Natasha's POVI felt shivers down my spine when a cold splash of air washed over my body.I quickly closed the small window at the corner of the kitchen. It's windy outside and it's seriously giving me chills.With everything that happened today, I feel so tired. I'm a she-wolf and I don't usually feel exhaustion but because I'm in my normal form and I'm not around my pack, I feel soreness and tiredness.This day is exhausting but I can't deny that it was fun and I enjoyed it.After the photoshoot, everyone cleaned up and wrap up and when I thought we can already go home, Elyse snatched me from Valerian and brought me to her favorite restaurant-- her fifth favorite restaurant.Honestly, I was thankful that Elyse did that because I was feeling suffocated around Valerian after what happened-- after that awkward and embarrassing incident that I want to bury at the back of my mind. I needed a breather and Elyse came to the rescue once again.But, unfortunately, as much as I enjoyed everyt
Natasha's POVHearing and seeing Valerian unbuckle his belt in front of me while I'm kneeling snapped me back to my senses.I was completely taken aback by his action but I've come to my senses now. Thankfully.I furrowed my eyebrows and cleared my throat."What the hell do you think you're doing?!"I saw how Valerian's jaw tensed up upon hearing me talk.He looked at me, almost glaring with his soul-piercing gaze.The way Valerian stare at me made me swallow hard again.Fuck this.My heart started hammering inside my chest. Faster than how Valerian usually makes my heart beat fast.There's something more to it.There's something more to what I feel right now-- to what he's making me feel.Is it rage? Anger? Am I feeling. . .?Fuck.Valerian held my chin up. His other hand is still on his belt."Let me go," I mouthed.No voice came out of my mouth. Shit. Breathing is even hard for me right now."No," I repeated.Valerian's eyes darkened as he gazed down at me. "No what, Natasha?"I sw
Natasha's POVI felt my heartbeat grow faster as twice as before as I eyed Valerian.I swallowed hard when he slightly lowered down his pants but did not completely take them off.And when I saw his. . . oh shit.I know it was big when I unknowingly held it but seeing it right now-- bare-- damn it. It's huge!And when I say it's huge, I meant it's HUGE.Oh My Gosh.I can't count how many times I swallowed hard already but swallowing hard is the only thing I could do to at least try to bottle what I feel right now as I look at him and his manhood.It's just that, I can't believe I'm seeing him right now. . . so close to my face and specifically my eyes, and I don't understand and know why I can't seem to take my gaze off it. I'm rooted in my spot and my gazes are frozen."You like what you see, darling?" I heard Valerian speak all of the sudden finally snapping me back to my senses. Valerian sounded amused as he said what he just said but the desire and lust are still lingering in his
Natasha's POVI rolled over to the other side of the bed again hoping to finally be able to sleep but to no avail.I let out a loud sigh, getting all frustrated.It's already been like this for a week now and it's seriously getting really frustrating.A week after what happened with Valerian.I groaned when images of me kneeling in front of him flashed in my mind again now that I think of it.Ah, fuck!This scenario is already so familiar to me that it's almost like I'm getting deja vu.Sleepless nights again. . just like the first time Valerian kissed.I was like this for three days after that kiss. And now, I'm back at it again, but it's worst than the first time because what happened is more than just a kiss. It was something more.I kinda avoided Valerian and I didn't talk to him after that for the sole reason that he didn't talk to me as well. And it's already been a week that we didn't have a conversation or anything. He would just glance at me whenever he sees me and I do the s
Natasha's POVI want to tell Valerian to get off me but it's like my body had froze and I can say or do anything.He's on top of me right now while looking at me with intense eyes as his fingers softly grazed my collarbone.I swallowed hard to calm my always erratic heartbeat when he was so close to me."Tell me, Natasha." Valerian paused as he penetrated me with his piercing eyes.I want to avoid his gaze but it's just impossible to when he locked my eyes in with his.Damn it."Did you miss me?" He breathed deeply. "When you go out with Elyse and have fun, do you think of me?"I took a sharp breath when Valerian's hand traveled from my neck to my chest.He didn't move his hand and just place it there but it's enough that my mind is on a haywire right now.At this point, I wonder what are things he would do that won't make me feel like this."You've been out pretty late these past few days, what were you doing, huh?" he whispered again but this time, his tone went from calm to firm. H
Natasha's POV"Please d-don't s-stop," I begged as I closed my eyes deeply feeling the pleasure that Valerian is giving me.Valerian suddenly chuckled while literally sucking my nips and the sensation that it gave me is insane when his voice vibrated against my bare nipples.Valerian is clearly amused by how he finally got me around his fingers and now that he completely has control of me.I wanted to complain and object and tell him the exact opposite of what he's thinking but I don't want him to stop. So, now, I can't do anything but to close my eyes deeply and just shut my mouth up and try to contain all the pleasure he's giving me by biting my lower lip so hard that I feel like it's already bleeding."Say it again, Natasha."I automatically opened my eyes when my Valerian spoke and I also felt him stopped with what he was doing with my boobs.I creased my eyebrows in confusion but I also can't deny that I'm kinda annoyed because he stopped sucking my boobs."What?" I asked as I co
Natasha's POVIt’s been 3 days. . .3 days since that happened. . . since something happened between me and Valerian and after that something changed between us.His treatment towards me changed. He became gentle-- in the most gentlest way. And oftentimes, I find it weird. Not only because I’m not really that used to that kind of treatment towards me but especially because that kind of treatment is coming from a vampire named Valerian Fenrir-- the devil himself.In my mind this is just part of the punishment Valerian is giving me for I don’t know what reason but if this is a punishment, Valerian’s actions right now doesn’t seem like one.Was it because something happened between us? Was that the reason? Probably yes, because there was no other reason for him to start treating me different— extra special.I was just sitting on the chair facing the window, getting lost in my trail of thought when suddenly I heard three knocks on the door before it opened, revealing Valerian.“Natasha,”
Natasha’s POV“You should have gone here with Draven to ensure your safety,” I frustratedly said to Sayna.Saya averted her gaze as if avoiding to look into my eyes.Seeing her reaction made me so much more nervous than I already was.“Sayna,” I called, which sounded out authoritative even if I didn’t want it to be, it just came out.The last thing I want is for Sayna to be upset with me after everything she did for me.“He doesn’t know I left town. No one knows I left and where I went,” she whispered, head down, looking at her feet.I deeply closed my eyes as I massaged my temple upon hearing what she just said.Why would she do that?!As much as I love my friend, Sayna, I think she will be the death of me.“Sayna, please. Please, you have to go home now,” I pleaded to Sayna as I held both of her hands tightly. Scared than I have ever been.“Natasha, but I—““Sayna, this is for your own safety. You have been gone for weeks and I know they are probably looking for you already and worr