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Chapter 23

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Madelaine

Ben and I have been good. Normal. Back to the way it used to be except without the kissing or all of that or sleeping together too. However, I had a really bad episode last night and Ben had to pry open my door and hold me to sleep for the rest of the night.

I felt safe again.

My sore throat was long gone and I have stayed away from the topic of the sex room and the drawings. Just normal routine; waking up—now I went on morning runs with Ben—and then we got back and fed the animals a
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    Madelaine I paused the TV and grabbed my phone to check what time it was again for the one-billionth time.9:30 pm.They should be on their way here. But that’s not the problem. The problem is Ben. He left at 4:30 pm and he hasn’t come back for five hours! Where is he? What is he doing? Leaving me here all alone for that long.I don’t want to admit it, but I am jealous. He said he was going to see Sarah. It’s been five hours, and unless he like, died or something, there’s no possible explanation for staying with Sarah for five hours except that they are fucking. And I don’t blame him—she’s hot!But I’m mad.I’m really mad.Maybe if I didn’t push him away, he wouldn’t be doing whatever he is doing with Sarah right now. The reception sucks, I can’t even call him. What am I supposed to say when our guests arrive? Plus, he told me not to let anyone in.I sighed, throwing my head backwards.The thought of Ben being with someone else sucks so damn much and I hate it. I mean, I have known h

  • Madelaine And The Mad Doctor    Chapter 23

    Madelaine Ben and I have been good. Normal. Back to the way it used to be except without the kissing or all of that or sleeping together too. However, I had a really bad episode last night and Ben had to pry open my door and hold me to sleep for the rest of the night.I felt safe again.My sore throat was long gone and I have stayed away from the topic of the sex room and the drawings. Just normal routine; waking up—now I went on morning runs with Ben—and then we got back and fed the animals and then checked on our garden. The fruits and veggies we planted were growing big and well. I never thought I’d be interested in gardening ever, but Ben and I resorted to whatever made the time pass. Like right now, we were gardening.“Oh my god, Benny look. It’s a huge weirdly shaped watermelon,” I gasped, digging it out of the dirt with my bare hands.Yeah, I started calling him Benny because "Doctor" now felt too horny. He hated it, but he was getting used to it. I harvested the watermelon an

  • Madelaine And The Mad Doctor    Chapter 22

    Madelaine Yeah, I’m sure he said that before but I still got strangled. I tightened my fingers around the knife, feeling that overwhelmness again. I dropped my head, my other hand crawling up to feel my throat. My lungs felt tighter, my eyes blurry. “Maddy it’s a panic attack, breathe… nothing is coming to get you, you are not scared just breathe… Maddy, 1, 2 breathe…” My sponsor’s and my mom’s voices overlapped each other in my head. I shut my eyes tight and shook my head. Breathe. I slowly let go of the knife and turned back into the pantry to get the ingredients I needed and then came back to the kitchen. Ben was closer now, but it didn’t scare me. “Please we need to talk, Madelaine,” I shook my head and shooed him away with my hand because my throat hurt too much to talk and I didn't want to talk to him anyway. “Maddy, please. I swear on my life I’m sorry about yesterday. It was an accident,” he said. His hands shook nervously as he tried to reach for me but I move

  • Madelaine And The Mad Doctor    Chapter 21

    Madelaine I shut the door of my room and leaned back against it. I didn't know what scared me more—that I was this close to dying, that I was all alone with someone who could hurt me this bad, or that Ben could do this. My body was trembling, but this time not from pleasure; it was from fear and the rush of air into my lungs. My heart was pounding fast and hard against my ribcage, it felt like I was swallowing in on myself.“You are not scared, Madelaine. Nothing is coming to hurt you. It’s all in your head.”I remembered my sponsor's words and just tried to take deep breaths, blinking back my tears. A bang hit the door behind me and my heart skipped a beat.“Madelaine,” Ben’s voice called. “I’m sorry,” he said, fidgeting with the doorknob and trying to push the door open. I pushed to my knees and pushed the door back, and as soon as it closed, I clicked the lock.“Please, open the door. I’m sorry. Please.” I said nothing. I couldn't speak, my throat hurt too much.“Madelaine, OPEN T

  • Madelaine And The Mad Doctor    Chapter 20

    Madelaine “Are you falling asleep?” Ben stopped reading and asked.“Hmn hmn,” I shook my head even though my eyelids were heavy and I was curled up around him.Today was the most productive—well, maybe productive was the wrong word but we did a lot of new things like play basketball, pool and we learned a new video game together. That’s what being stuck in a cabin can lead to. After we had dinner we took our shower and then returned to the outside bed shed to continue reading my book, but I was falling asleep.“Can’t we fall asleep here? What would happen? Would a bear come and eat us?” I said, moving my head.Ben turned on his side and brushed my hair out of my sleepy face.“No bears, but the amount of bugs that would be there is insane. You’d wake up with red spots over your pretty skin."His thumb stroked my cheek softly.“Kiss me,” I whispered, my eyes glued to his lips.“I’d like nothing more,” he lowered his lips to mine and kissed me.I had been kissed before, but every time w

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    Madelaine We had formed a little daily routine that made things easier and also helped pass time a lot. Ben was usually up before me most of the time and he went for a little run while I brushed my teeth and then went to make breakfast. Ben was back by then and we had breakfast together, then we went to feed the horse her supplements and breakfast, clean her barn, and change her water.Next we fed Winter some cooked beef, and she really liked ice cream too. We didn’t know if it was good for her but we gave it to her anyway. After that we moved on to our little garden Ben started out of boredom; we cleaned, took the weeds out, checked on the plants and watered them.It was past noon by the time all of this was done and then we went for a shower. Most of the time, we showered together and that’s when I started to notice very old scars on Ben’s back, but he seemed to be hiding them which meant that he didn’t want to talk about it and I respected that.Today after showering, the receptio

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