Nero leaned his forehead on mine. He’s breathing heavily and his eyes are closed. It’s as if kissing me drained and sucked all of the oxygen in him.
“You can’t avoid me now, Miss Sloane.” He repeated as he caressed my cheek.
I bit my lip and looked away. Now, I won’t be able to stop anything that’s starting to grow inside me. He’s made me crazy for him.
But above all, that was my first kiss. I haven’t kissed anyone in my whole life. Not the way Nero kissed me. How will I be able to kiss someone else again when he’s already set that damn standard high up in the pedestal?
“Hey,” he called me and lifted my chin to face him. “I’m sorry. Did I freak you out?” he a
After eating breakfast, Nero waited for me to change into appropriate attire before going out of the room. He made me change three times. First, he didn’t like that I wore bikini. Second, he didn’t like the shortness of the skirt. Third, he didn’t like how revealing the neckline was.On the fourth try, he approved. I wore a gray rash guard and a pair of mid-thigh length board shorts. I was glaring at him the whole time but he just wouldn’t budge. He’s so strict with the dress code.I don’t even know why he doesn’t want me to wear bikini. It’s appropriate for the place and for the ambience. Anyone can even skinny dip here and it’s going to be fine because it’s a beach.I was mumbling words under my breath as we went inside the lift. He&rsqu
Nero followed me until I reached one of the sun loungers on the beach side. A lot of tourists are having fun in some of the loungers but we had enough for us. I sat on the lounger and bit my lip.No, Kinsella. He said he wanted you. He said he liked you. He didn’t say he wanted to be with you. He called you baby several times but that’s because he’s a flirt and he’s flirting with you.That was what I was thinking when I reached the loungers. Nero sat beside me and made me face him. He looked at me worried. “Hey, is something wrong?” He asked.I shut my eyes. “Nothing.” I replied. No, more like I lied.Nero frowned in front of
I’ve spent the whole week with Nero. It was fun to be with him. He also taught me to surf and I think I’m getting better and better every day. As for Lucy, she’s so civil in front of me. Well, it’s not like I want to be close to her anyway. She likes Nero but he likes me. The situation’s a bit fouled up.Today, I am headed off towards the beach again. Nero said he’ll be busy but I didn’t bother asking about what would keep him occupied today. Maybe I’d see him by the shore since he’s a surd instructor.I decided to just chill under the heat of the sun to pass time. Besides, being alone sometimes helps me think things through. I’ve made some friends around, like Greg and Leslie, who, apparently are also staying in the hotel for a vacation. They’re with their other close friends.“You’ve been here for a month now?” I asked as Leslie sat down beside the lounger that I am in.
I couldn’t recognize if these are tears or if the wetness of my face are from the foam party. I walked towards the hotel, straight to my room.The pain is etched in my chest, like it doesn’t have plans on leaving me alone. The more I close my eyes, the more it keeps replaying inside my head. The way he wraps his arms around her and the way she welcomed his mouth in hers. Tears brimmed in the corners of my eyes as I sat on the floor.This is what I get for trusting people too much. This is all my fault. I let him get through me and now, I’m played, I’m down and I’m broken. Stupid.I shook my head as I laughed weakly at myself. Stupid Kinsella, this is what happens when you trust people. This is what you get for trusting in sweet words. I gulped and pulled myself up. I have more than a month left to enjoy this vacation. I shouldn’t be affected with these kinds. I’m going to leave soon. I can even cut this
I slumped on my swivel chair. I have been to three meetings this morning and I needed to go to another two more in the afternoon. Our whole company had been busy with the finishing of the latest project regarding the construction of the newest hospital in downtown.“Miss Sloane, am I going to ask the cafeteria to deliver your lunch here?” Gene, my secretary asked me through the intercom.“Yes, please. Thank you, Gene.” I replied before leaning my head on the head rest of my swivel.I shut my eyes and tried to sleep. These days have been so torturous to me. With all of the projects lined up, I lost a huge amount of sleep attending never-ending meetings with never-ending revisions.I can’t help but think about Hermosa Beach. That place gave me relaxation. That place gave me serenity. I want to go back but I can’t seem to make myself come back. The pain coupled with the images of how his blue eyes stared into my soul is go
Dad talked to me about getting that deal done when I come back. I’ll be off to Hermosa Beach in two hours and he’s been telling me to seal the deal for our company’s future. Alright, too much for being so submissive with Mr. Pines’ and Kino’s suggestions.“Do you have all the things needed?” Aunt Miranda asked me as she eyed my baggage.I nodded and slung my bag on my shoulders. “I have everything, Aunt. I’ll be back in a week.” I smiled.She nodded and planted a kiss on my cheek. She always seemed so bothered whenever I get out of this house. Even going to work bothers her so much. Sometimes I think she even wants me to take her to everywhere I will go just to calm her heart.“You take care.” She told me and pulled me in a tight hug.I chuckled and hugged her back. “It’s just a week, Aunt Miranda.” I teased.She looked at me and with tearful eyes. She
I took a deep breath as I leaned on the back of my door. I shut my eyes forcefully to calm my nerves down. My heart is beating so fast and the image of him waiting in front of the elevator is going to kill me tonight. It will be etched in my mind and would leave me sleepless tonight…again.I didn’t know how long I was standing behind my door. I didn’t know how long has my heart been slamming so loud and hard against my chest. I only went back to my conscious self when I heard my phone ringing.It was Kino.“Where are you?” He sounded so pissed.I bit my lip and fixed myself. “I’m done. I’m on my way.” I replied.“Alright. I’ll be waiting in the lobby. I’m really hungry, Kinsella. Move faster.” He sounded so authoritative. Maybe he’s really hungry.I ended the call and prayed so hard that he has gone down. He couldn’t be there until now, right? The elev
Kino fetched me the next morning because we were scheduled to meet with the President of the Beach Hotels. He said that the owner wanted to personally take us to breakfast this morning. He also reiterated that the son will be with us so we need to hurry up to not keep them waiting.I wore a floral dress, a white blazer and nude pumps. I hated wearing the pumps, though. But nothing would suit the dress more than this. I curled the ends of my hair as placed a barrette on the side for accentuation. I put on light make up and a softer shade of a red lipstick.I was about to grab my bag and my files when my eyes accidentally glanced at the gray jacket on the rest of the couch. I bit my lip and remembered the words he said to me. My apology wasn’t enough for him. He’s going to need more and I am afraid I couldn’t reach his standards.I shook my head and just left the jacket that way. If I see him soon, I’m going to give it back to him. I don&rs