LOGIN"Hello, Miss Cole. Thank you for being punctual."Maya stood on six miles of white ground with a phone against her ear and made herself breathe out before she said anything."Is she alive.""Yes. Comfortable, as these things go. She hasn't asked me a single question, which I confess I find unnerving." A small sound that might have been amusement. "Your mother is an extremely disciplined woman. I've had thirty-one years to develop a professional respect for her and I'd like it on record that I have.""I want to hear her.""No, you don't. You want to know, and I'm telling you, and if I put her on you'd get four seconds of a voice you don't recognise and you'd spend the rest of your life deciding whether it was really her." Crane sounded almost kind about it. "You've enough of that already, I should think."Maya closed her eyes.Wilder had moved in close enough to hear. Eli had gone very still. Behind them Ilsa was propped against the rock with her legs straight out in the dust, head tipp
The dry lake was white.That was what nobody had told her. Maya had been picturing a cracked brown pan out of a film, and what was actually down there in the early light was six miles of flat white nothing, so flat it went wrong at the edges, so bright it hurt to look at by seven in the morning.They came up on the ridge above it at ten past six, stopped the Bronco behind a fold of rock, lay down on their stomachs in the dirt, and waited.The ground was still cold. By eight it would be forty degrees and by noon it would be a griddle, and Maya knew all of that and none of it mattered.Ilsa lay between them with a coat rolled under her chest. She had refused, comprehensively and with language, to be left at the rest stop. It had taken two of them to get her up the ridge and she'd bitten down on every sound the whole way."There," Eli said, at twenty past.There was a woman sitting on a rock at the edge of the white, about four hundred yards out, with a bag beside her.She had been there
Nobody moved for a long moment.Then Wilder started forward and Maya put her arm out flat across his chest without looking at him, and he stopped, which cost him something, and she felt exactly what it cost through the wire between them."Don't," she said. "He's mine."Dane kept his hands up the whole way in."I'm not armed," he said. "You can check. I'd rather you checked, actually, because I'd like the next ten minutes to be about something else.""Turn round."He turned. She hadn't expected him to.He turned round. Slowly, both arms out. He was wearing a jacket that had cost money once and a shirt that hadn't been washed, and the sling was gone off the arm Wilder had opened at the tree line, and it hung wrong now, stiff at the shoulder, and it would for the rest of his life.Maya looked at that shoulder for a second, at a permanent thing Wilder had done to him in the dark outside a pack house, and she waited to feel something about it. Satisfaction. Guilt. Anything.Nothing came. T
Ilsa lasted longer than two hours.She lasted all day, in the back of the Bronco with the doors open and a wet cloth on her forehead, parked in the shade of the ridge while the white flat below them went from bearable to unbearable and back again. She slept in patches. She woke up sharp every time, which Maya found harder than if she'd been confused.They argued for six of those hours and got nowhere at all. Same three positions, round and round, and by four in the afternoon they'd stopped even changing the words."He'll do exactly what he says," Eli said, for the fourth time. "That's the thing nobody's taking seriously. He'll let me go, he'll let her mum go, he'll shut Oregon. He'll do all of it, because it costs him nothing and he gets a well that doesn't run dry.""And Maya lives in a room for fifteen years," Wilder said."Yeah.""Then it's not a deal, it's a price.""I know what it is." Eli's voice cracked. "I sat in one for three weeks and nobody put a needle in me and I still co
"Hello, Miss Cole. Thank you for being punctual."Maya stood on six miles of white ground with a phone against her ear and made herself breathe out before she said anything."Is she alive.""Yes. Comfortable, as these things go. She hasn't asked me a single question, which I confess I find unnerving." A small sound that might have been amusement. "Your mother is an extremely disciplined woman. I've had thirty-one years to develop a professional respect for her and I'd like it on record that I have.""I want to hear her.""No, you don't. You want to know, and I'm telling you, and if I put her on you'd get four seconds of a voice you don't recognise and you'd spend the rest of your life deciding whether it was really her." Crane sounded almost kind about it. "You've enough of that already, I should think."Maya closed her eyes.Wilder had moved in close enough to hear. Eli had gone very still. Behind them Ilsa was propped against the rock with her legs straight out in the dust, head tipp
The dry lake was white.That was what nobody had told her. Maya had been picturing a cracked brown pan out of a film, and what was actually down there in the early light was six miles of flat white nothing, so flat it went wrong at the edges, so bright it hurt to look at by seven in the morning.They came up on the ridge above it at ten past six, stopped the Bronco behind a fold of rock, lay down on their stomachs in the dirt, and waited.The ground was still cold. By eight it would be forty degrees and by noon it would be a griddle, and Maya knew all of that and none of it mattered.Ilsa lay between them with a coat rolled under her chest. She had refused, comprehensively and with language, to be left at the rest stop. It had taken two of them to get her up the ridge and she'd bitten down on every sound the whole way."There," Eli said, at twenty past.There was a woman sitting on a rock at the edge of the white, about four hundred yards out, with a bag beside her.She had been there







