
Evelyn stood motionless for several seconds afterward.
Then she moved fast. Laptop open. Bank account tabs. Maps. Hardware stores. Medical suppliers. Fuel locations. Her breathing steadied with every click.
Control. Evelyn needed control.
Outside the apartment window, people moved through another gray September morning, completely unaware that civilization was already dying beneath its feet.
The interface pulsed quietly in the corner of her vision.
CURRENT TASK STATUS:0/3 COMPLETE.
CURRENT SURVIVAL RATE:3.7%
Evelyn stared at the number. Then slowly reached for her keys.
“Let’s fix that.”
Behind her, Milo’s stolen voice whispered Tessa’s name one last time from the trees. This time, no one answered. The convoy kept moving.That was the victory, small and ugly as it was. Not a gunshot. Not a body dropped. Not a monster driven back into the dark. Just boots lifting from mud and setting down again, one after another, while grief called from the trees in a dead boy’s voice and no one gave it what it wanted.Tessa walked near Evelyn now instead of ahead of her.The girl had not asked to move back. She had not admitted she needed anyone close. She simply stayed within reach, jaw locked so tight the muscles in her face trembled. Evelyn let her have the dignity of pretending it was tactical. Rowan walked on Evelyn’s other side, close enough that his shoulder brushed hers whenever the trail narrowed, while Gabriel moved a few paces behind with the stretcher team, helping carry Rusk through the worst parts of the mud.The deer trail seemed to resent being used by humans. Roots h
“Milo.”Tessa whispered the name as if saying it any louder would make the body more real.Rain slid through the birch branches overhead and gathered along the yellow cloth tied around the dead runner’s wrist. He could not have been much older than sixteen. Maybe seventeen if hunger had carved away the softness that still should have belonged to his face. Wet leaves clung to his jacket. Mud darkened one side of his cheek. His throat had been opened with a clean, deliberate cut, and the ground beside him held three long marks filling slowly with rainwater.No one moved for several seconds. The convoy stretched behind them along the deer trail, compressed into uneasy silence beneath the trees. People craned their necks to see without stepping out of formation. Nora pulled Lily closer. Clara covered Owen’s eyes, but Owen pushed her hand down, pale and rigid and old enough now that no one could fully protect him from what the world had become.Tessa tried to step forward again. Gabriel bl
Then Tessa Orra turned into the trees, and the convoy followed her toward the wall.The deer trail began where the maintenance track seemed to end, hidden beneath a curtain of wet fir branches and a slope of moss-covered stone. Tessa slipped through first, small and sure-footed despite the mud sucking at her boots. She did not look back to see if they followed. She moved with the hard confidence of someone who had learned that hesitation could be louder than footsteps.Evelyn followed close behind with Rowan at her left shoulder and Gabriel a few steps to the right, both men scanning different pieces of the same danger. Rowan watched the ground, the broken ferns, the mud pressed thin beneath passing weight. Gabriel watched the spaces between the trees, the dark gaps where something tall and pale could stand still long enough to become part of the forest.Behind them, the convoy compressed into a long, careful line.No radios. No engines. No careless voices. Only boots in mud, cloth br
“My mother holds the south wall,” the girl said. “And she sent me to find you before the Watchers did.”Rain moved through the silence afterward, tapping against hoods, branches, rifle barrels, the tops of the vehicles waiting in their crooked line beneath the trees. The girl stood alone at the rear of the convoy with her hands visible and shaking at her sides, her hood pushed back enough for Evelyn to see how young she was. Fourteen, maybe. Thin in the way everyone had become thin, but with the sharper fragility of someone who had not finished growing before the world started taking pieces.No one lowered their weapons.The girl noticed. Her chin lifted another fraction, pride trying to stand in for warmth, food, sleep, and safety.Warren was the first to speak. “Orra doesn’t have a daughter.”The girl’s eyes moved to him, and something cold and familiar settled over her face. Not fear. Recognition of a kind of adult who thought disbelief was the same thing as caution.“She does,” th
This time, neither of them pretended it was accidental.Rowan’s shoulder remained against Evelyn’s as the lead truck rolled through the wet service track, its tires chewing through mud while branches scraped along the sides in long, clawing strokes. The contact between them should have been nothing. A consequence of the narrow back seat, the uneven road, the supplies stacked around their knees, Gabriel’s broad frame taking up the opposite side.But it wasn't nothing.Evelyn knew the difference now.Rowan had spent too long making his care look practical for her to mistake this as the truck’s fault. He could have shifted away. He had not. His sleeve pressed against hers, steady and warm through damp fabric, while his gaze stayed fixed on the rain-streaked window as if watching the trees required every piece of him except the part still touching her.Caleb drove with both hands locked around the wheel. Warren sat rigid in the passenger seat, map unfolded against his knee despite the cra
Evelyn stood on the narrow rock spur with Caleb’s red lantern in her hand and the Watcher above the split boulder staring down at them through the rain.For half a breath, no one moved.The southern wall of Frostfang burned red with warning light across the ravine, one long flash after another cutting through the mist. The old emergency code pulsed behind the creature’s pale shape, turning the rain around it faintly crimson.Danger close.The Watcher’s fingers curled against the wet stone.It did not rush.That was worse.A charging infected was simple. Horrifying, yes, but simple. Hunger pointed itself and ran. This thing had patience. It had angles. It had the stillness of something deciding which part of them would break first.Rowan fired.The shot cracked across the spur and vanished into the ravine. The Watcher folded away from the bullet with a movement too fast to track cleanly, its long body slipping behind the split boulder as stone sparked where the round struck.Gabriel ca
The rain followed Evelyn out of the warehouse—cold, heavy, relentless.By the time she loaded the last of the supplies into her trunk, water had soaked through the shoulders of her jacket and numbed her fingers. Around her, people moved faster through the parking lot now, carts rattling wildly acro
By the time Evelyn left the second store, rain hammered hard enough against the windshield to blur the city into streaks of red brake-lights and gray concrete.Traffic crawled northbound. Too many people were suddenly deciding they needed bottled water and batteries at the same time.Instinct. Eve
By noon, Evelyn had spent nearly four thousand dollars.And it still didn’t feel like enough.People still laughed in the parking lot while buying Halloween decorations beneath emergency alerts, completely unaware the world was already starting to crack beneath them.The shelves inside the grocery
Evelyn woke, choking for air. Her body jerked violently upright before she even understood where she was. The movement sent the blankets tangling around her legs as panic crashed through her chest hard enough to make her dizzy.Rain.Teeth.Blood in her mouth.Hands dragging her down...A warm hand







