Chapter Two

The conservative clothes didn’t repel me, i scented the darker cravings within her. The submissive wolf begged for some help, my help to tame the fire within. Not one word left her lips as we stared at each other, assessing, waiting.

I sensed her wolf, could see it as if she changed in front of me, the dark black wolf with hints of brown needed a strong hand, a firm hand. For the first time in my life, I had sensed what true submission was all about, and Emma had it all locked up in her dark skinned body. Her hazel eyes shot fire at me while her curvy body begged for me to take her and fuck her.

Emma was all woman with large tits, full rounded hips, and a curving stomach. To me, she would take a long fucking without any fear of hurting . Her legs were thick and strong as well. Her body was pure perfection, and always had my cock hard as rock.

Even as her wolf wanted to lie down in submission, the woman in front of me put up a fight, Emma and her wolf were together as one, but she was determined not to put her future in the hands of a person she didn’t trust. For as much as she was submissive, she wasn’t stupid either. I absolutely respected her.

My mate didn’t crave any kind of submission at the hands of a cruel man. She wanted to be submissive for the right man who would take care of her and treat her right, not like some animal.

The scars inside her ran deep, and yet, she boxed them away as if there was not a care in the world. She wouldn’t acknowledge my claiming, we had never fucked, and I did not met her pack alpha.

Her one and only request was that her presence remain a secret. She didn’t want me to approach her pack alpha, and as her mate and Dom, i couldn’t do what she asked me not to. With every day that passed I tried to prove to her over and over again that she could trust me.

She allowed me to touch her, but only in punishment never in intimacy.

Our relationship was pitiful, but it was what what i needed my wolf calmed a little when I was with her and now refused to lose that just because of her being difficult.

“You could find someone else,Ethan . You don’t have to put up with this crap.” Aiden placed a hand on my shoulder.

“I’ve got no choice. She is my other half. My only reason for going to Kinks now.” From the moment Emma entered my life, she had destroyed me for any other woman, I used to take pleasure in training submissives and sharing a unique lifestyle with other women. Now, i depended on her, She didn’t have the first clue of the power she held over me.

I saw it in her eyes when we were together. She didn’t trust her responses or her senses. Had her senses let her down in the past? I didn’t know, there was so much i didn’t know about my woman. She was a mystery i wanted to solve.

The rest of the pack, do they share your thoughts?” I asked Aiden.

“They are concerned for their Alpha, their leader. You have got to understand their worries.”

“I’ve got to understand nothing, Aiden. I care for my pack, and no decision I make is easy.” I ran a hand down my face feeling the desire to find my mate. My wolf wished to bask in her scent and to see her submission at my feet.

“We know you will take care when you make this decision. We are just concerned about you. Your wolf has run every day for the last month. Nothing you do seems to lock him up tight. Ethan keeping you at arms’-length is driving your wolf hard. One year, Ethan, one year you have been going through this. Something needs to stop.”

I turned to look at Aiden, Blake and Steve, they were standing a good distance away, but i saw the tension in their bodies.

“You are worried I’m going to let my beast take over?” i asked, not like the fact that they do not totally trust or believe in me.

“Worse things have happened in the past.”

Some women who deny their mates could sometimes set about the feral beast within. When the feral instinct hit, everyone was in danger.