Chapter 16: Pain's EchoesAvyaane POVI turn and toss, unable to fall asleep. It's difficult to relax with the noises coming from the walls. My ears are bombarded by grunts and groans, a woman's high-pitched moans, and the constant creaking of a bed frame. I try to drown out the noise by burying my head beneath the pillow, but it does not work.Blair's deep, raspy voice pierces through. "That's it, sweetheart. Take everything in."My breath is taken away by a searing ache that pierces my chest. I know the mate bond. I can't completely avoid its affects, even with my wolf hidden deep. I hunch down, hoping the pain will go away. I vehemently tell myself that it doesn't matter. My worries are more serious.Monday is next week. At school, I'll have to deal with Alison.I get a new surge of anxiousness at the prospect. I try to slow down my heartbeat by concentrating on my breathing. Finally, tiredness takes over, and I drift off to a restless slumber.My body clock is still adjusted to my
Chapter 17: PunishmentAvyaane POVI shuffle to the back of the room, keeping my head down, and murmur an apology. I see Alison across the aisle as I settle into my chair. With a menacing look in her eyes, she's giving me the cold shoulder. I force myself to look away, swallow hard.The remainder of the morning seems to fly by. My mind is too busy processing everything that has happened to be able to concentrate on the lectures. I'm always aware of how vulnerable I am because of the pain in my lip.My nerves are jangled to the absolute breaking point by lunchtime. I think about hiding out in the library, but then I remember I forgot to have breakfast. My stomach starts to growl. I walk reluctantly to the cafeteria.As I walk in, the volume overwhelms me like a physical force. There are hundreds of discussions that cross over, interspersed with laughter and tray clatter. I search the room for a secure spot to sit. Alison's group is occupying my normal location. Encircled by their fans,
Chapter 18Author's PovThe sun sat low in the sky, making the clouds pink and gold. Alison's cherry red convertible sped along the empty road, the wind sweeping across her blond hair. She sat behind the wheel with a victorious smile on her lips and her eyes hidden behind enormous trendy sunglasses. "Can you imagine it, girls?" Alison's voice came out clearly and sharply above the wind. "In a matter of months I'll be mated to Chad. It'll be the event of the decade." Her backseat buddies cooed and shrieked in response, creating a chorus of sycophantic praise. "Oh, Alison, it's going to be amazing!" "You'll be the most stunning bride ever!" "I can't wait to see Chad's face when he sees you!" Kate, the redhead, sat quietly in the passenger seat, her fingers trembling nervously in her lap. She glanced out at the passing scenery, trying to overlook the knot of worry in her stomach. The car approached a set of stunning, imposing wrought-iron gates. They swung softly open as the car app
Chapter 19: Kindness CageAvyaane's POV My eyes spring wide in the darkness as I awaken before morning. I momentarily lose track of my whereabouts. Then reality descends, oppressive and weighty. I'm at their residence. within their realm.The only sound in the room is the nightstand clock's gentle ticking. I lie very motionless, breathing heavily, listening for any noise from the other side of the house. Nothing. I guess the brothers are still sleeping.I swing my legs over the side of the bed very slowly and cautiously. My bare feet feel cold on the frigid floor, and a chill runs up my spine. The faint groan of the floors beneath me makes me wince as I stand.I have to do something, anything, to divert my attention. to put an end to the never-ending cycle of anxiety and terror that threatens to consume me. My gaze lands on the dust that is accumulating on the shelves. That's the best place to begin of all.I clean carefully, getting absorbed in the act of repetition. Clean the shelv
Chapter 21: The Price of AttentionAvyaane's POVThe bell rang, its sharp tone cutting through the classroom noise like a knife. I shuddered at the sudden boom; the events of the morning had already blasted a hole in my nerves. All around me, students were packing their bags, and I could hear the zippers closing and chairs scraping the floor. I just stood there, fisted firmly in my lap, not knowing just what to do.Kate lingered by me, her presence both comforting and confusing. Without saying anything, neither she nor I continued to the following class. The silence between us grew heavier and heavier with each passing minute, pressing down on me like a real weight. By the time we got to our third lesson, the worry was really getting to us."Why are you following me?" I let out a roar and realized right away how hurtful my words had been. It was strange for me to be noticed, much less to have others want to hang out with me.Kate's eyes flickered from mine to an area just above my s
Chapter 22: The Past's ShadowsAvyaane's POVWith a loud thud, the lavatory door closed behind us, drowning out the cacophonous din from the café. The sound of my shirt soaking wet on the ground was the only thing that broke the startling calm. Kate led me to the sink with delicate hands, treating me as though I may break at any second.I winced when I caught a sight of myself in the mirror. My hair was a mess, orange juice had left a sticky path down my front, and my eyes were wide with a mix of embarrassment and shock. I looked like a wreck, which is exactly how I felt.Kate's mirror met mine, a whirlwind of emotions on her face. Her eyes were flashing with a rage I hadn't expected to see, and her jaw was clinched tight. She murmured, "I can't believe Alison did that," and reached for several paper towels. "It's so childish, so cruel."I laughed sharply, the sound resonating hard through the tiled chamber. "She's your friend, isn't she?"Kate winced as though I had smacked her, her
Chapter 23: The Danger of DeceptionKate's POVThe last bell rung. Its high-pitched sound sliced through the classroom, announcing end of school. Kate heard kids excitedly raising their voices as they filed out. She sat there, unwilling to go up. Her gaze trailed Avy as she made agitated movements to pack her suitcase.Avy shook her hands a little as she closed her rucksack. Kate observed the shadowy areas beneath her eyes and the way her shoulders drooped, seemingly bearing an unseen burden. Though the words stuck in her throat, she wanted to reach out and offer some consolation.Avy said, "See you tomorrow," avoiding eye contact with Kate.Kate forced a smile and nodded. "Yeah, see you."Kate felt a twinge of regret as Avy left. She ought to have done and said more. However, given that Avy appeared resolute in keeping her at a distance, what could she do?Now alone, Kate sighed. With her elbows resting on the desk, she cupped her head in her palms. Her stomach turned at the idea of
Chapter 24: A Taste for Normalcy Avyaane's Viewpoint I followed Blair out of school. My heart raced; each beat was a powerful reminder of my weakness. The hallways were now deserted, with our footsteps booming off the lockers like a funeral procession. "Bye, Kate," I muttered. I could not look her in the eyes. I couldn't stand the confusion, hurt, and unanswered questions. Kate nodded. Her face was pallid, a canvas for concern and something more. Betrayal? She seemed to want to say something. However, she didn't. The stillness between us stretched like a gap I didn't know how to cross. Blair's hand rested on my lower back. It burned through my flimsy shirt, a symbol of ownership. I flinched as my body betrayed me. He feigned not to notice, but his fingers tensed slightly. A warning. We walked to the parking lot. Blair's automobile sat alone, sleek and black. Expensive. It was a sharp reminder of the world he came from, one that I could never completely belong to. "Get in," he sa