LOGINSelene's POV
My pleadings had fallen on deaf ears. Mr Harold needed a woman for his son, and I was the perfect candidate. How could Father think selling me like this would fix everything? Did he not see me as his daughter or just a pawn to secure a deal? After a week and one day, I stood at the altar wearing a white dress I hadn't picked myself. Tom Harold stood across from me, a grim expression on his face. He looked like a man who never took risks-a man who carefully calculated and planned the next day's events. We had only met a few days ago for dinner between our families. We sat around the table, and when Father introduced me to him as the daughter he was to wed, he only nodded and continued with his meal. I knew I was in for a long run. We would grow to love each other. That is what I had told myself. But now, as we exchanged our vows before the congregation, I wasn't so sure. "Will you take Tom Harold as your lovely wedded husband, to love and cherish, in sickness and in health?" the priest asked. I glanced around; Dad sat a few seats away, his arms folded across his chest. Daring me to spoil the plan. I looked away and exhaled. "Yes, I do." The crowd cheered. He took my hand in his and planted a light kiss on my fingers. So light I barely felt it. His eyes never left mine. The celebration passed in a blur. Soon, everyone was exhausted. I walked hand in hand with Tom to the limousine that would take us to our new home. But when I stepped in, Tom leaned into the car. "The driver would take you home. Settle in before I get home. I have some business to attend." My heart went weary. I had thought I would be able to share the joy of a newlywed couple with him even if it was a rushed one. "It's fine," I replied, flashing a fake smile. At home, I tore open the tiny box Mother had slipped into my hand a day before the wedding. It contained lingerie. The type I had never worn in my entire life. I remembered her instruction. "Wear it on your wedding night, darling; he won't be able to resist you." I pulled it out and slipped it on, standing in front of the mirror, partly bashful at how exposed I looked, especially for a man who had never seen my body before now. Rowland would have loved it. My heart ached. I sank on the bed. I wondered what Rowland was thinking when he left. Did he even think of me? I sighed. "Pull yourself together, Selene. You have a husband now, and it's not Rowland. We have to make this work." I waited on the bed I was to share with Tom. The clock ticked, evening turned to darkness, and soon I was asleep. The sound of the door creaking open scared me. I jerked awake. My body ached from exhaustion. "Tom, you are back!" He walked to the dresser. Pulling off his suit slowly. My chest pounded. I walked towards him, stopping close enough for my body to brush against his back, and wrapped my arms around him. He turned around slowly to face me. "Look, Selene. We were both forced into a marriage we never wanted by our parents. But I would take care of you to the best of my abilities. We shouldn't rush this." My hands dropped, partly shocked and partly relieved at his decision. "It's fine, Tom," I said. His eyes trailed their way to my bosom. I caught the look of desire in his eyes. I wrapped my arms over my body, suddenly feeling exposed. I scrambled for my robe and tried to cover myself. "Wait... Don't cover up yet," he muttered. Startled, I let the robe drop. "Lie down," he commanded. His eyes wouldn't even meet mine. I lay on the soft sheets; my hands trembled. My skin prickled as he climbed in as well. He stripped my lingerie away from my body like a man who hadn't eaten in years. I waited for sweet words from him, but they never came. He avoided my eyes completely. His lips trailed my face, and soon he was inside me, moaning into my shoulders while I remained stiff with my legs spread apart. This wasn't how Rowland and I did it. Rowland was soft. He would kiss my feet and rub me all over before he started, but this was different. I closed my eyes shut, waiting. His moans grew louder and louder. Then finally, he released into me and fell weakly on my chest. Light snores escaped from him. His weight couldn't compare to the pressure I felt. My life had changed in seconds. I took in a deep breath. If this was the price I had to pay for my child, so be it. But Tom was never going to find out the truth. If he ever did, it would ruin everything. My reputation, my father's, and the life of the baby growing within me. I had two weeks to make Tom believe this child was his. My chest ached. Could I survive this charade?FOUR MONTHS LATER Selene’s POV. The nurse gasped and flashed me the widest smile I had ever seen. All eyes on the screen as the cold ultrasound probe moved over my stomach. “You are having twins!” Rowland leaned forward. “Twins?” “Yes, Mr. Rowland… how silly it was for me to have missed it.” I leaned forward; my heart fluttered in my chest. I would never have imagined I was carrying two little lives in me. Amira squealed beside me. Rowland held on to her tiny hands. His eyes never left the screen. “Are you sure?” The nurse nodded. “Lord, show me, please.” I whispered, excited and scared at the same time. “Lord, show me, please,” I whispered, excitement and fear rushing through me at the same time.The nurse pointed toward the screen, explaining what she could see.“There. And there.”I squinted.I couldn’t make much sense of what I was looking at, but knowing that there were two little hearts beating inside me was enough.“Two babies?” Amira asked.I turned toward her.“
Hello my lovely readers, Writing this story has been extremely fun, it’s been a roller coaster of self doubts, praises, long pauses, and a lot of what now’s? This story wasn’t just about the love between Rowland and Selene, it was an about a young woman, discovering herself, fighting for freedom and being allowed to choose. I tried to capture real life experiences as I much as I could especially with Tom. Of course, I am not going to leave you hanging. There is going to be an epilogue chapter right after this. If you enjoyed this story as much as I loved writing it, give me a follow… support me, drop a comment, let everyone know what you honestly think. I would be delighted to read all comments, sitting on my bed, excited that all the overthinking was finally worth it. ❤️🤭 you could also check out my other book, what butterflies don’t tell you. Thank you for your support, I won’t be here without my readers.
Selene’s POV. My eyes fluttered open, and I am sitting back in the chair. I didn’t know where I was. The ceiling above me was white. Too bright. I blinked slowly. The empty coffee cup lay on the floor beside me. Everyone was gathered around me. Mother. Father. Rowland. Lisa. Sophie. My eyes moved from one face to another. My heart began to pound. Then I heard it. “Mummy!” I froze. My head snapped toward the voice. “Mummy!” A little girl stood a few feet away. Her eyes were filled with tears. She was looking straight at me. My breathing stopped. I shook my head. The room seemed to tilt around me. The little girl took a step toward me. “Mummy.” My lips parted. Nothing came out. She took another step. Then another. Her little hands stretched toward me. “Carry me.” My heart shattered. I pushed myself farther back into the chair. “No.” The word came out as a whisper. The little girl stopped. Her face crumpled.
Selene’s POV. I sat at the station; a towel was draped over my shoulders while I sipped hot coffee slowly. My mind raced through everything that happened within the past three days. It all felt like a dream. Something far from reality, but it all did happen.Rowland spoke with the inspector. My eyes roamed the station. Officers moved around us, talking quietly. Phones rang. Doors opened and closed. Someone laughed softly somewhere behind the counter.I looked down at the coffee in my hands. Life goes on, always. Even after everything changed.I looked towards the door.Mark was nowhere to be found.Seeing him again had brought back a memory I could touch.A reminder of the betrayal.He was Rowland’s brother.But years ago, he had been a part of the family that had watched Rowland disappear from my life.I still didn’t know what to make of seeing him again.I pulled the towel tighter around myself.For the first time in days, I wasn’t running.I wasn’t hiding.I wasn’t trying to
Rowland’s POV. The sound tore through the noise. My heart raced. I couldn’t hear anything except Selene’s scream. She buried her face in her palms, her whole body trembling as she cried. “Selene!” I looked down at myself. My hands moved frantically over my chest, my stomach, and my arms. I searched for blood, for a wound, for anything that could tell me where the bullet had hit. Nothing. I touched my chest again, breathing heavily. I wasn’t shot. My eyes lifted. Tom was crouched a few feet away, one hand gripping his leg. Blood was already soaking through his trousers. He had been shot. I stared at him, trying to process what I was seeing. Then I heard footsteps behind me. I turned. Mark. My brother was walking through the bushes, his clothes drenched from the rain, his face hard with concentration. And in his hand was a gun. He stopped a few feet from us. “Police! Your hands in the air!” Officers circled around us. They moved so quickly.
Rowland’s POV. I squinted my eyes towards the pathway. The rain was pouring down heavily now. I had lost track of time. How sure are we she’s even here? I kicked the trunk of a tree hard. My body retracted at the impact of the ripples of pain through my body. I cupped my palm over my mouth. “Selene!” I had no idea where the mark was, and I had gone too far into the bushes. I let myself fall back into the tree. Tears stung my eyes. I was tired. I wailed, twisting a twig in my fingers. “I am so, so sorry, Selene.” The rain trailed it way down my body. I was drenched. But I didn’t care. “Help!” My head snapped. “Selene?” I got up immediately. “Help!” Again. It sounded muffled. Like she was struggling to speak. followed the direction of the voice, pushing through the thick branches that slapped against my face and caught at my clothes.“Selene!”“Help!”My heart slammed against my ribs.“I’m coming!”I pushed harder, stumbling over roots and wet ground until I finally b
Selene’s POV.The morning passed by too fast. Amira sat at the back seat, nibbling at the candy I had given her. I didn’t want the school bus taking her today.I had woken up with a sudden realization that Tom was going to do anything to get us back, and I couldn’t let him use Amira as leverage.We
Selene’s POVI gasped, placing my palm over my mouth. “No!”Rowland staggered slightly. He squared his shoulders.An arm flew to Tom and hit him right in the face.A few people lurched forward while some watched.Both men's chests heaved.I stepped in between the two, holding Rowland back.“Pleasee
Selene’s POV. I tossed the scrambled piece of paper into the trash for the thirteenth time. My head was a big mess. I stared at the report I was given to take care of as part of my team contribution to the magazine and I had only two days to turn it in. I placed my head on the desk slowly. I hadn
Rowland’s POV I didn’t go to work today. My mind spiraled. I hated seeing Selene look that way. She looked so fragile, so pale. I walked to my wine cellar and popped open a bottle of champagne. I closed my eyes, savoring the feel of the alcohol going down my throat. How was I going to hel







