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BEFORE I LOSE MY SANITY

Author: Mia Moans
last update publish date: 2026-08-14 00:51:46

ALPHA BRYN'S POV

Maybe staying back in the Den wasn't actually a bad idea.

The North pole was far worse than I'd expected.

Extremely creepy. It made my skin crawl.

It felt as though something was watching from a distance, examining our every move. Waiting for our most vulnerable before it struck.

I could feel it deep within me, or maybe it was all fear.

I needed to act though around everyone here, I needed them to know I wa
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