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how do I love you without losing you?

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My breath hitched, “You can’t force me to love you.”

“Tell me what I should do then,” he said quietly. “If not this, then how do I love you without losing you?”

Hearing his words made me clench my fist. How would he love me without losing me? It didn’t matter how he loved me or not when he had already lost me. Years ago. If only… If only I hadn’t seen his truth. But I had. I would never trust or love him. He would never have me. But knowing him, without answering, he won’t end this conversation. “Fine. Don’t interfere in my business. Don’t harm my people. Don’t lie to me. Don’t do anything that ruins your reputation further in my eyes.”

“Okay.” He said almost instantly.

“I want to rest now,” I said, not wanting to deal with him any further.

“Okay.” He nodded.

I nodded my head too and took a step to walk ahead. Then, a second later, I felt his strong arms around my body, and he picked me up in his arms. My arms reached for his neck instinctively to balance myself. “Put me down,” I said
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