Gwen
I rush into the nearest toilet and lock the door behind me. My heart is racing faster than a moving car as I think about what just took place. How his hands gently caressed me, makes no sense. I swallow a lump in my throat as I look at myself in the mirror.
When he grabbed me, I could feel that he was strong. His words were authoritative and commanding. Yet, I want him to command me to do anything.
Get a hold of yourself, Gwen! You are running from an abusive mate, are you about to focus on silly things now?
He gave me one last chance to do things right but how can I continue to be around me? This is the first time I have ever wanted the hands of a man around me. I was so disgusted with Trent that I hated all men initially.
However, I did not ever think there would come a time when a man I was meeting for the first time would make me feel tingles. I need to catch a grip of myself.
He hates rogues. If he finds out that I lied about who I said I was, it would be a horrible matter. I leave the bathroom after speaking sense to myself and Grace takes me to my room.
She gives me a list of things I should do and things I should never do. It is a very long line of things and I do not think I can remember all of it. And just like that, I have become the maid of the blind Alpha.
As Grace instructed me, I knocked on the door of Alpha Noah's room with a bowl of fruits, seated on a tray in my hands.
Come in.
I enter the room, fixing my eyes to the ground before using my body to close the door. I put my black hair in a ponytail as I watch him, staring out the window, wearing a robe—his hair is damp. I guess he just showered.
Thank goodness, he doesn't need my help for that.
"Get me a shirt from the closet." He says and I turn my head to find the closet after dropping the fruits on the nearest table.
I immediately find the closet and I pick out a grey, silk-colored shirt.
"Hurry! "
I jump as I hear his impatient voice and I rush back to meet him. He has removed the robe and I do my best to take my gaze away. He isn't naked but I fear he is showing enough skin to cast my eyes away.
"Here," I say, putting the shirt in his hand and he collects it from me. I watch as he feels the front and back of the shirt to decide what part he needs to wear.
I stand aside as he wears the shirt and a smile grows on my face when I see that he gets it correctly.
"The buttons..." he says.
I walk towards him, close enough to fix the buttons and I get a clear visual of his face. He is putting on a shade once again. His eyes and brows are busy, there is a scowl on his face, his lips are in a firm line, and his jaw structure is chiseled.
He looks like a handsome devil. I wonder what the color of his eyes is, what do they even look like? I place my hands on his chest while fixing the buttons and the silence is causing me to be unsteady.
"Get my pants."
I do as he says and hand it over to him. He begins to wear his pants and he needs to use the belt.
"Fix the belt," he says.
Huh? I say before I can even control my mouth.
"I said, Fix my belt!" He says, again.
I swallow a lump in my throat and slowly fall to my knees. I pick up the belt and begin to fix it into his trousers and try my best to control the situation even when it is beyond my ability.
I need to keep my eyes on it but it is all I can see. I swallow the lump in my throat as I help him tuck in the excess of the shirt and unfortunately, my hands swiftly graze his frontal.
"Be careful." He growls and grabs my hand.
I don't even know how he saw my hand but he lets go of it.
"You are dismissed."
I rushed out of the room after hearing that. I find my way to the bathroom where I take a deep breath. Later, in the afternoon, I found Grace and Peter having a serious conversation in the kitchen.
When I walked in, they dispersed and she told me to go drop a drink in Alpha Noah's room. In a few minutes, after doing what Grace asked. She comes back to meet me.
"Gwen, go and get the empty glass from Alpha Noah's office." She says.
I believe she is hiding something but I have no idea what it is. I know that whatever she is up to, Peter, his beta is a part of it. I roll my eyes and head towards Noah's office.
I enter the office and I see Noah bending against a table as if he is in pain. I rush towards him to see what is wrong.
"Don't touch me!" He growls at me and I move back in fear.
"Why the hell did you drug me!?" He yells.
"What? I didn't!" I say, wondering if he is feeling pain and where exactly.
"I'll get help!" I run towards the door and try to open it but it is locked. How come?
The door is locked. I don't understand.
It's Peter. That fucking bastard! Alpha Noah curses and I stand in the same position. I am confused about what is going on. Did his beta betray him and poison him?
"I'll call Grace on the phone," I say and I rush towards the table.
"I'm not in physical pain, Gwen." Peter tapped my drink with an aphrodisiac.
I stop immediately and look at him in wonder.
"He is your beta, why would he do that?" I say, out loud.
"Because he is an idiot and he is doing this to test me. I know you are outside listening and I will give you a taste of your own medicine soon enough! "
I am baffled right now. Trent used to order his beta around and treat him like an employee. Meanwhile, Noah is a friend to his beta.
"He is getting revenge on me because I did this to him years ago and he ended up getting a girl pregnant on that very night. I can't believe he still remembers." Noah says and bends in frustration.
"What? "I say.
All of a sudden, it dawns on me. Will the same happen to me? Why did Peter have to use me as a scapegoat?
I look at Noah and he looks like he is in distress. He is moving around and he doesn't realize that there is a chair on the path. I rushed there to avoid him hitting the chair.
"Get me to the bathroom." He grunts and places his hands around me.
Quickly, I lead him into the bathroom and I have no idea what his intentions are. He begins to rip his clothes off his body and when he is shirtless, he places his hands to switch the shower on. The hot water blasts from all sides and he places his hands on the wall.
I am drenched from the hair on my head already. Should I walk away now? What if he still needs my help? He is not saying anything and I look at it as an opportunity to walk away but mistakenly, I slip.
I did not realize how slippery this marble floor is and when I was expecting to break my hip on the floor. Alpha Noah supports me by pulling me closer, surrounding his strong arm to my chest and my back is pressed to him.
The water is still on and the warmth of his body is equivalent to how hot the water is. I look down and his hands are on my breasts as I breathe heavily. His strong hands saved me and are still attached to my chest.
How is he able to save me when he cannot even see? I can feel his heightened breath, it looks like he is in much pain and frustration because of the aphrodisiac. He is silent.
He hasn't said a single word but he still holds me—strong enough to make me aware that he is still with me. I am somewhat afraid because he is a part-tiger and I do not know what his intentions are. Will he bite me to suppress his desires?
I can feel his other hand as it follows the slope of my waist to my hips and it feels as if he is controlling himself but he cannot help it. His mouth is behind my ear and unconsciously, his lips touch my skin.
I hear the door open and immediately, I get a hold of myself and remove his hands away from me.
Alpha Noah. Good gracious! I'm fortunate and unfortunate at the same time. I was at the peak of tasting her skin when the door clicked and she managed to get away from me. I don't know what would have happened if that door wasn't opened but I guess I will never know. "How does it feel?" Peter, my beta and best friend asks but I simply scowl as I tap my hand on the furniture. "Did you have to put it in my drink when that maid was here?" I ask in anger. "Well, you told me you did not care for relations with women anymore and I was just making sure that it was true," Peter says. "I'm not ready to move on," I answer with a deep growl and my fingers dig into the table. "You have to." This is what she would have wanted. Peter says. "Anyway, I'll give it to you. You have enough control because I ended up getting Sophie pregnant and now, I'm a father. I thought you would at least do the same. " "Sophie is your mate. You were attracted to one another already. So, of course, tha
Alpha NoahWhy the hell did Grace have to get me such a beautiful maid? Well, I can't see her, but Peter said she is.She's just not the usual kind of person I would expect to be working as a maid.Quite frankly, she's terrible at her job. I wonder what her story is or...No, I can't get involved in such frivolous thoughts anymore! I call Grace to make sure she pays her for the number of days she has worked."Sir you fired her? What did she doWrong?" I could see the show of concern on Grace's face.It doesn't matter. She isn't fit for this job. Make sure you pay her for the days she worked."Is this about what your friend did?I wasn't aware either sire, your sho..." Grace tries to explain. I don't want to discuss this with you Grace, it's pointless and my decision is final. You may leave!I hear her footsteps as she leaves the room. I don't need to see to know that she was very confused and feels like I'm an arrogant bastard. Well, that's exactly what I am. GwenI can't believe t
Alpha NoahMy Thylacine is something everyone fears and I do not usually turn unless it's necessary.I am the freakiest of freaks.I mean who is a werewolf and a tiger and human at the same time? Maybe I should have just sent my guard to go search for Gwen because "What's it to me?" But it's too late now. I need to finish what I started I miss her scent. I will do anything to know that she is safe. And no I am not catching any sort of feelings. She was under my protection and it will be a shame if I can't even save a maid under my protection.I run through the woods relying on my scent and insanely cloudy vision alone. I don't know how far I ran but I still can't smell her. How far could she have gone? I pause for a minute to observe my environment using my foresenses.Nothing!I continue running and finally, I smell something. Other wolves are here...GwenI don't know what plan they have for me but I overheard one of them discussing how he would 'devour' me.Is this how I die?A
GwenI have been in bed, having my needs attended to by the other servants for two days now.I have also been looking forward to Noah's visit but he never came.He was quiet after he touched me and I shuddered in fear.I don't know if it's his pride that is holding him back or he just doesn't want to see me anymoreMaybe he'll send me back to where I'm coming from but this time he might be nice about it. Either way, I'm fucked.He is all I have been thinking of since the incident. His Thyla...how devoured my enemies before my eyes and how I'm scared of him and at the same time fancy him.It's a waste of time, I need to think about what I'll do once I leave this place.I told Helen about my experience and she has been scared to even check up on me. I don't blame her, I'd be scared too.My ankle feels better now but I don't want to admit it because I don't want to leave."How do you feel now?" Grace handed me a cup of tea and some drugs. "I'm better, but I don't think I'm fit to go back
GwenHelen called me to tell me that my absence had been noticed.Trent has been looking for me and he made a huge fuss about it.I blocked his number from my phone but he has been using a lot of different numbers to try to get to me.I keep blocking any number he used to call me.My phone is ringing and it's my mom.I don't want to pick up but I need to put her mind at ease. She should at least know that I am not in danger."Gwen! Where are you? Do you know how worried we are?How can you leave without saying a word?!" She was yelling so loudly."Mom, I'm fine." I rolled my eyes at her. " Then where the hell are you? Your wedding is in a few days." She got angrier.I'm not telling you and I'm not coming back since you both have decided to sell me to the devil for some cheap title! "Gwen you will ruin the family name and reputation. Don't be selfish. It's for your good too. You can't find a better man than Trent Gwen. He is in the right social class and he is your Alpha! " she shook
Alpha NoahEvery full moon I have dreams. Dreams of how it all happened.The curse. A curse I have to live with for the rest of my life. It seems like my whole life is cursed. Right from a child I am always battling with one curse on the other.The curse of being a Thylacine.It all started with my curiosity, back in New Norway. It was me, my dad, and my not identical twin brother alone.My mom was never in the picture because she didn't even know the true nature of the man she had fallen in love with.After she got pregnant, my dad proposed to her. They were so much in love with each other but I doubt he loved her enough to reveal his true self to her.After she gave birth to both of us, my dad knew that he couldn't keep us with her for too long. We were three years old when he babysat us for the day and claimed to take us to the park.He put us in the car and drove off to the airport. My dad paid someone to make it look like we had an accident and That is how we ended up in Norwa
Alpha NoahGrowing up has been tough since that incident.Now that I think about it, I don't think Diane wanted to hurt me but it still doesn't make sense that she disappeared.I couldn't sleep at night, I ate more and my mood got terrible.There must have been times my dad considered putting an end to it all but he was too stubborn. I kind of wish he did.Admits of it all, I had a jealous brother.He hated all the attention I was getting and would pick a fight with me from time to time just to let my dad see that I was a monster.Every werewolf teenager got their wolf at the age of sixteen or seventeen but I have had symptoms of mine forever because of the incident.My grandfather hired people to train me to become the strongest alpha ever.I was trained physically and emotionally and soon I got used to the symptoms that came with my curse.Three days Before the day of my turning, my eye took a different shade. Kids in school thought I was cool with my new deep orange contact lenses.
Tulip had just shared the news to me about her pregnancy. I was so excited and scared at the same time but I was more excited than scared, knowing that I would have a new complete family that was built on love.I didn't know what to expect or what my child would be like but I would have been there to support my child at whatever cost, just like I was supported by my old men. I knew my brother had always been jealous of me but I never expected that he would go as far as declaring a war that could kill me, just to get what he wanted.He was supposed to be my beta but he rejected the position. I wasn't convinced that he would reject it, I just thought he was throwing his usual tantrums.Since our dad and grandfather died, he has made his feelings very clear. I guess they were the ones keeping him from running wild against me.Tulip was in my arms when I sensed smoke in the house. I didn't smell any wolf around so I was convinced that it was an electrical cable acting up.My brother had g