Chapter 54: It Was Better When I didn't Know

I wake up groggy and look at the clock, it’s 4:15 but Eric is mumbling something in his sleep with his arm tight around my chest.  Not being able to break free, I try to turn over at least but can’t.  Instead, I end up staring at the ceiling and listening to every horrible word he says. 

“Jeremy, yyyou have to stop with the women.  I can only take sooooo many.”  He slurs and there are several moments when he just stops before finishing the sentence. 

Hearing him speak, makes me want to curl up and die because I realize that he is talking about yesterday.  Lying there, I silently cry because I know what he has done is wrong.  The problem is I have done the same thing before.  Haven’t I?  I know that it was not to the same extent, but the sheer fact is that I cheated on him and now he has gotten his revenge. 

Feeling him start to move, I try to wiggle from his grasp, but I don’t succeed.  Instead, he m