Mag-log in“Clary!!!”
My mother’s voice rang through the house like a whip, sharp and commanding. I dropped the rag I was holding and rushed to the living room.
She was sitting on the couch, a bowl of snacks in her hand, eyes glued to the glowing TV screen. Beside her, Andrea was stretched out like a queen, polishing her nails with that satisfied little smirk she always wore when I came near.
“Have you finished doing the dishes?” Mom asked without even looking at me.
“Yes, Mom,” I answered softly.
Dad wasn’t here... he was always at work during the weekdays. And maybe that was better. At least when he wasn’t here, I didn’t have to see him pretend he couldn’t see how they treated me.
“Good. Now do the laundry.” She flicked her hand like I was a maid she paid for.
“Done it, Mom.”
She turned her head slightly, disbelief etched on her face. “Already? Fine. How about the backyard?”
“I cleaned it earlier.”
Her eyes narrowed. “The plants? Did you water them?”
“Yes, Mom. That too.”
Andrea snickered quietly behind her polished nails.
Mom sighed like it was exhausting just to deal with me. “Then cook for dinner.”
I blinked at the clock. “But… it’s only two in the afternoon, Mom. It’s too early.”
Her head snapped toward me, eyes hard and cold. “I don’t care. We’re expecting visitors tonight. Important ones. Make sure the food is perfect. After you’ve cooked, eat early and stay in your room. Don’t you dare come out when they arrive. Do you understand me?”
Her words hit me like stones. It wasn’t the first time. It would never be the last. She never wanted me near visitors. Never wanted anyone to know I existed.
I lowered my gaze, my voice small. “Yes, Mom.”
The television’s laughter filled the silence. Neither of them cared to look at me again. I stood there a moment longer, waiting for something... anything that might feel like love. But there was nothing. Just the flickering light of the TV against their faces, and Andrea blowing on her freshly painted nails like she was the most precious thing in the world.
Cordia stirred in my head, anger burning in her tone. 'And again, you’ll let them do this to you?'
'It’s okay, Cordia,' I whispered back, though my throat ached.
'It’s not okay! You keep saying that, but it never is. They don’t treat you like family, Clary. They treat you like dirt. And I hate you for letting it happen.'
'I’m the one doing the work, not you,' I answered, forcing a weak smile. 'So don’t worry about it.'
Cordia went quiet, but I felt her fury simmering like hot coals.
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By the time I finished cooking, my body ached all over. Five different dishes sat steaming on the table, carefully arranged the way Mom demanded. I even prepared fresh apple juice in case one of the guests didn’t want wine. I wanted it to be perfect, because if it wasn’t, I knew what I’d face.
I took a deep breath, wiping sweat from my forehead. Maybe now… I could rest.
After cleaning the kitchen spotless, I climbed upstairs to my room. The bathroom’s steam wrapped around me, and for once, I allowed myself a small sigh of relief. Darren had been gone on his mission for a week, and I missed him, but at least nothing had gone wrong.
“Since they don’t need me tonight,” I whispered to Cordia, “want to go for a run?”
Her voice softened, just a little. *Finally, something good. Let’s go.*
I smiled faintly. “Good.”
After my bath, I pulled on black jeans and a plain black shirt, clothes that didn’t matter if they got dirty. My eyes drifted to the archer leaning against the window. I grabbed it, opened the frame, and jumped down from the second floor. The landing jolted through my knees, but I was used to it. This was the only kind of freedom I knew.
From the forest edge, I looked back. Several sleek cars pulled up in front of the house, polished and black like shadows on wheels. Visitors. Important ones, just like Mom said.
I turned away before I could see their faces. I didn’t want to. Not when I already knew I wasn’t wanted there.
“Let’s enjoy our night too, Cordia,” I whispered.
'Let’s go!' she howled in excitement, and I let her take over. My body stretched and shifted, fur rippling out, paws striking the ground. White with a circle of black on my back... I knew I didn’t look like anyone else in my family. Not even in the pack.
But for once, I didn’t care.
I ran.
The forest opened for me, the wind rushing past, carrying scents of pine and earth. My paws thudded against the soil as if I belonged to the night itself. And finally, after so long, I breathed freely.
We reached my secret place... the magical falls. The water shimmered with silver light as the moon reflected off its surface. Tiny glowing fish flickered beneath, scattering light across the rocks. It was otherworldly, untouched, mine.
I shifted back into human form and grabbed my bow. Arrows were hidden in the trees, waiting for me, and I took one. My gaze found the target tree across the river, its trunk scarred with the marks of my practice.
Here, I wasn’t weak. Here, my shots sometimes found their mark. Here, I almost felt like I mattered.
For hours I trained, letting arrow after arrow fly, imagining each one piercing the cruel words that haunted me.
But eventually, the guilt crept in. Mom and Dad might notice I was gone, and then… I would pay.
So I put the arrows back, shouldered my bow, and shifted again. Running in wolf form was faster, smoother, more alive.
Yet the closer I came to the house, the stranger I felt. My chest tightened. My instincts roared.
'Do you feel that?' Cordia asked, her voice tense.
'What is it, Cordia?' I whispered inside.
'Let’s find out. Run faster.'
I pushed myself harder, paws pounding the earth. When the house finally came into view, I slowed, my breath sharp in my chest. There were people outside... men dressed in black, standing tall and formal. Their presence was heavy, powerful.
Leaders.
Cordia’s voice growled low. 'Don’t forget… your sister’s mate is the Alpha.'
My heart clenched. 'Right… Andrea’s mate.'
I darted behind a tree, shifting back and pulling on my clothes. I was about to step out when the door of the house opened.
And then… it hit me.
The scent.
It rolled across the air, sharp and intoxicating, burying itself deep into my lungs. My heart slammed against my ribs so hard it hurt.
My knees weakened. My breath caught.
'Mate!' Cordia screamed in my head, her voice shaking with shock and hunger.
I froze, my entire world tilting. The scent dragged me closer, pulling every piece of me toward the one person I should never have.
And in that moment, I knew... my life was about to shatter.
- Clary's POV - The breakfast was so quiet and awkward, thank goodness it was all done.After that breakfast with the family of leaders, I bid my goodbye and decided to go home to the Northeast Mountain. Xylo wanted to bring me home, but I refused. He, of course, did not agree to let me go back home alone, but I talked him out of it. In the end, I walked back to the Northeast Mountain on my own.I slept for, I think, 2 days, that is why it seems that I lost so much time, that so many things have happened in just a little time while I was asleep.The moment I arrived at the mansion, I found my father talking to grandmother. They were talking seriously about something, but I was not able to hear them. When they sensed my presence, they looked at me and there, I saw the happiness in my father's eyes. It was glowing, looking like he was about to cry as he ran to me and hugged me with all his might. His hands were trembling while he was caressing my back."I'm sorry, Clary. I did not know
Clary's POVI woke up in the same room where I found myself yesterday, but now it is fully different. I was lying with his arms encircling around me as I faced his naked chest. Now that I think of everything we did yesterday, I found myself blushing. Everything had just loaded in my head. It was too fresh in my mind, and I am too shy to even face him. I was a bit embarrassed about it.I am not sure if I woke him up or if he was already up when I opened my eyes and moved a little, because when I looked up to his face, I found his ruthless but calm facial expression staring at me. He brushed his hair and smiled, a genuine smile of happiness. Oh, how I was craving to see it every morning. He is so handsome and I would not get tired of staring at him."Did I wake you up?" I asked, trying to establish a conversation between us. He was still holding me in his arms and I am kind of shy with our position right now. I found myself wearing his oversized shirt with no undergarments or anything.
He threw me on the bed as he took his shirt off. His 8-pack abs were revealed, tempting me to hold them. His muscles flexed even more.I did not know what I should do as he got closer to me. I was just lost with loud heartbeats ramming in my ears like a loud song playing in sync. He looked at me as he held the hem of my pants and slowly pulled them down. After that, he went closer to me without breaking eye contact. I bit my lip in too much tension and thrill he was giving me.He held my cheek. "Oh baby, what should I do to you?" he said, like I was a fragile glass that might break with a little touch.I took this chance to kiss him on the lips. "Just love me," I whispered to him.Even with his ruthless look, he smiled, which made him more handsome, and then he kissed my lips. His kiss was so passionate.His kisses went down to my jaw, then to my neck, as I felt his hand squeeze my breast, which made me moan. His hand felt like burning fire. It was hot as he slid it down to my back an
He immediately caught my neck as he kissed me torridly, with his tongue playing and licking every part of my mouth. He sucked my lip, which made me moan. I felt my feet becoming weak from his kisses. It was so much that it was hard to handle, so I snaked my arms around his neck, and his other arm went down to my butt, lifting me up. I jumped on him as I wrapped my legs around his hips without breaking our kiss.I felt him walk and I did not know where he was leading us. Then I heard a door being opened and closed. I bit his lower lip and sucked it. He moaned just as I felt a cold wall behind me.He slid his tongue again inside my mouth as I met his with mine. When my tongue was nearly out, he sucked it, making me moan in pleasure. It was like he was taking all the time we lost with just a long passionate kiss, and I was about to lose my breath. He is just a kissing monster.His free hand roamed around my body. When I thought I could not catch up with him anymore, I broke out of the ki
I accepted it now, all the feelings I had for him without thinking of the outcome or the price I needed to pay for loving him too much despite being broken several times. I was so in love with him that all those pains felt irrelevant and worthless. I was this stupid, and I didn't think I would ever be able to run away from this intense feeling.I felt his muscles tense from the words I said. His breathing went heavier as he processed my words. Just then, he smiled and kissed my forehead."You'll be stuck with me, Clary. Saying those words, I will not let you go once more," he said with his deep, serious voice, and it was like fireworks exploding around my body again and again. I felt bothered by it, which made me move."No more hiding..." he said, then kissed my nose, and it made me shiver from the coldness of his lips.The liquor made him smell more manly, and it mixed well with his perfume, making me weak and helpless in front of him."No more secrets..." He then kissed my lips for
- Clary's POV - "Please don't go..." he said in his raspy voice that sent chills running down my spine.I heard Cordia whimper, needing him as heat consumed my body. I missed him... I missed him so much that I was now thinking of betraying my own self.But still, I tried to remove his hands from me, yet with his strength, it was incomparable to mine as his hug tightened even more."Please... let me," he said in his deep voice. Just then, I smelled the liquor on his breath, which made me worried, that I was not able to move from my position anymore. His voice sounded vulnerable, too.He was so miserable that I got swayed by him. His breath fanning on my skin increased the heat in my body, making me want him. I had been longing for him... his touch, his warmth. My wolf needed him, but I kept denying it to myself."I missed you..." he said afterwards, and it confirmed how drunk he was. His voice sounded like he was drunk. I sighed."You're drunk," I said as a matter of fact.I felt him







