LOGINVALENTINA
Dad was unusually quiet over dinner, his eyes flicking to me every few minutes like he was gearing up to say something but kept losing his nerve. Mom, on the other hand, looked like she’d just been handed front-row seats to Paris Fashion Week. When I finished eating, I waited for Dad’s nod to leave the table. I was itching to get back to the painting I’d started that morning. With the last week of my second semester officially behind me, I’d been pouring most of my free time into practicing my art. Finally, Dad cleared his throat. “We need to discuss something with you.” “Alright…” I said slowly. The last time a conversation started like this, he’d blindsided me with news about my fiancé running off with a prostitute. I’d been elated, but of course I couldn’t tell dad that. My mother had spent the entire week in tears, talking about how her enemies would never stop mocking her now. I’d just turned nineteen at the time, but apparently, having no fiancée was scandalous. “We’ve chosen a new husband for you.” “Oh.” The word slipped out before I could stop it. It wasn’t exactly shocking. I’d known this day would come sooner rather than later, but considering my age and the fact that I’d just started college, I’d naïvely hoped they might at least let me have a say in who I’d be tied to for life. “He’s an Underboss!” Mom announced, practically glowing with pride. My eyebrows shot up. Well, that explained her excitement. My late fiancé had only been the son of a Captain — respectable enough, but nothing worth bragging about in Mom’s eyes. I sifted through my mental roster of Underbosses, searching for one even remotely close to my age. I came up empty. “Who is it?” Dad’s gaze shifted to the table. “Adrian De Luca.” My lips parted in shock. Dad had mentioned his name more than once when he needed someone to unload business frustrations on. Mom tuned out anything that didn’t involve social events or designer labels. Adrian De Luca’s name had been circulating like wildfire these past few months. The most feared Underboss in the Chicago Mafia had “lost” his wife and was now left with two young children. The whispers surrounding her death were endless. Some claimed Adrian had flown into a rage and killed her himself; others insisted she’d withered away under his cold, controlling hand. A few even whispered she’d ended her own life to escape him. None of those rumors made me want to meet the man, let alone marry him. “Isn’t he a lot older than me?” I finally managed to ask. “Ten years,” Mom corrected briskly, her lips curling into a smile. “He’s in his prime, Valentina. You should be grateful.” “Why would he want to marry me?” I’d never met the man, he didn’t know anything about me either. And even worse, I didn’t know the first thing about raising children. “You’re a Romano. You know how beneficial the merging of two powerful families like ours could be.” Mom said. “What about college? I just started. I’m only in my second semester. How can I get married right now?” Mom looked at Dad in irritation. “I told you, didn’t I? You should’ve never let her go to college. It would only put ideas in her head.” Then she turned to me. “The women in our world do not bother themselves with college. Your ultimate goal should be creating a happy household.” I glanced at Dad and waited for him to disagree, but he kept his eyes fixed on his glass of wine. The last thing he’d ever said about Adrian De Luca was that the Boss had made him Underboss because they were cut from the same cloth — ruthless, merciless, and built like predators who always got their kill. And now he was handing me over to a man like that. “When?” I asked, my voice steady even though my stomach twisted. Judging by Mom’s glow, every last detail was probably already set in stone. “The day after your birthday,” she said without missing a beat. “I’m honestly surprised you waited until I was of legal age,” I said dryly. “It’s not like the Mafia’s known for following the law.” Mom’s mouth tightened. “You’d better lose that sharp tongue before you meet Adrian. A man like him won’t tolerate a disrespectful wife.” Beneath the table, my hands curled into fists. I had no doubt this marriage had been her idea from the start. She was forever scheming to push our family higher up in the ranks of the Chicago Mafia. She smiled like she’d just secured the crown jewel of her matchmaking career and rose from her seat. “I should start scouting venues before any of the other families snatch them up. This will be the wedding of the year.” She patted my cheek as if I were some prize winning show dog she’d just paraded in front of judges. When she caught the unimpressed look on my face, her smile faltered. “I’m not sure Adrian will appreciate that sulky attitude… or that hairstyle.” “She looks fine, Isabelle,” Dad said, his tone carrying a rare edge. “She looks pretty and young, but not refined or womanly,” Mom countered. “If Adrian wants a lady, maybe he should stop trying to marry a minor,” I muttered under my breath. Mom’s hand flew to her chest like I’d just stabbed her in the heart. Dad coughed, but the twitch of his lips betrayed his amusement. She wasn’t fooled. “You’d better talk some sense into your daughter,” she snapped, wagging a manicured finger at him. “You know Adrian. I’ve always told you to be stricter with her.” With that, she swished out of the room, her long skirt trailing behind her like the final word in an argument. Dad let out a slow sigh, his shoulders dipping as if the weight of the conversation was finally pressing on him. “Your mother only wants the best for you.” I gave him a flat look. “She wants what’s best for her place in the Mafia. How exactly is marrying me off to a ruthless old man supposed to be good for me?” “Come on,” he said, pushing back from the table. “Let’s take a walk in the garden.” I trailed after him, slipping my arm into his when he offered it. The heavy summer air wrapped around us the moment we stepped outside, warm and suffocating. “Adrian isn’t old, Valentina,” Dad said. “He’s thirty one.” I searched my mind for what men in that age range looked like, but I’d never paid much attention to them, at least, not the ones from our world. Wasn’t Rico, our Don, around that age? The thought made my stomach knot. My uncle was a very dangerous and unforgiving man. If Adrian was anything like him… What if he was some cruel, heavyset brute with dead eyes? I glanced up at Dad, hoping he’d give something away. His dark eyes softened. “Don’t look at me like I’ve betrayed you. Being Adrian De Luca’s wife isn’t as terrible as you think.” I narrowed my eyes. “Cruel. That’s what you called him once. Don’t you remember?” A flicker of guilt passed over his face. “To his enemies and to people who double cross him,” he said. “Not to you.” “How can you be sure? How did his wife suddenly die? How? What if he killed her? Or treated her so badly she chose the easy way out?” My voice cracked, and I forced in a breath to steady it. Dad brushed my bangs away from my face, his expression softening. “I’ve never seen you so frightened.” He exhaled heavily. “Rico swore to me that Adrian had nothing to do with Serena’s death.” I shot him a look. “Do you even trust Uncle Rico? You’ve told me yourself he’s been trying to tighten his grip on power.” “There’s a lot of things I shouldn’t have told you.” “And how can Uncle Rico be so sure? You know how it works. No one interferes in another man’s household, not even the Don.” Dad’s hands settled firmly on my shoulders. “Adrian won’t touch you if he knows what’s good for him.” We both knew those were just words. Once I was married, Dad would have no say over my fate. And the truth was, he wasn’t the kind of man to risk his life for a fight he couldn’t win. The Don trusted Adrian more than he ever trusted my father. If it came down to a choice between them… Dad wouldn’t last a day. “He’s coming to meet you tomorrow.” I froze, stepping back as if I’d been slapped. “What?”VALENTINA The boutique was too bright for a Saturday morning, all glossy white floors and gold accents that reflected the light in sharp, unforgiving angles. I stood at the counter with my mother’s claim ticket clutched between my fingers, trying to ignore the faint pressure building just behind my eyes. I hadn’t slept well. I rarely did anymore. The sales associate returned with a garment bag draped over her arm, offering a polite professional smile as she set it on the counter. “Mrs Romano’s jacket,” she said. “Freshly tailored. Would you like to inspect it?” I shook my head. “No, it’s fine.” The woman wrapped the receipt around the bag handle and slid it toward me. “Have a lovely day.” A lovely day. Sure. That sounded achievable. I picked up the jacket and turned toward the entrance, weaving between displays of winter accessories. My phone buzzed inside my coat pocket —pop once, twice, then almost continuously, vibrating against my thigh with a persistent urgency that ma
VALENTINA I stood at the entrance of the room I grew up in, and everything felt unfamiliar. The room didn’t feel like mine anymore. It looked the same with the soft lavender curtains, the framed ballet poster, and the little stack of books I never returned to the shelf after moving out, but somehow it felt like I was trespassing in a life I’d outgrown. My mother had moved half of her closet in here, and there was barely any space to move freely. I sat at the edge of the bed with my knees pulled up to my chest, wrapped in one of my old high-school sweatshirts. The sleeves still smelled faintly of detergent and my teenage years. It was nothing like the warm cedar scent of Adrian’s shirts that still lingered in my memory like a bruise I couldn’t stop pressing. I stared out the window and was met with sunlight, birds and a normal neighborhood. A normal life. But still, I felt nothing. Just emptiness. A hollow ringing in my chest that had settled there the moment I walked out of Adr
ADRIAN Stefan was already crying before I even had the chance to tell him no. “No, Daddy, please,” he sobbed, clutching his iPad to his chest as though the thing could disappear at any second. “I want to call her again.” His small shoulders trembled. His hair was sticking to his forehead, damp with tears, and his lower lip kept wobbling in that way that made him look younger than he actually was. “Stefan,” I said gently, crouching in front of him. “You already talked to Mommy today.” “But I want to talk again. She said I could call anytime,” he insisted, wiping his face with his sleeve. “I didn’t get to tell her about Milo’s new trick. Daddy, please.” He held the iPad tightly with both hands, arms locked like I might try to take it away. God. He had done this yesterday too. And the day before that. He called her, she answered for him and Sofia. But the second I tried to say a word, the screen went black. Every time. After leaving her countless calls and messages, she’d blocked
VALENTINA I didn’t remember turning on the water. I didn’t remember taking off my clothes, or stepping into the tub. All I remembered was red. Red on the steps. Red on my arm. Red painting the marble when her head hit the floor. It must’ve followed me here, because the bathwater was stained the same shade. I couldn’t tell where Serena stopped and where I began. I wrapped my arms around my legs and pulled my knees to my chest. My chin rested on top of them. I didn’t realize how cold the water had gotten until my teeth began tapping together, faintly, like two pieces of porcelain. I didn’t care. I didn’t bother to move, or to reach for the steaming tap, or to step out of the bath the way any sane, functioning adult would. I just sat there, staring blankly at the red swirl around me. It wasn’t even the bright, shocking red anymore. It had diluted into this murky watercolor— pinkish in some places, brownish in others— cloudy, like something spoiled. My skin was numb under it.
ADRIAN The car hadn’t even come to a full stop before I was out. The tires crunched over the gravel, the headlights cutting through the dark as the driver braked in the circular drive. My phone was still warm in my hand from the call that had wrenched me out of a boardroom in another country and thrown me onto a jet. I didn’t even remember the flight. Only Elia’s voice. “Sir… you need to come home… it’s your wives.” Wives. I could confidently say that nothing had ever scared me like hearing that word did four hours ago. Throughout the flight, I kept trying to imagine what the situation would be like, but something told me it would be much worse than I could even try to imagine. The front doors were open, letting the light from inside spill into the night like a warning. I stepped inside. The metallic tang of blood in the air hit me first. I knew that smell better than I wished I did. I’d called both Damien and my father before I even got on the plane, and as expected, my f
VALENTINA Milo’s barking was the first thing that interrupted us. It was so loud, it bounced off the walls and came right back, filling the air around us like a warning siren. Serena didn’t flinch. I did. “Call him off,” she said, blade glinting under the light. “I— I can’t,” I whispered. “Of course you can. He listens to you.” She hissed viciously, as if my hesitation was an insult to her. “Tell him to stop right now.” “No,” I breathed, trembling. “For God’s sake, Valentina.” Serena took another step down toward me with the knife still raised. “You’re being dramatic.” “I’m being dramatic?” My pulse spiked. “ You’re the one with a knife trying to stab me!” “I’m not trying to.” She rolled her eyes like I was dense. “I meant to stab you.” Her voice heightened. “There’s a difference.” Milo barked louder, claws skidding across the marble downstairs as she paced, confused and panicked. Her growls rolled up the staircase like thunder, even making me a little scared. “Shut that
VALENTINAAdrian swung his legs out of the bed. His movements were relaxed and unhurried. “I’m going to clean up.” I couldn’t help it… my eyes followed him. My gaze lingered on the broad expanse of his chest, the way his muscles shifted under taut skin with each movement. My attention slid lower,
When Adrian finally came out of the bathroom, ten minutes later, he was barefoot and wearing only a pair of black pajama pants that rode low on his hips. My eyes betrayed me, trailing over him before I could stop myself. He wasn’t like other men I knew. Many of them, after marriage, let themselves
Christ. My breath left me. The sight of her, the sheer reality of her body laid out before me, reignited my hunger like a match dropped in gasoline.I leaned closer, but before my lips could brush her, her small hand shot out and pressed against my forehead, halting me. The gesture was so unexpecte
“Do you take the pill?” I asked. It came out rougher than I intended, more like a demand than a question. It was hardly the kind of romantic words a husband should say to his new bride, but it was something I’d avoided asking all day, and it couldn’t wait any longer.Valentina gave a quick nod, an







