LOGINMadelaine
My eyes widened and a smile spread across my face when the first person I saw as I stepped out of the car was Othello, my dad’s capo and personal bodyguard. I ran toward him and hugged him tightly. “Hi, Princess. Welcome to America,” he said, hugging me back. It felt good to see someone I actually knew again. “I missed you,” I pouted. Othello kissed my forehead just as Ben walked past us into the house while a man carried my suitcases in after him. “I missed you too. I’m glad you’re okay,” he said, hugging me again. “C’mon, let’s go meet Hermione.” Hermione is also one of my dad’s best friends, but unlike Ben, my mom allowed her access to me. She has sent me a gift every birthday for as long as I can remember. I walked into the mansion with Othello, where Ben was speaking to a woman with long, lush jet-black hair wearing a silk night robe. Hermy. Her eyes landed on me and she immediately opened her arms for a hug, which I happily ran into. “My beautiful princess, it’s so nice to finally see you,” she said, hugging me tightly against her thin frame and rocking me side to side. “How was your trip?” “It was fine, thank you,” I responded with a smile. It was really nice to finally meet everyone in person and put faces to the names I had heard all my life. “C’mon, go upstairs, take a shower, and then come down for dinner. You’ve had a long trip. I don’t want to stress you out with catching up right now,” she said gently, her thumb brushing the side of my face. I nodded kindly and went upstairs with the housekeeper who showed me my room. Ben had told me not to unpack much, which meant we wouldn’t be staying here long at all. Anyway, I took off the ridiculous suit I had been wearing, took a shower, and changed into something more comfortable. I also put on a pair of socks to keep my feet warm before heading back downstairs. Hermione was already sitting at the dining table while the chef served the plates. Ben wasn’t here, which strangely made me relieved. I didn’t want his presence unsettling me any more than it already did. I slid into a chair next to Hermy. “Hi, my love. I hope you like fried rice and honey chicken?” she asked. “Yes,” I said with a smile, looking down at the pretty dish in front of me. “Ben says I won’t be spending the summer here,” I added, trying to start a conversation. Maybe if Ben wouldn’t answer my questions, Hermy would. “Yes, you’ll be staying at a secret location with Ben. You don’t have anything to worry about. It’s a place you’ll enjoy, I promise. I know you’re not much of a city girl either,” she said. “Do you know what he did? Why they want him?” I asked. “Your dad has something these bad people really want. He has something that could destroy them, and they either want to get it from him… or make sure he can never use it,” Hermy explained. It wasn’t very detailed, but at least now I had a clue. “I’m scared,” I admitted quietly. Hermy suddenly burst into laughter, as if the idea of me being scared was ridiculous. “What are you scared for? You’re no longer in London. You’re here with us. With Benjamin, nothing can go wrong. We have plans in place. Ben would never let any harm come to you.” I nodded softly, her words bringing me a strange sense of relief. “Or is it something else you’re scared of?” she asked curiously. “Is it Ben?” I opened my mouth to answer, but before I could say anything, I suddenly felt warm hands gently cup my chin and turn my head. “Why would she be scared of me? I don’t look scary,” Ben said, staring down at me with that same practiced smile that deepened his dimples and those dark, empty eyes. I swallowed. The way he stood above me and the feeling of his hands holding my chin made my knees weak. If I had been standing, I might have lost my balance. A sudden wave of heat spread between my thighs, forcing me to clench them together instinctively. This man is a fucking Greek god. Hot and majestic. “You are definitely scary,” Hermione said calmly. “Please try to hide that side of you from Madelaine and make sure you take very good care of her.” My heart was beating so fast and hard it felt like it might break through my chest. Ben brushed my cheek lightly with his thumb, studying me with a look that felt dangerously close to hunger. My nipples hardened instantly beneath my shirt. I knew this was probably one-sided. I had read that Ben was very charming, the type of man who could easily make women feel things even when he didn’t mean to. But he was also rumored to be asexual and incapable of sexual attraction. Which was probably why my dad trusted me with him. Still… I couldn’t deny how much it burned just to feel the smallest touch from him. “I have a feeling Madelaine and I will become very good friends,” Ben said softly. “As long as she remains a good girl.” My lips parted shamelessly at his words, and it felt like I might burst into tears from how intensely my body reacted. My clit throbbed painfully between my legs. Fuck. This is bad. This is really bad. “She’s a good girl. I know that for sure,” Hermy added. Ben finally pulled away from me and walked around the dining table. That was when I noticed he was shirtless, wearing nothing but a pair of gray sweatpants. His upper body was a perfect blend of lean muscle and strength without looking overwhelming. Broad shoulders, a chiseled chest, and abs I want to trace with my tongue and fingers. His waist is dangerously narrow where it disappears into the fabric of his pants. Fuck. I’m practically creaming in my panties. A tattoo of thorny veins wraps around his right arm, snaking from his wrist to his shoulder. I quickly looked away. This was a man dubbed the Mad Doctor because he killed his parents at only eleven. He is dangerous. And definitely not someone I should be ogling.Madelaine “Hey look, it’s an elk,” I said, staring out my room window into the eerily dark forest. Bronwyn climbed the couch next to me and looked out the window as well. “Should we shoot it? And maybe we could have a barbecue for breakfast tomorrow,” she joked, reaching into her bag for the gun we had earlier. I laughed, feeling the steak I had for dinner dance in my belly. Geez. I was overfed. “Can we really shoot it?” I asked. “Yes, sure, but then Ben’s going to confiscate the gun for misuse,” she said. “Of course. He wanted us to use it on a person, not an innocent animal,” I replied sarcastically. “Right. He’s not a monster,” Bron quipped. I smiled and turned my head back to the window, watching the elk wander around. “Hey, here. I got you a birthday present,” Bron said. I sat back on my calves, taking the small box she handed me. “Oh my goodness. Thank you. That’s really sweet.” I opened the box and found a beautiful silver bracelet in it. I wore it aroun
Benjamin “Will you go join them instead of pacing around the house like a lunatic?” Hermy said, tired of my pacing and brooding around the house.I shrugged. “I don’t know if I want to intrude on their girl time. Maybe I could just watch them from the treehouse,” I said.Hermy closed the book she was reading. “Fine, let’s go.”“No, watching them would be weird. What if they take off their clothes?” I said.Hermy scoffed. “Yeah, right. Like you care when a woman has no clothes on.”I did when it was Madelaine.“Let’s just go, come on,” she urged.I grabbed my jacket and then we went to pull out old bicycles from the garage and rode them to the old treehouse in the middle of the woods, it was closer to the beach. I climbed up the tree into the dusty old house.“Jeez, I should get this place cleaned,” I hissed.We sat by the bench on the window and then I pulled out the binoculars and stared into them. I didn’t see anything at first and that made my heart skip a beat. I hadn’t been worr
Madelaine “It’s really boring here. I really don’t want to whine because I’m sure it’s harder for you because it’s your birthday,” Bronwyn said, still tossing a tennis ball against the wall and catching it. “It’s okay, I don’t mind. You guys spent all night baking a cake for me and singing for me, that’s more than I thought I’d be getting, to be honest,” I answered, staring at the ceiling as I laid on the bed. “Hmmn, must be extra boring stuck here with Ben,” she said. “You said you have been here before, a couple of times. What did you do to pass the time?” I asked her. “Well, it was when I was younger, but I remember horse riding, climbing trees, spending a lot of time at the beach, hiking, playing basketball with your dad… eating a lot too and forcing your dad to read me bedtime stories,” she said. “Hmmn, that sounds like a lot of fun. We could do those things now. Except go on a hike or to the beach because Ben still isn’t sure it’s safe. I have never climbed a tree ei
Madelaine “Do you always wake up this early?” Bronwyn asked, her face deep into the soft pillows.“Yeah, Dr. Cavanagh and I have like this little routine every day, now we are going for a run,” I said.She chuckled. “Dr. Cavanagh. Just call him Ben.”“I don’t know, it’s weird,” I said.“What do you call my mom? Aunt Hermy?” She sat up, tying up her hair.“It’s different… I just—well now I just call him Benny. He hates it but he answers anyway,” I explained, putting on my running shoes.“So, you guys must be like best friends now. You don’t think he is weird? You have spent three weeks here with him, how has it been?” she asked.“Well, I do think he is very weird but we get along,” I answered.“Yeah, cuz you both like nerdy things,” she said.I huffed a laugh. “Not really.”“Be right back,” I told her, heading out of my room with my headphones.I heard voices in the living room, like chatting and laughter. I walked closer and heard Hermy laughing at something Ben said. When I finally
Madelaine I paused the TV and grabbed my phone to check what time it was again for the one-billionth time.9:30 pm.They should be on their way here. But that’s not the problem. The problem is Ben. He left at 4:30 pm and he hasn’t come back for five hours! Where is he? What is he doing? Leaving me here all alone for that long.I don’t want to admit it, but I am jealous. He said he was going to see Sarah. It’s been five hours, and unless he like, died or something, there’s no possible explanation for staying with Sarah for five hours except that they are fucking. And I don’t blame him—she’s hot!But I’m mad.I’m really mad.Maybe if I didn’t push him away, he wouldn’t be doing whatever he is doing with Sarah right now. The reception sucks, I can’t even call him. What am I supposed to say when our guests arrive? Plus, he told me not to let anyone in.I sighed, throwing my head backwards.The thought of Ben being with someone else sucks so damn much and I hate it. I mean, I have known h
Madelaine Ben and I have been good. Normal. Back to the way it used to be except without the kissing or all of that or sleeping together too. However, I had a really bad episode last night and Ben had to pry open my door and hold me to sleep for the rest of the night.I felt safe again.My sore throat was long gone and I have stayed away from the topic of the sex room and the drawings. Just normal routine; waking up—now I went on morning runs with Ben—and then we got back and fed the animals and then checked on our garden. The fruits and veggies we planted were growing big and well. I never thought I’d be interested in gardening ever, but Ben and I resorted to whatever made the time pass. Like right now, we were gardening.“Oh my god, Benny look. It’s a huge weirdly shaped watermelon,” I gasped, digging it out of the dirt with my bare hands.Yeah, I started calling him Benny because "Doctor" now felt too horny. He hated it, but he was getting used to it. I harvested the watermelon an
Madelaine I shut the door of my room and leaned back against it. I didn't know what scared me more—that I was this close to dying, that I was all alone with someone who could hurt me this bad, or that Ben could do this. My body was trembling, but this time not from pleasure; it was from fear and t
BenjaminDoctor.I like it.I like her.She’s mine now.Bukowski once said, find what you love and let it kill you.I have found mine—Madelaine—and she’s certainly going to be the death of me.I pulled her dress down and dragged the zipper all the way to the top. Her scent filled my nostrils.Cherr
Madelaine After dinner, I spent a little time chatting with Hermy in the living room while Ben disappeared upstairs. It was almost midnight when we realized how late it had gotten and that I needed to go to bed.“You are going to see your dad tomorrow so that you can leave the next day. You should
Madelaine I slowly approached him, dragging my suitcases behind me.What do I do? What do I say? Do I hug him? Give him a handshake?I had read that he hated physical touch, so those options were out.In two long strides, Dr. Cavanagh met me halfway. His smile was nice and charming, the type that







