“The demand affects the supply and that is why…” Jared droned off. Since 9am that I’d been in the class, the ladies behind me wouldn’t shut up and I could barely hear a word he’d been saying.
“I think he just looked at me.” One of them giggled.“I think so too.” I looked to the back and set a glare on both of them.“Can you guys please keep quiet?” Their faces turned menacing.“What is going on?” I cringed in embarrassment as Jared’s voice reached my ears.“Nothing.” I muttered. His eyes narrowed at me.“You can’t disturb my class and not explain why.” My face tinged red in anger. I wanted to chuck something at his head. The girls behind me snickered in derision.“I’m sorry sir.” He paid me no mind as we continued the class. Every single second I spent in Jared’s class only made me hate him more.He was as difficult as he looked. I was stupid for thinking just because we’d met before, he’d be lenient with me.“I fucking hate him.” Matt chuckled beside me as we returned from his office. He had loaded us with assignments for the week and he had given a deadline for the submission.“He’s not that bad.” Matt and I had formed the routine of leaving school premises together whenever we had Jared’s classes last.“I heard the course is tough too.”“Yeah but I think he’s different. He seems to know what he’s doing.” He did but I didn’t want to admit it. I paused in my steps as I looked at the road. We’d reached the point where we usually parted.“Whatever. I’ll see you later.” He waved his hands and left.I needed a break. I picked up my phone and called Becka. It was the fastest she’d ever picked up her phone.“GIRL!!!!!” I pulled the phone away from my ears.“Why are you yelling?”“I AM?” I rubbed my ears.“Where are you?” She was either drunk or high.“Come meet me at Colson’s.” or at the club.Colson’s was a very popular bar off campus and it was quite easy to find. I quickly went to my hostel to change into appropriate clothing.I flagged down a cab and easily found my way there. It was packed. Friday night. I wasn’t too surprised.Becka was just outside, flirting with the bouncer who had his eyes lustfully on her. If I swung that way, I’d be all over her too. She looked damn sexy in a black lace top, short shorts and knee high boots. Her hair was now a different colour, neon green. I didn’t think anyone could rock green and look as good as Becka did.I whistled as I approached her, grabbing her attention. She pulled up a very huge smile on recognising me.“Leaaah!” She pulled me in for a huge smooch on my cheek.“I’ve missed you so much.” We hadn’t seen each other for weeks. I’d missed her too.She winked at the bouncer who let us in without even proper identification. All he knew was he was probably getting laid tonight.“He’s fiiine.” Becka yelled in my ears as the bar noise took over, turning our voices muffled.“I know.” I smirked at her and we made our way to the bar.“Tequila Sunrise Margarita for me and…” she looked to me for an answer.“Shirley temple please.” I smiled at the bar man who didn’t return the smile. Oh well.“Nope. You need something fun.” She tapped my wrist, thinking of something I could drink.“Uh, a Shirley Temple is fine.” I rolled my eyes at her. I looked around for someone who I thought would’ve accompanied her to the club.“Where’s Juan?” She threw me a disgusted look.“What? I thought you guys were pretty serious.”“Ew! No. He’s so not my type.”“Then what the fuck were you guys doing then?”“Oh, poor Leah…” I rolled my eyes at her and accepted my drink from the bartender.“You just fuck around with people for fun.”“Is he aware of that?” She looked at me weirdly and snorted loud.I hated when she did that. Like I was some little kid who didn’t know how life worked and hadn’t experienced much. She wasn’t really wrong but I hated it all the same.“He’s probably fucking some skank as we speak.” Becka’s relationships with people were always complicated. I guess consenting ‘adultism’ made up for a lot of things that would have been tagged improper by the world.“We’re here to have fun, not talk about Juan. It’s a fucking Friday night. Lets unwind.” She dragged me into the sea of gyrating bodies and moved us around so we were facing each other.“God I love this song.” I looked at her and then at those who were getting hyped up because of the song.While Despacito was a nice song, I didn’t think it was that great a bop, especially for clubbing. I still continued dancing with her either way.Like a moth to a flame, some guys had move closer to us and she was already grinding one of them. I felt one behind me. I had never had a guy dance behind me before so it felt weird.I looked at Becka, 'my life coach', and saw she enjoyed it. Maybe I would too if I relaxed. So, I followed her steps and closed my eyes. Trying to get lost in the music and enjoying it.My eyes flew open immediately hands gripped my waist and I was pulled flush against a body. I looked up to see a tall guy smiling down at me.He was good looking and he could dance. Becka’s eyes were open and she gave me a go ahead when she noticed the look of apprehension in my eyes. It wasn’t like I was going home with him.‘It’s just dancing.’ I said to myself and started swaying my hips to the beat of the music. I let myself loose. I needed a break. Anything to keep the monsters at bay.I turned to face him and wrapped my hands around his neck. Maybe it was the lighting, maybe it was the music, but I felt encouraged to kiss him. Sensing my willingness, he brought his lips to mine and we kissed.“Ugh...too much tongue.” Becka laughed as we tried to walk back to campus. Cabs were scarce around 12am and the distance was not so long when you had someone to talk to, shoes in hand.“But he looked so fine though. Who’d have thunk?”I wiped my mouth like he could still feel his slobber all over my lips.“The bouncer didn’t look to happy that you left him high and dry. That was some nasty case of blue balls.”The man had pursued us when Becka had flipped him the middle finger as we were leaving. She was such a devil. Both of us cackled a laugh as we inched closer to the dorm.“How’s your mum though? Haven’t heard much about her lately.” My skin pricked with fear and my mouth tasted like gunk. I forced a smile.“She’s okay. She asked of you a couple days ago when she called to check up me.” My lie felt too hard to swallow.“Oh, well tell her I said hi and I would call her soon.” Sweat accumulated on my back and dripped to my waist even with the cold air. Late October and the wind kept getting colder.“She might be unreachable for a while. She’s going through some… uh…”“Some treatment.” I couldn’t tell her the truth. I didn’t want to give her more reason to pity me but more importantly, I didn’t want to explain how she’d died.“Oh…” She trailed off. If she sensed something weird about my story, she didn’t say anything about it. Both are parents were touchy subjects for us.“Yeah.” I looked to the sky. The stars were bright and shining. Not a care or worry in sight. They just knew to appear for the night and disappear for the day.“When can I come see your place?” I looked at Becka who seemed uncomfortable. Did she not want me at her place?“I have to go. I’ll see you later.” She didn’t wait for a reply and just dashed out of sight.Had I said something wrong?I pulled out my phone and continued to walk back. The distance wasn’t so far.“Don’t forget to submit Jared’s assignment today.” My phone chimed. I had tried to prevent altercations with him since everytime we conversed, I’d always managed to make a fool of myself.In order to do that, I’d set up alarms, Matt being one, to remind me of the assignments so I wouldn’t miss the deadline.“Ugh, I’d totally forgotten. Thanks for reminding me.”Matt texted back.“You’re welcome. I’ve sent his office contact so it’ll be more easier to communicate with him. He has yours too.”I rolled my eyes. I didn’t want to have any business conversing with him. All I wanted was to do my duties just like any other class rep. I saved the number regardless as ASSHOLE1. Why the 1 if you asked me, it just felt appropriate.“Yeah. Just incase my phone rings beside you and you see something along the lines of asshole, just know its Jared.” and I hit send without looking at the contact I’d sent it to.Almost immediately, I got a reply. Matt was a night owl, just like me. I looked at the phone and blood drained from my face.“Excuse me?” - From ASSHOLE1I decided against going into the class as I stood in front of the door.“God… I cannot face this man today.” I muttered to myself.“Are you going into my class or are you leaving? Which is it?” A voice that haunted my dreams reverberated behind me. I closed my eyes and counted to 5 in my head before I faced him. Feeling the contact irritate my eyes, I struggled to resist the urge to rub them.Why did he have to be so good-looking? I wanted so much to bash his head in so I didn’t have to be reminded everyday of how handsome he looked. I forced a smile on my face and batted my lashes at him, trying to see if he’d cave.“Sorry Mr Jared. Your classes are on of my best ones here on campus. I wouldn’t miss it for a thing.”If he knew that I was mocking him, he didn’t show it. Instead he brushed past me and muttered something I never thought he would under his breath.“And I’m the asshole.”I could swear his eyes found mine every minute and narrowed imperceptibly at me. Just when I thought I
“I swear, anyone who chucks a ball of paper at me again will…”“What will you do? Hmm?” Someone from the back yelled. I’d had enough of the insults, sneers, derisive comments and physical attacks. I stood up to address the issue when Jared walked in.“Everyone settled down.” Jared’s deep voice interrupted me, calming the atmosphere with his presence.I bit my tongue and swallowed whatever I was going to utter.“Sir, the assignment was not our fault. If anything, it’s water bottle girl’s assignment that shouldn’t be accepted.” I’d decided to name the girls always behind me, for God knows what reason, GG (gossip girl) 1 and 2. I wasn’t interested in learning their names. GG1 had spoken.“I think the whole class agrees on the fact that we don’t want her as our representative anymore.” Her voice seeping with vitriol. I had cost them part of their CA and I wasn’t surprised they’d wanted that. I understood how they felt and I would accept that. What I couldn’t take was the constant assault.
Jared lifted me up and let go of my body as if it burned him to stay in close proximity with me.“Are you okay?” Alyssa’s panicked tone sliced through the awkward air.“Yeah.” My voice sounded mangled and I cleared my throat, avoiding Jared’s eyes. I adjusted my shirt where it had ridden up and my skin felt warm to touch. I hoped it wasn’t obvious how tensed and embarrassed I felt.“I’ll see you around.” Jared finally spoke up, facing Alyssa. She blushed in return as he left, leaving just Alyssa and me in the hallway.“Now that is some cake.” I turned to look at her, shock marring my features.She giggled, covering her mouth in what? Embarrassment? She probably had forgotten that I was there with her.“I cannot believe you.” I shook my head and walked beside her as we exited the building.She wasn’t wrong though. Jared had it and my ears burned with the knowledge that I’d just checked his ass out.I would be lying if I said I hadn’t felt shivers all over. My skin still burned from his
I gambled on my thoughts and sent a risky text. I knew I’d never have the confidence to face him in person because even after sorting out my feelings I still felt confused.Call me stupid but something in me held onto the glimmer of hope that maybe he actually wanted something with me and I wasn’t being delusional.“Can we talk?” I placed my phone on my bed face down and squeezed my fist and biting my lip nervously. Was he going to reply? What was he going to reply?My phone chimed with a message and my heart skipped a beat. I blew out a breath and picked up my phone.“Why?” I squinted at my phone, trying to see if I’d missed the rest of his message.“What do you mean why? We need to talk.” I seethed as I battled with my keyboard.“I don’t think there’s anything we should talk about.” I could almost see his eyebrows drop in a frown. I scoffed. Apparently, only me thought there was this weird energy between us and it just made things incredibly awkward between us.“Okay, maybe it’s jus
“are you okay?” Ashley asked as she noticed my somewhat puffy eyes the next morning. I knew fake concern when I saw it. Ashley was just looking for gossip.I returned a fake smile and nodded, my voice taking on a happy tone.“Yeah.”Ashley was one of those girls I strongly avoided in school or just around me. They were like piranhas, guzzling till whatever was left of someone was a pool of their own blood and they moved on to the next victim like it was nothing.I’d slept with my contacts on, making my eye itchy. I knew how dangerous it was to leave them on for the longest times but I couldn’t even bring myself to care when I’d bawled my eyes out. I felt something shift within me.I’d seen enough of people assuming the worst of me, making me feel like I wasn’t enough. I took out my contacts and threw them in the trash. I was done trying to cover up all my flaws but I took it a step at a time. I still felt insecure about my scars because of the history behind them but I could start som
Matt was good looking, funny and nice. It felt nice to be wanted by a man. Jared had wanted a one night stand, not me and it was glaring how he treated me. How he had assumed I was going to use the information that we’d slept together against him. My blood boiled at the thought of it. He really was an asshole.I entered the room and walked straight to my bed. My feet stepped on something and there was a crunch. I looked at the floor and squinted my eyes. It was quite dark inside so I turned on the lights.“The fuck?”There were solo cups strewn across the room, bottles of vodka and small packets of…condoms?I spotted my bed and my sheets that I’d left in perfect condition were now squeezed and halfway across the floor. Asides the complete disorganization of the room, it was void of life. The whole place stank of alcohol and sex. My nose scrunched up in disgust.I cursed under my breath as I inspected my bed sheet for stains. Thankfully there were none, but I couldn’t imagine myself lay
“Nothing!”“She agreed to go out on a date with me.”I threw Matt an annoyed look. It was none of his business what we did. His gaze narrowed at me first and then a small smile played on his lips.‘What was he playing at?’ I thought to myself.“Really?” His eye brows rose up in surprise.“Yes.” Matt continued to smile, completely oblivious to whatever Jared was doing or not saying.“I see. I hope this won’t affect your duties, both of you.” I avoided his gaze as Matt answered for the both of us.“No sir. It won’t.”“Good.” There was almost a hard edge to his tone but I paid no mind to it.“I have some problem set for you guys to solve. This will be after your test. I’ll email them to you but, I will need the hard copies for your assignments. They’ll be essential for your final grade at the end of the semester.”I cursed under my breath. We were over a hundred in total, sixty plus in my set and I wondered if he really had the time to look at our assignments, paper to paper. He surely c
I was so nervous throughout the date, scared I would fuck it up with my inexperience. If Matt saw it, he didn’t mention it and for that, I was grateful.“What do you think?” I looked at him and the platter before me.Matt was crazy rich. I’d seen that from the car he’d picked us up in. While I didn’t know much about cars, I knew Maybachs were fucking expensive. He’d taken us to le palais crémeux. I couldn’t even pronounce the fucking name. That was how posh it was.“It’s covered in gold.”“Yeah.” He didn’t think it was crazy that a meal was covered in gold. I chuckled to myself.“Uhm… I don’t know. Let me taste it, I guess.” There was a slight crunch to it but other than that, it tasted like regular stake.“I don’t know why but I thought it’d you know…” I gestured to the plate.“...taste like gold?” His brows rose and then he burst into the laughter. My cheeks burned in embarrassment.“Oh shut up.” I adjusted my dress a little. I felt severely under-dressed in the restaurant. Everyone