♕—Delilah The words got stuck in my throat as Lorenzo was over me in a second, holding me down on the bed with his hand curled around my neck as if he was about to strangle me to death—even in the dark, I could see him seething with rage. He hovered over me, pressing my body into the bed, his menacing aura enveloped me. He leaned closer and closer until our noses touched, "I have never forced you into anything, don't you dare fucking insinuate that I assaulted you in any way." I kept pushing him away from me but to no avail. "You still did it! Every single time I was with you! It was not consensual!"His power was infuriating. His biceps bulged, appearing monstrous in the dark. I attempted to kick him between his legs, yet he was one step ahead of me as he trapped both of my legs between his. His big hand gripped both of my wrists and pinned them above my head while his other hand trailed down my body, ripping the t-shirt from the middle. My eyes flashed with rage as I pushed and
Lorenzo - Fourteen Years Old "How was school today?" Aurora asked as soon as Lorenzo stepped into their home. He gave her a big, bright smile, "It was perfect!" he exclaimed. Lorenzo revelled in the last two years of his life, which he deemed as the happiest ever. He was amazed at how wonderful life could be and actively took advantage of all its possibilities. He delighted in learning how to read and write and even enjoyed helping Aurora with chores around the house. In his free time, he was more than happy to babysit the children from the neighboring houses.He went straight to the kitchen where Aurora was baking cookies and started to help her out with the ingredients. They made small talk, and Lorenzo told her about everything new he learned. After getting him out of the orphanage, Aurora fought hard to adopt Lorenzo. She worked day and night to be the model adoptive parent. Aurora's parents had left her more than enough, so she opened up a small bakery, and her little busines
♞—Lorenzo Niko had mustered up a dozen of his men, along with their hounds, to safeguard my home; he had done so not for me, rather for Delilah, making sure that she wouldn't attempt to flee once more. His lack of faith in me had become evidently clear; he no longer trusted me to manage Delilah. It left me feeling somewhat discordant. He was still allowing her to stay with me, and I couldn't comprehend why; he could have removed her from me, and locked her in a prison cell so that I would never have to look upon her deceitful face again.I judged her too soon and thought she was as beautiful on the inside as she was on the outside. I wasn't going to force her to stay with me but all she had to do was be honest. No excuses, no lies, no means to manipulate me into believing that she truly wanted this. She fucking sold herself to me, she didn't have any respect for herself, not a trace of conscience when it came to reaching her ambitions.I had no right to judge anyone since I'm a murd
♕—Delilah I dreaded thinking about it... about what is going to become of me or what lies ahead of me, and what my future holds. Desperately trying to keep my tears at bay, I am left with a sinking emptiness as my only companion within this despondent world. Struggling to come to terms with the truth that the captor who holds me prisoner is the only person I have, is an unbearable reality.I watched as the men now patrolled the front gates, the hounds barking restlessly day and night. Sometimes I wonder what if I never tried to run away and stayed here with Lorenzo, but how could I fall for such a person? How could I learn to love my captor? The answer is, I can't... He is not an easy person to love...There was not even a sliver of compassion in him... It was all in my head to think he cared enough that he won't hurt me. He is a merciless beast and he doesn't have any emotion. I kept trying to erase from my memory the brutality he could unleash. How little regard he had for the
♕—Delilah Lorenzo looked up at the sky, "I don't think I can be your friend, Delilah..." "Why?" He shook his head, "Because I can't..."I frowned, "Why not?" He sighed, "Because what I feel for you is stronger than friendship..." I observed him, his shoulders drooping and his gaze imploringly seeking me out, I was shocked to think that Lorenzo could be as confined as me. Could it be that he was unable to find an escape route? Could it be that, while I desperately tried to free myself, he was struggling to hold on to me because he was desperate for my presence? Suddenly, it dawned on me that maybe the one who was really captive was the one who was in the chains all along.My mind was completely taken aback. For the first time, I was able to truly comprehend the magnitude of his flaws, something I had previously swept aside. It was as if I had been struck with a sudden epiphany, and I gazed in awe at him.Lorenzo couldn't be serious - did he really just accept that he had deeper fe
♕—Delilah I shut my eyes tight, trying to stifle the tenth wave of tears that had taken over me today. I couldn't wrap my head around the fact that Lorenzo had confessed his feeling for me last night. What was he trying to do? How did it get so messed up? I have been in a state of internal conflict over the range of emotions I have experienced in the past week. Lorenzo Vitelli told me he loved me, he really did say that. Was he even capable of love? Did he even know what it meant? Did he even understand the true meaning of these seemingly simple three words?A day before he was telling his boss to get me out of his house—as if he couldn't bear to stay in the same space as me—and the very next day, he said that he loved me.I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair. My hand dropped back to my sides and I gripped the edge of the bed, clutching it as if my life depends on it. Lorenzo didn't come to bed last night, he must have slept in his study like he does whenever he is upse
♕—Delilah In the evening, Lorenzo left leaving me alone in the house. Reyna and Giulia left after doing all their chores.I walked around the house, I was afraid to go outside. The men that were patrolling the mansion weren't very nice. I could see it in their lecherous gaze, the darkness exuding off their bodies. They were the Made men of the Cosa Nostra, I had gotten lucky that I had Lorenzo, I know how bad it could be for me if some other men had gotten me. My mind fixated on Jack and an overwhelming sense of guilt washed over me. I wondered how he was faring these past few months. I had made a vow to never be with another man but him, and yet that was exactly what I did. The first time with Alexander, it wasn't my choice, but the second time, there was no one else to blame but myself, what I did with Lorenzo was on me. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't shake the thought of what I had done – pushing Jack out of my mind and my heart to make space for Lorenzo. Images of Jack,
♕—Delilah I wiped my tears and stepped back, my arms dropped off from the mantel, and my chin trembled as I gazed at the beautiful portrait once more, "What am I even feeling anymore? I have no idea..."I gave the woman in the portrait one last soft smile and then turned. I made sure to put everything exactly where it was. I made my way out of his study and closed the door on my way out.I don't know why I felt a little lighter although I was just talking to a portrait. Maybe, saying what I was feeling out loud helped. I exhaled loudly and turned on the TV, putting on music, I softly danced around the place. I know full well what the future holds for me - Alexander's torment and my untimely demise. I could have stayed here in Lorenzo's warm embrace, and he would no doubt do anything to protect me, but I refuse to bring him the same hardships I already have.He is trying everything to get back to his family. He wanted them back and if I chose to stay here, it would mean they'd never