Chapter 5
"Stop all of your crazy talk about right now, James." Alpha Xavier suddenly muttered there.I tilted of my head slightly so I could look right at Alpha Xavier, who until right now was still hugging me very tightly. And the look on Alpha Xavier's face that showed how angry he was on there right now. With a deep enough of wrinkles right on his forehead, and his firm jaw is right now starting to look very hard about. I could feel how angry and hurt he was with all of the words James had said about his late mother and father since earlier on there about.Subconsciously, I started to stretch out of my right palm and touched Alpha Xavier's bare chest on there about. I have absolutely no idea what I'm currently trying to do about right now. But I want to be able to calm Alpha Xavier down on there right now. And that instantly made Alpha Xavier turn of his head and look right at me. Alpha Xavier immediately put a small smile on his face to me. As if to say that everything would be just fine right now. And I just nodded my head slowly and returned his little smile on there.I trust that everything will be just fine as Alpha Xavier is hinting at here right now. Alpha Xavier looked back at James. So did I follow him to do. And I could clearly see how much James didn't like the interaction between me and Alpha Xavier right in front of him about right now.“My crazy talk about, huh? I even said all of those things with the facts that actually happened, Xavier. If only... if only from the beginning, your mother didn't take the former Alpha from my mother. Maybe my mother is still alive and living with me right now. She will not get sick and also become frustrated so that in the end she chooses to die rather than live by seeing all of the happiness of the person who hurt her from the start.” James was once again speaking more and more harshly on there right now.“The happiness that your mother and father have had all of this time came from the heartache my mother felt about. Your father forgot everything about my mother as if she was just trash from his past about. And it all happened because of your mother.”James looked right at Alpha Xavier with that hateful look right on there and now. I even saw how James started to clench his palms on there quite tightly, until both of them looked really red. But all of my attention is now starting to turn to Alpha Xavier. Which is right now, I can feel very clearly how Alpha Xavier's body is now shaking due to the anger he is trying to suppress in his heart.I don't even understand why he always tries to hold back all of the emotions that he feels about just like right now. Not only now, but from the first time that I knew Alpha Xavier, he was indeed very good at holding back all of the emotions that he felt inside of him about. And until now I really don't know what is the reason for all of the things that he's done by holding back all of the emotions he's been feeling all of this time about.“Stop talking, James. It's enough. You've even said about a lot of wrong things since earlier. And I kept quiet about it at all, because I know how I stand in the Blood Moon Pack. And yes, you should also be aware of your position in the pack so far. Not only just you, but all of you should be aware of that. I'm still an Alpha in the Blood Moon Pack. And bringing up all of the old stories will only bring a bad impact on yourself, James. If you don't think about yourself, then think about other people who are now behind you about. They don't even know the full story about it in the past. Don't lead them into this stupid dangerous game that you made about."Alpha Xavier answered James' words with fairly calm words. But I can feel a rumbling in his heart that feels very burning about right now. He felt so angry with everything that James and the rebels from the Blood Moon Pack were doing right now. And I feel so helpless because of the heat that suddenly attacked me at my adult age tonight. But I feel safe, because I'm in the arms given by Alpha Xavier right now.Everything should still be just fine about. Although, I myself have doubts about the limited number that is between Alpha Xavier's and James' current positions about right now. There's only me and Alpha Xavier. And on the other hand, James is with the rebel warriors. We're both outnumbered right now. And maybe it will be difficult to survive about. I've never had any doubts myself, but tonight for the first time in my whole life, I've felt those doubts getting really high right now.“A stupid dangerous game you mean? You have the exact same traits your mother had, Xavier.” James was back talking once more on there right now.And I can clearly see the sly smile that is right now starting to appear on James' lips. My breath and also my heart beat are now starting to change faster. I feel quite afraid of all the possibilities that might happen in this forest right now.“You two… really like to snatch things that already belong to other people. An example would be your mother taking the former Alpha from my mother. And now, you are trying to take Sophia, my beloved, my girlfriend from me. By both saying things related to the mates about. How ridiculous all of that things. And also something very disgusting about. And it's even like a tradition to be done from your mother's blood, isn't it?”How unlucky you are, James. Why do you have to talk about all of those things now like that to Alpha Xavier? It would be stupid to make Alpha Xavier feel angry right now.And I'm starting to realize that the anger felt by Alpha Xavier is now at its peak. He was feeling very angry right now as well. And after that, with a swift movement Alpha Xavier moved closer to James who was in front of him to be able to start a fight between the two of them right on there and now.Together with me, who until right now is still in Alpha Xavier's arms, which feels tighter, embracing my body in his arms about right now. Alpha Xavier was still trying to protect me from James. Slightly putting aside the rage he was feeling, Alpha Xavier was still trying his best to protect me who was in his arms about right now. Alpha Xavier didn't want to let go of me from his tight body at this time. Just to make sure I'm safe with him.“Damn you, James! My father was simply following the existing traditions to become Alpha in the Blood Moon Pack to the fullest. And again, everything is already happened years ago, in the past. Don't live in the bitter memories of the past. The former Alpha did have a lover before he was 18 years old, namely your mother. And when he grew up and found his mate, my mother. And what's wrong with all of that stuff about, huh? My father found his mate and decided to leave his girlfriend to be able to follow the traditions of the pack and become a true Alpha. Together with my mother as his luna in the pack. And yeah, if you only knew all of the truth that really happened about... then you wouldn't be saying all of the bad things about my mother and also my father, James. And I'm not going to say everything directly right now. Because I want you to find out about everything in your own way.”Alpha Xavier replied to James' words just as harshly in the middle of the battle that was going on between them about right now. There are still many mysteries between the two of them that I absolutely can't think about with a calm mind. All the truths that existed between Alpha Xavier and James right now are still very dark to me right now. Everything seems confusing to me.On the one hand, Alpha Xavier has a version of the past that happened between their parents. And on the other hand, James also has a version of the past that happened between their parents.And I was right between the two of them, and confused as hell about right now. I don't even know which version of the story is correct and which version of the story is wrong about. I will try to figure it all out later. The most important thing now was to stop this battle that was going on between the two of them right now.But other than that, now I myself also begin to understand little by little. That means James' late mother was the ex girlfriend of the former Alpha, Alpha Xavier's father. And the former Alpha found his mate just as he was starting to reach his adulthood age about. And he himself decided to leave his first girlfriend, and became the Alpha of the Blood Moon Pack, along with Alpha Xavier's mother as his mate and his luna.Then James, who knows all about it from his mother's side, decides to take revenge to all of them about. In a way he covered up his true identity to be able to sneak into the Blood Moon Pack to be able to take revenge on Alpha Xavier for the behavior given by Alpha Xavier's father in the past. Because it hurt James's mother who is now was gone about.And I'm starting to wonder about all of that stuff all over again right now.Is it possible, if James, who disguised his identity to get into the Blood Moon Pack, took advantage of me from the start by making me as his girlfriend and talking about loving me about? Because he himself already knows about the relationship between me and Alpha Xavier working together to protect the Blood Moon Pack from the beginning.“Warriors! Hurry up and catch Xavier right now! And you'd better give Sophia back to me soon, Xavier! Because after all she is still my girlfriend. And forever will be like that. It doesn't care about how the mating process happens about. Because I will make Sophia as my only mate. Not you.” James stopped and kept a little distance from Alpha Xavier, and immediately after that started ordering the warriors to be ready to catch Alpha Xavier in here right away.“Try if you can pull it off, James… but it won't be so easy anyway. Sophia Rees is my mate. And she will never mate to anyone else but me. And you have to understand that." Alpha Xavier replied with a small smile on his face. He took a deep breath and gathered his strength once again.And it was then, the warriors on James' side began to move in order to attack Alpha Xavier right here and now. At first, I myself didn't really pay much attention to how many miscreant members of the Blood Moon Pack came to fight the Alpha Xavier about right now. And most of the warriors I know are traitors. Something that I had never imagined would happen before in the Blood Moon Pack so far.The rebel warriors began to deal as much damage as they could to Alpha Xavier in here. But with great ease, Alpha Xavier was able to fend off every move and attack given by those treacherous warriors right on there and now. The Alpha's very strong about. Alpha Xavier didn't even look the least bit tired from all the attacks he was getting there right now. Alpha Xavier's self control in battle is known to be very good, in almost all of the packs here.But all of that feels very difficult for me and Alpha Xavier to go through right now. Especially in the heat condition that I feel like this, my whole body feels even weaker about right now. That I just could only hide in Alpha Xavier's arms about right now on there. Even my wolf didn't react or respond at all, because it also felt its weakening strength.Which is also immediately makes Alpha Xavier feel a little difficult to be able to retaliate and also avoid every attack given by the warriors on there right now. However, Alpha Xavier can't shift to his wolf form about right now on there. Because of his grip and also his embrace on my body which is getting tighter here.The warriors continued to attack with very fast and violent movements about to Alpha Xavier. Not even remembering if it was someone in front of them, the ones they were dealing attacks with right now were their Alphas. Alpha from the Blood Moon Pack, Alpha Xavier Hayes. But it seems these treacherous warriors are not thinking about anything other than following orders given by James on there right now.And whatever, and whatever way they can do just to be able to beat and take Alpha Xavier into custody that's in the Blood Moon Pack right on there right now. Things that might be very difficult for them to do without courage. Or even an inducement that somehow James promised them all, to be brave and determined to be able to do all of these things to Alpha Xavier.Because it seems, they themselves have even forgotten how strong Alpha Xavier's strength was long ago. Even before he became Alpha in the Blood Moon Pack. He is the strongest candidate most all the time about. The only legitimate son owned by the former Alpha and Luna of the Blood Moon Pack. With all of the war achievements possessed by Alpha Xavier which cannot even be assessed at all with one eyes side only. Alpha Xavier, who has never been defeated in the past in the wars he has participated in so far.And I started to tightened my hold on Alpha Xavier's body right on there about right now. And in a state that can't change shift to wolf form, Alpha Xavier makes me feel even more worried right now. About what if he failed to save us both from all of this later? I'm afraid that if in the state of not being able to shift into his wolf form, Alpha Xavier will become easily exhausted and lose focus right away.And in the riots and attacks that occur in the current war, I can look right at James who is currently looking for an opening to be able to reach my body which is in Alpha Xavier's arms at this very moment. James had even given a chance to fight get closer to me and Alpha Xavier about right now. James' movements, who joined them, were as fast as all the movements of the warriors, almost making Alpha Xavier feel overwhelmed right now. But Alpha Xavier was again able to control his focus on there. To still be able to hold me tight. What's more with the totally unequal number of wars happening right now.Until I myself began to realize when there was another hand trying to reach and touch me too. Trying to be able to seize and also pull my weak body from the tight embrace given by Alpha Xavier here right now. And that is James. He was trying to touch me. He was trying to reach me. And I'm surprised by the little touch that he's giving to my arm about right now. But that's not the only thing that is the shock that I feel about right now.With just one touch, I just found out that James is also my mate!And at first I myself was not even aware of all that could happen. Having two mate at the same time. That's because Alpha Xavier's scent is too strong in my sense of smell to divert my thoughts and feelings that I've been feeling since earlier. I was so astonished, but Alpha Xavier didn't even realize about all of this, and eventually he fought a way out of all the battles that were happening right now. Alpha Xavier with very fast movements started to lift my body immediately, and ran quickly away from the direction of James and also the treacherous warriors there now.And in my state of being shocked by all the truth about my mate, I feel so hopeless. Before me and Alpha Xavier immediately left from there, I could see the desperation and anguish on James's face about right now. And also with his right arm raised as if he wanted to reach me who was now starting to move away from them along with Alpha Xavier who held my body in his arms very tightly.EPILOGUETwo years have passed now. And it feels like everything is still a dream for me. Two years ago, on the day I sentenced James and Ava to exile in the outer forests of the Blood Moon Pack for fifteen years, I knew that all werewolves as well as all rogues felt very relieved and happy. Likewise with James and Ava, they get forgiveness from all those who have offended them, and can go to carry out their sentence in exile in peace. Something that James and Ava have always wanted. Alpha Xavier himself decided to rebuild James's old house which was destroyed years ago, to become a large and comfortable home. James and Ava are happy. Moreover, James himself had just realized that Ava was indeed his mate too, and decided to become a much better mate and father for Ava and also their children in the future. Apart from that, James is also happy with his old house which was rebuilt by Alpha Xavier, because he can reminisce about his childhood there. Although of course with a different
Chapter 60Third Pov The atmosphere on the front yard of the Blood Moon Pack looks very tense and also quiet now. Almost all members of the Werewolves and also The Rogues fill every part that is around the front page of the Blood Moon Pack. Right in the middle of the front page of the Blood Moon Pack, James sat with both hands using handcuffs, and also his head bowed deeply now. Even so, James himself looked very calm, and continued to look right at both hands who were still imprinted the burns there. James himself also looks very ready with all the possibilities that exist now. Right in front of James, there are Alpha Xavier, Beta Liam, Melinda, Lilah, Ruth, Alpha, and also Beta Rogue who are silent while looking straight right at James there. Alpha Xavier looks very firm and also authoritative now, carrying a roll of paper in his hand."Me, Alpha Xavier Hayes. Alpha from Blood Moon Pack. " Alpha Xavier began to give his speech there. Which is immediately immediately making the a
Chapter 59Third POV Ava who saw James kneeling in front of her immediately sat down slowly while placing the plate containing the food she had brought on the ground beside her. Ava slowly began to stretch her palms into the iron bars of the prison to be able to grab James' palms that were closing and pleading that they were. This immediately made James look directly at Ava now. Ava's eyes even started to look teary eyed as she looked right at James. “I may have felt angry and also hated you, James. I know that it is also my own fault. My father, has long been obsessed with wanting me to be Luna. Until I myself unknowingly became very obsessed with being able to become Luna. But now I realize that I can't be Luna with obsession and dirty ways. And you are not entirely to blame for all the things I've done along the way too, James. I killed my father as well to express how tired I am of facing all the obsessions that I have to do on my father's orders. We are both just victims of our
Chapter 58Third POV "I have already decided that there will be no war between me and James too." Said Alpha Xavier in a slow tone of voice, and also firmly. “Everything is over. Between me and James. I don't want to prolong all of this with war. And if there really was a war, in the end James himself would also lose. In numbers, I have quite a lot of strength with Alpha and Beta Rogues, but as for James, he only has himself now. And it wouldn't be fair enough, if I attacked people without allies in the battle. I will be seen as a coward who fights people without an army about.” Alpha Xavier muttered again and explained that.“I myself also agree with what you said, Alpha Xavier. What's more, with James' confession that he said in prison yesterday night. That James is already felt very sorry and asked for punishment for penance and also the crimes he had committed so far. Things I never even thought James would finally be able to say all those things yesterday. James finally knows
Chapter 57Third POV James felt his breath getting faster there. James was out of breath and almost suffocating himself right now. James himself couldn't open his eyelids there at all, even though he himself had tried very hard to be able to do that. However, his eyelids seemed to be stuck together so tightly that he couldn't just open them. James also felt his body being slammed several times in every direction that somehow he himself was there. And James' whole body also felt very hot and burning. Maybe this is what death feels like. Thought James. James himself couldn't even move his lips to speak. But while James was really just silent and waiting, he started to feel his body swaying once again with a very strong movement there. It was as if a lot of people were surrounding James' body now, even though only darkness was all he could see from within those eyes there. James forced himself to stay calm, and also not to be distracted by all the movement going on in his body now. “
Chapter 56Third POV James opened his eyelids once again for a moment when he himself realized how stupid he had been for years living with all the lies and obsession that his own mother had said. And James, with his facial expression that looked very flat, was suddenly silent as he looked at his mom's body, which was already lying on the floor of the house with her blood all over it right now. James's mom looks in a lot of pain and is dying now. “This was after I ran off into the forest again to be able to find medicinal herbs. I knew that...” James muttered to himself and realized it was. James didn't even want to look back at the face of his own mother who was already dying lying on the floor of the house. Even so, James' own heart also ached very much when his ears heard the heavy breathing of his mom. James himself also knows who the perpetrator is who has done this to his mom, namely the eastern Alpha pack. But James, now no longer has a problem with what the eastern Alpha p