로그인Madelaine
I slowly approached him, dragging my suitcases behind me. What do I do? What do I say? Do I hug him? Give him a handshake? I had read that he hated physical touch, so those options were out. In two long strides, Dr. Cavanagh met me halfway. His smile was nice and charming, the type that could make you swoon, but I could see past it and tell it wasn’t genuine. It was practiced, something he could reach for anytime it was needed. “Madelaine.” He held his hand out to me. His voice was deep and calm, sending a shiver down my spine. I slowly placed my hand in his. He lifted it to his lips and kissed it. My stomach churned in a very confusing way and I quickly pulled my hand back. “Hi, sir.” “Ben, not sir,” he corrected, still smiling. He didn’t look anything like I expected. He was tall and beautiful, with soft masculine features—his sharp jawline, long lashes, and dark hair falling slightly over his face. But there was still something deeply unsettling about his eyes. They were very dark and empty, like an abyss. He also looked incredibly young. I would have never believed he was thirty-seven. “Madelaine, give the phone to Ben,” my dad said, pulling me out of my daze. I immediately handed my phone to Ben, who pressed it to his ear. “She’s alive and well. You’re welcome,” Ben said with a faint smirk. He paused, listening. “Hmm. We’ll try.” He handed the phone back to me. I ended the call while Ben walked back to his car and opened the passenger door for me. He was a gentleman too or maybe he was just being nice because I was Billy’s daughter. “My bags…” I started, but he cut me off. “I’ll take care of that.” His voice was so smooth, like honey, making my nipples tighten. Gosh, what is wrong with me? And who the hell is this man? I climbed into his Bentley and waited patiently while he loaded my suitcases into the trunk. A moment later he slid into the driver’s seat. Being in such a tight space with him made me realize just how affected I was by his presence. He smelled cold—like frozen red berries and mandarin. He started the engine and wrapped his long, swordsman fingers around the steering wheel as he began to drive. I had never been properly touched before, but I couldn’t help wondering what it would feel like to have those fingers on me… tracing over my skin, caressing my breasts. I swallowed. This is fucking insane, Maddy. You are insane. This man is seventeen years older than you. I stared out the window, trying to push my thoughts away from the direction they were wandering in, and admired the city. I had never traveled much. My mom hated traveling. The only place I had ever been with her was Paris because her brother lived there. It felt good to experience a new city. It would have been better under different circumstances, though. If my father was taking such drastic measures to keep me safe, then I really should be terrified for my life. But another part of me wanted to believe that if I had lived this long, my dad would protect me. Or maybe Ben would now. “Would you like to go see your dad before we leave?” Ben broke the silence. “Leave? Where are we going?” I asked, a frown forming on my face. “Do you really think the men after you don’t know the first thing your dad would do after the attack is bring you here?” he scoffed. “What? So I’m in more danger here?” My heart skipped a beat. “Relax, Snow White. You’re fine. But we’re not spending the summer in L.A.” He sounded controlled and calm—like a man who believed he was the most dangerous thing in the room. “Where are we spending the summer then?” I asked. “Somewhere safe.” He didn’t bother to elaborate and it made me angry. “So I’m just supposed to follow a man I don’t know to ‘somewhere safe’ and spend ten weeks alone there?” I asked, my jaw clenching. “Yes, love.” The endearment chipped at my anger, but I was still upset about the idea of spending ten weeks somewhere isolated with a man I barely knew. “Why would I do that?” I asked. “Because you don’t want to die. Let me rephrase that—death is the least painful thing these men would do to you if they find you. Death would be a gift.” He said it like he was reciting poetry instead of delivering information that made my heart sink. He turned his head toward me, narrowing his eyes slightly, a strange glint flashing through them. “You’re beautiful,” Ben said suddenly, changing the subject. “Much more beautiful than your mom. You look like flowers bloom wherever you walk.” I didn’t know if he was trying to calm the fear he had just stirred in me or if he was simply being honest. “I don’t want to die or be captured,” I said. The crack in my voice that I tried to hide slipped out anyway. “You won’t,” he said calmly. “I won’t let it happen.” His confidence soothed something inside me. I didn’t know what he was capable of or how he planned to keep me safe, but for some reason… I believed him. His car turned off the main road and onto a long, dark driveway that looked completely private. It was almost nine at night, and my fear and anxiety were already settling in. I hated the night and the dark. They brought too many fears and nightmares with them. “Can you tell me what he did? Why are they after him or me?” I asked. “It’s better you don’t know, Snow White.” That was the second time he had called me that. I was willing to bet he was using it because of how pale my skin was. His car slowed as we passed through a large gate and finally stopped in front of a magnificent mansion. Wow. He really is a billionaire. My mind kept circling back to the fact that I would soon be trapped ‘somewhere safe’ with Ben. And I didn’t like the thoughts that idea was starting to give me.Madelaine I paused the TV and grabbed my phone to check what time it was again for the one-billionth time.9:30 pm.They should be on their way here. But that’s not the problem. The problem is Ben. He left at 4:30 pm and he hasn’t come back for five hours! Where is he? What is he doing? Leaving me here all alone for that long.I don’t want to admit it, but I am jealous. He said he was going to see Sarah. It’s been five hours, and unless he like, died or something, there’s no possible explanation for staying with Sarah for five hours except that they are fucking. And I don’t blame him—she’s hot!But I’m mad.I’m really mad.Maybe if I didn’t push him away, he wouldn’t be doing whatever he is doing with Sarah right now. The reception sucks, I can’t even call him. What am I supposed to say when our guests arrive? Plus, he told me not to let anyone in.I sighed, throwing my head backwards.The thought of Ben being with someone else sucks so damn much and I hate it. I mean, I have known h
Madelaine Ben and I have been good. Normal. Back to the way it used to be except without the kissing or all of that or sleeping together too. However, I had a really bad episode last night and Ben had to pry open my door and hold me to sleep for the rest of the night.I felt safe again.My sore throat was long gone and I have stayed away from the topic of the sex room and the drawings. Just normal routine; waking up—now I went on morning runs with Ben—and then we got back and fed the animals and then checked on our garden. The fruits and veggies we planted were growing big and well. I never thought I’d be interested in gardening ever, but Ben and I resorted to whatever made the time pass. Like right now, we were gardening.“Oh my god, Benny look. It’s a huge weirdly shaped watermelon,” I gasped, digging it out of the dirt with my bare hands.Yeah, I started calling him Benny because "Doctor" now felt too horny. He hated it, but he was getting used to it. I harvested the watermelon an
Madelaine Yeah, I’m sure he said that before but I still got strangled. I tightened my fingers around the knife, feeling that overwhelmness again. I dropped my head, my other hand crawling up to feel my throat. My lungs felt tighter, my eyes blurry. “Maddy it’s a panic attack, breathe… nothing is coming to get you, you are not scared just breathe… Maddy, 1, 2 breathe…” My sponsor’s and my mom’s voices overlapped each other in my head. I shut my eyes tight and shook my head. Breathe. I slowly let go of the knife and turned back into the pantry to get the ingredients I needed and then came back to the kitchen. Ben was closer now, but it didn’t scare me. “Please we need to talk, Madelaine,” I shook my head and shooed him away with my hand because my throat hurt too much to talk and I didn't want to talk to him anyway. “Maddy, please. I swear on my life I’m sorry about yesterday. It was an accident,” he said. His hands shook nervously as he tried to reach for me but I move
Madelaine I shut the door of my room and leaned back against it. I didn't know what scared me more—that I was this close to dying, that I was all alone with someone who could hurt me this bad, or that Ben could do this. My body was trembling, but this time not from pleasure; it was from fear and the rush of air into my lungs. My heart was pounding fast and hard against my ribcage, it felt like I was swallowing in on myself.“You are not scared, Madelaine. Nothing is coming to hurt you. It’s all in your head.”I remembered my sponsor's words and just tried to take deep breaths, blinking back my tears. A bang hit the door behind me and my heart skipped a beat.“Madelaine,” Ben’s voice called. “I’m sorry,” he said, fidgeting with the doorknob and trying to push the door open. I pushed to my knees and pushed the door back, and as soon as it closed, I clicked the lock.“Please, open the door. I’m sorry. Please.” I said nothing. I couldn't speak, my throat hurt too much.“Madelaine, OPEN T
Madelaine “Are you falling asleep?” Ben stopped reading and asked.“Hmn hmn,” I shook my head even though my eyelids were heavy and I was curled up around him.Today was the most productive—well, maybe productive was the wrong word but we did a lot of new things like play basketball, pool and we learned a new video game together. That’s what being stuck in a cabin can lead to. After we had dinner we took our shower and then returned to the outside bed shed to continue reading my book, but I was falling asleep.“Can’t we fall asleep here? What would happen? Would a bear come and eat us?” I said, moving my head.Ben turned on his side and brushed my hair out of my sleepy face.“No bears, but the amount of bugs that would be there is insane. You’d wake up with red spots over your pretty skin."His thumb stroked my cheek softly.“Kiss me,” I whispered, my eyes glued to his lips.“I’d like nothing more,” he lowered his lips to mine and kissed me.I had been kissed before, but every time w
Madelaine We had formed a little daily routine that made things easier and also helped pass time a lot. Ben was usually up before me most of the time and he went for a little run while I brushed my teeth and then went to make breakfast. Ben was back by then and we had breakfast together, then we went to feed the horse her supplements and breakfast, clean her barn, and change her water.Next we fed Winter some cooked beef, and she really liked ice cream too. We didn’t know if it was good for her but we gave it to her anyway. After that we moved on to our little garden Ben started out of boredom; we cleaned, took the weeds out, checked on the plants and watered them.It was past noon by the time all of this was done and then we went for a shower. Most of the time, we showered together and that’s when I started to notice very old scars on Ben’s back, but he seemed to be hiding them which meant that he didn’t want to talk about it and I respected that.Today after showering, the receptio







