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———- Looking at my already packed bag I don’t even know where the fuck to go, I don’t really have a good relationship with my mother because I chose to go against her god… the moon goddess. The only person that will accommodate and has the ability to keep Dan away from me was my big sister. I stared at my phone like it was some kind of venomous snake. Call her, don’t call her. Call her, don’t… ugh. After about thirty minutes of pacing and swearing at myself, I finally hit “dial.” “Hello?” came that soft, commanding voice I hadn’t heard in months. My sister. Luna Stella of the Southern Pack. My perfect, bossy, terrifying sister. “Stella,” I said, trying to sound casual and failing miserably. “Hey… uh, it’s me.” “Kiki? Oh, Moon. What did you do this time?” See? That tone right there. Judgment mixed with affection. The kind of voice that made me want to confess and punch a pillow at the same time. “I didn’t do anything,” I said quickly. “I just… wanted to come stay with you for a bit.” A pause. A long one. I could practically hear her raising a perfectly shaped eyebrow through the phone. “You? Stay with me? Voluntarily? Did Dan finally cheat or die?” I bit my lip. “…the first one.” “Oh, that useless man!” she snapped so loudly I almost dropped the phone. “I knew it! I told you he wasn’t reliable! But nooo, you said love conquers all. You even called me crazy for letting the Moon Goddess choose my mate!” I sighed, dragging a hand down my face. “Stella, this isn’t the time to say I told you so.” She laughed. “Oh, it absolutely is.” Then her tone softened. “Alright, tell me everything.” So I did. The fated mate. The silence. The betrayal. The Moon Goddess probably giggling somewhere while my life fell apart. When I said I wanted a divorce, she didn’t gasp or panic like I expected. Instead, she said, “Good. About time. Now listen if you’ve really made up your mind, pack your bags. You’re coming here.” “I already did,” I muttered, glancing at the half-zipped bag by the door. “That’s my girl. I’ll send someone to pick you up. You’ll be safe here, Dan’s pack wouldn’t dare step foot on Southern territory.” Her voice turned sly. “And Kiki… bring comfortable clothes. My husband’s Beta is single, and the last time I checked, he’s allergic to heartbreak and attracted to trouble.” I choked on my own breath. “Stella!” “What? You need distraction. Also, revenge looks better with lipstick and new company.” Despite myself, I laughed that bitter, shaky kind of laugh that comes after too many tears. “You’re still insane.” “Correction,” she said smugly. “I’m happily mated and emotionally stable. Unlike you, disaster child.” “Wow, love that for me,” I deadpanned. “You’re really lifting my spirits.” She chuckled. “Good. Be ready by morning. I’ll handle the rest.” The line clicked dead, leaving me staring at my reflection in the dark screen. For the first time in days, I felt something other than pain a tiny spark of relief. A promise of escape. Maybe the Moon Goddess wasn’t laughing anymore. Maybe she was watching waiting to see what I’d do next. “Well, Goddess,” I whispered. “Watch closely. I’m not done yet.” I made an arrangements to meet Dan to dissolve our bond, since he never picked up my calls. The Beta said Dan was still at the hospital. So i went there myself. When i reached the pack hospital, my heart twisted. The Luna Ward, the one that once belonged to me now had a new name on the door. Rita. Like what the actual fuck… I was still married to him, why will he do this. I stared at it for a long moment, my smile trembling, bitter and sharp. “The Luna Ward, huh?” I muttered. “Guess they replaced the title faster than they replaced the sheets.” Inside, i saw Dan sitting by Rita’s bedside, holding her hand like it was the most sacred thing in the world. I swallowed the scream clawing its way up her throat. I turned to leave before he could notice me. But just as she reached the door, Dan’s voice broke the air quiet, stunned. “Kiki?” She didn’t turn around. “Don’t worry,” i said, voice steady but shaking inside. “I won’t stay long. Just came to return what’s yours.” I slipped the small gold ring the one that used to mean forever on the table beside him. Dan’s grabbed my hand as he stand up and said “I can’t lose you, Kiki. I love you. Please don’t make this harder.” He looked so damn sincere. Like the kind of man who could cheat, lie, and still make you want to bake him cookies. “Then prove it,” I said. My voice was calm, deadly calm. “Reject her. Right here, right now.” His eyes widened. “Kiki—” “No,” I snapped. “You said you’re only taking care of her because of the bond, right? Then reject her. If you do that, I’ll give you another chance.” He blinked at me like I’d just asked him to burn down his own house. “Don’t look at me like that,” I added, crossing my arms. “I already checked with the doctor. She won’t die from it. She’s fine, healthy, and full of manipulative energy.” Silence. The kind of silence that makes your ears ring. Dan turned slowly toward Rita, who sat on the hospital bed looking like a saint who’d lost her halo. His jaw was tight, his eyes burning with something I couldn’t name guilt, maybe fear. “Rita…” he began, his voice rough. She looked up at him with those big, watery eyes. And I swear, if she pulled out a violin, I would’ve thrown it out the window. Then… the drama of all dramas she dropped to her knees. “Please, Dan,” she sobbed, clutching his hands like her life depended on it. “Please don’t reject me! I can’t lose you!” I rolled my eyes. “Oh, give me a break—” Then she screamed it. “I’m pregnant!” The room froze. Like actual froze because I can’t feel myself moving. Even my brain just… stopped working. Dan stared at her like someone had punched the air out of his chest. “What?” he whispered. I blinked, then laughed the kind of laugh that sounds more like a breakdown. “Of course you are. Of course you are! Wow, the Moon Goddess is really working overtime, huh?” Dan turned to me, pale as a ghost. “Kiki, I swear, I didn’t—” “Save it,” I cut in, my voice trembling now. “You didn’t what? You didn’t plan it? You didn’t mean to betray me? You didn’t mean to get your mate pregnant two weeks after she arrived?” Every damn thing happening in my life feels so cliche… it was like those crazy books you read on W******l that you can already predict what will happen next. So imagining the next scene of Dan feeling so guilty that he falls for his innocent mate and will be like it not you… it me~~~~ Gosh I can’t do this…. They both make me want to throw up.KIKI——“I have been looking everywhere for you.”The voice hits me before the scent does and my body reacts before my mind can catch up. I turn and there he is. Luca. Standing at the edge of the garden like he owns the air, the ground, and apparently my peace of mind.He closes the distance in three long strides and before I can step back he pulls me into his arms and presses a kiss to my forehead.Again.What is this man’s obsession with my forehead I think, stiff in his hold while my heart betrays me by speeding up like it has a mind of its own.His arms are warm and solid and entirely too secure. It feels dangerous how easily he fits around me, like my body recognizes something my head refuses to accept.I glance sideways and see Gabby frozen a few steps away pretending she does not exist.Luca looks at her once.Just once.She bows so fast I almost miss it and disappears like she was never here.Of course she does.“I asked you to rest,” he says, his voice low and controlled like
KIKI —— I can hear my own heartbeat. It is loud. Too loud. Like it is trying to remind me that I am still here even though everything else has quietly walked away. Each thump lands in my chest and whispers the same ugly truth. I am alone. I have a sister. Yes. But she has a life. A mate. Children. Chaos that belongs to her. I know she already went back to them because that is what people do when they still have something waiting for them. I have a mother too. A mother who lives inside her own thoughts and walls and disappointments. A mother I chose Dan over. That choice still sits on my tongue bitter and heavy. This room scares me. Not in a dramatic monster under the bed way but in a slow sinking kind of terror. The kind that creeps into your bones and refuses to leave. It is too big. Too quiet. Too polished. Nothing here knows me. Nothing here belongs to me. The walls look like they were built for someone important. Someone strong. Someone who knows where she stands. I am none
LUCA—-“Coward,” I murmured as I watched him run off with his mate like the ground beneath his feet was on fire.Dan Kane did not look back. Not once. He grabbed Rita and left as if the walls themselves might swallow him if he stayed a second longer. An Alpha who runs is already finished. He just has not accepted it yet.I turned away and helped my mate toward the room Stella prepared for her before she left. Stella did not miss details. The colors were soft. The space calm. Everything arranged to feel safe even if Kiki herself did not believe in safety anymore. She walked slowly, quietly, like someone still deciding whether the world deserved her trust.After what I did to that coward, I expected nothing less than panic and retreat.I denied his pack access to resources. Food supply channels shut down overnight. Security agreements with neighboring packs were quietly withdrawn. Every Alpha who promised protection suddenly remembered urgent reasons to stay neutral. Anyone who dared h
KIKI —- This pack house looks different from where use to be my home, it was bigger, four times bigger even. The moment I step inside I know nothing here belongs to me. Dan was already sited, so was his beloved Rita. But the Dan sited on that cushion was different from two weeks back. He looks like life chewed him up, spat him out, then stepped on him for good measure. His shoulders are slumped. His eyes land on me with something resentful in them and it makes my stomach twist because I do not understand why he looks angry. I am the one who lost my babies and betrayed. I am the one whose marriage shattered. Yet he looks like I stole something from him. Then my eyes drift to Rita. And I freeze. Her belly is showing. Not huge. Just enough to be impossible to miss. A soft round curve pressing against her dress like it has always been there. My brain stalls. Two weeks. I was gone for two damn weeks and she’s already showing, what a joke. I stare at her stomach like it m
KIKI—-Two weeks.Two long strange messy unbelievable weeks since Stella stood in my face and told me my husband… no my ex wanted me dead. I still refuse to believe that lie because Dan would never want to take my life regardless of whatever happened between us. That truth sits inside me like a stubborn stone that refuses to crack.And it has also been two weeks since I have been stuck in this hospital room and Alpha King who I now call by his name, Luca. I say that name smoother now because he forced it into my mouth with steady patience. He insisted each day until it stopped feeling like a title and started sounding like a person. He has been sweet in a way that annoys me. Patient in a way that makes me want to scream. Gentle in a way that pushes my walls without breaking them. He tolerates all my insults with a calmness that should not exist in someone who carries that much power.Which he does because of the bond. The thing that ties mates until they breathe the same way and thi
KIKI —— I watch Stella shut the door behind her the moment she step in, and with the way she shut the door I knew right away, I was definitely in for questioning. She crossed her arms like she was preparing to interview a criminal and not her half-dead sister who could barely stand an hour ago. “Why did you get yourself discharged from the hospital in the first place when you knew your body was not strong enough.” Her voice came out tight, low, controlled, the way she only ever talked when she was worried sick and trying not to sound like our mother. “I am serious, Kiks. What possessed you. You scared the hell out of me.” I sat on my bed with so much effort with the drip still stuck on me, and I could feel my legs were already shaking again. “I told you. Tia said I was strong enough to go home. She checked everything. My heart rate. My vitals. She said I just needed rest.” “Did she said anything about your wolf surfacing hit you like a brick wall,” Stella shot back. “So how i







