Chapter Five

I bit my lip, glancing down at my hands.

I released a gasp, when he picked me up off the stool I sat on and took my seat. In quick moves he had me sitting on his lap, the evidence of his erection pressed against my ass, mocking me.

'This is what you could have but never will because you are a coward' Riya mocked me again, I could feel her jumping, jubilating at the fact that my ass was pressed against Ethan's already growing cockm

His hand settled on my leg, Ethan did not push the boundaries I set, he was the perfect gentleman and Master.

“David and Laura have been coming to Kinks for five years. They are a truly happy mated couple.”

“She is happy being a submissive?”

“They like to play, Emma. Mated or not, they know what they like.”

I licked my lips as my nipples beaded at the sound of his voice, the heat of his body surrounded me, filling me with hope for something more.

My pussy was on fire for his touch, it had been a year since i last experienced an orgasm, maybe a little longer, my last partner left when he couldn’t give me what I wanted.

He told me i needed to find someone willing to put up with my crap, i was always on the hunt to feel pain, a lot of it, and i liked being held down, some men didn’t like being in charge completely, That is all I wanted, a man to be in complete control and to give me pain. During my early years, i would have given anything to stop feeling pain, Now, I wanted the pain to know i was alive, that something was not missing.

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Ethan's POV.

I watched the way she closed her eyes as all of her failed attempts played through her like a broken record, at the ripe age of twenty-nine, she had already gotten so much painful experience even in her last relationship, Emma had been hurt by six more in a relationship.

Being told you were a sick, disgusting, or plain weird, hurt just as much as punch, Emma didn’t like being punched at least, or she did was not used to, now, she didn’t feel it. She liked being spanked, punished in the most delicious of ways as the touch was better than nothing.

“You can’t go anywhere,” i said, capturing her chin and turning her to face me, The grip on her face was hard, and I still didn’t let go. “What did I tell you when you came here?”

“That I’m with you and I can’t go anywhere else.” she replied, her voice sounded so soft, sensual, sending blood rushing to my cock, her ass slightly squeeze my cock, making it rock hard, I tried to appear not affected, if only she knew how those slight shifting, trying to loosen my grip on her was sensual, arousing and erotic.

“That’s right, pet. You came to me because you needed strong discipline and a harsh hand. You are trying to fight me, and Iam tired of it.” I placed her on her feet and stood.

“What are you doing?”

I shot her a glare.

“Sir? What are you doing, Sir?”

“We are going to deal with your punishment. Inside Kinks you are my submissive unless you say your safe word.” I took hold of her hand leading her away from witnesses.

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Emma's POV

Even as my heart raced in fear of what was to come, I couldn’t help the hit of arousal, seeing him in the zone of a Dom turned me on.

Ethan passed several members of his pack who gave him a quick nod, he greeted them but kept moving as he did. I kept by his side with my head bowed, I wasn’t acting the part of the submissive; I was simply following him.

He noticed through watching me that i kept my head down whenever he moved from place to place, i rarely looked up to see the world around me, my life had not been easy. He had seen the evidence in my eyes as well as in my actions towards him. He knew I had been hurt in the past.

He had always wanted to know all of my secrets and what I was hiding from him. Mates do not hide the truth from each other, i responded to him the way a mate did, yet he felt my wolf tense around him.

For a woman and her wolf to be unsure, Ethan knew whatever happened had scarred both of us. It was up to him to draw her out.