The dreams always started the same.
The sound of wolves. Snarling. Chasing. My feet pounding through the mud as branches whipped past my face. Breath ragged. Heart screaming. And always—always—I looked back. Wrong move. Because that’s when I’d see them. Eyes glowing like coals in a furnace. Men that didn’t move like men. Tall, fast, shadows with teeth. Cloaked in darkness, voices like gravel and thunder. Sometimes they'd call my name. Sometimes they didn’t need to. I knew they were coming for me. I always woke up the same way too—choking on my breath, drenched in sweat, ribs tight like something inside me was about to split open. Tonight was worse. My skin burned. Not from the dream, but something deeper. Hot. Crawling. Like I was on fire from the inside out. Like every nerve had turned traitor and decided to riot. I kicked off the blanket tangled around my legs and I pulled off my hoodie, gasping like I was drowning on dry land. My skin was flushed. Sensitive. The air itself felt wrong against it. Every inch of my body ached, but not the way pain normally felt. It was deeper than that. Like my muscles were starving for something I couldn’t name. I dragged myself upright, fingers trembling. My entire body shook. My heart was racing like I’d just sprinted five blocks, and I couldn’t slow it down. “Fuck,” I whispered. It was happening again. The heat. The first time it hit was two months ago. I’d chalked it up to stress, maybe dehydration or the flu. It passed. Barely. But it came back. Worse each time. Stronger. Hotter. And the nightmares? They were new. But they felt old. Like memories wearing someone else’s face. Sometimes, I’d wake up with claw marks on my arms. Scratches I didn’t remember making. Sometimes I’d smell something in the wind—smoke, pine, ash—and feel like I needed to run or scream or shift. Whatever the hell that meant. None of it made sense. I walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower. As the cold water hit me, my skin hissed in response, and it hurt. “Fuck,” I rasped out. After standing under the shower for a few minutes, I started feeling cold, the heat fading. I turned off the shower and dried my body with a towel. I grabbed a bathrope and climbed back into bed. I was exhausted. Everytime this happens, it drained me. As soon as my head hit the pillows, I lost consciousness. *** I woke up in silk sheets. Which would’ve been nice if I hadn’t bolted upright with my pulse in my throat and my whole body on fire. Still there. Still burning. Worse. I staggered out of bed, the sheets falling away like water. My skin was flushed. Breathing ragged. Every nerve wired with electricity. Like my bones were vibrating under my skin. Like something was trying to claw its way out. I barely made it to the mirror in the corner of the bathroom. The guy staring back looked like hell. Hair a mess, dark circles under my eyes, lips too red, pupils too wide. Sweat clung to every inch of me. My collarbone was flushed pink, like I’d run a marathon in a snowstorm. This wasn’t a fever. This wasn’t the flu. This was wrong. My hand trembled as I gripped the edge of the sink. I couldn’t stop shaking. My body wasn’t just hot—it was hungry. Like every inch of me was begging for something I didn’t have a name for. I dragged myself to the shower and stood under it, enduring the pains. I'll be fine. I just need to leave this town, and all this suffering will end. After spending hours under the shower, the heat was finally replaced with cold. I knew my suffering had ended. For now. I stepped out of the bathroom and noticed it was already evening. I quickly dressed and headed to Lunaris. The full moon hung low and smug in the sky like it knew something I didn’t. Lunaris stood ahead of me like a goddamn temple—sleek glass, sharp edges, and that eerie, bluish glow that made it feel alive. A line of well-dressed people wrapped around the building like they were waiting for salvation. Or damnation. Same thing, really. I pulled my hoodie tighter, palms sweaty in my jacket pockets. My reflection in the mirrored wall to my left didn’t scream “hire me.” It screamed “maybe homeless, definitely exhausted,” which was not the vibe for the hottest nightclub in Nocturne City. But I wasn’t here to blend in. I was here to survive. And apparently, this was where fate wanted me. The bouncer didn’t even blink. One look at my ID—a fake, but a good one—and he stepped aside like I was on the guest list. Weird. The doors opened, and Lunaris swallowed me whole. Inside was like walking into another universe. The air shimmered with something thick and unnameable—smoke, pheromones, magic? Who knew. The music hit first: bass-heavy, bone-deep. It vibrated through my chest like a second heartbeat. People danced like their bodies weren’t their own. High-end businessmen, influencer types, even a few faces I recognized from local news or tabloids. Suits tailored tighter than my entire life, eyes glowing faintly—some gold, some silver, some deep crimson. Not all of them were human. I could feel it. And yet… none of them seemed to notice me. Like I was invisible. A shadow at the edge of a dream. I had heard rumors that we were leaving with some spiritual beings but I refused to believe it but somehow my dreams keep hinting that it might be true afterall. I moved through the crowd, dodging dancers and servers with trays of champagne flutes that probably cost more than my entire wardrobe. My stomach growled again. I ignored it. I’d eaten once this week, which was yesterday. That was enough. I had no money too. My eyes locked on the bar—long, black marble, glowing from underneath like it had a pulse. The bartender looked bored, wiping a glass that was already spotless. Slicked-back hair, piercings, tattoos curling up his neck. I cleared my throat. “Hey. I’m here for the job. Saw the ad.” He glanced up. Eyes sharp. Not bored anymore. “You’re late,” he said. His voice was deep. Smooth, like jazz in an alley. “I didn’t realize there was a time.” He smirked. “There’s always a time.” Then he nodded toward the VIP staircase in the back. “Ask for Lucien. He’s the manager. If he doesn’t like you, you’re out.” Simple enough. I nodded, already walking. Every step felt like a test. My boots echoed off the sleek floors as I made my way up, past velvet ropes and guarded doors. Security didn’t stop me. No one asked questions. The second floor was quieter. Colder. VIP lounges glowed like forbidden fruit behind tinted glass. I caught glimpses—someone licking something red off a crystal rim, another laughing too wide with canines too long. Definitely not human. I swallowed hard. At the end of the hall stood a man in all black. Tall. Graceful. Dressed like he stepped out of a vampire fashion spread. White-blond hair. Piercing silver eyes. Lucien. He looked me over, slow and deliberate. Like he was assessing whether I was prey or just trash. “And you are?” he asked. I blinked. “My name is Jayden Hart, and I'm here to apply for a job. I saw the ad.” He turned. “Follow me.” Cool. Cryptic. We moved down another hall, this one darker. Soundproofed. The air got heavier, like it knew we were getting close to something important. Lucien stopped in front of a tall, double door made of blackened wood. He knocked and stepped in. “Come in,” he said. So, I went in. And everything changed. Zane Ryker wasn’t what I expected. He was worse. He stood by the window, one hand in the pocket of a sleek black suit, the other holding a glass of something amber. His back was to me, city lights spilling around him like he owned them. No. Like he was the light, and the city just borrowed it. Then he turned. And my heart nearly stopped. I’d seen his face a hundred times—billboards, screens, magazine covers. But nothing prepared me for the real thing. Up close, Zane Ryker was art carved into a man. Sharp cheekbones, a mouth that looked like it had never smiled without a body count, eyes that burned like honey laced with gasoline. And the moment he looked at me, everything inside me froze. His nostrils flared. Slight. Subtle. Like an animal catching a scent on the wind. His pupils dilated. His grip on the glass tightened, and for a second—just a second—I thought he might shatter it. “You,” he said, voice low and… different. Almost confused. Almost angry. I blinked. “Me?” Lucien looked between us. He raised an eyebrow. “Well, that’s new.” Zane didn’t answer. He was staring at me like I’d just crawled out of a grave he’d buried a hundred years ago. Then he stepped closer. Something primal slithered through the air. It wrapped around me, warm and electric, like static before a storm. And then—I felt it. A ripple. A tug. Deep in my chest. Like a string being pulled tight. My breath caught. “What the hell,” I muttered. Zane stopped just short of me, so close I could smell his cologne—dark wood, smoke, and something sharp underneath. His eyes scanned me, like he was seeing more than what I was. Like he could see through me. “You’re an omega,” he said. I blinked. “I’m a what?”“I don't want to be your mate…” The words kept ringing in my head as I walked out of Jayden’s room. I stood outside his door with my fists clenched as his arousal scent curled into the hallway. Was I that terrible a man to mate and love? Why didn't he want me? What was holding him back? Was this the moon goddess's cruel idea of a joke by giving me a mate who didn't want me? I had missed him the entire time I was away, and I felt so relieved that he was still around when I came back. But now? I didn’t know what to feel. “How is he?” Lucien asked as they caught up with me in the hallway. How could I tell them that he doesn't want me? “He wants to be alone,” I replied instead. Jake’s expression shifted. “He can't be alone right now, Alpha.” My jaw tensed. “Why not?” “I just got off the phone with my mate, she said that your Alpha aura just upgraded, and with the bond still unresolved, Jayden’s body is struggling to adjust to the aura change.” Jake paused, glancing toward the r
Zane still had me in his arms while the others were kneeling. It felt surreal. I was supposed to be planning to leave Nocturne City by now but instead, I was melting into this man like a goddamn softie.“Congratulations,” I said into his shoulder.He finally pulled back and looked at me like he wanted to say something but he stopped himself and settled with a soft, “Thank you.”I nodded, and just as I was about to move out of his arms, he leaned in and kissed me softly on my lips, in front of everyone. My brain short-circuited and my legs turned to jellyfish. Thank the goddess he was still holding me.The mark on my back burned again, clawing up my spine yanking me back to reality, I then pushed him and mouthed, “People are in the room.” He took a deep breath and turned to them like he hadn’t just lit me on fire. “Stand up,” he ordered firmly.Lucien, Liam, Jake and the guards all stood, their movements precise and synchronized. The tension eased in the room, but I was still processi
I woke up with the scent of him still clinging to my skin.Zane.Everything at this point reminded me of him, even my damn nerves still remembered him—his voice, the feel and taste of his lips on mine, the heat of his hands on my body, and the way I felt with him buried deep inside…Ugh. Jayden. Get a grip. What the hell are you even doing?Every part of me was still tethered to him. I just kept lying there, tangled in sheets that smelled like him, staring at the ceiling like it held the answers to this situation. “Goddess, Jayden,” I muttered, dragging a hand down my face. “You’re pathetic.”Where was that Alpha? I remember him saying something about leaving yesterday. Why isn't he back yet? Did he leave me after all that? I turned over, hugging the pillow to my chest like it could absorb all the questions I didn’t have the guts to say out loud.I miss him.Eventually, my stomach bullied me into getting up—basic survival. Feed yourself before spiralling again. I threw on a hoodie an
"Go shower. I’ll change the bedsheet," I said.He nodded, climbing off me. The moment he left, the warmth of his body vanished, and I immediately missed it. I flopped back against the mattress, dragging a hand through my hair and groaning as the sound of rushing water hit my ears.I laid there for a minute, breathing him in—his scent still lingering on the sheets, on my skin, everywhere. Then I forced myself up, stripped the bed, and changed the sheets quickly.By the time I was done, he was stepping out of the bathroom, towel wrapped around his waist, skin flushed and clean. I couldn't help but stare hard at him before forcing my eyes away as I headed in next, and if his scent had hit me hard before, it was unbearable now. Almost enough to get me hard again.No. Not again.I finished showering fast, wrapped a towel around my waist and stepped back into the room. He was already lying on the bed, hair damp and messy.“I left some clothes for you,” he said with a soft smile.I chuckled,
The room was quiet except for our breathing, heavy and steady. He was so close that I could feel every beat of his heart against mine. As Jayden's hands roamed over me, every inch of my body responded, shivering, burning, wanting more. But something inside me pulled back. What is this? The heat? Or is it something more?I looked into his eyes, seeing the same raw, unspoken desire reflected in them. He’s not just lost in the heat, I realized. There’s something deeper here. He wants this, and maybe, so do I.The moment his lips met mine again, the hesitation was gone. There was no more second-guessing, no more internal debate. All the walls I’d built around myself started to crumble, and I could feel the pull of him like a magnet—impossible to resist. I can't fight this anymore. I want him, all of him. If I don't take this moment, I might regret it.He melted into me, lips parting with a soft sigh as I deepened the kiss. My fingertips grazed his hot skin, and he shivered at the contact.
“Call them again,” I said to Lucien as I entered my office, barely calming myself. ‘Jayden,’ I groaned in my head.Lucien redialed and handed me the phone.The Apex Circle is the ultimate and highest governing body within the werewolf world, the highest hierarchy of Alpha leadership. Composed of the twelve most influential and powerful Alphas from across the globe. The Apex circle is not just a council; it is a brotherhood bound by blood oaths and sacred traditions. Founded over a thousand years ago by the earliest and most revered Alpha leaders, its original mission was to prevent chaos and bloodshed between the various werewolf territories, a mission that remains unchanged to this day.The Circle elects a Prime Alpha every fifty years, to oversee the gatherings and make final decisions concerning werewolves all around the world. The Prime Alpha’s authority is absolute during their tenure, and their role is to maintain unity within the Circle, ensuring no single member overpowers the