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ADRIAN’S POV
“My wife is dead.” I stared down at the limp body of my wife in my blood covered hands as I spoke to my father on the phone, saying words that I never thought I would. My father was silent for a while. “What are you saying?” “My wife is dead, father. Serena is dead.” I looked straight ahead at what used to be our home, now forever haunted. “Adrian…” “Stefan and Sofia have been taken to the hospital. Serena tried to…” I couldn’t bring myself to say that my wife had tried to kill our children by filling them up with sleeping syrup, so I took a deep breath. “Please inform Rico and send someone to clean everything up, I don’t want the kids to come back to this.” ******* I didn’t have time to sulk over my wife’s death. In the mafia world, when a person died in the way that Serena did, they were buried immediately in a closed casket ceremony. I should have felt sorrow and longing as I watched her casket being lowered into the ground, but all I felt was anger and resentment. Serena and I had been married for six years, and on our wedding anniversary, death ended our marriage. I felt my father’s steady hand on my shoulder, but was he comforting me or trying to steady himself? He met my gaze with worried eyes, and I could see how old he had gotten. I put on a brave face, because the older my father got, the stronger I had to be. And this was the mafia, there was no space for vulnerability… even if your wife had just died. Every member of the brotherhood was there. Even Rico Romano, our Don, had travelled all the way with his wife. He was the only one who knew the truth about Serena’s death. I had a duty to report everything that happened to him. Soon, everyone would pat me on the shoulder and whisper fake words of encouragement, when in reality, they were already spreading rumors about my wife’s sudden death among themselves. “She was so young.” “He killed her.” “How could she just suddenly die the night after their big public argument?” I was thankful that my children were too young to understand what people were saying. They didn’t even really understand what had happened. Stefan, at five years old, didn’t fully understand that death was permanent. And Sofia… she hadn’t even gotten to know her mother. A new wave of fury raced through my body, but I shoved it down. Few of the men around me were friends; most of them were looking for a sign of weakness. I was a young Underboss, too young in many eyes, but Rico trusted me to rule over Chicago with an iron fist. I wouldn’t fail him or my father. After the funeral, we gathered in my mansion for snacks. Mother took a sleeping Sofia from my arms and laid her down, and my sister, Gemma picked Stefan up. They had offered to look after the children, but my mother was too old, and Gemma had her own kids to look after. “You look tired,” father said. “I haven’t really been sleeping,” I admitted. Since their mothers death, the children barely slept through the night and I had to stay up with them. An image of Serena’s bloodied body crossed my mind and I shoved it down. “You need to find a mother for your children,” my father said, leaning on his walking stick. “Ernest!” My mother exclaimed just low enough for only us to hear. “It hasn’t even been two hours since we buried Serena.” Father ignored her and looked at me. I didn’t need time to grieve Serena, he knew that. I wasn’t sure I wanted another woman in my life, but my wants didn’t matter. Only the rules and traditions of the mafia did. “The children need a mother in their life, and you need a wife to take care of you. You know what will happen if you remain unmarried. Your position as the king of Chicago will be threatened!” “Serena never cared for him,” Gemma said, scrunching her face. She, too, hadn’t forgiven my late wife. “Keep quiet, Gemma,” I snapped. She rolled her eyes but obeyed. “I suppose you already have someone in mind for Adrian,” mother said with a scowl. “He doesn’t have to,” Gemma said. “Every member of the brotherhood with eligible daughters will have contacted father already.” My sister was right. Even though my father hadn’t spoken to me about it yet, I knew that he was already receiving proposals. I was the only underboss who didn’t have a wife right now— I was hot commodity. Rico and his wife walked over. “If you need a break from your duties, let me know.” “No,” I replied almost immediately. If I took a break, Rico would perceive it as weakness, and I would never get my position back. Chicago was mine, and I wasn’t letting anyone else rule over it. Rico smiled in satisfaction. “Listen, I know it’s not a good time right now, but my brother has approached me with a proposal.” “A proposal about what?” I asked even though I already had an idea. “My brother has a daughter who isn’t promised to anyone. She could be the perfect bride for you. And think about the union between your Chicago and their city. It would solidify your position forever.” The only thing I could remember about Rico’s brother was that he was a shitty underboss. He had no real power. I was unable to remember his daughter. “Why isn’t she married yet?” Despite his flaws, her father was still high ranking. She should be betrothed to someone by now… unless there was something wrong with her. “Her engagement was called off because the man she was to marry ran off with a prostitute.” Quickly recognizing my trouble expression, father added. “She didn’t know him. He ran off before they could even be introduced.” “You can marry her in three months,” Rico said. “At least then it wouldn’t be so close to Serena’s funeral.” I frowned. “Why three months.” “That’s when she turns twenty one.” I stared at him and my father like they had suddenly grown horns. “The girl is ten years younger than me!?” “Look around, Adrian. Look where you are. This girl is your best option. The only option.” Father said. I clenched my fists. “I don’t think we should be having this conversation.” Rico stared me down. “You know the rules, Adrian. You know them better than anyone. Don’t take too long to think about it.” I watched him go. His message was very clear. I knew the rules. No one dared to disobey the Don. I had killed people for way less, so yes, I knew better. I called Paul Romano the next day, the father of the girl I was supposed to marry. “Hello, Paul. It’s Adrian.” “Adrian! What a pleasant surprise. I suppose you’ve come to a decision about my daughter.” “Yes. I’d like to marry her.”VALENTINA “Are you sure about this?” I asked for what must’ve been the thousandth time, leaning closer to Adrian so the others wouldn’t overhear. I glanced back at the kids. Stefan was curled up against his grandmother, fast asleep. Sofia had her headphones on, lost in whatever she was watching. Gemma sat across from them with her own children, staring out the window with an expression I couldn’t quite read— relief mixed with apprehension, maybe. It had been two months since Stefan’s rescue and Rico’s death, as well as the death of Gemma and Adrian’s father. And Gemma had divorced her husband. She finally decided she’d had enough of his cheating and recklessness. So I could only imagine the fear she was currently feeling. “I can’t believe we’re really leaving,” I whispered. Adrian looked at me like he’d already had this conversation with himself a hundred times. “We’re sure,” he said softly. “I’m sure.” I placed a hand on my bump and sighed. I was a little over six months preg
VALENTINA “Where is he? Where are they?” I gasped as I barged through the hospital doors with my parents and Marco’s wife behind me, gripping the reception desk so hard my fingers ached. “My son… my brother, Stefan DeLuca and Marco Romano. My husband said he brought them here. Where… somebody tell me something—” I was struggling to make complete sentences, and my words collapsed into a sob. I didn’t care how loud or frantic I sounded. I didn’t care that people were staring. I didn’t care that my knees buckled and I almost fell to the floor. The nurse stood, alarmed by the wildness in my voice. “Ma’am, I need you to take a breath—” “My son was taken!” I cried. “He was— he— my brother was shot— please— just tell me where they are!” Behind me, my mother and Marco’s wife, Rosa wailed hysterically. Mom covered her mouth, choking on sobs as she leaned heavily into my father. He didn’t hold her. He was too busy pacing with clenched fists and a tight jaw, muttering curses under his bre
ADRIAN “Put the gun down Rico,” I said evenly, keeping my own gun trained squarely on his chest. My voice came out firm, but my heart was a wild animal caged inside me. “You don’t want to do this.” “Oh, trust me, I do.” Rico’s smile widened. “I mean, look at the boy. The eyes, the nose… he’s mine, Adrian. Anyone who looks closely enough can see that. You just played babysitter these eleven years.” He tilted his head, and that lazy arrogance twisted his features into something monstrous. “I suppose I should say thank you for raising my heir for me. But it’s all over now.” “Have you even sat to think about what you’re doing?” I asked. “You take him and then what? The entire brotherhood knows that he’s my son. Are you going to tell them that you committed adultery and betrayed one of your men? I’d like to see what everyone thinks about that.” For a second, Rico looked stumped, but that lazy grin appeared on his face almost immediately. “That… is not something you have to worry abou
ADRIAN Day five. The calendar on my desk says it was Tuesday, but the days seemed to have melted into one long, unending blur. I hadn’t changed clothes since Saturday. I hadn’t shaved, or eaten anything that didn’t come from a coffee cup. My reflection in the black computer screen looked like a stranger with hollow cheeks, eyes bloodshot and sunken. It was the face of a man who’s been living on rage and adrenaline and nothing else. Valentina was asleep upstairs, finally, after two melatonin pulls and three hours of me holding her while she cried into my chest until there was nothing left. Sofia was curled against her like a kitten, with her thumb in her mouth, something she hadn’t done since she was two. The house was so quiet I could hear the refrigerator humming two rooms away, mocking me with its normalcy. I was sitting in my office with every light off, and the glow of my phone was the only thing keeping the dark from swallowing me whole. Damien’s last text was still open.
VALENTINA Four days. It has been four days since Stefan was taken, and life had stopped making sense. Everything seemed to irritate me, and everytime a car slowed on the street, I ran to the window, heart in my throat, praying it was Adrian with our boy asleep in the back seat. And every time it drove past, something inside me cracked a little more. I couldn’t stay here another minute. Sofia was coloring at the kitchen island, and I couldn’t watch her tiny hand move across the page without remembering Stefan doing the same thing at her age. He was eleven now, and he was starting to not want to do things like coloring, but to me, he was still my baby. I scooped Sofia up, grabbed her little backpack with the bunny ears, and texted Gemma before I could talk myself out of it. [Can we come over? I need to leave this house.] She answered instantly. [of course. I’m sure Sofia would love to see her cousins.] An hour later I was sitting at Gemma’s kitchen table, sunlight pouring thro
ADRIAN The tires screamed against wet asphalt as I took the last corner too fast. It had started raining, and the headlights cut through it like knives, but everything beyond the windshield was a blur. My pulse hammered in my throat, in my temples, in my goddamn fingertips clutching the steering wheel. Rico’s last words still rang in my ears, louder than the engine. ‘I simply took what belongs to me.’ Stefan. My son. Taken. I slammed the brakes in front of the house. The car hadn’t even fully stopped when the front door flew open and Valentina came running barefoot across the gravel, coatless, hair plastered to her face by the rain. She looked like a ghost in the floodlights— pale, wild-eyed, and already breaking. “Adrian!” The scream tore out of her the second she reached me. She collided with my chest so hard I had to brace my legs to keep from falling backward. Her hands clawed at my jacket, my shirt, anything she could grab. “Tell me I heard wrong. Tell me you didn’t sa
ADRIANI’d never been one for physical closeness at night. Even when Serena was alive, I rarely shared a bed with her. On the nights I did, it was more out of obligation than desire. She never hid her distaste for having me near her. If she reached for me at all, it was only because she wanted some
VALENTINAAdrian kept his promise. The next day he came home at dinnertime. To be honest, I was surprised. I hadn’t thought he’d keep a promise that he’d given with my naked body on top of him. Maybe I had my own trust issues to work through too.He looked surprised when he walked into the kitchen
VALENTINAAdrian stiffened, but the look on his face became even more intense than before. “What was that?” His voice was a low rasp that I could feel everywhere.“A kiss?” I didn’t have much experience, but I doubted anyone could mess up a simple kiss.“Are you trying to influence me with your bod
VALENTINAThe single word, though spoken in a low voice, carried the weight of command. Adrian didn’t need to shout to assert himself; authority clung to him like a second skin. He was a man who gave orders in every aspect of his life, and expected them to be obeyed without hesitation.I refused to







