MIRACLE POV
After I apologize for nothing in general like an idiot, he only gives me a poker face.
“ What are you apologizing for? ” He questions, his face expressionless.
Finally, he asked. I thought he will never ask me.
“ I – ” I trail off, not finding the right words or the right excuse.
Should I tell him the truth? Will he believe me if I said that I saw his memories which is strange. Seeing an Alpha’s memory is only possible if his blood is in my blood stream.
This only points to one thing. He saved me with his blood again.
Sighing, I look down at my hands. They are still stained with my own blood.
I shouldn’t have done this. I shouldn’t have tried to kill myself so I could hurt him eventually.
“ You still want me to reject you?... ” I whisper out and look up in his silver gray orbs.
Surprise flashes in his eyes and he shifts his weight from his right foot to the left one, before h
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