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My eyes widened and a smile spread across my face when the first person I saw as I stepped out of the car was Othello, my dad’s capo and personal bodyguard. I ran toward him and hugged him tightly. “Hi, Princess. Welcome to America,” he said, hugging me back. It felt good to see someone I actually knew again. “I missed you,” I pouted. Othello kissed my forehead just as Ben walked past us into the house while a man carried my suitcases in after him. “I missed you too. I’m glad you’re okay,” he said, hugging me again. “C’mon, let’s go meet Hermione.” Hermione is also one of my dad’s best friends, but unlike Ben, my mom allowed her access to me. She has sent me a gift every birthday for as long as I can remember. I walked into the mansion with Othello, where Ben was speaking to a woman with long, lush jet-black hair wearing a silk night robe. Hermy. Her eyes landed on me and she immediately opened her arms for a hug, which I happily ran into. “My beautiful princess, it’s so nice to finally see you,” she said, hugging me tightly against her thin frame and rocking me side to side. “How was your trip?” “It was fine, thank you,” I responded with a smile. It was really nice to finally meet everyone in person and put faces to the names I had heard all my life. “C’mon, go upstairs, take a shower, and then come down for dinner. You’ve had a long trip. I don’t want to stress you out with catching up right now,” she said gently, her thumb brushing the side of my face. I nodded kindly and went upstairs with the housekeeper who showed me my room. Ben had told me not to unpack much, which meant we wouldn’t be staying here long at all. Anyway, I took off the ridiculous suit I had been wearing, took a shower, and changed into something more comfortable. I also put on a pair of socks to keep my feet warm before heading back downstairs. Hermione was already sitting at the dining table while the chef served the plates. Ben wasn’t here, which strangely made me relieved. I didn’t want his presence unsettling me any more than it already did. I slid into a chair next to Hermy. “Hi, my love. I hope you like fried rice and honey chicken?” she asked. “Yes,” I said with a smile, looking down at the pretty dish in front of me. “Ben says I won’t be spending the summer here,” I added, trying to start a conversation. Maybe if Ben wouldn’t answer my questions, Hermy would. “Yes, you’ll be staying at a secret location with Ben. You don’t have anything to worry about. It’s a place you’ll enjoy, I promise. I know you’re not much of a city girl either,” she said. “Do you know what he did? Why they want him?” I asked. “Your dad has something these bad people really want. He has something that could destroy them, and they either want to get it from him… or make sure he can never use it,” Hermy explained. It wasn’t very detailed, but at least now I had a clue. “I’m scared,” I admitted quietly. Hermy suddenly burst into laughter, as if the idea of me being scared was ridiculous. “What are you scared for? You’re no longer in London. You’re here with us. With Benjamin, nothing can go wrong. We have plans in place. Ben would never let any harm come to you.” I nodded softly, her words bringing me a strange sense of relief. “Or is it something else you’re scared of?” she asked curiously. “Is it Ben?” I opened my mouth to answer, but before I could say anything, I suddenly felt warm hands gently cup my chin and turn my head. “Why would she be scared of me? I don’t look scary,” Ben said, staring down at me with that same practiced smile that deepened his dimples and those dark, empty eyes. I swallowed. The way he stood above me and the feeling of his hands holding my chin made my knees weak. If I had been standing, I might have lost my balance. A sudden wave of heat spread between my thighs, forcing me to clench them together instinctively. This man is a fucking Greek god. Hot and majestic. “You are definitely scary,” Hermione said calmly. “Please try to hide that side of you from Madelaine and make sure you take very good care of her.” My heart was beating so fast and hard it felt like it might break through my chest. Ben brushed my cheek lightly with his thumb, studying me with a look that felt dangerously close to hunger. My nipples hardened instantly beneath my shirt. I knew this was probably one-sided. I had read that Ben was very charming, the type of man who could easily make women feel things even when he didn’t mean to. But he was also rumored to be asexual and incapable of sexual attraction. Which was probably why my dad trusted me with him. Still… I couldn’t deny how much it burned just to feel the smallest touch from him. “I have a feeling Madelaine and I will become very good friends,” Ben said softly. “As long as she remains a good girl.” My lips parted shamelessly at his words, and it felt like I might burst into tears from how intensely my body reacted. My clit throbbed painfully between my legs. Fuck. This is bad. This is really bad. “She’s a good girl. I know that for sure,” Hermy added. Ben finally pulled away from me and walked around the dining table. That was when I noticed he was shirtless, wearing nothing but a pair of gray sweatpants. His upper body was a perfect blend of lean muscle and strength without looking overwhelming. Broad shoulders, a chiseled chest, and abs I want to trace with my tongue and fingers. His waist is dangerously narrow where it disappears into the fabric of his pants. Fuck. I’m practically creaming in my panties. A tattoo of thorny veins wraps around his right arm, snaking from his wrist to his shoulder. I quickly looked away. This was a man dubbed the Mad Doctor because he killed his parents at only eleven. He is dangerous. And definitely not someone I should be ogling.BenjaminDoctor.I like it.I like her.She’s mine now.Bukowski once said, find what you love and let it kill you.I have found mine—Madelaine—and she’s certainly going to be the death of me.I pulled her dress down and dragged the zipper all the way to the top. Her scent filled my nostrils.Cherry blossom in the rain.That’s what she smells like.She’s so beautiful and soft, her skin creamy as fuck. I take in the sight of her round, perky ass in the blue dress she’s wearing. It’s so short it stops just below her ass, leaving her pale thighs exposed.Thighs I want to bury my head between.I don’t know what the hell came over me, but the moment I saw her I saw everything my life that had been missing.She’s a beauty beyond comprehension, with short, full brown hair and large doe eyes hidden behind her glasses.An innocent geek.I bet she hasn’t even seen a cock before.She’s sweet and innocent—you can see it in her dainty frame. Curves exactly where they should be, her hips and her ti
Madelaine After dinner, I spent a little time chatting with Hermy in the living room while Ben disappeared upstairs. It was almost midnight when we realized how late it had gotten and that I needed to go to bed.“You are going to see your dad tomorrow so that you can leave the next day. You should go to bed,” Hermy said.It felt like an ugly goodbye.I hugged her.“Don’t worry, you won’t be alone with Ben forever. I have a daughter, she’s eighteen too and she would have loved to meet you, but she’s with her dad in Seattle. We will come and visit from time to time as well, and you can always call me to talk anytime.”“Thank you, Hermy,” I said.“We should still see each other before you leave anyway. I should get back home,” she added.“You don’t live here?” I asked.She looked quite casual and exposed. I was pretty sure there was nothing underneath her robe. I had assumed she lived here.“There are five mansions in this estate. I live in the one right next to this one. A two- or thre
Madelaine My eyes widened and a smile spread across my face when the first person I saw as I stepped out of the car was Othello, my dad’s capo and personal bodyguard. I ran toward him and hugged him tightly.“Hi, Princess. Welcome to America,” he said, hugging me back.It felt good to see someone I actually knew again.“I missed you,” I pouted.Othello kissed my forehead just as Ben walked past us into the house while a man carried my suitcases in after him.“I missed you too. I’m glad you’re okay,” he said, hugging me again. “C’mon, let’s go meet Hermione.”Hermione is also one of my dad’s best friends, but unlike Ben, my mom allowed her access to me. She has sent me a gift every birthday for as long as I can remember.I walked into the mansion with Othello, where Ben was speaking to a woman with long, lush jet-black hair wearing a silk night robe.Hermy.Her eyes landed on me and she immediately opened her arms for a hug, which I happily ran into.“My beautiful princess, it’s so ni
Madelaine I slowly approached him, dragging my suitcases behind me.What do I do? What do I say? Do I hug him? Give him a handshake?I had read that he hated physical touch, so those options were out.In two long strides, Dr. Cavanagh met me halfway. His smile was nice and charming, the type that could make you swoon, but I could see past it and tell it wasn’t genuine. It was practiced, something he could reach for anytime it was needed.“Madelaine.” He held his hand out to me. His voice was deep and calm, sending a shiver down my spine.I slowly placed my hand in his. He lifted it to his lips and kissed it.My stomach churned in a very confusing way and I quickly pulled my hand back.“Hi, sir.”“Ben, not sir,” he corrected, still smiling.He didn’t look anything like I expected. He was tall and beautiful, with soft masculine features—his sharp jawline, long lashes, and dark hair falling slightly over his face.But there was still something deeply unsettling about his eyes. They were
Madelaine “Attention passengers arriving from London Heathrow on Flight 283. Your baggage is now available for pickup at Carousel 6,” the intercom announced as I cat-walked toward the conveyor belt, AirPods plugged into my ears while music played softly.I was way too calm for someone who was on the radar of very dangerous mafia men, but I was trusting my dad not to let me get killed, kidnapped, or trafficked.Plus, I was in disguise, so no one was going to suspect that I was nineteen-year-old Madelaine in this impeccably expensive suit and Louboutins. I looked like a sophisticated businesswoman attending a meeting or conference in the U.S.Which was funny, because despite the fact that I was technically American, I had never actually been to America before. My dad lived here, but every time I saw him growing up, he came to spend time with me in London—and to fuck my mom as well.They had me when they were teenagers. My dad was eighteen and my mom was seventeen. They were too toxic t







