تسجيل الدخولHe didn’t move. He just stood there, blocking my way, his dark gaze locked on me like he was trying to figure out exactly what kind of trouble I was.
The air between us felt heavy, like someone had closed a door to a room that had already been too warm. I could hear my own heartbeat in my ears, an annoying, uneven rhythm that betrayed me when I wanted to look composed. I watched him with huge eyes and my mouth halfway open, unable to decide whether to say something sharp or stay perfectly still and hope he ignored me like most men like him did. And then, recognition flashed in his eyes, like he was just now realizing that I was Valentina, the girl who was supposed to be his wife. The longer he stared, the hotter my face burned. It was stupid, but my hand drifted up to my bangs without thinking. A reflex I’d picked up years ago, as if I could hide behind them when people stared too hard. His eyes followed the action, all the way down to my bony legs and finally, to my hair, and I saw something else flash in his eyes. He thought I was just a child. The realization knotted in my stomach. I didn’t know why it bothered me so much. After all, I was way younger than he was, but the way he saw me now meant something. It meant he wasn’t seeing me as an equal, not even close. Up close, he was… handsome in a sharp, dangerous way, the kind of man you couldn’t mistake for anything other than power wrapped in flesh and bone. But the way he looked at me, steady, unreadable made me feel like I was being measured, weighed, and possibly found lacking. I straightened my shoulders, clinging to whatever scrap of dignity I could find. “Excuse me, sir,” I said, forcing my voice not to shake. “I don’t mean to offend you, but… you really shouldn’t be alone with me without someone else here. And you definitely shouldn’t be standing this close.” Out of the corner of my eye, his friend’s face twisted as if he was seconds from bursting out laughing again. I held my ground, even though every instinct screamed at me to step back. His eyes were so dark they seemed almost bottomless, and the weight of them made it hard to breathe. “Do you know who I am?” he asked. I swallowed the lump in my throat, forcing my voice steady. “Yes. You’re the Underboss in Chicago. But right now, I fall under my father’s rule, not yours. And even if I did, honor forbids me from being alone with a man I’m not married to.” His gaze didn’t waver. “That’s true,” he said quietly. “But in a short few months, you will be my wife.” The words landed like an iron weight. Not because I didn’t already know, but because of the way he said them. As if it were an unavoidable fact of the universe, like gravity. Something I didn’t have any control over. I tipped my chin up, trying to look taller and braver. My body betrayed me. My fingers wouldn’t stop shaking, my heart wouldn’t stop racing, but I wasn’t going to cower under his gaze. “The way I see it…” he lowered his voice, each word deliberate, “…you spied on us. We were having a confidential conversation, and you barged in without permission.” Heat rushed to my cheeks. I looked away, my excuse tumbling out before I could think better of it. “I was in the library first before you came in and startled me.” His friend, Damien, snorted with laughter, but Adrian’s sharp glare shut him up instantly. He sighed, the sound heavy and tired. There was something behind it, something worn down. “Damien, can you give us a moment?” Damien left, and the door clicked shut. Adrian stepped back, giving me more space. It should have eased my tension and made me breathe easier, but it didn’t. “This is inappropriate,” I said quietly. “I want to have a quick word with you. Later, your parents will be in the room and we won’t have any time to talk.” A corner of my mouth lifted without my permission. “My mother will do all the talking. She’s exhausting like that.” His expression didn’t change, but I thought maybe I caught a flicker of something behind his eyes. “That wasn’t meant for your ears,” he said. Then he gestured toward the armchairs. “Will you talk to me?” I hesitated, tilting my head at him, still trying to figure him out. “Of course.” He waited for me to sit first. I sank into one of the armchairs, crossing my legs to look composed even though my heart hadn’t slowed since he’d caught me. He sat opposite me, every movement controlled, like a man who didn’t waste a single gesture. Without thinking, I reached up to smooth my bangs again. The moment I caught him watching, heat crept up my neck. “Please don’t tell my mother about this, sir. She doesn’t need to know everything,” I blurted, trying to sound casual. “Don’t call me sir,” he cut in, his voice low but sharp enough to make me flinch. I blinked at him, startled. “What am I supposed to call you?” One corner of his mouth lifted, not in a smile, exactly, but close. “Call me Adrian. I’ll be your husband soon.”ADRIANI’d never been one for physical closeness at night. Even when Serena was alive, I rarely shared a bed with her. On the nights I did, it was more out of obligation than desire. She never hid her distaste for having me near her. If she reached for me at all, it was only because she wanted something— never because she simply wanted me. That was the kind of marriage we had. A cold and empty one.Valentina was different. She had asked me to hold her, she had sought out my warmth. And I’d refused her. The look on her face when I pulled back haunted me now as much as any nightmare.The pale light of dawn crept through the curtains, painting the room in a soft gray glow. I turned my head and found her face on the pillow beside me. Her lashes were clumped together, still heavy with the traces of tears she hadn’t wanted me to see. Her cheeks were slightly puffed from crying, and yet there was something innocent, almost fragile, about the way she slept. Sometime in the night she had drift
When Adrian finally came out of the bathroom, ten minutes later, he was barefoot and wearing only a pair of black pajama pants that rode low on his hips. My eyes betrayed me, trailing over him before I could stop myself. He wasn’t like other men I knew. Many of them, after marriage, let themselves gain weight. But Adrian hadn’t softened at all. His chest and arms were carved muscle, his abdomen was taut, his presence radiated strength and control. There was nothing gentle about him, not in his body, not in his expression, not even in those sharp stormy eyes.If he noticed me staring, he didn’t mention it. He simply crossed to the bed, pulled back the covers, and lay down beside me. He left a wide strip of space between us, enough room for another person to fit comfortably in the middle.A pang tightened in my chest. Was that how it was going to be? I had imagined marriage differently— softer and warmer. I had imagined closeness, the kind I’d only ever seen from afar.Snuggling. The wo
VALENTINAAdrian swung his legs out of the bed. His movements were relaxed and unhurried. “I’m going to clean up.” I couldn’t help it… my eyes followed him. My gaze lingered on the broad expanse of his chest, the way his muscles shifted under taut skin with each movement. My attention slid lower, to the ridges of his stomach, the sharp cut of his hips. He looked like something carved from stone, and for the first time tonight, I felt a small flicker of relief. At least I was attracted to him physically. That had been one of my fears, that I’d feel nothing.But then my eyes dipped lower still, and heat rushed to my face. Blood streaked his cock, raw evidence of what had just happened. Shame and embarrassment curled together inside me, and I quickly tore my gaze away. I’d been staring far too long anyway.When I looked down at myself, a mortified sound escaped my throat before I could stop it. My thighs were smeared, sticky and stained with a mix of blood and semen. The sheets beneath
“Do you take the pill?” I asked. It came out rougher than I intended, more like a demand than a question. It was hardly the kind of romantic words a husband should say to his new bride, but it was something I’d avoided asking all day, and it couldn’t wait any longer.Valentina gave a quick nod, and her cheeks flushed pink as though the acknowledgment itself embarrassed her.Relief pricked at me. I shifted over her, settling my weight carefully as I guided myself between her thighs. My cock pressed against her opening, but the moment she felt me there, she flinched, shrinking back against the pillows.Frustration surged hot in my chest. My body screamed to push forward while my mind snapped at me to slow the fuck down. I gritted my teeth, swallowing back the urge to snap. “Valentina,” I said, trying to catch her eyes. There was more pleading in my voice than I liked.Her wide eyes met mine. “Can you… hold me?”My heart skipped a beat. She didn’t ask me to stop, she didn’t beg me not
Christ. My breath left me. The sight of her, the sheer reality of her body laid out before me, reignited my hunger like a match dropped in gasoline.I leaned closer, but before my lips could brush her, her small hand shot out and pressed against my forehead, halting me. The gesture was so unexpected, so awkwardly innocent, that I almost laughed. Almost.“What are you doing?” she demanded.“I’m trying to help you relax,” I said.Her frown deepened as her gaze darted down to me. “But… why?”“Because most women enjoy this very much.” I held her eyes so she could see I meant it. “And I think you might too.”She wrinkled her nose. It was the tiniest crinkle of suspicion and embarrassment. “So you’re going to… kiss me down there?”I couldn’t hold back the chuckle this time. “Yes, Valentina. I’m going to kiss you there, and lick you, and suck you— and if you let me, I hope you’ll enjoy it as much as I will.”Her eyes went wide, startled and innocent, like I’d spoken in a foreign tongue. I lo
She sniffed once, then shook her head. “I won’t cry.” Then she tilted her chin, peering up at me. “Why do you even care? You’ve seen worse than someone crying.”And she wasn’t wrong. I had seen worse. I’d caused worse. Torture, blood, begging men— hell, I’d stepped over corpses without blinking. And yet here, with this trembling young woman looking at me like I held her whole future in my hands, it was different. Valentina was young…too young. She was my wife now, bound to me by tradition, by vows, by expectations. She was supposed to be the woman who would raise my children. And she was sitting here in front of me, bracing herself for something she clearly didn’t feel ready for.Fuck. What a mess.Her gaze shifted away from me, like she was staring at something only she could see, lost in a place I couldn’t follow. I didn’t like it. I wanted her here with me, not retreating into her head where fear could multiply.“Valentina,” I murmured, and the sound of her name pulled her back. Sh







