Mag-log inZion
Seeing Phoenix Mathews in a female version—or whoever this girl pretending to be him is—really piqued my interest. Her bright pink lips practically begged to be kissed, tempting me every time I looked at them. Lucky for me, we're in the same dorm; now I can see her whenever I want.
She’s different. Ever since we bumped into each other at the hospital, she's been like a magnet pulling me in. Her scent—hazelnut chocolate—made my mind waver. My wolf side craved her more than any other girl in this school. Now, here she was, sitting across from me, shifting awkwardly and glancing at everyone one by one. She seemed intimidated by Hayden, but I thought she's strong enough to stand up to him—just like she did last night. It’s one of the things about her that stirred something deep inside me. “Get it yourself. You still have hands,” Hayden said, his voice flat, directing the command at the fake Phoenix, who remained seated quietly. I played the role of the spectator between them. Hayden’s always cold, while she tried to obey, though I heard a faint growl from her now and then. I could’t help but smile as I chewed on the scrambled eggs Finley made. “Sure.” Phoenix’s response is curt, her mouth full. “I’d like some milk. Is there any left?” “There’s one bottle left. Want me to warm it up?” Finley offered, turning on the stove, and Phoenix nodded quickly, her mouth still full. The dining area connected directly to the kitchen, and with all five of us around a big table, it felt cramped—especially for someone tall like me. I tucked my legs under the table so everyone can actually start enjoying their breakfast. At first, I never cared about others' comfort. In fact, I was usually the one making things uncomfortable. But everything changed after my mom had an accident and lost her sight. Yeah, even werewolves could go blind from accidents. I couldn’t handle it at first. Slowly, I started adapting, avoiding unnecessary conflict. Though I still dated almost every girl at Livingstone, I admitted I haven’t completely shed that old image. It’s fun having them fawn over me. “Zion, get the team ready in half an hour. Coach Cooper’s coming. I’ve got some business to handle,” Hayden said, still focused on his phone, not even looking at me. After a quick glance at his phone, he left the room. I finished my breakfast and asked Phoenix to help me set up the equipment in the training room. Practice didn’t start for another two hours, but I didn’t want to hear Hayden complain if the room’s not ready when he arrived. “Can’t you wear a shirt?” I turned from the strategy board and glanced at her. After pinning a red tack on the board, I met her gaze. “I’m hot. Is that a problem for you? If you’re hot, you can take yours off too.” Her eyes widen, and I chuckled. I said it on purpose, just to saw if she'd stand her ground. Crossing my arms, I waited for her reaction, but she stayed still. “What’s wrong?” “There’s nothing to say. I’ll just lower the room temperature instead of taking my shirt off.” “There will come a time we’ll shower together, Mathews,” I said, lowering my arms and turning back to the strategy board. “Should be fun. We’ll whip towels at each other.” She didn’t laugh, but I cought a snort as she adjusted the AC to lower the temperature. That familiar hazelnut chocolate scent hit me again, even stronger now. I glanced at Phoenix, who's placing her phone charger on the table. Every second brought me closer to her. At first, she didn’t notice as I moved silently, but then she shifted back, bumping into the edge of the table. “Your scent… are you wearing perfume?” My voice drops, low and almost reluctant as I tried to keep my distance. “No. What are you doing? Keep your distance, Glass!” she snapped, but I heard the breathlessness in her voice. “I can’t. Your scent draws me in automatically.” I cornered her. Her head tilted back, meeting my chest as she lowered her gaze in submission. My thumb brushed under her chin, tilting her face up to meet mine. I leaned in, letting my lips brush against hers in a single, irresistible kiss. Strange... Instead of pulling away, Phoenix met my movements, her cold, delicate hands resting gently on my chest without any resistance. It made me want to push further, to demand more from her. But I paused, noticing she’s not breathing. Her innocent expression brought me back to reality. What the hell am I doing? “I’m sorry. I went too far.” I rushed to the bathroom, splashing water on my face. This was insane. If it were any other girl, I’d have kissed her right here. Five minutes usually did the trick, but with Phoenix... I couldn’t. I knew this will either push us to avoid each other or forced us to pretend it never happened. I felt like an idiot, completely enchanted by her scent. I ran my hands through my hair, staring at my reflection in the mirror. [She’s your mate, Zion. That explains why you’re drawn to her scent. Mark her soon!] I hears Kirk’s voice, urging me toward Phoenix. But this is more complicated than anyone can imagine. We’re on the same esports team, and I didn’t want to be tied down to any one girl. They’re just too much trouble. After splashing my face with cold water and drying off, I stepped out of the bathroom. She’s gone. Only Adonis and Finley are in the training room, just arriving. I didn’t even bother asking about Phoenix and decided to track her down myself. But when I get to her room, she’s not there. Sharpening my sense of smell, I followed her unique scent down the hall and up the stairs, finally reaching the access door to the rooftop. There she was, staring out at the forest behind the school. “I was looking for you, Mathews.” “Why were you looking for me?” “I wanted to explain. I didn’t mean to... well, I don’t know what happened. Your scent was so damn enticing. Don’t you realize?” “I can’t smell my own scent, Glass. Listen, I’m still normal, so don’t cross my boundaries here.” She pointed to herself, “Consider what happened a mistake. I don’t want anyone else to know, especially Hayden. He’s already giving me enough trouble. I hope you’ll keep your distance. For the team’s sake.” “I know you’re a girl, Mathews. Whoever you are, Phoenix. You’re the one causing trouble for the team. You’ve been lying to us.” Phoenix’s mouth dropped open. She looked away, avoiding eye contact, her face turning whenever I tried to meet her gaze. She’s not like other girls. Not just words.Finley Unfortunately, I still hadn’t told Adonis about my new status. I should’ve said something right after graduation, but life didn’t give me a single chance to breathe once I was appointed as Thunder Bite’s Beta. Responsibility hit like a nonstop storm. Hayden and I were on site almost every day, making sure the facility project stayed on schedule—which, if you were working with Hayden, actually meant perfect to the smallest detail. He was ridiculously perfectionist. Honestly, the kind of person who made others want to throw a brick at his head. Strangely, I never felt that way. I had grown used to his pace, his pressure, and even stranger… my Beta instincts felt safer under his command. Ever since our e-sports days, I had always followed his lead—even back when I still lived in my old pack. Maybe it was true: a Beta’s blood was made to obey and steady his Alpha. With Hayden, my wolf relaxed. He knew exactly who to protect, who to watch out for, and who sat at the center of h
ZionTwo days after Phoebe gave birth, I stood once again at the gates of the Light Walker Pack—my birthplace, the home that never truly felt like mine. The winter wind tugged at the ceremonial cloak I wore, while my newborn daughter, Anastasia, slept quietly in the white sling Phoebe held close to her chest.Phoebe still looked pale. Two days… her body was nowhere near recovered. But her determination to attend the blessing ritual kept her steps steady. And honestly, that’s one of the countless reasons I admired her.“If you’re too tired, we can postpone this,” I murmured.She shook her head. “Light Walker is your blood, Zion. And now… it’s Anastasia’s too. Besides, I’ve done this whole giving-birth thing before, remember?”Yeah, but this time she gave birth to my child. That made everything feel different.Her gaze softened something in me. Even exhausted, her eyes stayed clear—steady with a quiet resolve. I kept forgetting just how strong this woman truly was.We were escorted to t
PhoebeThree years had passed since that quiet morning in the little rented house, and somehow the world had spun far away from every plan Hayden and I once made together. But as I stood in front of the mirror that morning—staring at my rounded belly and the faint paleness in my cheeks—I realized that some parts of the past never truly left.“If you keep standing like that, the baby might decide to come before the ceremony even starts,” Finley teased, laughing as he picked up a graduation invitation from the table.I let out a slow breath, one hand resting on my belly. “I just want to look… a little normal, Fin. It’s their big day.”“Normal’s a relative term. You’re three months pregnant and still wearing high heels. That’s practically a miracle.”I didn’t get the chance to reply because Henry—my little boy with his ash-gray hair just like his father’s—ran out of the living room, clutching the small gift bag we’d wrapped last night. “Mommy! We’re late!”Finley quickly scooped him into
PhoebeIt’s been a month since everything finally settled down—since that evening filled with hopes and quiet relief in our little house, since the world seemed to pause just to let us breathe again.The days that followed found a new rhythm—peaceful, simple, and real.This morning, Hayden asked me to sit with him on the porch, under a soft stretch of sunlight. He studied me for a long time before speaking quietly.“You don’t want to continue your studies at the academy, Phoebe?”I hesitated, staring into my cup of tea. The offer sounded tempting, even exciting—but it wasn’t what I wanted anymore.“No,” I finally said. “I’ve learned enough. Now I want to learn something else—about home, about being a mother, about being a Luna who’s worthy of you and of them.”Hayden smiled and reached for my hand, squeezing it gently. “If that’s what you want, I won’t push you.”He lowered his gaze and took a thick folder from his lap. Inside was a folded letter, its seal glinting faintly in the morn
PhoebeI had just set the teapot down when something tightened inside me. Not fear—more like a warm ripple rising from my lower belly and spreading up through my chest. Maybe it was the wolf mating season Hayden mentioned yesterday. Or maybe my little pup was starting to express himself more clearly.Phoenix was probably losing his mind right now. Tyra was at her most aggressive stage, and if I had to guess, Phoenix’s room must already look like a post-battle site.I smiled to myself, rubbing my belly when my pup kicked in response.Hayden wrapped his arms around me from behind, resting his chin on my shoulder. “What are you thinking about, sweetheart?”“I feel bad for Phoenix,” I said, setting the teapot aside. “Tyra’s been attacking him nonstop. He wanted to run here, but I told him I’m going with you to the department store. He can’t hide forever.”Hayden chuckled. “Serves him right. He was pretending he could handle her.”“Yeah, I thought the same.” I touched his hand around my wa
PhoebeThe little house we rented sat on the edge of town, not far from a small lake whose surface always shimmered orange every evening. Sometimes I thought Hayden chose this place on purpose—so I could finally breathe after everything that happened. No noise, no chaos. Just the wind and the soft hum of insects.Hayden had just finished painting the back fence. His sleeves were rolled up, his face damp with sweat, but I could see the determination in his eyes.“This fence’s gonna mark the border of your little garden,” he said, dropping the brush into the bucket. “Didn’t you say you wanted to plant freesias?”I hugged myself, shivering a bit from the morning chill even though there was no snow. “I just hope they don’t die. My hands aren’t as good as yours with plants.”“Phoebe,” he said with a small laugh, “even wildflowers would bloom if it’s you taking care of them.”His gaze drifted toward the yard, thoughtful—the kind of look a man has when he starts imagining a future.It had be
FinleyThe moment I saw Phoebe running out of the dorm, tears streaming down her face, my gaze instinctively shifted to the rooftop. There he was—Adonis, watching her with that inscrutable expression. It made me wonder if something had happened between them.I immediately headed to the roof, where
PhoebeWolfsbane.Ms. Tina was explaining its effects on us werewolves. As I already knew, wolfsbane is incredibly debilitating to our kind. Yet, its existence serves a purpose in human industries, so we can’t just wipe it off the face of the earth.From a distance, I could feel Finley’s gaze darti
PhoebeI raised a brow at him, questioning his sudden interruption. He leaned casually on the edge of the table, his tone confident as he mentioned the strategy meeting for the tournament. The moment he said it, I seized the opportunity, snapping my notebook shut and apologizing to Tyra for cutting
Phoebe“What are you doing?”Honestly, I was surprised by Finley's sudden movement, pushing me into my own room. His hand quickly reached for the doorknob and closed the door in front of me. I was still watching his expression as he leaned against the door.He pressed his index finger to his lips,







