LOGINMeredith
Kieran Croft. The name wouldn’t stop repeating in my head. Stories came with it, the kind whispered across territories when people thought no one important was listening. The Rogue Alpha. The leader of Silverthorn who’d been accused of betraying the coalition. The man other packs avoided speaking about too loudly because his reputation alone made Alphas careful and on guard. My father had let me sign the documents, seal the blood oath, and bind myself to this arrangement before telling me the truth. I sat across from Kieran in the private hall, trying to keep my breathing steady while my mind raced through every rumor I’d ever heard about him. Most of them painted him as dangerous, ruthless, and unpredictable. None of them made me feel better about what I’d just agreed to. “You knew.” My voice came out sharper than I intended. “You knew my father hadn’t told me who you were.” Kieran’s expression stayed controlled, but something shifted in his eyes. Something colder, though it didn’t seem directed at me. “Your father should have told you my name before you signed,” he said evenly. I watched him carefully, searching for any sign of deception or satisfaction at having trapped me. But his reaction unsettled me more than reassured me. For the first time since learning his identity, I wondered if my father had deceived both of us, or at least kept us both partially in the dark for different reasons. I didn’t let myself settle on that thought yet. Trust was expensive, and I’d already spent too much of it on the wrong people. “Can the agreement be broken?” I asked. Kieran didn’t hesitate. “It can be challenged, but not cleanly. House Benic would lose the alliance. Silverthorn would lose the political opening we came here for. And you would lose the protection your father claims your wolf requires.” He didn’t threaten me or try to pressure me into accepting the situation. He just laid out the cost in a way that made it clear every choice I had would cut me somewhere. I hated that he was right. “Do you want me to leave?” Kieran asked. “So you can speak to your father privately.” The question caught me off guard. I’d expected anger or commands or some kind of possessive statement about the agreement being sealed and therefore final. Instead, he asked what I wanted. It was the second time he’d done that today, and I hated that I noticed. “Don’t leave yet,” I said. My hands were clenched in my lap, and I forced myself to relax them. “I want answers, and I want my father to face me while I hear what he has to say.” Kieran nodded once, then settled back in his chair like he had all the time in the world. I stood up and walked out of the private hall, my heels clicking sharply against the marble as I went looking for my father. I found him in his study, sitting behind his desk like nothing significant had just happened. “Kieran Croft.” I banged the door behind me with more force than necessary. “You bound me to the Rogue Alpha without telling me who he was.” My father looked up from the papers he’d been reviewing, his expression as calm as ever. “I made an alliance that benefits House Benic.” “You lied to me.” “I withheld information until the agreement was secured.” He set down his pen and folded his hands on the desk. “There’s a difference.” “Why?” My voice rose despite my efforts to stay controlled. “Why let me bind myself to him without knowing?” “Because you would have refused if you knew.” My father’s tone was matter-of-fact, like he was explaining basic arithmetic. “House Benic needed the alliance. Silverthorn needed legitimacy. And you needed an Alpha strong enough to stabilize your wolf.” I stared at him. “You knew about my wolf?” “Did you think I was stupid?” My father’s expression didn’t change. “I could smell how weak your wolf was the moment you walked through my door. You were weakening, and you needed a solution. I provided one.” “You provided one that suited you,” I said coldly. “Every side gained something except me.” “The arrangement benefits you too.” My father picked up his pen again like the conversation was already over. “You’re simply too emotional to see it clearly.” The casual dismissal made something hot and furious coil in my chest. I stepped closer to his desk and planted my hands on the surface, forcing him to look at me. “If this alliance was so important,” I said, “why wasn’t Clover ever considered? Why me?” My father’s expression flickered, just barely, but enough that I knew I’d hit something he didn’t want to discuss. “Answer me,” I demanded. “Why was I the one you chose for this?” “Clover is not suited for a life tied to a territory like Silverthorn,” he said finally. The words were careful and measured, but I heard what he didn’t say underneath them. Clover was protected from danger. Clover was kept safe and comfortable here where nothing could touch her. I was the daughter he used. Not the daughter he shielded. The realization settled over me like ice water, cold and clarifying. My father had never seen me as someone to protect. He saw me as someone useful, and useful things got deployed where they were needed. “You may have used me,” I said quietly, my voice steady despite the anger burning through me, “but don’t mistake usefulness for ownership. I’ll honor the agreement because I chose not to return to Alarick, but from now on, no one gets to decide my future without me facing them for it.” My father didn’t apologize. He didn’t even look particularly concerned. He just nodded slightly, like I’d confirmed something he’d already expected, then went back to his papers. I turned and walked out of the study before I said something I couldn’t take back. The hallway was empty when I stepped out, but I had the uncomfortable feeling I wasn’t alone. I glanced toward the stairs and caught a flicker of movement near the doorway leading back toward the private hall. Kieran, maybe. I wasn’t sure. The movement was gone too quickly, but the possibility that he’d heard enough of the conversation to understand how little choice I’d been given made my stomach turn. I didn’t want pity from the Rogue Alpha or anyone else. “Well, well.” I turned and found Clover standing at the top of the stairs, her expression somewhere between smug and pleased. She must have been listening or waiting for this exact moment. “The Rogue Alpha,” she said, descending the stairs with slow, deliberate steps. “Father really outdid himself this time. Not a loving mate or a respected Alpha, but a feared rogue no decent woman would choose willingly.” She expected me to feel ashamed or defensive. I could see it in the way she smiled, waiting for me to crumble. I gave her a faint smile instead. “You should be happy, Clover,” I said calmly. “You finally got the man you spent years chasing, while I got the one powerful enough to make everyone whisper.” Clover’s smile faltered, her confidence cracking just slightly. She’d tried to make my situation sound like a punishment, and I’d turned it into something else entirely. Before she could recover, the sound of tires on gravel cut through the tension. A car was approaching, the engine growing louder as it came up the long driveway. I turned toward the window near the front entrance and looked out. A black car rolled through the front gates, sleek and expensive and immediately recognizable. Alarick. My chest tightened, and for a moment I couldn’t breathe properly. He’d finally come back, just like everyone said he would. Just like Clover had promised. Just like part of me had been afraid of. But everything was different now. I heard footsteps behind me and turned to find Kieran standing a few feet away. He’d followed me out of the private hall, and now he was looking past me toward the approaching car. His expression remained calm and unreadable, but I felt something shift in the air around him. Not anger exactly, and not jealousy, but something colder and more controlled. “Do you want me to leave?” Kieran asked, his eyes still on the car. I stared at him. Alarick was here. My father had trapped me. Clover was watching from the stairs. And Kieran was the only man present who kept asking for my choice instead of deciding for me. I didn’t want to face Alarick alone. I also didn’t want Kieran to disappear just because my past had arrived uninvited. “Stay,” I said. Kieran’s gaze shifted to me, holding for a moment longer than necessary, then he nodded once. The car stopped in front of the estate, and the driver’s side door opened. Alarick stepped out, his shirt sleeves rolled to his elbows and his face set with the kind of casual confidence that suggested he expected to be forgiven. He looked toward the house like nothing had changed, like he could just walk back into my life and smooth everything over the way he always had before. I stood beside Kieran and watched Alarick approach. The man who had left me at the altar had finally come back. And for the first time in five years, he was too late.Hopefully you do enjoy this work.
MeredithIt was late when I went to him.The lamp was still on in the room and he was sitting up with reports across his knees that he plainly hadn't been reading, and when the door opened he straightened like a man who'd been waiting a long time for the second round."Before you start," he said, "I've had four hours to think about it, and I want to say that I've come round to your position entirely, and I've always thought so, and any suggestion otherwise is a slander.""Have you.""Completely. I'm a reformed man. Silas can confirm it in writing.""Silas would sell you for a quiet week.""He would." He put the reports on the table. "So would I, at this point."I stood in the doorway with my arms folded and let him sit there in it a moment longer, because he deserved a moment longer."I'm still angry," I said."I know.""And it's not the polite kind of anger. The kind that's going to come back up in a fortnight over something stupid.""I know that too."I came into the room and stoppe
Meredith"That same morning," he said. "Within the hour."I stood there with his signature under my thumb and thought about how badly I'd wanted to see his face at that gate.Three hours in a car with my eyes stinging, feeling him get closer through the bond and letting it steady me, and he'd been standing on that gravel with this in a cabinet twenty feet behind him.The idiot."How long is not long?" I said."I don't know the minute. Silas was in the study and I went straight there from the walkway." He didn't move. "It wasn't the afternoon, if that's what you're asking. It was the same conversation."I remembered the walkway. I remembered exactly what I'd said to him, that his protection was starting to feel like a cage and he didn't get to decide my future in a corridor while I stood there and watched him do it. I remembered him agreeing. I remembered the words then we fight it, together, because I'd carried them around for four days like something worth having.Then he'd walked of
KieranI'd had two days to work out how to say it, and I still took her into the study like a man walking to something he'd rather not reach.She came without asking a single question, which was worse. Ten minutes ago she'd had her hand in my shirt in front of the whole yard, and now she walked beside me down my own corridor with her coat still on, and every step of it I could feel her waiting for whatever this was going to be.The study was cold. Nobody had been in it since I'd gone down to the gate."Sit if you want," I said."I've been sitting in a car for three hours."So she stayed on her feet by the desk, and I went to the door and put my head out and told the wolf in the corridor to find Silas.He came fast. He'd been somewhere close since the gate, the way he always was when he thought I might need something I hadn't asked for yet, and he stopped when he saw the two of us in that room with the lamp not even lit."The sealed packet," I said. "From the cabinet."He looked at me.
MeredithThe bond got warmer with every mile, and by the last of them I could feel him the way I used to feel him from across a room.He hadn't slept. That came through first and it wasn't even close. Under it there was the tightness he'd been carrying since he watched my car go, and under that the restless thing that wouldn't settle anywhere, and then, as the wall came up black out of the trees, relief started coming through in pieces faster than he could get a hand over any of it.He'd kept it open. Ten hours, three territories and a royal receiving house, and he hadn't shut it once."Gate's coming up, Luna," the driver said.It was already moving. The iron came apart down the middle before we'd finished the bend, so somebody had been standing at the controls waiting for the sound of an engine, and beyond it the yard was full.They'd come out the same way they had when I left. Fighters near the wall with their arms crossed. The kitchen staff crowded onto the storehouse steps. Two of
MeredithAlarick didn't go pale and he didn't sit down. He got angry."Say exactly what you mean by that," he said. "Be precise, because I'll be repeating it to my own council tonight. Reddick was paid four days ago. The forgery was made months before that, on Clover's money, in a rented office I'd never heard of. I bought the truth off a frightened man. I didn't order the lie.""That distinction matters," Castien said. "I want to be clear that I'm not suggesting otherwise, and I'll write it exactly that way.""Then what are you suggesting?""That paying him proves nothing on its own, in either direction." Castien didn't take his eyes off him. "The crown will work out what happened by putting it all beside each other. Reddick's testimony. What day he arrived at your gate. The account the money came out of. Both letters, once we have them. Your messages." A pause. "And the fact that you sat on a witness and a piece of evidence while a royal ultimatum was running against her.""I sat o
MeredithHe didn't answer.I'd watched him fight me for an hour over the wedding and my wolf and my marriage, and he'd never once needed a run-up. Now he stood with his hand on the back of the chair and looked at the door instead of at me, and whatever was behind it had nothing to do with the two of us.The inner door opened before he found anything to say.Castien came back in without the case. He'd been gone long enough to hand it to his escort and see it onto the road. He stopped two steps inside because he'd walked into something and he knew it.Alarick's eyes went to him, then came back to me.I didn't repeat the question. I sat down again and folded my hands and let him have the room."He came to my gate on foot," Alarick said at last. "No vehicle, no escort, nothing on him but what he was carrying. He'd worked out that the crown would have him in a cell inside a day if anyone learned his name, so he brought me the truth and asked for protection in exchange for it.""What's his
MeredithSix days had passed since I agreed to the arrangement, and I still didn't know the Alpha's name.I'd spent those days imagining every possible kind of man my father could have hidden from me. Old and desperate for an heir. Cruel and looking for someone he could control. Politically dangero
MeredithThe Benic estate looked exactly the way I remembered it. Grand iron gates, sprawling gardens that someone else maintained, and the main house rising three stories high with windows that caught the late afternoon sun. I'd grown up here, spent eighteen years learning how to be the perfect da
MeredithI walked through the front door of the mansion still wearing the wedding dress Alarick had left me in, no veil, no bouquet, and no groom trailing behind me. The staff froze when they saw me, their eyes widening as they took in the ruined train dragging across the marble floor and the tear
MeredithAlarick's phone rang before the priest could finish binding us.Buzz. Buzz.I knew that ringtone, and so did everyone else in the hall as it meant one person and one person alone.Clover.My hand tightened around the bouquet, white roses crushing beneath my grip until the ribbon bit into m







