Mag-log inKiki
———- Looking at my already packed bag I don’t even know where the fuck to go, I don’t really have a good relationship with my mother because I chose to go against her god… the moon goddess. The only person that will accommodate and has the ability to keep Dan away from me was my big sister. I stared at my phone like it was some kind of venomous snake. Call her, don’t call her. Call her, don’t… ugh. After about thirty minutes of pacing and swearing at myself, I finally hit “dial.” “Hello?” came that soft, commanding voice I hadn’t heard in months. My sister. Luna Stella of the Southern Pack. My perfect, bossy, terrifying sister. “Stella,” I said, trying to sound casual and failing miserably. “Hey… uh, it’s me.” “Kiki? Oh, Moon. What did you do this time?” See? That tone right there. Judgment mixed with affection. The kind of voice that made me want to confess and punch a pillow at the same time. “I didn’t do anything,” I said quickly. “I just… wanted to come stay with you for a bit.” A pause. A long one. I could practically hear her raising a perfectly shaped eyebrow through the phone. “You? Stay with me? Voluntarily? Did Dan finally cheat or die?” I bit my lip. “…the first one.” “Oh, that useless man!” she snapped so loudly I almost dropped the phone. “I knew it! I told you he wasn’t reliable! But nooo, you said love conquers all. You even called me crazy for letting the Moon Goddess choose my mate!” I sighed, dragging a hand down my face. “Stella, this isn’t the time to say I told you so.” She laughed. “Oh, it absolutely is.” Then her tone softened. “Alright, tell me everything.” So I did. The fated mate. The silence. The betrayal. The Moon Goddess probably giggling somewhere while my life fell apart. When I said I wanted a divorce, she didn’t gasp or panic like I expected. Instead, she said, “Good. About time. Now listen if you’ve really made up your mind, pack your bags. You’re coming here.” “I already did,” I muttered, glancing at the half-zipped bag by the door. “That’s my girl. I’ll send someone to pick you up. You’ll be safe here, Dan’s pack wouldn’t dare step foot on Southern territory.” Her voice turned sly. “And Kiki… bring comfortable clothes. My husband’s Beta is single, and the last time I checked, he’s allergic to heartbreak and attracted to trouble.” I choked on my own breath. “Stella!” “What? You need distraction. Also, revenge looks better with lipstick and new company.” Despite myself, I laughed that bitter, shaky kind of laugh that comes after too many tears. “You’re still insane.” “Correction,” she said smugly. “I’m happily mated and emotionally stable. Unlike you, disaster child.” “Wow, love that for me,” I deadpanned. “You’re really lifting my spirits.” She chuckled. “Good. Be ready by morning. I’ll handle the rest.” The line clicked dead, leaving me staring at my reflection in the dark screen. For the first time in days, I felt something other than pain a tiny spark of relief. A promise of escape. Maybe the Moon Goddess wasn’t laughing anymore. Maybe she was watching waiting to see what I’d do next. “Well, Goddess,” I whispered. “Watch closely. I’m not done yet.” I made an arrangements to meet Dan to dissolve our bond, since he never picked up my calls. The Beta said Dan was still at the hospital. So i went there myself. When i reached the pack hospital, my heart twisted. The Luna Ward, the one that once belonged to me now had a new name on the door. Rita. Like what the actual fuck… I was still married to him, why will he do this. I stared at it for a long moment, my smile trembling, bitter and sharp. “The Luna Ward, huh?” I muttered. “Guess they replaced the title faster than they replaced the sheets.” Inside, i saw Dan sitting by Rita’s bedside, holding her hand like it was the most sacred thing in the world. I swallowed the scream clawing its way up my throat. I turned to leave before he could notice me. But just as i reached the door, Dan’s voice broke the air quiet, stunned. “Kiki?” I didn’t turn around. “Don’t worry,” i said, voice steady but shaking inside. “I won’t stay long. Just came to return what’s yours.” I slipped the small gold ring the one that used to mean forever on the table beside him. Dan’s grabbed my hand as he stand up and said “I can’t lose you, Kiki. I love you. Please don’t make this harder.” He looked so damn sincere. Like the kind of man who could cheat, lie, and still make you want to bake him cookies. “Then prove it,” I said. My voice was calm, deadly calm. “Reject her. Right here, right now.” His eyes widened. “Kiki—” “No,” I snapped. “You said you’re only taking care of her because of the bond, right? Then reject her. If you do that, I’ll give you another chance.” He blinked at me like I’d just asked him to burn down his own house. “Don’t look at me like that,” I added, crossing my arms. “I already checked with the doctor. She won’t die from it. She’s fine, healthy, and full of manipulative energy.” Silence. The kind of silence that makes your ears ring. Dan turned slowly toward Rita, who sat on the hospital bed looking like a saint who’d lost her halo. His jaw was tight, his eyes burning with something I couldn’t name guilt, maybe fear. “Rita…” he began, his voice rough. She looked up at him with those big, watery eyes. And I swear, if she pulled out a violin, I would’ve thrown it out the window. Then… the drama of all dramas she dropped to her knees. “Please, Dan,” she sobbed, clutching his hands like her life depended on it. “Please don’t reject me! I can’t lose you!” I rolled my eyes. “Oh, give me a break—” Then she screamed it. “I’m pregnant!” The room froze. Like actual froze because I can’t feel myself moving. Even my brain just… stopped working. Dan stared at her like someone had punched the air out of his chest. “What?” he whispered. I blinked, then laughed the kind of laugh that sounds more like a breakdown. “Of course you are. Of course you are! Wow, the Moon Goddess is really working overtime, huh?” Dan turned to me, pale as a ghost. “Kiki, I swear, I didn’t—” “Save it,” I cut in, my voice trembling now. “You didn’t what? You didn’t plan it? You didn’t mean to betray me? You didn’t mean to get your mate pregnant two weeks after she arrived?” Every damn thing happening in my life feels so cliche… it was like those crazy books you read on W******l that you can already predict what will happen next. So imagining the next scene of Dan feeling so guilty that he falls for his innocent mate and will be like it not you… it me~~~~ Gosh I can’t do this…. They both make me want to throw up.Kiki----Once upon a time, I lost two babies.I remember the emptiness like it lived inside my bones. I remember how I blamed everything, even the moon goddess, like she personally sat somewhere watching me fall apart and decided I was strong enough to survive it.I wasn’t.Not then.I was just broken in a way I didn’t know how to explain to anyone without sounding like I was losing my mind.And now…Now I am sitting here watching three tiny lives sleep peacefully like the world never dared to touch them in a cruel way.Three.Like the universe heard every silent scream I ever made and decided to answer it all at once.I sit in the middle of the Luna Queen ritual hall, dressed in white that feels softer than anything I have ever worn in my life. The entire pack is gathered around, not in chaos, not in fear, but in celebration. Music flows through the space, slow and warm, like the air itself is finally breathing again after years of holding its breath.Luca stands beside me the entir
Luca----One moment I was sitting there praying like a man who had nothing left to give, begging whatever higher power was listening to let her open her eyes again, and the next moment I am staring at three tiny bundles of life that came out of her like she had just rewritten the meaning of existence.My firecracker. The woman I almost lost in every possible way a man can lose someone. And now she is here again.Breathing.Weak.And she just gave me three children without even warning me first.I don’t even realize I am crying until I feel it drop onto my hand where I am still holding hers. I quickly wipe my face with my free hand like it will fix anything, but it doesn’t. Nothing fixes this feeling. Not even control. Not even power. Not even being an Alpha King.Because right now I am not an Alpha King.I am just a man sitting beside the woman he loves, looking at three tiny wolves who somehow came from us.My throat feels tight as I look down again.Three.Not one.Not two.Three.
Kiki----Waking up felt like drowning in a place that had no water.My body came back to me in pieces first, like my mind woke up before everything else remembered how to follow. There was noise around me, voices blending together, something soft under my back, something warm holding my hand so tightly it almost hurt.Then the pain hit. Not a warning. Not something I could prepare for. Just a sudden violent wave that pulled every thought out of my head at once and replaced it with pure instinct to survive whatever was happening inside me.My eyes snapped open fully.The room came into focus slowly, like the world was still deciding if I deserved to see it again. White walls. Familiar scents. The pack healing wing. And then faces moving too fast around me.Luca.He was there immediately.Right beside me.His grip on my hand tightened instantly the moment my eyes met his, like he had been holding his breath for months and finally remembered how to exhale.“Kiki…” his voice came out rou
Luca----It has been five fucking months since the war ended.Five months since Kiki turned the battlefield into something that looked like the gods had finally decided to step in and pick a side.Five months since she saved everyone.And five months since she stopped waking up.She has been lying in that bed the entire time, trapped somewhere between life and silence, her body refusing to move like it forgot how to return to me. The healers keep coming in with different theories, different potions, different hopeful faces that slowly collapse the moment they check her vitals. Nobody says it directly anymore, but I hear it in their pauses, in the way they avoid looking at me too long, in the way they walk out slower each time like they are carrying defeat in their pockets.They are losing her.And I am losing my mind trying to act like I am not.I sit beside her bed again, same place I have been sitting for months, like my body decided this is where it belongs even if the rest of me
Luca----I have seen wars before.I have seen packs burn to the ground while children screamed for parents that would never answer them again. I have watched rogues rip warriors apart like animals fighting over meat. I have seen power destroy kingdoms and greed turn alphas into monsters.But nothing in my entire fucking life prepared me for what I witnessed tonight.Because whatever happened to Kiki out there on that battlefield…That was not normal wolf power.That was something ancient.Something terrifying.And the craziest part?She had no idea how dangerous she truly was.The battle was already chaos before she transformed completely. Vampires were everywhere, moving faster than anything we had faced before, their dark magic tearing through the battlefield while my warriors struggled to keep formation. Even with my mother reinforcing the shield, cracks had already started spreading through it, glowing silver lines breaking apart little by little while vampire fire rained down fr
Kiki----If someone had told me months ago that I would one day stand in the middle of a battlefield covered in blood while killing creatures that looked like nightmares dragged out from hell itself, I would have laughed in their face and called them insane. Back then my biggest problems were surviving heartbreak, trying not to drown in my own grief, and pretending my life still made sense after losing everything that once mattered to me.Now?Now I stood in the center of war with blood dripping from my fingers while my wolf begged for violence inside my head.And the terrifying part was that I understood her.The battlefield around me looked like the end of the world. The sky above the pack had turned completely red from vampire fire and dark magic, thick smoke swallowing the moon until the night itself looked cursed. The ground shook every few seconds from explosions of power, warriors crashing into vampires, claws tearing through flesh, screams ripping through the air from every d







