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Chapter 19

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Ryan’s pov

I stood outside the building, watching the silhouettes shift behind the glass, my fists clenched in the pockets of my coat. The late afternoon sun had already slipped behind the buildings, casting long shadows across the pavement, the air was sharp with that kind of cold that bit at your skin, but I didn’t move. I couldn’t move.

Inside, I’d watched Clara walk out first her posture rigid, her lips tight, there was something in her eyes I hadn’t seen in a long time. Not control, command or fear. Maybe even something close to defeat.That was new.Aaron followed a few steps behind, his shoulders hunched, but his gait more steady than usual. Not like a kid being dragged through the motions anymore. No, he looked like he’d chosen to walk forward. That scared the hell out of me more than anything because he hadn’t looked for me. He hadn’t scanned the sidewalk for my face and when his eyes did catch mine, he didn’t stop. He just kept walking and maybe I deserved that.

“Ryan?”I tu
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