"You're the one who wanted this, not me!"
"Yeah? Well she's MY fiancé. I don't give a shit!"
"Fuck off!"
"She's not yours, she's not yours, and she's not anyone else's, MINE, and I can do whatever the hell I please!"
And it keeps going from there. I cover my ears with a pillow to lessen the sound of his constant screaming and it worked like a charm.
The next morning, I wake up to the sound of someone calling my name. I know that voice all too well.
"Kyla, wake up." Vixen says, sounding pissed.
I sit up and I rub my eyes softly.
"What's going on? What time is it?" I ask.
"Get up and get dressed. I'm taking you to school." he says.
My eyes widen in surprise.
Last year, I finished high school, I got accepted into a university, but I couldn't go because my father wouldn't allow it. He said college was for girls who had brains and that I wasn't the lucky few of them. Why am I going now?
"I don't go to school." I respond.
"Well today you do. So get ready. I won't ask again." he says, irritated.
He turns around and I flinch softly at the slight movement. He stops and turns to look at me up and down, then he leaves. I exhale and I get up and I start to get dressed. I guess this is it.
I guess I'm going to school.
When I walk downstairs, I find a book-bag filled with books and other supplies and I look around before picking it up, smiling. Underneath it, sits a note.
Enjoy your first day, darling. ~ Daxine
"Thanks Daxine." I say quietly.
"Let's go." suddenly says Vixen, his deep voice making me jump.
He walks out in front of me and goes to his car, and I join him, getting in the passenger seat. On the way to the university, the ride's quiet until Vixen breaks the silence.
"I've taken notice to the fact that you're always flinching at me. Care to tell me why?" he says.
"No." I respond.
"I wasn't really asking." he says sternly.
I hesitate and he sighs and throws his head back.
"If you're going to be my wife I should know something about you." he says, looking over to me.
"I'm.... I'm not comfortable sharing it with you." I say, preparing for the worst.
Instead of the worst, I get a shoulder shrug and a "whatever.", and the ride continues silent until we reach the parking lot of the university.
"Let's go. I don't have all day. I need to go to work." he says tiredly.
I get out and we walk to the front office with my bags in my hand. We're greeted by a woman with a smile on her face and her hair tied up as she introduces us.
"Welcome to our university, what can I do for you?" she asks cheekily.
"Can you put her in?" Vixen asks, pointing to me.
"Has she put in an application here?" the woman asks.
Vixen stays quiet, giving me permission to speak.
"Um.. yes ma'am. I enrolled early, I did it my senior year, last year?" I say.
"Let me see here." she says, typing on her computer. "And what's your name, darling?" she asks me.
"Kyla. Kyla-"
"Augestine! Oh, it's a pleasure to have you here! I was so excited when you accepted our offer. You're a smart girl, we're happy to have you. I'll print off a schedule and put you in the system to go here. Thank you very much!" she says, shaking my hand.
"And from now on, she'll go by Kyla Reed." Vixen interjects.
The woman looks from him to me and smiles.
"No problem!" she says.
"I'll be here at 4:30. And don't keep me waiting. I'm not a patient man." he says.
I walk off and I take a look at my schedule. The first class I go to is Calculus, so I ask my way around and I eventually make it. I take a seat and a minute or two later, I hear someone whispering to me.
"Psst!" she signals. "Hey, you!" she whispers.
I look up and around until I see a girl waving at me.
"Did you need something?" I ask.
"Your name? Mine is Lyilah. Lyilah Standoff. I'm a first year. You?" she says, holding out her hand."
I take her hand and I shake it, smiling warmly at her.
"Kyla Augestine." I reply.
"Let me see your schedule." says Lyilah. I hand it to her and she smiles brightly. "We have all of the same classes! Wanna be friends?" she asks, raising her eyebrow at me.
"Sure. I'd like that." I say, smiling.
My phone pings with a text, so I open it and it's from Vixen.
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*All the Spanish I use in this book comes from g****e translate so if there are any errors that you recognize, kindly let me know. Thank you!*
---The first couple of minutes is Vixen cursing and mumbling under his breath. He sighs and looks over to me. "What happened?" he asks, still pissed.
"I don't know," I reply. "I was waiting for you outside and then that guy bumped into me and started touching me everywhere." I say reluctantly.
He doesn't say anything, he just keeps his eyes on the road, but I can see the anger building up inside him. He raises his fist and I could swear I made a whimpering sound. I turn away and I look at the window as Vixen gets quiet.
"Kyla." he says, his cold, hard mask still intact. I look at him, not saying anything, and he shifts in his seat, well aware of why I reacted that way. "Who did it?" he asks.
I look down at my hands and I don't reply.
"Was it those assholes at the university?" he asks, genuinely concerned. "Kyla?" he says, his fingers brushing against my arm. I jump at his contact and suddenly a tear falls from my eyes. "God." he says as I begin to cry.
I can tell he's not used to emotion.
"You don't have to tell me." he says. He looks back at the road and doesn't say anything the rest of the ride.
When we arrive at the house, Daxine sees me and hugs me. "How was your first day sweetheart?" she asks sincerely.
"A couple of frats tried getting in her panties in broad daylight and everyone around was gonna let it happen. How's that sound?" Vixen says, obviously still pissed.
"Oh honey. I'm so sorry. You're a very beautiful girl, but that shouldn't give them a reason to take advantage of you. I'm horribly sorry." Daxine sympathizes.
I give her a warm smile and I nod my head. I turn around to go upstairs and a loud voice interrupts me.
"When you walk in, you should always speak to the man of the house, girl." Vixen's dad, says.
I turn around to look at him. "I thought that was Vixen?" I say, confused.
His laughter booms throughout the house, making me jump slightly.
"Are you stupid? I'm the man of the house. How can Vixen marry someone so disrespectful?" he says, yelling as he grabs my arm.
"Finn." I hear Vixen say, as he walks up to his father.
"Where are your manners, Vixen?" his father replies, quickly letting me go.
"I won't have any until you have some for her. Let's not step too far out of line. Let's also not forget that you're the one who arranged this shit. I didn't choose this. No matter how bad I hate this situation, she's still my fiancé, and I demand that you treat her as such. If you call her out of her name or touch her again, I'll make sure you don't have a tongue or fingers to touch or say anything else again." he says with a menacing tone.
His father's embarrassed as he stands there. Vixen looks at me for a second and turn around and walks toward the door.
"I have a meeting to attend, vuelvo enseguida."
[ i'll be back. ] he says looking at his mother.I turn around and I go upstairs to do my homework. Hours later, the maid comes upstairs to let me know dinner's ready and as we walk downstairs, we talk.
"What can I call you?" I ask.
"Just call me the maid." she says, carefully leading me downstairs.
"What's your name? I just want to refer to you as that. I don't want to be rude." I insist.
"It's quite alright ma'am." she replies.
"Please?" I ask again.
She looks at me and sighs.
"You can call me Cindy." she says.
"Cindy. Well thank you for taking care of me, Cindy." I say, making her blush.
I sit at the table and dinner isn't served yet so I look around and I see that Vixen isn't at the table. "Where's Vixen?" I ask.
"He's your husband, not ours." Finn says.
"Enough, Finn. Vixen's already warned you, and you know how he gets. He won't hesitate." Daxine says.
What does she mean "He won't hesitate" ? I grew up in a mafia too, and that doesn't sound too good.
"Could you go and get him, darling? The food's gonna be cold by the time he gets down here." Daxine says.
I look up and I hesitate for a second. Then I give her a warm smile.
"Sure." I say.
I get up and I go upstairs checking every room. I come across an office that I assume is his based off of its dark color. I walk in with a knock on the door and his head lifts from the paperwork he's doing on his desk. He looks at me and his eyebrow shoots up.
"What is it?" he asks, still holding his pen in his hand, looking up at me with an arched eyebrow.
"Daxine wanted me to come and get you. Dinner's ready." I say, trying to avoid eye contact.
"I'll be down in a second." he says, and puts his head down.
"She says she doesn't want the food to get cold." I say, trying to get him up.
He sighs and looks from me to his paper and then he stands, putting his pen down. "I'm coming." Vixen says.
I turn around and I start downstairs, feeling nervous as he walks behind me. When we arrive in the dining area, the maids start to serve dinner. I glance up at Vixen, whose sitting across from me and he's messing with the rings on his fingers as he bites his lip in thought. I want to ask him what he's thinking about as I sit there, but I don't as I sit back and start to eat my food. When dinner is finished, I join Daxine in the kitchen.
"What's the matter sweetie?" she asks as she washes a plate.
"Nothing, I just wanted to help." I admit, picking up a dirty dish to wash.
"That's very kind, but I can do this." she says, smiling.
"It's okay. I can help."
I start helping her wash dishes and before I know it, we're finished. I go up to my room and I shut the door behind me as I walk over to my bed. When I lie down, I check the time and it's 10 o'clock. I start to drift off and then I hear my door open. I lift my head and I push my hair behind my ears, focusing on the figure in the doorway.
"Can I come in?" Vixen voice comes, as I turn on my lamp.
"Yeah. Come in." I say, bringing my knees to my chest to make room for him.
He sits at the foot of my bed and fidgets with his rings, looking down at his hands. "Are you alright?" he asks, messing with his rings and avoiding eye contact..
I look up at him and I realize what he's talking about.
"I'm fine, it was nothing." I say.
"No, it was something. I didn't like that. Seeing my... a woman being harassed like that. I may be ruthless but I still care, especially about someone I'm supposed to be marrying in God knows how long."
He shifts and looks me in the eyes.
"That ever happens again, or if anything you don't like happens at school, or here at home, you let me know, okay? I'd like for you to be comfortable."
I nod my head. "Okay. I will." I say, a small smile showing on my lips. Vixen's eyes fixate on them for a moment, then he shakes his head and closes his eyes, getting up.
"Goodnight." he says, walking away.
"Goodnight, Vixen." I say, smiling as he closes my door.
"Kyla, what's wrong?" I say, gripping her hands in mine.She looks down with her hand over her stomach, blood seeping through her fingers. "Baby, talk to me." I say, panicking.She falls to the floor and I catch her in my arms as she tries her hardest to breathe. Tears prick at my eyes as I watch the life drain out of her. I hear three gunshots ring out and I hear a body drop to the floor, but I never take my eyes off of my wife.I sit there, crying like a baby as I hold her in my arms, hugging her body against mine as I rock with her. She puts her bloody hands on my face as tears flow from her eyes."Baby, look at me. Look at me." she says, trying to smile through her tears. But I can't. I just can't."You're gonna be alright, I promise." I say, crying."Baby, I'm not gonna make it. I can.. I'm bleeding out too quickly, I.. I don't have a lot of time.." she says, rubbing my cheek with her thumb, wiping away my tears. "Take.. care of our babies, okay? Tell them.. tell them that I.. I
Kyla's POV:I wake up to Amber calling my name. Everyone else stands back as she sits on the bed, wrapping me in a hug as I wake up. "Hey hun." she says, smiling as she pulls away. She hands me an iced coffee and it doesn't taste like a regular iced coffee."What's in this?" I say, looking at the cup."Tequila." Riley says, sitting on the bed with me and Amber.I nearly choke, laughing. "Tequila?" I say, laughing."We want you to wake up feeling like the best bride in the world. So we gave you coffee-tequila." Amber says."Where's Mara?" I say, looking around."She's coming. She just called and said Vixen was awake. Just got up, she said." Amber says.I smile and I pick up my phone, dialing Vixen's number. As I talk to him, my heart flutters in my chest, knowing that this is the man I'm marrying."Anyway, I'll see you soon. I love you so much." he says. I can hear him smiling as he talks."I love you more, Mr. Reed." I say, hanging up.When I hang up we look at each other and all of u
Vixen's POV:As I sit in my office smoking a cigarette, stressed from the phone call I've just received, Kyla walks in, with a smile, immediately brightening my mood a little."Oh no. What's stressing you?" she says, her smile fading into frustration as she walks in and sits on my desk, crossing her arms."Nothing." I say, not wanting to burden her."Vixen, you only smoke when something's stressing you. It's never random." she says, arching her eyebrow, knowing I'm lying.I grab her hips and I pull her onto my lap, letting her straddle me and look into my eyes. I put out my cigarette and I sit back in my chair, looking up into her eyes. "What's wrong? Talk to me." I say, changing the subject. Ignoring the fact that I changed the subject, she shrugs and answers."Mom wants to keep the kids for tonight, tomorrow and the next day so we can have some time alone before and after our wedding day." she says."And you're asking me if that's okay?" I say, my eyebrow shooting up."Yeah.". She s
4 months later----"Oh my god, babe, guess what!" I say, squealing and shaking with excitement."What is it, love? Did your dress come in?" Vixen guesses."No, that's tomorrow. Guess again." I say, climbing onto his lap in anticipation."I dunno. Tell me." he says locking his fingers together behind my back, holding me in place as he grins at me."They're finally finished with the venue and setting up the wedding! Can you believe it?" I say, kissing him in excitement."No way." he says between kisses."Yes way. This is actually happening!" I say, rolling over and curling into a ball of happiness."I know. I actually can't believe it. We're getting married." he says, placing soft kisses on my lips."Yep. Three more days." I say, smiling hard, pulling his lips to mine as he climbs on top of me and in between my legs, laughing. Suddenly there's a knock on the door, pulling us apart."I'm going to the grocery store for the kids, you guys don't mind them coming, do you?" Kinsley, the baby
Kayno's the only one who doesn't get in the car right away. He all of a sudden pushes me and my calm demeanor quickly turns to anger as I push him back. He pushes me again and I jerk him up by his shirt. "What the hell is wrong with you, huh?!" I say, jerking him up further as I say it."No, what the hell is wrong with you, man!" he retorts, pushing himself from my grip."What the fuck are you talking about?!" I say, confused."You, man! In the club?! What was that?! Do you know you've just started a war with two families, Vixen?! Three including your own?! You're such an idiot, and it's all because of her!" he yells, pointing to Kyla as he looks into my eyes."Watch your fucking mouth. That's my wife." I say, squaring up to him."This marriage was supposed to be something that just happened. You were supposed to still be you, but that's not what she's done to you. No... marriage made you a fucking fool. You're signing off different shit and brushing different problems off your should
I walk downstairs, waiting for Amber and I look up and Vixen's looking at me with a stern glare. "What?" I say, looking back at him."You're not going out like that, are you?" he says, looking me up and down."Uhm.. yeah." I say, smiling."No. Take it off." he says, walking up to me."Why? What's the problem?""Look in the mirror." he says, pointing to the mirror.I step in front of the mirror hanging by the door, and I look at myself, shrugging. "I look fine." I say, laughing, while staring at myself."No. First of all, these." he says, walking up behind me and grabbing my boobs."Babe!" I say, giggling. "What's wrong with you?" I add."These shouldn't be visible." he says, pulling my dress up to cover them."Vixen, I look fine, stop it!" I say, still laughing."Now you're showing your ass." he says, looking at my ass and sighing, rubbing his forehead."Vixen, I'll be fine." I say, pulling my dress down and kissing him as he pulls me into him, firmly gripping my waists."Where are yo