LOGINI felt my breath stopped for a while, and time seemed to get slow. The club’s loud music felt faded into the background. The only thing I could hear was the dull thump of my own heartbeat. His gray eyes were about to land on me, and I felt nervous. For a minute, I didn’t want him to see me, here, in this setting. My fingers curled tightly around the glass in my hand.
And then, using my quick reflexes, I turned away.
I was Mafia Princess after all, and Papa taught me all the skills required for my safety.
I took a deep breath, and didn’t dare to turn back for a moment. Elara caught my actions. And she gave me a confused glance but didn’t question it. She asked in concern, “Val, are you okay?”
“Of course.” My voice came out steady, though my heart wasn’t. “Why wouldn’t I be?”
Elara raised an eyebrow but didn’t push further. Thank God.
Still, my eyes betrayed me. Even as I pretended to sip my drink and listen to her chatter, my eyes followed its way back to him. He looked so hot standing there in his tailored black sipping his drink. Rowan and Axel talked beside him, but his attention didn’t seem to be fully on them.
I wondered if he was still thinking about me. I could feel the butterflies fly in stomach all the way to my heart.
But then I saw. A woman.
She appeared out of nowhere. She had long and slender legs. Her Blonde hair shone brightly under the neon lights. Her dress clung to her curves like it was made for her. Without hesitation, she leaned closer to Raven Blackwood, and rested her a perfectly manicured hand on his arm.
He didn’t pull away.
I felt the sharp sting of jealousy that made my stomach twist. She whispered something to him, and although I couldn’t hear a word, his lips moved in response. He smiled a little, although it was not quite a smile, but it was enough to make my chest ache.
In an instant, thousands of questions formed in my head. I wondered her name and her relationship with him. Raven Blackwood never let a woman talk to him, let alone have her so close to him. It didn’t take an idiot to guess what their relationship was. I realized I needed to leave. I couldn’t just stand there and do nothing after watching him with another woman.
My heart broke in millions of pieces. I turned to Elara, and forced my voice to stay calm, “Elara, I want to go home.”
“What?!” She blinked in confusion. “We just got here.”
“I know.” I tried to smile, but it didn’t reach my eyes. “I’m just not feeling it. Please?”
Before she could argue, Trance returned with our drinks. “Fruit punch for the ladies.” He smirked handing us the glasses. “And yes, I made sure there’s nothing else in them.”
Elara rolled her eyes. “You’re no fun.”
“I’m the only reason you’re in here without getting kicked out. You’re welcome.” Trance replied.
I barely heard them. My mind was still on Raven Blackwood and that woman. Did he know her? Was she his date? The questions swirled in my head, making it impossible to focus.
“We’ll finish our drinks and then leave,” I murmured, not trusting myself to say more.
But just as I lifted the glass to my lips, a loud voice interrupted.
“Well, well, what do we have here?”
Three guys approached us, their smiles were dripping with cockiness. They looked around the college students, one wore a leather jacket, the other a tight shirt that strained against his muscles. The third, clearly the loudest, had bleach blond hair and a grin that sent a chill down my spine.
“Ladies, are you lost?” Blondie asked, his eyes sweeping over me with an unsettling gleam. “Or did you come here looking for some fun?”
Trance immediately stepped ahead of me. “Back off.”
Blondie’s grin widened as he looked at Trance. “Relax, man. We’re just being friendly.” His gaze lingered on Elara, then it shifted back to me. “Especially with this one. What’s your name, sweetheart?”
I didn’t answer.
“Not interested,” Trance said firmly. “Move along.”
But they didn’t. Instead, Blondie stepped even closer, his fingers pressed against my arm. “Come on. Don’t be shy.”
My stomach twisted, but I forced myself to stay calm. “I said, I’m not interested.” My voice was low, I just needed to go home. Not create any drama here for god sake. If Papa got to know where I was today, I would be done for.
“Oh, feisty. I like that.” His fingers traced an invisible line down my arm, sending a wave of discomfort through me. “Maybe you just need a little convincing.”
Elara also snapped in anger. “She said no, asshole!” Her voice was louder than the music, which caught a few curious glances from nearby tables.
Blondie’s grin faltered for a second, but he quickly recovered. He laughed like it was all a joke.
“You girls are no fun.” He stepped back, raising his hands in surrender, but it felt like he was mocking us. “But hey, if you change your mind…”
I didn’t wait for him to finish the sentence. I quickly grabbed Elara’s hand and turned away. I wanted to be anywhere but here.
But before I could take another step, the music suddenly stopped. And Club’s light turned from neon to white, lighting the whole space instantly.
I paused in my steps, and blinked my eyes to adjust to the light. People had stopped dancing. Conversations were stopped. It was as if the entire club held its breath.
‘What was happening?’ I silently wonder to myself.
In the utter silence, I heard footsteps. They were heavy and slow.
‘Please not Raven. Not him.’ I prayed in my heart, it could be anyone, but him, right now. But clearly, luck was not on my side. I heard a rough voice, “What’s happening here.”
I didn’t need to turn around to look for the source of this voice. I knew it in my heart, it was Raven Blackwood’s voice. It had been years since I last heard him, and now I heard it, up so close. I couldn’t help but feel my heart would leap out of my body if this continued.
In the next second, another voice came. If I wasn’t wrong, it was Blondie’s voice. He stammered. “Hey, man.. We were just….”
My grip tightened on Elara’s arm. I didn’t dare to either leave or turn back. Leaving was dangerous, so was staying. Either way, he could recognize me. So, I stood my ground, not doing anything.
“You touched her,” Raven Blackwood’s voice came. It was calm, too calm like the ocean before Tsunami. And that was what made it terrifying.
“It.. It was nothing. A joke.. Just a joke..” Blondie’s voice cracked, his bravado crumbled into air.
“Leave.” Raven Blackwood only said one word.
Blondie didn’t need to be told twice. With a little apology, he ran out of the club, and his other two friends followed behind.
I felt blood rush to my brain as I felt the tap on my right shoulder. “Valerie.”
If Raven Blackwood’s voice was scary with Blondie just now, it was even more terrifying as he called her name. What the heck? What was up with his difference in treatment? At least he should talk warmly to her. But it was cold. My heart dropped into the abyss. I turned around slowly, almost Robotically. My head hung low. I didn’t dare to look up at his face. I knew it would be even more scary than his voice.
Raven Blackwood’s POV:If he wanted her, he would have to forget I exist.Hours passed, and there was no sign of Valerie. Anger bulged through my veins, though I tried my best to stay calm until I couldn’t. I stood up, walking to the receptionist, “Tell me her apartment number.”“Sir… please try to understand this is against our customer’s privacy policy.” She smiled at me.“Do I look like an idiot to you?” My jaw clenched.“N-no… Sir,” She trembled visibly. Sweat tickled on her forehead suddenly.“Give me her room number,” As I said, I pulled my gun out and aimed at her, “Now.”The moment I pulled my gun out, the guards got alert and they raised their guns and aimed at me. I didn’t flinch, not even for a second. I looked back at the receptionist, “Get me her room number.”“Put your gun down, or we will have to shoot you,” Both guards shouted simultaneously.“Go on,” I said calmly, but my gaze remained on the receptionist.“What’s happening here?” A mature voice came from behind me.I
Time felt slow, and Raven’s gaze suddenly shifted towards me.I was done. I was so done. Raven would kill me. I knew he was not going to let me go. Damn, what do I do now? Oxygen felt too heavy to inhale. Darkness seemed to appear before my eyes, and before I could react, my vision shifted violently. In the blink of an eye, the view before me changed.What just happened?I blink my eyes a few times to be sure the view before my eyes had actually changed.“It’s ok. You’re safe.” A voice called out to me. Only when I heard this voice did I feel strong grip around my body. I turned my face to see the person standing before me. No, it can’t be…How could he be here now? That would be just my mind playing tricks on me.For once, I could believe Raven was here, but Nolan? No way! He was already gone from this world, so how could he be standing here, holding me like this?Tears ran down my cheeks, and my vision got blurry. What was happening today? Had I gone crazy??? Was I hallucinating? If
Valerie Thorne’s POV:Today was going to be a good day.The sunshine was brightening the cloudy sky. The cold air mixed with sunshine gave me a relaxed feeling. I decided to buy myself some more clothes and some groceries on the way back.I walked past small shops first, looking at the mannequins dressed in different beautiful outfits. I stopped at one store and looked at my reflection in the glass. My hair was slightly messy from the wind, and my cheeks were flushed due to the sunshine hitting my face. I looked… fine… and that was enough for now. I walked further to another clothing store, which felt like it had clothes that were to my taste. I bought some clothes for myself before walking to another street, where I caught sight of a shop that sold kids' clothing. My heart paused for a second. It looked so cute, and OMG, the colours, I imagined my baby wearing one of these, he would look so adorable, or she would look so adorable. With this thought, I walked inside.The moment I st
Hours passed just like that. I took a walk around the city, hoping to catch a glimpse of her somewhere, somehow.Minutes later, I got a call back from Max, “Hello.”“Did you find anything?” I asked.“Yes, I found the car driver. I am sending you the address right now.” He said and ended the call.One second later, I received the address. Good thing, he sent me the link to his location. As I opened it, it showed the walking distance of ten minutes. Even better.Ten minutes later, I stood before the apartment door. I reached out and knocked on the door lightly.The door opened after a few seconds, and a man who looked like he was in his mid-forties walked out. He looked at me with suspicion.“You’re a car driver?” I asked.“Yes,” He answered, looking at my face with bewilderment.“Good. I need some information,” I quickly opened a picture of Valerie and showed it to the man, “This is my wife. I got to know you’re the one who drove her to a location.”His eyes narrowed at me. “You are?”
Raven Blackwood’s POV:The moment I woke up, I reached for her, but she wasn’t on my side. I thought she would have been in the kitchen or garden, but she wasn’t there either. Frowning, I searched the entire house, but I didn’t find her anywhere. I even checked in with the guards, but they didn’t see her either. I asked Eliot to obtain CCTV footage, but so far, nothing has been caught on CCTV Footage either. I checked with her office, but she wasn’t there either.My heart raced with panic for the first time. Where did she go? She deliberately avoided the locations of CCTV Cameras. I never knew I would lose her like that. She was pregnant. In this situation, where could she go?“Find her anywhere. Search through public transport, airport, everywhere.” I ordered.“Yes, Sir,” Eliot replied and left.Four days passed, and I found nothing.In another two days, I found one lead. It was in New York. “Get the Jet ready,” I said to Eliot.“Sir… I will come with you,” he said.“No,” I shook my
Valerie Thorne’s POV:A week later…At the airport, I clutched my passport tightly. Blondie had arranged for me a fake identity and a fake passport. Now I wasn’t Valerie Thorne anymore. I had become Celine Ashford now.I was finally leaving Las Vegas for good, for forever. This was not what I wanted to do, but this was what I had to do. For the sake of my child. How good it would have been if Raven were the father of my child, but he was not.Raven was not a cruel person, but I couldn’t guarantee what he would do to the child that didn’t belong to him, considering his possessive behaviour around me. I spent this whole week with him to secure the memories I hoped would last an entire lifetime. My heart craved for him more and more, but I couldn’t let my heart hope for things that were impossible now.My heart felt heavy sitting in the airport at 2 a.m. in the morning. This place was almost empty except for a few passengers.In the past week, except for spending time with Raven, I secre







