Chapter 55 — Use And Abuse

Allegra

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I squeezed my eyes shut and felt tears rolling down my cheeks. He was still holding me and my words only made him tighten his hold.

"What did you just say?" he asked.

Snapping my eyes back open, I said, "I can feel the disdain behind your eyes all the time when you look at me. You don't desire me and what you said on the bridge proves my point. You want sex and our promise is the only thing holding you back from seeking someone else."

He let out a deep sigh and gazed at me intently. "You know what? You're absolutely clueless about how I feel about you," he said, his hands gently resting on my waist. "I don't know if you're blind or maybe you just have a thick skull to not notice that I can't seem to control my erections around you. Yes, I'm obligated to you because of a vow, but my cock has a mind of its own and it likes you a lot."

I didn't believe it. I didn't believe what he was trying to say. He wanted me in his bed, of course, he isn't going to splash me with