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Yubi.
I froze in the doorway, my suitcase half in my hands, half forgotten on the polished floor. The house was huge. Too huge. Trey’s house. Our house now, I reminded myself bitterly, because of the announcement my parents had dropped yesterday like a bomb.
My stomach churned at the thought. Step siblings.
I thought I had put that night out of my mind, the way you think you can erase a scar if you don’t touch it. But now, standing here, seeing him, he hadn’t changed. Tall. Broad shouldered. That same quiet danger in his eyes that had made my heart stutter when he had kissed me one week ago.
“Trey?” My voice sounded small, almost foreign in the vast hallway.
He appeared at the top of the stairs, leaning casually on the railing. But his casual posture didn’t reach his eyes. Those dark, unreadable eyes scanned me from head to toe, lingering longer than necessary. My cheeks burned and I could feel them turning red.
“Yubi,” he said, his voice low, almost a growl. He sounded calm, but every inch of him screamed tension. “You are here.”
I nodded, unable to meet his gaze. I wanted to run, hide, curl into myself and pretend none of this was happening.
But of course, I couldn’t. Not anymore. We were family. And that one kiss God, that one sinful, intoxicating kiss had just become a secret we were supposed to bury under layers of forced normality.
I tried to push the memory away, but it clawed back into my mind.
One week ago.
We were standing at the balcony. The soft hum of music from the party below. We were alone. My heart had been racing, not from the alcohol or the laughter around us, but from him. Trey.
I didn’t even know his name then. We had just talked, a moment of connection that turned into something I shouldn’t have wanted. His hand brushed mine, lingering. And then, his lips were on mine. Hard at first, demanding, intoxicating. Fire and ice all at once.
My hands had gone to his chest, feeling the heat beneath his shirt, the undeniable pull of him. I had tried to pull away, I swear I had, but it felt like my body had betrayed me before my mind even had a chance to scream.
And then my phone rang, and the spell broke. We had parted, staring at each other, hearts hammering, and I had gone home thinking what the hell just happened?
And now, he was right there, inches from me, standing at the top of the stairs looking sinfully gorgeous, and the air between us felt electric, taut with words neither of us could say.
“Uh I, um” My voice trailed off as I dragged my suitcase toward the living room. I couldn’t look at him. My fingers trembled as I set it down.
He moved silently, suddenly in front of me. “We need to forget about what happened between us.” he said
The words were calm, measured, almost like he was trying to convince himself as much as me. But his eyes oh, God, his eyes said the opposite. Desire. Confusion. A dark longing he was barely holding back.
“I” I swallowed hard. “I didn’t”
“You didn’t what?” he interrupted, and his voice dropped lower, rougher. “Want it?”
I flinched. He had no right to sound so dangerous. So commanding. And yet my body betrayed me. It remembered the kiss, the touch
“I” I shook my head, trying to control the trembling. “I can’t. This, we can’t, I agree”
He stepped closer. My back hit the couch. As my pulse raced. The proximity of him, the memory of our lips together, the forbidden thought that we were now siblings it was almost unbearable.
“I know,” he whispered, and I could feel his breath against my cheek. “I don’t want to either. But Yubi” He trailed off, his jaw tight. “Do you think I could just forget?”
I wanted to scream at him. At myself. At fate. “No! You can’t, this is wrong!”
His hand lifted, hovering dangerously close to my face, and my stomach did a flip flop. “Wrong,” he murmured, “it doesn’t feel wrong.”
I swallowed back a moan that threatened to escape my mouth. My mind spun in circles. He was my stepbrother now.
The world would never forgive us if, if we ever crossed that line again. And yet, the ache between us was real. Tangible. A fire that neither time nor rules could extinguish.
He glanced towards the kitchen, then back at me. “Go to your room and get settled in,” he said finally.
I nodded, my hands shaking, not trusting my voice. I fled upstairs, my suitcase bouncing against my hip as I barely noticed the polished steps beneath my feet.
In my room, I shut the door behind me, pressing my back to it. My heart wouldn’t stop racing. My body still remembered every brush of his skin, every whisper of his voice. My mind replayed the kiss on loop. And despite my rational brain screaming at me, I couldn’t stop thinking about it.
I collapsed on the bed, staring at the ceiling. We can’t. We won’t. But God, why does it feel so inevitable?
The thought of sleeping in the same house as him, breathing the same air, seeing him every day, it was torturous. And I knew, deep down, that the temptation wouldn’t just go away.
Somewhere down the hall, I heard a faint creak of floorboards. My pulse jumped. Had he come back?
I held my breath, trying to convince myself I was imagining things. But then, a soft voice reached my door, barely audible.
“Yubi” my whole body froze.
“I can’t stop thinking about it either,” Trey whispered from the other side of the door.
And just like that, the illusion of normalcy shattered.
MayaThe round lights in the ceiling as they rolled me into the OR barely registered. The only thing in my mind was the brutality of my contractions. Waves of pain coursed through my body and my fingers dug into my palms to help relieve some of the pressure.I had never in my life been in so much pain.But then I remembered his promise. Everything will be fine. I believed him, and that more than anything gave me the strength to hope for a time beyond this pain that seemed as though it would never end.The Anesthesiologist put a mask over my face. “Count backwards from ten,” she said kindly. 10, 9, 8, 7… 6… then everything went dark.I woke up slowly. My whole body felt heavy. Even moving my fingers was an effort. I knew I was in a hospital. I felt fear.My lips moved.“My baby,” I called weakly. “Where’s my baby?”It was only then I realized I was not alone. There was an arm and a head on my thighs. The arm lifted and he straightened.I stared at him in shock.He looked haggard. More
LucaIt felt as if I was losing my mind. I could not believe what I was seeing. It could not be. It just could not be. I dropped to my knees next to her. My hands were shaking. Jesus, God, no. Not her. Not her. Not my miracle.She was looking up at me, with a strange expression on her face, as if she was surprised to see me, as if it was me that was hurt, as blood was oozing out of her wound and spreading into her stomach area of her lavender dress. The assassin had been aiming for my father, but he had hit her instead. Despite my father no longer being in the head of a mafia family this was his fault. His past. You can leave the family but the past can find you anytime. It is the son of an old enemy out for revenge. One more shot rang out and I heard the shrill announcement.“It’s clear! We have him!”“Hey you,” she said softly. Then she frowned, her hands were still cradling her stomach. “What happened?”I shuddered as my hand went to touch her face. I was so terrified I was almost
MayaThe wedding. The wedding was held in an abbey in the old town of Portofino.I sat in my lavender dress with my father and stepmother.My stomach felt tight with nerves. A door to the side of the altar opened and Angelo came out. He was wearing a morning suit and he looked like the happiest man on earth.Luca, who was Angelo’s best man, followed behind.I couldn’t stop staring, I simply couldn’t stop drinking him in hungrily. He was wearing a cream jacket, a white dressshirt, a burgundy waistcoat, and black trousers. He was still as stunning as ever, but he seemed thinner. The scar on hisface looked more prominent, which made him appear even more unapproachable and hostile. Oh, how I yearned for him.My heart felt as if it would burst out of my chest. He did not look at the guests seated on the pews.He did not look for me.My father reached out and squeezed my hand. I looked at him and his expression said, chin up, you can do this. I nodded and smiled at him. Today, I was dete
MayaLuca did not come back in one day or two, or three, or four, or five. The days became a week and then two weeks. My heart ached with his loss. Then my father came back from Switzerland. I sent a message to Lucas phone to ask if I could bring my father to stay for a while at Torrington Hall. It would be good for him, I explained. The fresh air, the clean, wholesome food, the beauty of the land.After an hour he sent his reply.. Yes.I stared at the one word message for a long time. It felt as if a knife had pierced my heart. Eventually, I found the strength to answer him.Thank you. It really means a lot to me.Then I put my phone away and I went for a walk. I knew me being depressed and unhappy was bad for the tiny life growing inside me so deliberately I turned my thoughts away from Luca and thought of how lucky I was to be living in such splendor. And better still my father and Laura could come here and benefit from all this beauty too. The snow was beginning to melt and I beg
MayaMelania continued with her story. “But when the baby was born was when things really took a turn for the worse. She had mistakenly thought that it was her pregnant body that he did not want and once she had given birth to the baby he would start to want her again. The opposite happened. He completely lost interest in her and fell in love with the baby instead. I had never before and never since seen a man love a child the way he did. He loved that child more than he loved himself. He would have walked into fire for his son. Actually, there is nothing he would not have done for that boy.“And Alessa, she simply grew more and more bitter. She was jealous of her own son. He was such a good child, but one time I came into his room and I saw her pinching him for no reason at all. I was so shocked I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t want to tell on her, but I knew the child had to be protected and most of its care entrusted to another person so I advised the master to get a nanny.“Onc
MayaThe flight back was unbearable. I stayed alone in the bedroom for most of the flight and Luca remained in the main cabin and worked on his laptop. When I ventured out once I saw he had fallen asleep in his chair.My heart bled to see him sleep in that uncomfortable position because he did not want to come to the bedroom and share the bed with me.The journey back to Torrington Hall was accomplished in total silence. I lay my head back and kept my eyes closed. Iloved this place and yet I could feel no joy to see the big gates open to let us in. When we reached the house, Melania wasstanding at the doorway to welcome us back.Luca nodded at her curtly and walked into the house.“What’s wrong?” she asked me gentlyAnd that was my undoing. I threw my arms around her and sobbed like a child.“There, there,” she consoled. “Nothing is as bad as it first seems. Come with me. What you need is a big mug of hot chocolate, but not just any hot chocolate, but my secret recipe.”Feeling utt
YubiThe house was too quiet.That was the first thing I noticed when I crept out of my room later that night, still wearing my soft pink pajama shorts and an oversized tee. Everyone else had gone to bed hours ago Mom and Trey’s dad were probably passed out after drinking too much celebratory cham
Yubi. I thought I had survived the first few days living with Trey. Survived the tension, the stolen glances, the accidental brushes, the unbearable magnetism between us. But tonight, at this party, I realized I hadn’t survived a thing.My mom had insisted we attend a small gathering family and fr
Yubi.The next morning was calm, things felt like they could work out between us. I thought I could handle being around Trey during the day. I thought, maybe, I could pretend to be normal when the sun was up and everyone else was around. But reality had a way of shattering those illusions.It sta
Yubi. The first night was worse than I imagined it would be. .I kept telling myself to act normal. To move through the house like this sudden, twisted family arrangement was completely ordinary. But normal was a lie. Every glance, every accidental brush of his shoulder, every low rumble of his v







