Mira's pov
"Mira," my mom's voice echoed in my head and I snapped out of my thoughts.
I glanced up at my mate that also happened to be my stepbrother and shivered at the sheer intensity emanating from him and between us…
At least from my end.
He was so brooding and strong, it was hard not to find him irresistible.
I had noticed a few she-wolves in here had been trying to get his attention since I entered the hall.
"Mira," my mom called again and that was when I saw Kayden was smiling and holding his hands out for me to hug him.
I gulped and the minute I wrapped my hands around his waist, the energy between us charged.
I felt the instant and incessant urge to touch and be touched by him.
As quickly as I hugged him, I pulled away, afraid I'd do or say something stupid.
"You okay, my love?" My mom asked in confusion.
"Yeah," I whispered rather too quietly, trying to hide my distress.
"But you look pale," she pointed out, coming to feel my temperature with the back of her hands.
"Yeah, I need to use the bathroom." I muttered and practically ran out of there.
I made my way to the bathroom panting heavily. I could feel my heart trying to claw its way out of my chest and I felt like I was going to die at that moment.
Counting from one in my head, I began to take deep breaths to calm me down.
I counted to twenty before my heart beat slowed down to its normal pace.
"What the fuck?" I began to laugh maniacally. This couldn't possibly be happening to me. It just couldn't.
I began to pace around the bathroom restlessly as my heart beat picked up.
My soon to be step brother was my mate?
I knew I should not have come to this party. I just knew but even if I hadn't, his father would still be marrying my mother next month under the full moon.
I had to get him to reject me somehow, anyhow I possibly could.
"No!" Claudia, my white wolf growled.
"We have to, he's my mother's stepson. We just have to."
I countered, my heart was racing again.
I wanted him so bad, it felt illegal but I couldn't jeopardize my mother's happiness.
I had to reject him.
The bathroom door was flung open all of a sudden and I jumped up in surprise.
"What are you doing here?" My mom asked, her eyes scanning my face.
"Nothing mom, I just came here to get some fresh air."
I said, my heart quickening in my chest.
She narrowed her eyes on me.
"You came to get fresh air in the bathroom?" Her brows furrowed in confusion.
"Yes, now you can go. I'm fine, you don't have to worry.”
"Okay but we are about to announce our engagement to the pack please hurry up and fix your lipstick."
She said and I rolled my eyes internally at her before showing her out of the bathroom.
I took one last deep breath, reapplied my lipstick and lipgloss before stepping out of the bathroom.
I should tell my mother about this but at the same time, I didn't want to hurt her feelings.
How was I supposed to sit her down and tell her that her new stepson was my fated mate?
He was so hot, I wouldn't have been able to tell if he was a day older than eighteen years old.
"There you are! I've been looking everywhere for you!"
Zane waved as she came running towards me after I had walked out of the bathroom.
She was dressed in a green dress that reached her ankles but had a slit starting from her mid thighs.
"Hey," I said.
"What's wrong?" She asked, scanning my face.
"Nothing, I'm just tired."
"That's not true, something is wrong. Tell me!"
I was about to open my mouth to speak when I heard the clinking of glasses.
"Um, my mom's about to introduce her man, let's go." I pulled Zane away to prevent her from forcing me to spill by force and she smiled, forgetting all about the questions she'd been asking me.
We both made our way over to where my little sister stood with her best friend.
"Hey, you okay?" She whispered and I nodded with a reassuring smile even though I felt anything but reassured.
"She-wolves and gentle wolves, welcome to my engagement party…" I turned my mother's voice out as I stared at my mate standing so closely to one she-wolf I didn't recognize, holding her.
I felt a pang of jealousy rise from deep within me and my wolf growled out in pain.
Our eyes met and I inhaled sharply. He was staring at me with zero emotions in his eyes and an unreadable expression and yet somehow, I could feel him howling out to me.
The crowd around me all stood up and began to clap. I shot up from my chair and joined the crowd to clap.
I watched as my mom kissed Alpha Remy and I literally wanted to run up there and tear him away from my mother.
I wanted to tell them what their marriage would do to me in the future.
I wanted to run towards Kayden and rip that girl off his arm. He was mine, he was my mate not hers.
I shook my head, disappointed in myself for my own thoughts. I was definitely a terrible person.
I should be figuring out a way to get rid of him and not be angry that my mother was finally getting a shot at happiness.
Maybe I could tell my mother about the situation and she could convince Kayden to reject me.
"Sorry, I'm late," I heard Cameron's voice from behind."
I turned around and hugged him.
"You are always late but I'm glad you are here," I said with a smile.
Cameron was I and Zane's best friend, well, Zane's boyfriend now. We'd known each other since middle school.
"Babe, what took you so long?" Zane glared at him as she made her way to hug him.
"My father, you know how he is," He explained and we understood.
Cameron lived in a different pack from ours now. After his mother married an Alpha from another pack, they moved.
"I'm sorry, but I'm super excited you are here. How long are you planning to stay?"
"Two weeks." He whispered and I watched as she hugged him excitedly.
"Come on, Mira, let's go meet mom," Talia said and dragged me to the front of the hall where my mom and her fiance stood waving at everyone.
"What took you so long?"
My mom gritted out without looking at me directly.
"Sorry," I apologized, afraid to look at my soon to be stepbrother.
I could feel his eyes on me but I didn't dare look.
I watched as he kissed my mom on the cheek. and then hugged Talia. I gulped knowing it was my turn next.
As he let go of Talia, he walked over to me, his eyes piercing mine and he enveloped me in a hug.
I just melted into him as his strong scent took over my body. My wolf was beyond grateful and excited to be in her mate's hand.
As if burnt by my touch, Kayden suddenly let go of me abruptly and walked over to the she-wolf I had seen him talking to earlier.
As I watched, he pulled her close and kissed her.
Unable to take his obvious show of affection towards another woman, I marched out of the hall, my heart breaking into a million pieces.
Alpha Remy’s povI thought of all he had said and sighed. He was right. “Alpha. Whatever decision you want to take, we will support you. But as your elder, we are here to lead you to the right path.”I looked back at the two other elders whose eyes moved like snakes.I didn’t trust them. But they had the right to speak their mind. After all, they had the good intentions to help the pack.“I’ll think about it,” I said as I walked past him and got out of the throne room.I walked for a while before bumping into Kayden who had his shirt off with sweat glistening his body.I looked behind him to see the maids and some women ogling him like he was a piece of chocolate.“You know you should cover up,” I said as he shrugged.“It doesn’t matter dad. I’m kind of working.”I nodded. “Is something bothering you?” He asked. He must have noticed my sad face. “We can talk about it if you want.”I needed the thoughts of someone else. Maybe he would work.“Come with me,” I said sharply as I led hi
Mira’s povHe grunted over the phone but finally accepted as I cut the call and smiled at a fuming Zane.“See? That wasn’t so hard.”Zane wasn’t happy about that but she decided to play along with me.A maid came to tell me to help them carry something as we were short staffed and we went to help.For the next hour and a half, we were doing chores before Cameron joined us.“Hey, guys,” he said as he saw us lifting a tent to fix it. “What are you guys doing?”“Helping. You should be doing the same,” I grunted as I successfully lifted it to its position before standing back to make sure it was okay.He looked at Zane and they both looked away.“Okay; one of these days, you both will tell me what the matter is between you two. Until then, just help me fix things around.”Kayden showed up and looked at me. “Can we talk?”I looked at my friends before nodding and following Kayden away from the crowd.He led me to his room as he sat down and leaned forward. “How are you?”“I’m doing okay. I
Mira’s pov“Because,” she said while going to stand at the window. “I don’t know. I just… connect with him. You know. How it was with you and… what’s his name? Lucas?”I scoffed. “Oh this is definitely not like me and him. We were way off and you know it. Besides, you were the one forcing the elder on me. This time it’s you who has to make the choice. Do you stay with him or let him be and find another person to be with.”“But my mate is dead,” she said with tears in her eyes. “Your father is dead Mira. I can’t find anyone like him.”“It doesn’t mean you need to settle for alpha remy. Trust me, it won’t end well.”She sighed and nodded. “You have no idea what it feels like being on that seat and being alone. No one feels what you feel. No one understands your pain. No one sees you as anything more than the title. Alpha this, alpha that. It’s all they care about. I’m either talking about the pack or how to avoid war or how to turn my daughters in royalty. But what about what I truly wa
Mira’s povI stayed at the stairs that night, looking at the bulb that flickered in the distant. I didn’t know what to do or how to keep this feeling that was growling within me.It was too much to handle and all I could do was think of all the ways I could break in there and tell my mother that Kayden was my mate, but that would do little to help me. In fact, it would only cause more problems once they find out that I had bonded with Kayden.I sighed and got up to the sound of my mother and alpha remy really getting into their sexual moment.I took in deep breaths as I shook my head and looked at the door.“Where is Jamie?” A voice said behind me as I turned to see Kayden.“Shouldn’t you be like a thousand miles away from me?” I asked. “Our parents are back together. There is no hope for us.”He looked around as I smiled. “No need to bother. No one here knows about us. Everyone into busy trying to understand what’s going on between my mum and your dad to even look at me.”“Look, I ju
Freya’s povI saw Jamie running about as Mira stood by the stairs as if she was not eavesdropping.“You all should really give me some space,” I laughed as they nodded.Mira came forth. “I wanted to know if you were okay. That’s all.”I laughed. “I am.”“So does that mean you two are getting back together?” Jamie dropped in as I sighed and closed my eyes to indicate I was already losing my mind.“How about you let me and remy decide what to do next. You kids should give us some space. Go hang out with Kayden or something.”They nodded and walked off as I looked at remy.He held my hand and we walked down the stairs with my workers bowing as we walked to the car.With a chivalrous smile, he opened the door and I got into the passenger's seat. His driver tried to get in but he told the man he would drive and took the key from him.“I find how you take charge very sexy,” I said while he closed the door and started the car.He looked at me. “Anything for you my darling.”I leaned in to ki
Freya’s povHe stood up slowly and smiled at me sadly. “Freya,” he said softly, like the sound of my name was something beautiful to him. “I was hoping you’d come with me. I wanted to take you out.”“What?” I laughed darkly. “Take me out? Oh you must be joking. You think you can show up and I’ll drop everything to be with you?”He looked hurt, and said, “I didn’t mean it like that.”“Then how did you mean it?” I asked sharply. “Because to me, it sounds like the guy who never saw me is back again. Only now he’s trying to charm his way into my life.”He looked down. “I made mistakes,” he said quietly. “I know I hurt you. I know I failed you, Freya.”I swallowed hard. I didn’t want to feel anything right now. Not sympathy. Not hope. Nothing.My daughters came down the stairs at that moment. Mira and Jamie. I flicked my eyes towards them, and they both stopped on the steps, questioning expressions on their faces. It would be impossible to keep this from them now.Remy saw them, but instea