LOGINFinn’s Pov
ONE WEEK LATER.
My locker was gone.
Not vandalised. Gone. As if it had vanished into thin air.
In the empty space, was a note stapled to the wall.
“You shouldn’t exist. Charity isn’t welcomed here.”
No name.
No signature.
It wasn’t needed.
The words were meant to hurt. But they didn’t, I grew up in a dark world, the kind that forces you to have a thick skin just before you learn how to speak. This was nothing, but it was still enough to rattle me.
I found my books, dumped right in front of the janitor’s closet. I knew what they were trying to say. But jokes on them, the janitor still earned more than what my mother made in a month.
I almost laughed at the thought. The janitor was the least person here and yet he was still living a life that most of us wished we had.
Laughter echoed around me, and cameras flicked as I picked up the scattered books, this was the ninth assault in one week. They knew how to work in the shadows, no loud attack, nothing that would cause a smear to their perfect little names.
Knox barely acknowledged me, that was something I didn’t expect. I had expected him to go out of his way, be the ring leader, and show me what it means to challenge him. But he didn’t, and that caused fear to surge through me.
He didn’t have to, Apex-crest bent to his will, and people moved at his snap.
And I had challenged him.
Now, they are against me.
“Maybe you should apologise,” Zale whispered beside me, his fingers red and throbbing from the attack he refused to say why.
I glowered, my hand tightening on the books as I thought about what I was going to do. I could walk around with them, but I wasn’t in the best shape to have this heavy weight dragging me along. “Why?”
He huffed, his eyes looking around with a cautious look in them, “This isn’t a fight you can win,” he said, his tone fearful.
I didn’t say anything, my mind was still scrambling to sort through the fear I was feeling in my chest. Nine attacks in seven days. And I had three months to go before the break.
Gosh.
Zale grabbed my hand, tugging me towards his locker, “Look, Knox isn’t just a legacy name here. His family….” He paused, looking around as he pulled his locker open. “his family is terrifying, and when they feel violated, they break… ruin everything that is on their path,” he said.
That wasn’t scary at all, was it?
He shoved my books into his locker, “I didn’t do anything wrong!” I whined, sounding like a child who couldn’t understand why they weren’t about to receive any ice cream.
“That isn’t how things work here,”
I was seeing it now.
Students literally run out of the school’s gate wailing and no one bats an eye. They don’t care. It is cutthroat here.
But I was stubborn, too damn stubborn to admit that I was swimming in waters bigger than me.
“You have to…”
“I won’t, I have survived worse than this, this is child’s play,” I huffed.
Zale shook his head; I could see that pity in his eyes. Why did they all look at me as though I was a lamb walking to the slaughter?
“Think about it. They will stop, all you have to do is say you are sorry,”
He didn’t wait to hear what I had to say, he was already gone, the crowded hallway swallowing him up.
A shoulder slammed into mine, the pain shooting through me as I stumbled back. “Watch it!” the voice sneered. “Ruining this bag would cost your life grant boy,” she sneered.
The crowd chuckled, cameras out, ready to witness the shame that was about to unfold.
Pissing off Knox Cole was one thing, but ruining Calista’s bag, the one girl who has held his attention for far too long. That would be damnation.
Daughter of the dean. Entitled and rich.
“Sorry,” I bit out the words, hoping it was enough to tame her anger.
She scoffed, walking away as if I were a plague, dirt not worthy to be in her presence.
I let out the breath I was holding, which would have gone a thousand ways. But she had walked away. I guess since Knox wasn’t here, she didn’t have to perform.
“Tell me, how did a trailer park kid get in?” I knew the voice; I had seen the face a few times. I turned, my eyes meeting the one person I knew I shouldn’t.
Ace, Knox’s friend, runs in his circle, a lap dog. But the thing that stood out was the fact that he was a senator’s son, yet, Knox ruled him.
“What?” I asked, fighting back the tremble in my tone.
He smirked, “How did you get in here? Trailer kids aren’t….” he dragged the words, his finger tapping his chin as if he was thinking about what to say.
My heart dropped.
No one was meant to know that. No one was meant to know more than my name.
“I don’t know what you are…”
“Don’t worry,” he smiled. “Your secret is safe with me, no one is going to know that you are a trailer kid,” he laughed, walking away with a bounce in his step.
My palms felt sweaty, but I knew better than to break down in the hallway, I knew eyes lurked, just to see what I did when eyes weren’t on me.
Ace knew a part of me that they shouldn’t. an identity that I hoped wouldn’t be heard. It was one thing to be a scholarship kid. And a completely different thing to be from the part of the city that is known for drugs and gangs.
If they knew…
If the word spread…. They would crush me, my life... the name that I am trying to build….
I wouldn’t save my mother; I wouldn’t be able to change our lives… my siblings…. They all…
Everything would be ruined.
Everything would be taken from me.
Knox’s PovHis last words weren't threats, but they burned my skin like metal piercing through my bones.I clenched my jaw, not because I was angry, but because I tried to suppress the moan that threatened to escape my lips.“So, what are we?” He changed the conversation, pulling me back from my endless pool of sexual fantasies.I parted my lips to speak but didn't know what to say to him. I wanted to be in a relationship with him, but I was scared. Scared of what the people would say, scared of my parents, and scared of losing my career.“I want a relationship with you.” Finn's lips slowly curled, but his expression faltered the moment he heard the hesitation in my voice.“But…”The joyous expression on his face fell, and he pressed his lips together, exhaling.“But what? What exactly is the matter? Can you explain to me?” I pressed my lips, lowering my shoulders.Maybe it was time to tell him.“I'm worried about what my family would think and about my career. My dad will cut off
Finn's POVThe evening wind brushed past me as I walked away from Calista. My steps were quick and calculated, and my mind was a jumble of thoughts.What had he done? Yeah, I recalled asking him to break up with her, but what did he say to her to make her suspect I was the reason he went nuts?“Knox!” I groaned, my nails piercing into my palms.My mind raced with so many thoughts spread across my mind, and I was so absent-minded that I didn't realise when I got to the dorm.I stood by the door, my lips pressed tight. I could feel a strange warmth surrounding me, and I tried to piece together the right words to say.Taking a deep breath, I grabbed the handle and exhaled as I pushed open the door.I searched the room, my eyes taking note until I noticed his large frame seated on the bed, his shoulders slacked. His fingers were interlocked, and he sat directly opposite my bed.I froze, taking in the moment. I wanted to read the room to be sure of the next thing to say to him.Silence…Th
Finn’s povI headed somewhere else to sit. Away from Jason, away from Knox, and away from everyone else.I wanted my peace for crying out loud. I had been in a web of constant bullying, and I couldn't seem to escape from it.“You seem to have gotten into trouble, right?” I didn't know how long I had been in thought, but Zale's voice pulled me back to reality.“Zale!” I stood up and pulled him into a hug.He chuckled. “I know you missed me; don't worry, I'm back.” Whatever assurance that was, I was willing to take it. I mean, he was the only friend I truly had that didn't want anything in return.“How have you been?” He took a seat, and I exhaled. Maybe this was what I needed all along: someone actually to talk to.“Horrible. I really don't know how else to put it, but that's what I can say for now.” “Really?” He asked with raised brows, but when he didn't hear a word from me, he sighed.“Nothing has also happened from my end. My life feels boring. For some reason, I consider you to
Knox’s PovI arrived in class and noticed Finn wasn't seated near Jason. There seemed to be a distance between them, almost like I could feel the cold wall between them.“Why do you keep looking in that Grant kid's direction? You should be looking at me.” I exhaled, holding back the urge to shout at her. She was such a drama queen and, one way or another, looked for a way to get my attention now and then.I turned towards her, parting my lips to say something when she slammed her lips on mine.Her kiss was quick, and she pulled away, eyes wide with expectation. I said nothing.“Well? I paused, staring at her. “Well, what?” I really wanted to know what the hell was going on in her head. “Did you enjoy the kiss?” I squinted my eyes, trying to figure out the best reply I could give, but from the corner of my eyes, I could catch Finn's burning gaze. I guess he hated what he had seen.“Come on, baby, tell me, did you—”“Good morning, class.” I exhaled, my chest drumming hard. Saved by
Finn’s povThe rest of the day went on with us touching each other. He was so clingy and addicted to my touch, almost like a stray dog who finally found its owner. “You have to be careful; you're getting addicted.” “Is that a crime? I thought that was something you wanted.” He asked, and I shook my head.“You still haven't answered the question I asked you earlier. The one about Calista, and I'm not sure if we can work out if you don't work on that.”He exhaled. “You want me to end my relationship with her? She'll definitely want to know why, and she might investigate. Imagine what would happen if she finds out?” I scoffed. “Then I'm free to move around with Jason and also kiss him because you're definitely going to be doing that with her.“Are you jealous?” He paused, shaking his head. “Then why don't you want me to hang out with him? Jason's not that bad; don't you get it? I understand that you're scared, but you have—”“He's not good for you. He gets to me, and I don't want it
Finn’s PovI didn't know what else to say. I knew I wanted to be in a relationship with him, but he treats me like nothing. Jason, on the other hand, was a better option. Jason was never going to make me see myself as a worthless piece of trash. I tried to explain this to him, but he didn't want to understand, which made me give up immediately.“There's no need to try to convince me; I just don't think a relationship between us would be…”He shut me up with a kiss, and I at first didn't want to kiss him back, but he picked up my hands and placed them on the bulge in his pants.I felt my body tense, and heat swarmed me.Fuck!I began to kiss him as if my life depended on it. My hand was moving along his strong shoulders.I didn't plan to just kiss him; I wanted him as well.I kissed him, pulling away my hands that were on the bulge that lingered on his pants before I was finally able to move to pull his button away from their usual spot, fully revealing his chest.He didn't mind taki
Finn’s povI stared at his unconscious body, my face drained of any colour as I pondered what to do. Time was running out, and anyone could come into the room any minute searching for Knox. “Knox? This better not be a prank. Stand up!” I tried to exercise a bit of bravery, my chest heaving from fe
Chapter10Finn’s povI turned my face away from him, my body trembling under his gaze. I just wanted to leave, I just wanted him away from me. Why didn't he get that?“You can't leave." I gritted my teeth. I wished I could fight back, I wished I could push him away and escape to somewhere far away
FINN’S POVZale’s voice echoed in my head like a funeral bell. ‘You didn’t save me, you just signed your death warrant.’At the time, I had dismissed it as the melodrama of a boy broken by the system. But standing here, in the cold, silence of the dorm, those words felt less like a warning and mo
KNOX’S POV“What do you want, Knox? Tell me, and I’ll give it to you if it means this stops.”I paused with my hand on the doorknob, the cool metal biting into my palm. I didn't turn around. I didn't want to see the desperation in his eyes, because looking at it made my own blood simmer with posse







