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Elliot POV I had learned a long time ago not to want things that could be taken. Hockey was the one exception I had allowed myself. I spent six years making sure no one ever found out why it cost me more than it cost anyone else.
The arena was loud enough to shake the bones in my body. I could hear only my own breathing, harsh inside my helmet, too fast and too uneven. The scoreboard burned at the edge of my vision: one minute left, one goal behind, the championship hanging on a blade's width of hope.
This was the moment I had built my entire life around. It was also the kind of moment men like Sebastian Wolfe were born to steal.
I didn't need to search for him. Even across a rink crowded with flashing lights and chaos, I found him at center ice, all broad shoulders and dark jersey, wearing the arrogant, easy posture of a man who had never once doubted the world would bend for him. Somehow, that made him worse.
I tightened my grip on my stick. Sebastian Wolfe made hatred feel too close to hunger.
"Gray!"
The puck shot toward me, fast and clean. Instinct took over. I moved, received it in one smooth motion, and for one bright, violent second, the net, the lane, and my shot opened up.
I pushed forward. Then Sebastian moved.
He came from my blind side with terrifying speed. His shoulder drove into me, knocking every breath from my lungs as my hands jerked, the sharp, splintering crack of my stick breaking, splitting the moment in two. I hit the ice flat on my back. The world flashed white, then black, then back again.
The final buzzer screamed. We had lost. I had lost.
The arena erupted. The sound reached me from far away, muffled by humiliation and the sickening heat rising in my face. Then, blocking out the lights like a storm cloud that had decided to take human form was Sebastian. He looked down at me with infuriating calm, his hair damp and his mouth curved into something not quite a smile, but enough to make my blood burn.
He bent close, his visor nearly touching mine. "Stay down, pretty boy."
Something pulled tight in my chest. I hated that name. Hated the way opponents used it like beauty made me weak. Most of all, I hated that when Sebastian said it, it didn't sound like mockery alone; it sounded like possession.
I shoved myself up, skates digging into the gouged ice. "Go to hell."
His hazel eyes moved over me, unreadable and too intent. "You first."
He didn't move. For one deliberate beat, his gaze dropped to the broken halves of my stick on the ice before snapping back to my face, not gloating, but something quieter, something he was keeping to himself. Then he skated away, swallowed by his team's celebration, while I stood there feeling like something inside me had cracked with the stick.
I had hated Sebastian Wolfe long before tonight. Everyone knew who he was: captain, star player, and walking scandal, the kind of Alpha who left headlines and broken hearts in every city he touched.
But the truth was uglier than his reputation. Sebastian had been a problem since I was nineteen, angry and desperate to prove myself. Every game between us turned vicious, every hit landed harder, and every exchange grew sharper. The fans called us fire and gasoline, and they had no idea how right they were.
What made him unbearable wasn't that he targeted me. It was that he saw me. Beneath the gear and the temper, he looked at me like he was trying to strip something open, as if he already suspected the answer and was simply waiting for confirmation.
I had spent my entire career making sure he never got it.
I kept my head down through the handshake line. He passed me once, his gloved hand hitting mine with unnecessary force, and then I went straight for the tunnel.
Something felt wrong. There was too much heat under my skin, and my pulse wouldn't settle the way it should after a game. I told myself it was adrenaline, the loss, and the hit. I was good at telling myself things.
The tunnel swallowed the crowd noise by degrees, then all at once. My skates hit the rubber matting, and I kept moving, because stopping meant someone might look at me, and right now my face was doing things I couldn't control. Six years on this ice and I had never lost it this clean, one hit, one broken stick, and one man looking down at me with that specific calm that meant he had gotten exactly what he came for. I hated that I didn't know what that was.
I pushed through the locker room doors, relieved to find it empty. I dropped my bag, ripped off my gloves, and curled my trembling fingers into fists. My helmet came off next, and I slammed it into the shelf hard enough to crack the silence.
I braced both hands on the bench and forced myself to inhale. One. Two. Three.
The locker room door clicked open with a soft brush of wood against the frame, shooting through me like a warning. I whirled around, my breath catching in my throat.
Sebastian stood in the doorway. He hadn't removed his jersey, and the corridor light framed the width of his shoulders, turning him into something dark and entirely too sure of itself. He closed the door behind him, the latch clicking home.
I had seen Sebastian Wolfe walk into rooms before: press conferences, tunnel intersections, and once, a hotel lobby in Calgary where we'd both been stranded by a weather delay and spent forty minutes pretending not to notice each other. He always did the same thing: took up exactly as much space as he wanted and made the rest of the room arrange itself accordingly. He was doing it now to a room that only contained me, leaving me nowhere left to arrange myself around him.
The four walls seemed to press inward.
His gaze dropped to the broken half of my stick against the bench, then lifted back to me, slow and direct, like a man who had come looking for something specific and had just found it.
He tipped his head, a slow line forming along his jaw. "Well. Now you look mad."
I straightened my spine, squaring my bare shoulders against the metal lockers. "Get out."
Sebastian took one step into the room, his heavy skates slicing a groove into the rubber matting, then another, his eyes never leaving mine.
Tonight was not over. It was not even close.
Edited Chapter 1
Elliot POVThe quiet sanctuary of the penthouse was gone by three in the morning.Flight cases were rolling across the marble foyer. The heavy rubber casters on the cases were clicking over the metal floor joints. Technicians in shirts were running thick cables along the baseboards. They were taping the cables down with strips of cloth adhesive. The air in the penthouse was usually clean and fresh. Now it was thick with the smell of warm plastic and static electricity. There were also cleaning solvents in the air.I stood by the kitchen island. My hands were wrapped around a mug of water. I did not want tea. I did not want coffee. I just wanted the heat from the mug on my hands."Move the light two feet to the left," Dana said. Her voice was loud and clear above the hum of a generator. She was standing near the floor-to-ceiling windows. She had a tablet on her forearm. "We need to see the skyline. It should be out of focus. We want the light of dawn. Not a studio glare."Dana did not
Elliot POVThe legal document sat on the glass coffee table, its pages catching the glow from the Manhattan skyline. The word Ban seemed to grow larger the longer I stared at it.I leaned my elbows on my knees, my fingers twisting into the wool of my sweater. The heat from the bathroom shower had already faded from my skin, leaving behind a hollow weight. Down the hall, I could hear Sebastian's voice. He was still giving orders to Aris. His tone was flat and sharp."Transfer the funds through Zurich," Sebastian said from the room. "I want the signatures before the pre-market opens."I stood up. My bare feet sank into the silk rug. I walked to the window. Fifty stories below, the headlights of the city traffic moved in slow, golden lines. They looked small. From here, the entire world felt distant. I knew my face was on every single screen down there.Sebastian walked into the living room. His phone was already dark in his hand. He had discarded his tie. His white shirt sleeves were fo
Sebastian POVThe private elevator rose in absolute silence, the numbers on the digital panel ticking upward toward the penthouse suite. The air inside the glass capsule felt different from the stadium, warm, filtered, and heavy with the scent of polished wood and leather. Elliot leaned against the mirrored back wall, his eyes shut. He had stripped off his hockey pads in the garage, leaving him in a black cotton training shirt and loose track pants. His skin looked gray under the recessed halogen lights.I kept my hand on the small of his back, feeling the tremor still humming through his muscles. The elevator gave a soft chime as the doors slid apart, revealing the expansive, dark-paneled foyer of the sanctuary."Go to the bedroom," I said, my voice low. "Take a shower. Wash the ice off."Elliot uncrossed his arms, his gaze fixed on the floorboards. "Hubby, the broadcast network—""I will handle the network," I interrupted, my grip tightening on his hip for a brief second before I re
Sebastian POV The concrete corridor under the stadium made a metallic sound as the security gates rattled. Eighty thousand voices still rumbled through the ceiling. Down here, it sounded different. It sounded like a trap closing. Reporters filled the space between the locker room and the exit. Camera lenses caught the light of the overhead strips. Microphones were pushed forward over the steel barriers like weapons. "Stay close," I told Elliot. My hand was flat against his back. Through his Redmoor Wolves jersey, his muscles were tight. He didn't answer. His skates clicked hard on the rubber matting, his breath coming in uneven puffs of white mist. I could smell the sweat and sharp panic coming off him. "Mr. Wolfe! Is the blood test real?" "Sebastian! Are you fighting the International Hockey Federation injunction?" "Did the team know they were skating an Omega captain?" The voices blended into one aggressive drone. The camera flashes hurt our eyes with a blinding rhythm. I st
Elliot POV The puck flew off my blade. It whistled past the goalie's blocker and struck the inside upper twine of the net with a sharp ping.The red light exploded behind the glass.The stadium erupted into madness. Eighty thousand people screamed simultaneously. The sound waves vibrated through the concrete and ice. My teammates swarmed me; they lifted me off my feet as we crashed against the boards in an ecstatic celebration.We had done it. 3-2.The final ten seconds ticked away after the puck drop. The horn sounded to signal the end of the Mid-Season Classic. The Redmoor Wolves had won the battle.As the teams skated toward the center ice for the post-game handshakes, the tension remained thick. Allen skated up to me, his face a mask of defeat. He shook my hand with a brief grip."You won the game, Elliot Gray," Allen muttered. His eyes narrowed as he leaned in. "You can't run from the truth forever. The media is waiting in the tunnel. Enjoy the jersey while you still have it."I
Elliot POV The weight of Sebastian's words hung in the freezing air between us. It was sharper than the sub-zero wind cutting through the stadium.If we lose this game, Devereux wins the narrative.I looked at the linesman's hand. I blocked out the eighty thousand screaming fans. I also blocked out the flashing cameras and my husband standing at the glass. Sebastian was right. The franchise was secure under his asset firm; however, the public perception was balancing on a razor's edge. The internet was already alive with rumors and blind items about a "biological cover-up" on the Redmoor roster. If we lost tonight, the league would use the defeat to validate my removal. They would spin it as a team compromised by distraction.If we won, we controlled the ice. As long as we controlled the ice, they couldn't force me off it without a riot.Allen dropped lower into his stance. His heavy frame shifted as he tried to crowd my space over the dot. He didn't know the truth yet. Nobody on the







