Freya's POV
Freedom was so close I could taste it.
But as I was running, I felt it — a presence, a shift in the air. Something, someone was here.
Ahead stood a figure, eyes glowing red with crimson and bloodlust. My heart leapt to my throat and my brain screamed at me to stop and turn back.
Turn back. Turn back.
Freya, turn back!
But I didn't.
I loomed near and my stomach dropped.
No. No, no, no.
“You’re leaving?” Xaden said, his muscular body blocking my path.
His menacing, red eyes locked onto mine, unreadable. His shirt was torn, a streak of blood was smeared across his face and I stared. None of it was his own. I'm sure.
He took another step and I instinctively reeled back. He probably sensed my fear and took another step back. And for the first time in my life, when I looked at him, I didn't see arrogance, not cruelty or rage. His gaze had melted into something softer, something different. It was something I had never noticed before.
“You were going to leave,” he said quietly.
“I…” he held mine and I couldn't speak. But he took a step closer and finally spoke. “Yes. I was leaving.”
A flicker of something crossed his face. Regret? Amusement? I couldn't tell which.
He sighed and raked his hand through his hair. “You really don't know how to make things easy, do you?”
I stiffened. Was he trying to stop me? Was he going to kill me?
He ran his gaze all over me from head to toe and arched a brow. “You don't even have a weapon.”
“Doesn't mean I won't try.” Those words left my lips before I could stop them.
He let out a short laugh, the sound almost genuine. “Gods, I never knew you were this stubborn.”
“I’m surprised as well.” I said with a small smile.
Suddenly, his amusement faded and was replaced by something far more dangerous. “Freya, I'm sorry but you can't leave.”
I should've been scared out of my mind. I should've been terrified but I wasn't.
“I can't leave?” I took a step forward, his face a few inches from mine. “Watch me.”
I turned on my heels and ran, but before I could take a step, he moved. And he was fast.
Too fast.
His strong hand gripped my wrist, yanking me back and I struggled.
“Let me go!” I screamed, fighting to get free but he was stronger. Far stronger.
“Xaden…” I hissed, my breath coming in ragged gasps. “Let. Me. Go.”
“I can't.” He murmured.
My face was drained of colour. “Why not?”
His grip around my wrist tightened, his expression unreadable.
“Because,” he said softly, “I think we're on the same side.”
My stomach flipped. What?
Before I could get an answer, the world tilted as something hard slammed into the back of my head. Sharp pain exploded through my skull and my body slumped to the floor.
The last thing I saw before the world went dark was Xaden’s expression. It was unreadable but he knew what lies beneath those red glowing eyes — pure, seething rage.
Falling only meant one thing : Death.
The wind roared in my ears and my stomach plummeted as darkness swallowed me whole. Xaden's grip on me was unyielding, his arm locked around my waist as we plunged towards the icy depths below.
Then — impact.
Cold.
Bone crushing.
A force so violent it knocks the very air out of my lungs.
Water closed over my head, its chilling embrace sending shock waves around every nerve in my body. I fought against it, my limbs sluggish, the weight of exhaustion and pain dragging me down.
Swim.
The instinct burned through me. My legs kicked, my arms flailed, but the current was too strong. It pulled at like with invisible hands, whispering promises of silence and darkness, and promising an end to life.
No.
I forced my body to move, breaking the surface with a gasp.
Air burnt my throat as I wheezed, coughing and sucking desperate breaths. The world spun. I barely managed to keep my head above water.
Xaden.
Panic sliced through me. “Where is he?”
Before I could search, another wave crashed over me, sending me spiraling back into the icy waves. My body hit something solid and pain exploded in my leg and then everything went black.
I woke up to a deep, throbbing ache.
It radiated from my right leg, the leg I had hit on the rock upon impact, a reminder of the brutal fall. My body felt like it had been trampled by a thousand stampeding wolves, every muscle in my body screaming in protest as I shifted with an aching groin.
The ground beneath me was damp, like something covered in a thick layer of moss. Faint light trickled through the trees overhead, painting the world in dull shades of green and gray.
Where the hell was I?
A sharp scent curled around me, cutting through the damp earth and fresh rain. It was intoxicating — rich, warm, lavender and wildberries.
My breath hitched.
Lavender and wildberries?
My wolf, the part of me that I hadn't felt in years, suddenly stirred.
Oh my God's.
A violent shudder ran through me. My pulse pounding as my senses sharpened, my entire being had been locked onto the scent like a predator hunting its prey.
I inhaled softly. Lavender and wildberries?
Panic flared in my chest and I scrambled to my feet. I tried to stand but the pain seared through me, sending me crashing back down with a strangled curse.
“Son of a bitch.” I curse, sucking in deep breaths.
I needed to move. I needed to see the mate my wolf had been howling over.
The scent pulled at me, irresistible and maddening. I linked forward, my heart hammering in my chest.
I pushed through the dense foliage, my fingers brushing against damp leaves, wanting to see who my mate was.
I trudged into the clearing and then —
I saw him.
Xaden.
He laid immobile a few feet away, his body sprawled on the forest floor.
His shirt was torn, revealing the hard lines of his chest, smeared with dirt and blood. But blood wasn't the only scent wafting in the crispy air. There was something else.
An oddly familiar wrapped around me like the air did.
That scent — His scent — struck me in the lungs and I froze in shock.
“No,” I shook my head. “No. This couldn't be happening.”
I forced myself closer, telling myself I had hit my head harder than I thought. My heart pounded so loudly it drowned out the rustling leaves, the distant chirping of birds.
The scent of lavender and wildberries mingled with blood thickened as I got closer.
It took one second to realize the scent was coming from him.
Freya's POVIt took one second to realize the scent was coming from him.From Xaden. Lavender and wildberries only meant one thing and I was too shocked to say it.It couldn't be. The Moon Goddess wasn't this cruel.But the truth was glaring enough. Cruel enough.The scent grew stronger when I stopped near his body. It wasn't an illusion. It was reality.Xaden was my mate. He was the one the Goddess chose for me.I nearly scoffed. She must have been playing some kind of sick joke if this is my reality.Xaden Andreas, the man I had spent years hating. The man whose father stole my dignity and destroyed whatever I had left. The man who looked me in the eye and told me I was nothing but a sex toy was now my mate. The man who had thrown stones at me and mocked me for being a lowly omega.No. I refuse to accept this. I inched towards Xaden till there was no space left between us and I kicked. I kicked him in the shoulder so hard that my good leg was so hard that my body trembled. “W
Freya's POVXaden exhaled sharpy and ran his hand through his damp hair and said those two, cruel words. “No.”I blinked. “Excuse me?”“No, Freya. My answer is no,” he replied. “I can't accept your rejection. I won't.” A cold, sick feeling twisted in my stomach. “You don't get to decide that after what you've done!”He took a step closer, his presence a force that dominated but I refused to shrink from. “Actually I do, Freya. A rejection has to be mutual for the mating bond to be broken completely.”The ground felt like it had been ripped in two underneath my feet. “You fucking bastard!” Xaden didn't even flinch. “Call me whatever you want. It won't change anything.”My chest was tight with fury and burst right through me before I could stop it. “Why are you doing this, Xaden? You don't even want me. You've spent 18 years making that very clear!”His expression didn't even change and it infuriated me.“That was before,” he said.A bitter laugh escaped my lips. “Oh... so now that I'm
Freya's POVThe figure raised his sharp, silver blade and pointed it at Xaden. “Kill him.”And just like that, I had a choice to make. Let them take him. Let them kill him.Let them free me from this wretched bond.OrMy fingers curled into fists and I swallowed hard. I am going to regret this.I took a step forward, startling everyone , including Xaden.I wasn't sure if that would happen next but one thing was certain : Fate wasn't done screwing me over. ****For years, I had dreamt of escaping Alpha Daemon's iron grip, of tearing down the Crescent Moon pack, of watching it burn to the very ground while I stood over her ruins.I had prayed and cried day and night for freedom.And now?I was free. But it wasn't what I expected.Xaden was rotting in the resistance’s dungeon, exactly where he deserved to be while I was here among the wolves fighting for justice and freedom. I should've been happy. I should've been glad.But why did it feel like there was a chain wrapped around my
Freya's PovI left the dungeon and went back to my room first. Logan would have to wait a little before I would come to see him because I needed to try to digest a little of what Xaden just told me.All through the time I've known Logan and his desire to free more wolves who are bound by the slave rule, I got inspired and even admired his good heart, but Xaden planting a new thing in my heart was sort of disrupting. Doubts were gradually seeping into my heart and I didn't like the feeling.“But then, I still need to confirm, maybe.” I said under my breath as I squinted my eyes while staring into blank space.After pondering for a while, I walked back out of my room and walked down to the common room and signaled to one of the maids who were cleaning up.“Where is Logan?” I asked calmly.“I saw him heading out to the field about fifteen minutes ago.” She informed me and I nodded my head as my eyeballs drifted to the right.“Alright, thanks.” I appreciated her and stepped out of the com
Freya's PovI felt happy that he looked willing to consider anything that I was going to ask of him, but more importantly, I had to put it in a way that he would feel it's alright to grant it.“I want you to let go of Xaden, but make him my personal guard.” I made my request known to him.I could tell he wasn't expecting such a request as he blinked his eyes in surprise. Then he looked away and paced around slowly for a while before he halted before me.“Why would you want that?” He asked me, and I gulped down my saliva, trying to maintain a confident and an unshaken look.His eyes somehow seemed to put me under pressure and it was difficult to speak for a while until I finally found my voice.“It feels good to see him working for me after years of torment that I've gotten from him and his father. It feels good to order him around and also, he can be very useful being my personal guard.” I explained to him and he sighed while playing with his beards.“And how certain are you that once
After Freya had a brief meeting with Xaden, she went back to her room and laid down on her bed, thinking about the risks involved in what she had gotten herself into. But still, she wanted to see to it to the end.If truly Logan was a son of a bitch, then it would be fortunate for her that she had planned ahead and would definitely scale through any attack against her or Xaden because right now, the one who she saw as her worst enemy seemed to make her feel like he would be a great ally.While a lot was going through her head, she drifted off to sleep and her body became so relaxed, but her mind had something prepared for her.~Dream state~Suddenly, she met herself in a deserted, dark land. It was night and there was no moon or stars. Some trees had snapped into two, therefore forming an angle 90 while some had just withered and there were holes in them.The air was chilly and everywhere looked wrecked.“Now, what am I to do here?” She said under her breath with her eyes drifting le
Freya's Pov “Oh, my goodness!” I voiced out as I woke up abruptly, with my chest heaving up and down. What sort of dream could that be?I rubbed off the sweat which was over my forehead and got down from the bed. The reason I found myself having such a dream or would I call it a nightmare? I really don't understand.I put on a robe to cover up the nightwear which I put on and then I walked out of my room and headed out to the field, walking step by step and receiving the fresh air which felt so good.Although, I've been happy ever since I was saved from the hands of Xaden and his father, and have been living here, doing whatever I wanted, but it still didn't feel like total freedom. I still haven't felt what it's like to have a life and try out so many things. I wrapped my robe around my body tighter due to the cold that was beginning to get to me and continued to stare at the stars far ahead that I don't think I would stop admiring. They just get more beautiful, every night.“I th
Freya's Pov I immediately made my way out of my room and sneaked into the field, then managed to break through the barred net that was placed there. I was finally out of the pack surroundings; the big house which was erected to house us all.It has been a really nice place to stay, and I have had my first very nice memories in a long while, right here.With one last glance over my shoulder, looking at the pack surroundings I had really loved staying in, I slipped out into the night, my heart pounding with excitement and a touch of fear. I was off to start something new. To make a life for myself, and not to even make Xaden feel like he had a responsibility which I would never let him have.I made my way to the woods straight, so if anyone happened to notice I was gone, they wouldn't even have an inkling as to where I went. I fled into the darkness of the woods, my senses heightened. My heart raced with every crack of a twig or rustle of leaves. I just wanted to get as far away from
Freya's Pov Hold up. This woman looks so familiar. Have I perhaps seen her somewhere before?I squinted my eyes and looked inwardly, trying to remember where I had seen her and if we had a conversation or something.But in the blink of an eye, I recalled where I saw her and what encounter we both had. She was the granny I saw at Nina’s company who kept on complaining about her pictures.My eyes widened in shock. Who would have ever known that she was the one who took care of Xaden’s look alike at his lowest point? But then, we didn't actually form a bond right there and there was nothing we talked about except for the fact that she thanked me for her photos.Even as she stared at me, she still looked strict. I can't tell if she remembers me or not and that's only making me feel really nervous.“Goodness.” I said under my breath shakily as I watched her join us in the living room and take her seat.Hopefully that things go well during my time with her right here. I wouldn't want anyth
Freya's Pov “Who are we to see and why do I have to be careful?” I asked him out of curiosity.“Well, that's because… Look, she is a granny right now and she played the role of a mother to the man I'm imposing, and did all she could do for me back then when he was younger. She was there for him in every way that he needed someone to be there, kind of.”“I don't understand. You are clearly different from the person you're talking about.”“Yeah, that's what I thought until I made my findings. We do look alike, so that's an advantage, and also, who knows, she might have an idea of where the shining gem could be. We just need to take things slowly and let the acting be perfect.”“Okay then…” I urged him to continue.“So, she's back in New York City and she wants to see you and me. You know that she has definitely gotten the hang of the so-called marriage. She just doesn't know that it's not, you know, real between us.” “Oh, I understand. That's great. But why do you look a little weird
Freya's Pov For the past few days, my health has been a little discomforting. I came down with a cold and it didn't seem to go away quickly even with the medicine that was provided.We had gotten a temporary home because we still had to get our eyes peeled for the shining gem as that was the main reason for coming here. It would be really weird to go back with nothing since George who we were thinking might show us, was now in prison.I wrapped myself with my thick bed covers and sniffled as I reached out for my phone to check out what was going on on the internet and that's when I heard my room door open.“Hey, you're awake already.” Xaden said with a smile on his face.He was holding a tray with a glass of water and medicine.“Yes.” I replied and adjusted myself on the bed.When he got close to me, he sat at the edge of the bed and placed the tray on the bedside desk.“How are you feeling this morning?” He asked me and placed his palm on my forehead.“I'm a little better. At least,
Freya's Pov Xaden was running towards us and the look on George's face said a lot about his shock. He didn't expect that Xaden would find us.“Shit!” He cursed out loud and released me.As he released me in the deep, strong water, I yelled out to him.“Hey!” I yelled out as he was the only one who could hear me quickly.But he didn't care enough to look back at me. The current was beginning to sweep my body away and I shrieked, trying to swim away and get to shore, but it was proving difficult to do that especially as the force of the water was really strong.“Help me!” I yelled out in fear, but Xaden had not gotten close enough to hear my light voice. “Shit!” I cursed boldly as I continued to try swimming fast and strong.What if the current becomes more forceful and makes the water sweep me away swiftly and moves me far from reach?What if I got to the middle of the water, and a big sea creature jumps up and eats me up? George's wish of death for me would be fulfilled immediately t
Freya's Pov My eyes widened and almost popped out due to the shock I felt. I blinked my eyes to be certain that I was seeing the right person and the same face was still before me.“Is this truly George?” The words trailed off my tongue because it was a little difficult to believe.He had a smirk on and my heart continued to beat fast and faster like it was going to explode any minute from now as it seemed like he truly was George. So, when he had told me that he understood the fact that we were married, he didn't have it in mind to back out.All he wanted was to get Xaden to himself and seeing as he had already said he was going to get rid of me, he probably meant death.“Please. Please don't kill me.” I pleaded with so much fear in my heart.My legs were feeling wobbly and I also felt doomed that I had met my end already.“There's no way I'm letting you go since you've been proving stubborn.” George uttered devilishly.“Please.” I pleaded with a shaky voice as tears filled my eyes
Freya's Pov I put my phone under my belly and closed my eyes, pretending to sleep. At least, If I didn't click on the message, the blackmailer won't know that I have seen his message or that I'm not asleep.I opened my eyes again and my eyeballs kept drifting left and right as I scanned the room as well. Even as I had not checked the message, I felt disturbed about it. What if he could see me or he knew that I wasn't asleep?Just then, I sat up and sighed in frustration. I picked up my phone again and opened the text. I let out a sigh and smacked my lips. “Alright, where?” I sent a text, and stared at the phone intensely.“The back of this hotel.” He informed me.Regardless of how scared and terrified I might be right now, it's just best for me to step out to avoid more troubles. Besides, nothing can happen to me. Freya, you can do this. Don't be scared.I slowly got down from the bed without making any noise as I didn't want Xaden to wake up from that. I reached for my jacket which
Freya's Pov “I… I don't understand what you mean by that, Xaden. What is it that I could be hiding from you?” I said, turning my eyes away from him.I also had a feeling that he was probably talking about the way I have been acting all this while. I guess he has been noticing that I've been acting strange or he probably feels that I might know something about the reason the blackmailer came into the hotel room.“You should know what I'm talking about, Freya. I feel there's something you're hiding from me. If it's something that's so difficult to say, you can decide to tell me that there's something you'll like to tell me, but you need time to process it. I'll understand.” Xaden urged me.I was so tempted to tell him what was going on or to even give him a sign that I had something to tell him, but each time I remember when the blackmailer sent me a text about him having a gun, I become mute.I just can't risk my life and Xaden’s, so it'll be best for me to stay calm and know what exa
Freya's Pov At first, I was really tensed because for the blackmailer’s text to be coming at a very important moment like this, it couldn't be good. I took in a deep breath and let it out without letting Xaden sense or suspect any chance in me. Then I finally found the courage to face what was coming for me.I opened the message only to see what made my heart beat drop a little. This blackmailer just has every single way to make one really scared.“I can see you're about to tell your fake husband about me. Go ahead. Just so you know, Give Up Now. (When you're done, take the first letters of my last three words outside the bracket.)” The blackmailer instructed me.With shaky hands, I began to look deeply at the words and did just as he had said, and to my shock, it meant Gun.I almost gasped after realizing this and my eyes searched around the restaurant. For the person to say this, it only meant that he was around the hotel and is with a gun.My heart began to beat fast and louder to
Freya's Pov Two days actually passed with no word from the blackmailer and while it felt nice not to hear from her again, I still felt the chills having a feeling that she was somewhere watching me and all.Since I haven't heard anything ever since, I sincerely hope that those messages are not going to continue ever again.“Be positive, Laura.” I said to myself, trying to lit hope in my heart.It was rare for a blackmailer not to threaten his victim continuously especially someone that sounds as harmful as this. So, there's a possibility that it might not be real.I turned off the lamp light and closed my eyes, ready to sleep and it didn't take long before I dozed off.~The next time I woke up due to thirst, I opened my eyes and noticed a large male figure with huge shoulders in my room. He was at the other end of the bed and was so scary that I opened my mouth to scream, but before the screams tore out of my throat, the figure covered my mouth with his large hand and he held me tig