Mag-log inKiki
———- Looking at my already packed bag I don’t even know where the fuck to go, I don’t really have a good relationship with my mother because I chose to go against her god… the moon goddess. The only person that will accommodate and has the ability to keep Dan away from me was my big sister. I stared at my phone like it was some kind of venomous snake. Call her, don’t call her. Call her, don’t… ugh. After about thirty minutes of pacing and swearing at myself, I finally hit “dial.” “Hello?” came that soft, commanding voice I hadn’t heard in months. My sister. Luna Stella of the Southern Pack. My perfect, bossy, terrifying sister. “Stella,” I said, trying to sound casual and failing miserably. “Hey… uh, it’s me.” “Kiki? Oh, Moon. What did you do this time?” See? That tone right there. Judgment mixed with affection. The kind of voice that made me want to confess and punch a pillow at the same time. “I didn’t do anything,” I said quickly. “I just… wanted to come stay with you for a bit.” A pause. A long one. I could practically hear her raising a perfectly shaped eyebrow through the phone. “You? Stay with me? Voluntarily? Did Dan finally cheat or die?” I bit my lip. “…the first one.” “Oh, that useless man!” she snapped so loudly I almost dropped the phone. “I knew it! I told you he wasn’t reliable! But nooo, you said love conquers all. You even called me crazy for letting the Moon Goddess choose my mate!” I sighed, dragging a hand down my face. “Stella, this isn’t the time to say I told you so.” She laughed. “Oh, it absolutely is.” Then her tone softened. “Alright, tell me everything.” So I did. The fated mate. The silence. The betrayal. The Moon Goddess probably giggling somewhere while my life fell apart. When I said I wanted a divorce, she didn’t gasp or panic like I expected. Instead, she said, “Good. About time. Now listen if you’ve really made up your mind, pack your bags. You’re coming here.” “I already did,” I muttered, glancing at the half-zipped bag by the door. “That’s my girl. I’ll send someone to pick you up. You’ll be safe here, Dan’s pack wouldn’t dare step foot on Southern territory.” Her voice turned sly. “And Kiki… bring comfortable clothes. My husband’s Beta is single, and the last time I checked, he’s allergic to heartbreak and attracted to trouble.” I choked on my own breath. “Stella!” “What? You need distraction. Also, revenge looks better with lipstick and new company.” Despite myself, I laughed that bitter, shaky kind of laugh that comes after too many tears. “You’re still insane.” “Correction,” she said smugly. “I’m happily mated and emotionally stable. Unlike you, disaster child.” “Wow, love that for me,” I deadpanned. “You’re really lifting my spirits.” She chuckled. “Good. Be ready by morning. I’ll handle the rest.” The line clicked dead, leaving me staring at my reflection in the dark screen. For the first time in days, I felt something other than pain a tiny spark of relief. A promise of escape. Maybe the Moon Goddess wasn’t laughing anymore. Maybe she was watching waiting to see what I’d do next. “Well, Goddess,” I whispered. “Watch closely. I’m not done yet.” I made an arrangements to meet Dan to dissolve our bond, since he never picked up my calls. The Beta said Dan was still at the hospital. So i went there myself. When i reached the pack hospital, my heart twisted. The Luna Ward, the one that once belonged to me now had a new name on the door. Rita. Like what the actual fuck… I was still married to him, why will he do this. I stared at it for a long moment, my smile trembling, bitter and sharp. “The Luna Ward, huh?” I muttered. “Guess they replaced the title faster than they replaced the sheets.” Inside, i saw Dan sitting by Rita’s bedside, holding her hand like it was the most sacred thing in the world. I swallowed the scream clawing its way up my throat. I turned to leave before he could notice me. But just as i reached the door, Dan’s voice broke the air quiet, stunned. “Kiki?” I didn’t turn around. “Don’t worry,” i said, voice steady but shaking inside. “I won’t stay long. Just came to return what’s yours.” I slipped the small gold ring the one that used to mean forever on the table beside him. Dan’s grabbed my hand as he stand up and said “I can’t lose you, Kiki. I love you. Please don’t make this harder.” He looked so damn sincere. Like the kind of man who could cheat, lie, and still make you want to bake him cookies. “Then prove it,” I said. My voice was calm, deadly calm. “Reject her. Right here, right now.” His eyes widened. “Kiki—” “No,” I snapped. “You said you’re only taking care of her because of the bond, right? Then reject her. If you do that, I’ll give you another chance.” He blinked at me like I’d just asked him to burn down his own house. “Don’t look at me like that,” I added, crossing my arms. “I already checked with the doctor. She won’t die from it. She’s fine, healthy, and full of manipulative energy.” Silence. The kind of silence that makes your ears ring. Dan turned slowly toward Rita, who sat on the hospital bed looking like a saint who’d lost her halo. His jaw was tight, his eyes burning with something I couldn’t name guilt, maybe fear. “Rita…” he began, his voice rough. She looked up at him with those big, watery eyes. And I swear, if she pulled out a violin, I would’ve thrown it out the window. Then… the drama of all dramas she dropped to her knees. “Please, Dan,” she sobbed, clutching his hands like her life depended on it. “Please don’t reject me! I can’t lose you!” I rolled my eyes. “Oh, give me a break—” Then she screamed it. “I’m pregnant!” The room froze. Like actual froze because I can’t feel myself moving. Even my brain just… stopped working. Dan stared at her like someone had punched the air out of his chest. “What?” he whispered. I blinked, then laughed the kind of laugh that sounds more like a breakdown. “Of course you are. Of course you are! Wow, the Moon Goddess is really working overtime, huh?” Dan turned to me, pale as a ghost. “Kiki, I swear, I didn’t—” “Save it,” I cut in, my voice trembling now. “You didn’t what? You didn’t plan it? You didn’t mean to betray me? You didn’t mean to get your mate pregnant two weeks after she arrived?” Every damn thing happening in my life feels so cliche… it was like those crazy books you read on W******l that you can already predict what will happen next. So imagining the next scene of Dan feeling so guilty that he falls for his innocent mate and will be like it not you… it me~~~~ Gosh I can’t do this…. They both make me want to throw up.Luca—-“She’s different,” my wolf said in my head, and for once, I didn’t argue, not even a little, because there was no point pretending when the truth was standing right in front of me, breathing softly, peacefully, curled up on my bed like she belonged there, like she had always belonged there, and I found myself just standing there for a moment, watching her, taking her in, trying to understand how someone who walked into my life as a target had somehow turned into the one person I couldn’t look away from.Having her wolf back changed everything, and I mean everything, because it wasn’t just about power or strategy anymore, it was the way she carried herself now, the way she looked at me, the way she responded to me, the way she felt the bond fully, the spark that had been missing before now alive and burning between us like it had been waiting for the right moment to explode, and I couldn’t lie, it was addictive, dangerously addictive, because now every touch meant something, ev
Kiki—-As soon as we left Luca’s office, there was this quiet, almost electric tension between us, like the world had shrunk down to just the two of us and my wolf vibrating in my chest, reminding me how much power I had but also how safe I felt when he was near, and I couldn’t help the way my fingers found his hand, lacing them together without thinking.The spark was like fire work. The first time I felt this when we first met.‘Girl you are about to moan from the spark’ my wolf teased.‘How come I can only feel the spark now’ I asked instead.‘Because am no longer hiding’ my wolf saidThis made my racing thoughts slow down just a little as we walked toward the living area where Tia and the kids were, but I wasn’t ready to face anyone else yet, I just wanted to feel him, to have him close, and I felt him squeeze my hand, his thumb brushing against mine, and I realized how much I wanted this. The quiet connection, the sense that no matter what storms were coming, we’d weather them
Kiki—- ‘That was close’ my wolf said, her voice tight and teasing in my head. I can’t believe I almost let him know… almost let Luca know that my wolf is here and that I can do more than just… sense things. The truth about my mind reading ability, the depth of it, it’s something I’ve been hiding for a reason. If he knew too soon, everything could go sideways.I swallowed hard, still feeling the tension from earlier, and the moment the car stopped at my new home, I bolted straight to my room, ignoring the familiar sounds of Tia with the kids in the living area. I didn’t need distractions right now. My heart was still pounding from the drive, my mind spinning with all the revelations. The only thing I could focus on was Luca. I needed him on board with me, not just emotionally, not just because he’s my mate, but strategically. If we’re going to handle what’s coming and I know it’s coming the only way is to tell him about my wolf.“That’s right,” my wolf whispered in my mind, calm
Luca—-“Firecracker, you need to stop crying,” I said for what felt like the fifth time since we drove off that packhouse, my hands gripping hers on the seat, trying to calm her down but failing. I don’t understand what just happened there. I don’t understand why she suddenly broke down like that, why her whole body went stiff, why her face looked like someone just tore her world apart. But one thing I knew for sure. I wasn’t letting that boy man off. Not ever.“He killed them, Luca.” she finally said, her voice small, like it hurt her to even form the words. My head snapped toward her, confusion and panic rising instantly.“Baby, what do you mean by “kill them”? Who did he kill?” I asked, trying to stay calm even though my chest felt like it was about to explode.“He killed Stella and her whole pack” she said, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.“Wait… what? Firecracker, there is no way he would admit to that, my love. Stop making things up” I said, trying to be sensib
Dan—-Okay… what the hell was that.I stood there for a few seconds after they left, just staring at the door like it was going to open again and explain whatever just happened, because there is no way that whole scene made any kind of sense in a normal world, and I don’t care how much drama I’ve seen in my life, that right there was on another level entirely.One minute she walks into my office looking all calm and collected, asking me straight up if I killed her sister like she was already sure of it, and the next minute she storms out crying like some emotional queen who just remembered she has feelings again.I ran my hand through my hair, exhaling slowly as the irritation settled in my chest.“Okay… that was melodramatic,” I muttered under my breath, shaking my head. “I won’t even lie… what the fuck.”Because honestly…What was that.One second she’s accusing me of murder like I’m some kind of villain in her story, and the next she’s acting like she’s the one who got hurt the mo
Kiki—-“I don’t appreciate you coming into my pack and accusing me of murder.”Dan’s voice came out sharp, loud, almost defensive, like he was trying too hard to sound offended instead of threatened, and if I didn’t have access to his thoughts right now I might have believed him, I might have second guessed myself again, I might have stood there wondering if I was pushing too far too fast.But I heard him.Every single word he didn’t say out loud.“Did that monster turn on me… he was the one who murdered them… he won’t turn on me right… but then again the attacks my pack has had over the past few days can’t be explained either…”My heart dropped.Not in that soft, emotional way.No.This one felt heavy.Cold.Like something just settled into place in the worst way possible.Because that right there…That thought…That slip…It confirmed everything.He knows something. He is involved. Maybe not fully. Maybe not the one pulling the strings.But he is not innocent. Not even close. And t
KIKI——Luca takes my hand like it is the most natural thing in the world and for a second I consider biting him just to feel in control again.Instead I let him lead me outside.Big mistake.Because the place he brings me to is… ridiculous. Soft lights strung between tall trees. Water flowing some
LUCA—-The way I explained the whole date thing to Kingsley was clean. Logical. Almost noble. Anyone listening would think I was acting out of love or patience or some sudden emotional growth.The truthHe would never suspect the real reason behind my decision.There was too much happening at once
LUCA—-I still cannot believe she actually tried to reject me.Reject me.The thought circles my head like a blade that refuses to dull. I am the Alpha King and yet she looked at me with fire in her eyes and said my name like it was something she could walk away from. Like I was optional. Like fat
KIKI —— I can hear my own heartbeat. It is loud. Too loud. Like it is trying to remind me that I am still here even though everything else has quietly walked away. Each thump lands in my chest and whispers the same ugly truth. I am alone. I have a sister. Yes. But she has a life. A mate. Childr







