LOGINDINNER AT MY PLACE
The moment Snow and I step back into the apartment, she wiggles out of my arms and darts straight to the kitchen like she’s been fasting for forty-eight dramatic hours. “I know, calm down,” I laugh, dropping the grocery bags on the counter. She circles my ankles nonstop, brushing her fluffy tail against my legs in a wild plea for food. “Fine. Snow first. Always Snow.” I open a can of her new gourmet tuna—because of course she only eats the expensive kind—and pour it into her bowl. Snow throws her whole face into the food like she hasn’t tasted life in decades. “That’s my girl,” I murmur, watching her inhale it. With Snow satisfied, my attention shifts to the clock. Two hours until dinner with Sam. My stomach tightens, not with nerves, but excitement. Food and maybe finally… satisfaction. It’s been too damn long. I tie my hair up, wash my hands, and start prepping for dinner. Chicken breast on the cutting board. Garlic. Fresh peppers. A jar of thick tomato base. Cream. Butter. Seasonings that promise sin. I chop the chicken into neat strips, letting the rhythm calm the restless energy in my body. The kitchen fills with the soothing sound of sizzling oil when I toss the chicken in. The smell rises instantly—rich, buttery, garlicky. I add peppers, onions, and pour in the tomato sauce. A swirl of cream. A touch of heat. A little sweetness. The mixture thickens slowly, bubbling like it knows it’s being made for a night that might not end with dinner alone. I catch myself smiling. I don’t smile much, not genuinely, not often, but something about tonight feels different. Maybe it’s the way Sam looked at me like I wasn’t a quick fantasy but a slow burn he fully intended to savor. Or maybe it’s just the thrill of being wanted by someone fine as hell. I turn the heat down and taste the sauce with a spoon. “Mmm. Perfect.” Snow lifts her head with a soft chirp, her mouth stained lightly with tuna. “Don’t judge me,” I say, licking the sauce from my lip. “I deserve one thing that tastes better than disappointment.” Snow blinks at me like she agrees. The apartment is warm, dimly lit, cozy. Exactly the right atmosphere for a dinner that might turn into… more. I set the table: two plates, two wine glasses, a candle—why not? Let the night look better than most of my decisions. I step back and admire everything. This looks like a normal night. A wholesome night. A night for a woman who doesn’t ruin herself with reckless decisions. But then again… I’m not normal. And wholesome isn’t in my dictionary. I wipe my hands on a towel, check myself in the mirror. My soft outfit hugs me in the right places, my hair falls loosely around my shoulders, and my skin glows from the shower. Good. Good enough to be eaten. The clock ticks. Snow naps on the rug. The sauce simmers softly on the stove. And as I pour a glass of wine and take a slow sip, a knock echoes at the door—low, firm, confident. My pulse jumps. Sam is here. And I’m suddenly very sure dinner won’t be the only thing getting devoured tonight. The knock comes again, three slow taps that vibrate through my spine. I smooth my hoodie, clear my throat, and open the door. There he is. Sam. God… he’s even more devastating up close. He stands tall in my doorway, wearing a fitted black tee that hugs his chest and a clean, effortless grin that looks like sin pretending to be innocent. His eyes sweep over me once slowly, intentionally like he’s taking mental ownership of every inch. “Hello gorgeous ,” he murmurs. “ I almost roll my eyes, but the compliment hits my blood like heat. “Get in here before Snow escapes,” I say, stepping aside. He walks in, his scent trailing behind him warm, masculine, a little expensive. Snow trots over immediately, her tail high, acting like she invited him personally. “Oh, so she likes you now,” I mumble. Sam kneels and rubs Snow’s chin. “I’m honored.” Snow purrs. Traitor. I head to the kitchen and lift the lid from the pan. “Dinner’s almost ready.” He joins me, leaning against the counter. “Smells incredible.” His voice is smooth, deep, but not pushy. Not overeager. He’s calm in a way that feels… practiced. Controlled. I stir the sauce, and his gaze follows the movement of my wrist, my hips, my throat when I swallow. He watches everything without shame. And it sends a slow thrill through me. “You do this for all your dinner guests?” he asks. I snort. “I barely have guests. Snow is my only regular visitor.” “And lucky me,” he says softly. The way he says it—low, warm—makes the air thicken. I take the sauce off the heat and plate the meals. Sam sets the table without being asked. He’s polite. Helpful. Dangerous in that calm, controlled way that hints he’s hiding something under all that charm. We sit. Clink glasses. Taste the food. “Mmm,” he groans. “This is incredible.” His groan is borderline erotic and my fork almost slips out of my hand. “Calm down,” I tease. “It’s chicken, not a religious experience.” He smirks, leaning back. “I’m just expressive.” “Noted.” We talk—about nothing, everything. He asks little questions about my job, my cat, my schedule. Not nosy… just attentive. But there’s a moment where he looks at me, really looks, and something shifts. “Do you always invite strangers over?” he asks lightly. “No,” I answer honestly. “I don’t even remember most strangers.” His jaw flexes. Almost imperceptibly. “And me?” he asks. “Will you remember me?” His voice dips like he’s testing something inside me. My pulse jumps. Snow interrupts by hopping on the table and trying to steal a piece of chicken. “Snow!” I gasp. Sam laughs, deep and warm—and gently picks her up. “She’s bold.” “She’s rude,” I correct. “She gets it from her owner,” he says, eyes glinting at me. I try to act unbothered, but my thighs press together under the table. After dinner, I bring our plates to the sink, and Sam steps behind me, close enough that his breath grazes the back of my neck. Not touching. Not saying a word. Just there. He lowers his head slightly, voice rumbling near my ear. “Thank you for inviting me.” A shiver crawls down my spine. I turn around slowly, my back pressing against the counter. He places one hand beside my hip, trapping me, without touching, without forcing. Just waiting.~CHAPTER FFIFTY FOUR~ He lets out a soft laugh when he looks around his office. It’s a mess—papers scattered, jacket on the chair, disorder everywhere. “I will fix here,” he says, already bending to pick things up. He gestures toward the bathroom. “You can freshen up.” I grab my clothes and slip inside, locking the door behind me. I rinse my face, steady my breathing, scrub at my skin like I can erase what just happened. And then it hits me. I need to go home. I need to use my body wash; I can’t let Hardin catch a different scent. I just slept with another man. And his life could be in danger because of me. My chest tightens. I quickly clean up and put on my clothes. I leave the restroom and walk straight past him, reaching for my bag without meeting his eyes. The smile leaves his face as he watches me. Something in me has already shut down. I don’t look at him. I don’t slow down. I grab my bag like it’s a lifeline. “What are you doing?” Blake asks, confused, then alarmed
CHAPTER FIFTY THREE Pulls out completely in one long, slick slide.I whine at the sudden emptiness, clenching around nothing. “No—wait—”“Shh.” He kisses me quick and dirty, then drops back to his knees between my spread thighs. His hands push my legs wider, hooking under my knees to hold me open for him.Two fingers slide straight into me—no warning, no tease—just thick and deep, curling up to press hard against that spongy spot inside. My back bows off the desk, a sharp cry ripping out of me.“Look at you,” he growls, eyes locked on where his fingers disappear into my soaked pussy. “So fucking wet… dripping everywhere.”He pumps them slow at first, then faster—curling, twisting, scissoring—hitting that spot over and over until my thighs start shaking again. His thumb finds my clit, rubbing tight little circles while his fingers fuck me deeper.I’m moaning nonstop now, head thrashing, hands gripping the edge of the desk so hard my knuckles turn white. “Oh god—fuck—right there—don’t s
~CHAPTER FIFTY TWO~ A small whimper slips out of me. My body is on fire — wet, tight, desperate. “But I won’t,” he says softer, hurting. “Not unless you say you want it too. Not unless you need this like I do.” I close my eyes, looking for any reason to stop. All I feel is how much I want his hands everywhere. When I look at him again, he’s waiting, like everything depends on me. “I’m scared,” I breathe. “Not only of Hardin. I’m scared I won't be able to stop... that I'll cling to this desire until I don't recognize myself anymore.” He presses his forehead harder. “Then we stop. I walk away. We act like this never happened.” My hand moves by itself — up his chest, grabbing his shirt tight. “No, I want this,” I whisper, voice shaking. “So… bad.” Something flashes in his eyes — relief, desire, pure need. Then he kisses me. It’s messy and hungry—lips crashing, tongues touching, no holding back. I moan loud into his mouth, hands clutching his shoulders so I don’t fall. He groan
CHAPTER FIFTY ONEI shake off the thoughts crowding my mind.Sophia glances at me. “Are you okay?”“Yeah… yeah, I’m fine,” I say, forcing a soft smile.I ask the driver to play something calm. Low music fills the car, slow and sultry, easing the chaos inside me. When we arrive, the building towers over us—glass, steel, luxury. One of the biggest cosmetic brands in the world. “I step out of the car, swaying my hips, ready to bag the deal. Of course, money has to be made.”A brief meeting follows—negotiations, figures, and expectations. Cameras flash, blinding and constant. I officially partner with Beauty Skin Cosmetics, locking in a major endorsement.Then comes the shoot. cameras all over me. My body angles into poses I’ve mastered, seductive but classy. The crew watches me like I’m art, like I’m temptation packaged for millions.By the time we wrap, my cheeks ache from smiling and my joints ache; I need a massage.Next, we move to another brand I’m already working with. We sit aro
CHAPTER FIFTY “Hello, sir.”“Hello, Mrs Massimo. How are you holding up?”“Amelia, it’s fine,” I say, steadying my voice. “I’m good and sorry I haven’t reached out. I’ve been… adjusting to married life.”“I understand,” he replies, kind but direct. “But your absence hasn’t gone unnoticed. Clients have been asking for you.”My grip tightens around the phone.“Mr. Lawson, I apologize for not returning sooner. I was actually planning to come into the office to properly—”I stop.The words die in my throat.Am I really about to walk away from the one place where I am still just Amelia?“Amelia?” his voice cuts in gently. “Are you there?”I cough and stand up, pretending to go grab water, because I don’t want Sophia to hear what I’m about to say."As soon as I get into the kitchen, I lower my voice on the phone.“Yes. Yes, I am.” I inhale slowly. “I’m dealing with some personal matters right now, but I’m getting help. You know how much this job means to me. I was hoping… if it’s possible…
CHAPTER FORTY NINE He doesn’t look at me. That indifference snaps something inside me. I don’t know where the boldness comes from—anger or frustration but my body moves before fear can catch up. I rise from the bed and walk around to his side, my pulse loud in my ears. I close his laptop. The sound is loud. The room stills instantly. He doesn’t react at first. Not a blink. Then— “Did you just close my laptop?” he asks. His voice is calm. “Yes.” My voice shakes, but I force the words out anyway. “I’m tired of speaking to you while you act like I don’t exist. Like I’m stupid.” The truth spills out faster than I can stop it. Only then do I step back. He slowly places the laptop aside. Then his glass of liquor. Each movement slow, deliberate—as if he’s restraining himself piece by piece. He stands. Broad shoulders and a solid chest. A presence that fills the room and presses into my space. I’m tall—five-eight—but standing this close to a man who is like six-four makes me







