LOGINMom had been very clear: I wasn’t to meet Adrian until we were officially introduced over dinner. Until then, I was expected to stay tucked away in my room while my parents and my future husband discussed my future, like I was some puppet who couldn’t contribute to decisions about her own life.
But when the doorbell rang, curiosity got the better of me. Dressed in my favorite denim jorts over a white tank designed with tiny raindrop gems, I slipped out into the hallway. Barefoot, I moved silently, avoiding every creak in the old floorboards until I reached the upper landing. I sank to my knees behind the banister, making myself small, and peered down. From the sound of the voices, my parents were already exchanging polite greetings with two men. Dad stepped into view first, wearing his polished “business smile,” with Mom trailing behind him, positively radiant. Then, two figures followed. I didn’t need an introduction to know which one was Adrian De Luca. He was taller than both my father and the man beside him, his sheer presence filling the foyer. The dark navy three piece suit hugged a broad, solid frame, his shoulders so squared they made him look like he could carry the whole room on his back. His expression was carved from stone, unmoved even when my mother batted her lashes like she was auditioning for a perfume ad. At least his companion looked marginally human, offering a small smile here and there. Adrian didn’t. He wasn’t old. He was definitely not fat or balding. Even through the suit, I could see the defined lines of muscle. His face was sharp, with an angular jaw, high cheekbones, and a deliberate shadow of dark stubble that looked expensive rather than unkempt. This was no boy. Adrian De Luca was every inch a man. A dangerous, imposing, and fully in control type of man. And I had only just graduated high school two years ago. What on earth would he and I even talk about? I liked painting, sketching, and I thought rain was the most marvelous thing in the world. Somehow, I doubted any of those would hold the slightest interest for a man like him. His hobbies were probably closer to extortion, intimidation, and laundering money, with maybe the occasional mistress thrown in. A knot of dread tightened in my stomach. In less than four months, I’d be expected to share a bed with this man. A total stranger. A man who might have driven his wife to an early grave. The thought made guilt prick at me. I was judging him without proof. Adrian had lost his wife and was now raising two children alone. What if he truly had loved her? What if he was still mourning her? But he didn’t look like a man in mourning. Then again, in our world, men learned early how to lock their emotions behind an unreadable mask. His lack of expression could mean anything, or nothing at all. “Why don’t we go into my office for a glass of my best whiskey and discuss the marriage?” Dad gestured toward the corridor. Adrian inclined his head upward in wordless agreement, and his eyes met mine. I ducked down with the speed of light, feeling my heart threaten to burst out of my chest. He hadn’t seen me. Right? I could only hope so. I waited a couple seconds, then went back to take a peek again. His attention was now focused on my parents. “I’ll make sure everything’s running smoothly in the kitchen. Our chef’s preparing a feast for tonight,” Mom said with syrupy enthusiasm. Adrian and the man beside him both offered her polite, tight lipped smiles. Did this man ever smile for real, for more than just appearances? I waited until they disappeared down the hallway before darting down the stairs, my bare feet silent against the marble. Slipping into the library, which sat right beside Dad’s office, I pressed my ear to the connecting door, heart hammering wildly. “This union will benefit both of us,” Dad said, his tone all businesslike. “Have you told Valentina about the arrangement yet?” Hearing my name in Adrian’s deep voice for the very first time sent an odd shiver down my spine. I’d be hearing him say it for the rest of my life. It was a terrifying thought. The rest of my life seemed so far away. “Yes,” Dad said after clearing his throat. Even without seeing his face, I knew that meant he was uncomfortable. “Last night.” “How did she react?” “Valentina understands that it’s an honor to marry a man of your status.” I rolled my eyes. I wished I could see their faces. “That doesn’t answer my question, Paul,” Adrian replied, a flicker of annoyance in his tone. “She won’t just be my wife. I need a mother for my children. You do realize that, don’t you?” “Valentina is… very caring and responsible.” The hesitation in Dad’s voice caught me off guard. It took a second before I realized he was talking about me. “She’s looked after her nephews and nieces a few times and seemed to enjoy it.” If by “looked after,” he meant letting a toddler hand me plastic dinosaurs while his parents were in the next room, sure. But feeding them? Changing a diaper? I didn’t know anything about that. “I can assure you Valentina will satisfy you.” Heat climbed up my neck. Was I the only one hearing how that sounded? There was a pause, too long for comfort, before Dad cleared his throat again. “Have you informed Rico?” “Yes. Last night, right after our call,” Adrian said. They drifted into conversation about some upcoming meeting with the Don. A topic so far removed from my world that my mind immediately wandered. I traced the grooves in the spines of the books beside me, only half hearing the exchange until Adrian’s voice cut in. “I need to make a call home. Damien and I could use a moment to unwind before dinner. It’s been a long day.” “Of course,” my father replied smoothly. “Through that door is the library. It’s nice and quiet. We still have an hour before I introduce you to my daughter.” I scrambled back from the connecting door just as footsteps approached. The handle clicked, and I darted behind one of the taller shelves, pressing myself flat against the wood. Peeking around the edge, I watched as Adrian and his companion stepped inside. My father offered them one more polite smile before leaving, shutting the door behind him. The door was shut. With me still in the room. Adrian’s friend, Damien, dropped into a nearby chair. “Well?” he prompted. Adrian moved deeper into the room, his frown softening slightly. “It’s all so exhausting. Especially Mrs. Romano. God help me if her daughter’s anything like her.” A flicker of irritation warmed my cheeks. Yes, my mother could be… intense, but that didn’t mean he could just— “Have you seen a picture of her?” Damien asked, plucking a silver frame from the side table. A short laugh escaped him. My stomach plummeted. He was holding that photo— the one where I was twelve, grinning wide enough to show every brace on my teeth, my pigtails stabbed with plastic ribbons, and a polka dot dress paired with bright red rain boots. Dad refused to hide it no matter how many times Mom complained. Now, I wished he had. Damien turned it toward Adrian. Adrian’s jaw tightened instantly. “Put that down. I feel like a creep just looking at it.” “She was a really cute kid,” Damien said lightly. “Could be worse.” Adrian’s gaze flicked toward the frame again. “She better have gotten rid of the braces and those godawful bangs.” My hand shot up to my forehead, fingers brushing the fringe I’d stubbornly refused to grow out. Damien smirked. “I don’t know. It works for that innocent schoolgirl vibe.” “I have no interest in that kind of girl,” Adrian said, his voice cutting through the air. A sharp thunk broke the moment. My elbow had knocked over a book on the shelf. Silence filled the room. I tried to slip away toward the next aisle, but a shadow loomed over me before I could make it. My shoulder hit something solid…someone solid, and I stumbled back, colliding with the shelves. Pain shot straight up my spine. I looked up, and my breath caught. Adrian De Luca stood there, towering over me, his gaze locked on mine with unnerving intensity. “Sorry… I’m so sorry Sir,” I stammered before my brain caught up with my mouth. His eyes narrowed slightly, then recognition flared. And just like that, our first meeting was officially a disaster.VALENTINA The boutique was too bright for a Saturday morning, all glossy white floors and gold accents that reflected the light in sharp, unforgiving angles. I stood at the counter with my mother’s claim ticket clutched between my fingers, trying to ignore the faint pressure building just behind my eyes. I hadn’t slept well. I rarely did anymore. The sales associate returned with a garment bag draped over her arm, offering a polite professional smile as she set it on the counter. “Mrs Romano’s jacket,” she said. “Freshly tailored. Would you like to inspect it?” I shook my head. “No, it’s fine.” The woman wrapped the receipt around the bag handle and slid it toward me. “Have a lovely day.” A lovely day. Sure. That sounded achievable. I picked up the jacket and turned toward the entrance, weaving between displays of winter accessories. My phone buzzed inside my coat pocket —pop once, twice, then almost continuously, vibrating against my thigh with a persistent urgency that ma
VALENTINA I stood at the entrance of the room I grew up in, and everything felt unfamiliar. The room didn’t feel like mine anymore. It looked the same with the soft lavender curtains, the framed ballet poster, and the little stack of books I never returned to the shelf after moving out, but somehow it felt like I was trespassing in a life I’d outgrown. My mother had moved half of her closet in here, and there was barely any space to move freely. I sat at the edge of the bed with my knees pulled up to my chest, wrapped in one of my old high-school sweatshirts. The sleeves still smelled faintly of detergent and my teenage years. It was nothing like the warm cedar scent of Adrian’s shirts that still lingered in my memory like a bruise I couldn’t stop pressing. I stared out the window and was met with sunlight, birds and a normal neighborhood. A normal life. But still, I felt nothing. Just emptiness. A hollow ringing in my chest that had settled there the moment I walked out of Adr
ADRIAN Stefan was already crying before I even had the chance to tell him no. “No, Daddy, please,” he sobbed, clutching his iPad to his chest as though the thing could disappear at any second. “I want to call her again.” His small shoulders trembled. His hair was sticking to his forehead, damp with tears, and his lower lip kept wobbling in that way that made him look younger than he actually was. “Stefan,” I said gently, crouching in front of him. “You already talked to Mommy today.” “But I want to talk again. She said I could call anytime,” he insisted, wiping his face with his sleeve. “I didn’t get to tell her about Milo’s new trick. Daddy, please.” He held the iPad tightly with both hands, arms locked like I might try to take it away. God. He had done this yesterday too. And the day before that. He called her, she answered for him and Sofia. But the second I tried to say a word, the screen went black. Every time. After leaving her countless calls and messages, she’d blocked
VALENTINA I didn’t remember turning on the water. I didn’t remember taking off my clothes, or stepping into the tub. All I remembered was red. Red on the steps. Red on my arm. Red painting the marble when her head hit the floor. It must’ve followed me here, because the bathwater was stained the same shade. I couldn’t tell where Serena stopped and where I began. I wrapped my arms around my legs and pulled my knees to my chest. My chin rested on top of them. I didn’t realize how cold the water had gotten until my teeth began tapping together, faintly, like two pieces of porcelain. I didn’t care. I didn’t bother to move, or to reach for the steaming tap, or to step out of the bath the way any sane, functioning adult would. I just sat there, staring blankly at the red swirl around me. It wasn’t even the bright, shocking red anymore. It had diluted into this murky watercolor— pinkish in some places, brownish in others— cloudy, like something spoiled. My skin was numb under it.
ADRIAN The car hadn’t even come to a full stop before I was out. The tires crunched over the gravel, the headlights cutting through the dark as the driver braked in the circular drive. My phone was still warm in my hand from the call that had wrenched me out of a boardroom in another country and thrown me onto a jet. I didn’t even remember the flight. Only Elia’s voice. “Sir… you need to come home… it’s your wives.” Wives. I could confidently say that nothing had ever scared me like hearing that word did four hours ago. Throughout the flight, I kept trying to imagine what the situation would be like, but something told me it would be much worse than I could even try to imagine. The front doors were open, letting the light from inside spill into the night like a warning. I stepped inside. The metallic tang of blood in the air hit me first. I knew that smell better than I wished I did. I’d called both Damien and my father before I even got on the plane, and as expected, my f
VALENTINA Milo’s barking was the first thing that interrupted us. It was so loud, it bounced off the walls and came right back, filling the air around us like a warning siren. Serena didn’t flinch. I did. “Call him off,” she said, blade glinting under the light. “I— I can’t,” I whispered. “Of course you can. He listens to you.” She hissed viciously, as if my hesitation was an insult to her. “Tell him to stop right now.” “No,” I breathed, trembling. “For God’s sake, Valentina.” Serena took another step down toward me with the knife still raised. “You’re being dramatic.” “I’m being dramatic?” My pulse spiked. “ You’re the one with a knife trying to stab me!” “I’m not trying to.” She rolled her eyes like I was dense. “I meant to stab you.” Her voice heightened. “There’s a difference.” Milo barked louder, claws skidding across the marble downstairs as she paced, confused and panicked. Her growls rolled up the staircase like thunder, even making me a little scared. “Shut that
VALENTINAAdrian swung his legs out of the bed. His movements were relaxed and unhurried. “I’m going to clean up.” I couldn’t help it… my eyes followed him. My gaze lingered on the broad expanse of his chest, the way his muscles shifted under taut skin with each movement. My attention slid lower,
When Adrian finally came out of the bathroom, ten minutes later, he was barefoot and wearing only a pair of black pajama pants that rode low on his hips. My eyes betrayed me, trailing over him before I could stop myself. He wasn’t like other men I knew. Many of them, after marriage, let themselves
Christ. My breath left me. The sight of her, the sheer reality of her body laid out before me, reignited my hunger like a match dropped in gasoline.I leaned closer, but before my lips could brush her, her small hand shot out and pressed against my forehead, halting me. The gesture was so unexpecte
“Do you take the pill?” I asked. It came out rougher than I intended, more like a demand than a question. It was hardly the kind of romantic words a husband should say to his new bride, but it was something I’d avoided asking all day, and it couldn’t wait any longer.Valentina gave a quick nod, an







