Chapter 19

Shaina and i also had a relationship that lasted for over two years. But we also broke up soon after i discovered she was returning to her previous work. All i could think was that she had changed and that she was ready to give up all her past for my sake, but i was just wrong.

I was so hurt that she cheated on me. There o learned to be naughty, to drink alcohol, to hang out and i often had sex with women every week. I can say that Shaina was just the first woman i took seriously, and i loved her so much more than my life.

I almost accepted her whole personality and past, but she only betrayed me.

We still frequently see each other inside the school, especially when we always meet on the road. So, it’s also a bit weird every time we see each other. There is still pain and anguish in my heart and love that i just keep to myself.

I still frequently see her with different men and occasionally we look at each ot