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Yubi.
I froze in the doorway, my suitcase half in my hands, half forgotten on the polished floor. The house was huge. Too huge. Trey’s house. Our house now, I reminded myself bitterly, because of the announcement my parents had dropped yesterday like a bomb.
My stomach churned at the thought. Step siblings.
I thought I had put that night out of my mind, the way you think you can erase a scar if you don’t touch it. But now, standing here, seeing him, he hadn’t changed. Tall. Broad shouldered. That same quiet danger in his eyes that had made my heart stutter when he had kissed me one week ago.
“Trey?” My voice sounded small, almost foreign in the vast hallway.
He appeared at the top of the stairs, leaning casually on the railing. But his casual posture didn’t reach his eyes. Those dark, unreadable eyes scanned me from head to toe, lingering longer than necessary. My cheeks burned and I could feel them turning red.
“Yubi,” he said, his voice low, almost a growl. He sounded calm, but every inch of him screamed tension. “You are here.”
I nodded, unable to meet his gaze. I wanted to run, hide, curl into myself and pretend none of this was happening.
But of course, I couldn’t. Not anymore. We were family. And that one kiss God, that one sinful, intoxicating kiss had just become a secret we were supposed to bury under layers of forced normality.
I tried to push the memory away, but it clawed back into my mind.
One week ago.
We were standing at the balcony. The soft hum of music from the party below. We were alone. My heart had been racing, not from the alcohol or the laughter around us, but from him. Trey.
I didn’t even know his name then. We had just talked, a moment of connection that turned into something I shouldn’t have wanted. His hand brushed mine, lingering. And then, his lips were on mine. Hard at first, demanding, intoxicating. Fire and ice all at once.
My hands had gone to his chest, feeling the heat beneath his shirt, the undeniable pull of him. I had tried to pull away, I swear I had, but it felt like my body had betrayed me before my mind even had a chance to scream.
And then my phone rang, and the spell broke. We had parted, staring at each other, hearts hammering, and I had gone home thinking what the hell just happened?
And now, he was right there, inches from me, standing at the top of the stairs looking sinfully gorgeous, and the air between us felt electric, taut with words neither of us could say.
“Uh I, um” My voice trailed off as I dragged my suitcase toward the living room. I couldn’t look at him. My fingers trembled as I set it down.
He moved silently, suddenly in front of me. “We need to forget about what happened between us.” he said
The words were calm, measured, almost like he was trying to convince himself as much as me. But his eyes oh, God, his eyes said the opposite. Desire. Confusion. A dark longing he was barely holding back.
“I” I swallowed hard. “I didn’t”
“You didn’t what?” he interrupted, and his voice dropped lower, rougher. “Want it?”
I flinched. He had no right to sound so dangerous. So commanding. And yet my body betrayed me. It remembered the kiss, the touch
“I” I shook my head, trying to control the trembling. “I can’t. This, we can’t, I agree”
He stepped closer. My back hit the couch. As my pulse raced. The proximity of him, the memory of our lips together, the forbidden thought that we were now siblings it was almost unbearable.
“I know,” he whispered, and I could feel his breath against my cheek. “I don’t want to either. But Yubi” He trailed off, his jaw tight. “Do you think I could just forget?”
I wanted to scream at him. At myself. At fate. “No! You can’t, this is wrong!”
His hand lifted, hovering dangerously close to my face, and my stomach did a flip flop. “Wrong,” he murmured, “it doesn’t feel wrong.”
I swallowed back a moan that threatened to escape my mouth. My mind spun in circles. He was my stepbrother now.
The world would never forgive us if, if we ever crossed that line again. And yet, the ache between us was real. Tangible. A fire that neither time nor rules could extinguish.
He glanced towards the kitchen, then back at me. “Go to your room and get settled in,” he said finally.
I nodded, my hands shaking, not trusting my voice. I fled upstairs, my suitcase bouncing against my hip as I barely noticed the polished steps beneath my feet.
In my room, I shut the door behind me, pressing my back to it. My heart wouldn’t stop racing. My body still remembered every brush of his skin, every whisper of his voice. My mind replayed the kiss on loop. And despite my rational brain screaming at me, I couldn’t stop thinking about it.
I collapsed on the bed, staring at the ceiling. We can’t. We won’t. But God, why does it feel so inevitable?
The thought of sleeping in the same house as him, breathing the same air, seeing him every day, it was torturous. And I knew, deep down, that the temptation wouldn’t just go away.
Somewhere down the hall, I heard a faint creak of floorboards. My pulse jumped. Had he come back?
I held my breath, trying to convince myself I was imagining things. But then, a soft voice reached my door, barely audible.
“Yubi” my whole body froze.
“I can’t stop thinking about it either,” Trey whispered from the other side of the door.
And just like that, the illusion of normalcy shattered.
YubiMichael’s face shifts, like he is bracing himself for something he doesn’t want to say. He adjusts Chanel in his arms even though she is already fast asleep against his chest.“Michael,” I whisper, a tremor running through my voice. “Did something happen to Mom?”His eyes flick up to mine. There is something there, something dark that makes the blood drain from my face.“Not exactly,” he says slowly.“What does that mean?” The words are barely audible. “Either something happened or it didn’t, right? So what are you trying to tell me?”He exhales, long and shaky, the kind of breath someone takes when they know the next words will break something.I lean forward, the couch cushion dipping under my hands, my heartbeat loud in my ears.“Michael,” I say again. “Where is she?if something has happened to her, I need to know.”He finally meets my eyes and I see it, fear is written all over his face. “Your mother has been missing for three days now Yubi.” he finally says. “What?” It co
Yubi“Who is this little angle?” Michael asks again, his eyes fixed on the baby carrier I’m gripping way too tightly. His voice isn’t angry. Just stunned. Confused. Trying to understand.I swallow. My throat is dry. Chanel whimpers softly as if she feels the tension seeping out of my pores.“This is Chanel,” I say, clearing my throat. “She is my daughter”Michael’s brows lift, his face is still expressionless, shocked even, he doesn’t ask questions, Instead he takes two slow steps toward me as if he’s scared any sudden movement might scare me away.“Your daughter?” he repeats in a low breath trying to take a peak at chanelI nod once. He studies my face like he is trying to compare me to the girl who left a year ago, then shifts his eyes to the tiny moving bundle in the carrier.“Come on,” he says quietly. “Let’s get you both inside.”He gestures toward the door, and I follow him on autopilot. My legs feel numb. My heartbeat is too loud. The police officers are still scattered outside
YubiThe moment the Uber turns into the long, winding driveway of the Blackwood estate, my stomach twists so hard I almost ask the driver to turn back around. I had prayed, begged silently that this would be a one day trip. Two days at most. Come home, spend Thanksgiving with the family, get answers, leave before my heart remembers too much.But one glance at the driveway tells me nothing about this trip is going to be simple or quick. There are police cars everywhere.I freeze with my hand on Chanel’s car seat, my breath gets caught in my chest. Blue and red lights flash across the mansion walls, painting everything in a sickening rhythm. Officers walk in and out of the front doors, talking into radios, taking notes, pacing. My stepdad Michael stands on the porch, his phone pressed to his ear, his shoulders stiff, his face pale.And this, this is not normal. Not for our family. Not for this house.I swallow hard.“Ma’am? We have arrived,” the driver says gently.I nod, though my m
YubiOne year laterI’m rocking Chanel gently in my arms, humming the same soft lullaby I have been singing since the day she was born, when my phone lights up on the bedside table. The vibration is low, barely a buzz, but something inside me tightens. A familiar tension rolls down my spine.Nobody calls me at this hour, it's almost midnight. I take a look at the caller ID, and the name is one I have dreaded for months. TreyThe name flashes on my screen, I have not spoken to him for a year now, since I left home. For a second, everything in my tiny apartment feels too small, the walls, the air in my chest.He is the last person I expected to ever call me, especially this late. Chanel lets out a tiny coo, her little fingers tightening around the chain of my necklace, grounding me just enough to move.“Hello?” My voice cracks. So much for sounding normal.There is a shaky exhale from the other end before he finally speaks“Yubi?”His voice hits me harder than I imagined it would. Dee
YubiI hardly sleep that night. Every time I close my eyes, I hear Trey’s voice echoing in my head.Kiari said yes. Whatever happened between us can never happen again.The words replay, over and over, until they carve themselves into my bones. I lie awake staring at the ceiling, the faint glow from the pool lights seeping through my curtains, reminding me of where everything fell apart.I press a hand to my stomach.It’s still flat. Still unchanged but after a few months I will not be able to hide it anymore. I need a plan, fast. By dawn, I have made a decision, a quiet, trembling, terrifying decision that settles into me like a final breath.I need to leave. It's the only way this works. Not because I want to run away.Not because I’m weak. But because staying here, staying in this house, staying near him will destroy me and our entire family of the truth ever came out.I need space and distance, besides like Trey had said, it was a mistake and one stupid mistake should not destro
YubiThree weeks later It has been three full weeks since that night I stood at the top of the stairs and watched Trey pull Kiari into the house like she belonged here. Three weeks since he said even a word to me. We have become strangers who live in the same house.At breakfast, I sit at the opposite end of the table, and he sits across from me and we all eat like a family, not one word spoken between us. Our parents think we are being petty.They don’t know there’s a wildfire spread between us, one we are both pretending isn’t burning everything in its path.For a while, avoidance works.For a while, I can pretend I’m moving on.But the past few days something has definitely been wrong, at first I thought I was coming down with a bug, but then the symptoms get worse, the nausea, the food cravings.At first, it was just mornings but it was getting worse. By week three, I can’t keep anything down not water, not tea, not even dry bread. My stomach turns at smells I used to love. Ch







