THE END?

As a feminist getting married to the same man for the second time who treated you as trash the first time you met or didn't attend your first wedding is called being weak.

And as revenge, we don't show up to the next wedding.

We leave him waiting for us, pinning after, waiting.

And then maybe stroll in with casual clothes and then laugh and mock him and call off the wedding and then go home and watch tv with your pet or sleep.

This was different, I was on love with this man.

In a year and few weeks, I've met different shades of Amber, I've seen him in being rude, mean, sarcastic, annoying, angry, pained, depressed, happy, anxious and loved.

If he wants to be in a certain way, he will be that way till he can be that way no more.

I've learnt to know him, grow with him ... love him.

I can't ask for anything more than this.

He's willing to change for me, he has broken all his walls for me, he has loved me genuinely, he has been there for me, accepted me, protected me..

He deserves every g