“Clary!!!”
My mother’s voice rang through the house like a whip, sharp and commanding. I dropped the rag I was holding and rushed to the living room.
She was sitting on the couch, a bowl of snacks in her hand, eyes glued to the glowing TV screen. Beside her, Andrea was stretched out like a queen, polishing her nails with that satisfied little smirk she always wore when I came near.
“Have you finished doing the dishes?” Mom asked without even looking at me.
“Yes, Mom,” I answered softly.
Dad wasn’t here... he was always at work during the weekdays. And maybe that was better. At least when he wasn’t here, I didn’t have to see him pretend he couldn’t see how they treated me.
“Good. Now do the laundry.” She flicked her hand like I was a maid she paid for.
“Done it, Mom.”
She turned her head slightly, disbelief etched on her face. “Already? Fine. How about the backyard?”
“I cleaned it earlier.”
Her eyes narrowed. “The plants? Did you water them?”
“Yes, Mom. That too.”
Andrea snickered quietly behind her polished nails.
Mom sighed like it was exhausting just to deal with me. “Then cook for dinner.”
I blinked at the clock. “But… it’s only two in the afternoon, Mom. It’s too early.”
Her head snapped toward me, eyes hard and cold. “I don’t care. We’re expecting visitors tonight. Important ones. Make sure the food is perfect. After you’ve cooked, eat early and stay in your room. Don’t you dare come out when they arrive. Do you understand me?”
Her words hit me like stones. It wasn’t the first time. It would never be the last. She never wanted me near visitors. Never wanted anyone to know I existed.
I lowered my gaze, my voice small. “Yes, Mom.”
The television’s laughter filled the silence. Neither of them cared to look at me again. I stood there a moment longer, waiting for something... anything that might feel like love. But there was nothing. Just the flickering light of the TV against their faces, and Andrea blowing on her freshly painted nails like she was the most precious thing in the world.
Cordia stirred in my head, anger burning in her tone. 'And again, you’ll let them do this to you?'
'It’s okay, Cordia,' I whispered back, though my throat ached.
'It’s not okay! You keep saying that, but it never is. They don’t treat you like family, Clary. They treat you like dirt. And I hate you for letting it happen.'
'I’m the one doing the work, not you,' I answered, forcing a weak smile. 'So don’t worry about it.'
Cordia went quiet, but I felt her fury simmering like hot coals.
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By the time I finished cooking, my body ached all over. Five different dishes sat steaming on the table, carefully arranged the way Mom demanded. I even prepared fresh apple juice in case one of the guests didn’t want wine. I wanted it to be perfect, because if it wasn’t, I knew what I’d face.
I took a deep breath, wiping sweat from my forehead. Maybe now… I could rest.
After cleaning the kitchen spotless, I climbed upstairs to my room. The bathroom’s steam wrapped around me, and for once, I allowed myself a small sigh of relief. Darren had been gone on his mission for a week, and I missed him, but at least nothing had gone wrong.
“Since they don’t need me tonight,” I whispered to Cordia, “want to go for a run?”
Her voice softened, just a little. *Finally, something good. Let’s go.*
I smiled faintly. “Good.”
After my bath, I pulled on black jeans and a plain black shirt, clothes that didn’t matter if they got dirty. My eyes drifted to the archer leaning against the window. I grabbed it, opened the frame, and jumped down from the second floor. The landing jolted through my knees, but I was used to it. This was the only kind of freedom I knew.
From the forest edge, I looked back. Several sleek cars pulled up in front of the house, polished and black like shadows on wheels. Visitors. Important ones, just like Mom said.
I turned away before I could see their faces. I didn’t want to. Not when I already knew I wasn’t wanted there.
“Let’s enjoy our night too, Cordia,” I whispered.
'Let’s go!' she howled in excitement, and I let her take over. My body stretched and shifted, fur rippling out, paws striking the ground. White with a circle of black on my back... I knew I didn’t look like anyone else in my family. Not even in the pack.
But for once, I didn’t care.
I ran.
The forest opened for me, the wind rushing past, carrying scents of pine and earth. My paws thudded against the soil as if I belonged to the night itself. And finally, after so long, I breathed freely.
We reached my secret place... the magical falls. The water shimmered with silver light as the moon reflected off its surface. Tiny glowing fish flickered beneath, scattering light across the rocks. It was otherworldly, untouched, mine.
I shifted back into human form and grabbed my bow. Arrows were hidden in the trees, waiting for me, and I took one. My gaze found the target tree across the river, its trunk scarred with the marks of my practice.
Here, I wasn’t weak. Here, my shots sometimes found their mark. Here, I almost felt like I mattered.
For hours I trained, letting arrow after arrow fly, imagining each one piercing the cruel words that haunted me.
But eventually, the guilt crept in. Mom and Dad might notice I was gone, and then… I would pay.
So I put the arrows back, shouldered my bow, and shifted again. Running in wolf form was faster, smoother, more alive.
Yet the closer I came to the house, the stranger I felt. My chest tightened. My instincts roared.
'Do you feel that?' Cordia asked, her voice tense.
'What is it, Cordia?' I whispered inside.
'Let’s find out. Run faster.'
I pushed myself harder, paws pounding the earth. When the house finally came into view, I slowed, my breath sharp in my chest. There were people outside... men dressed in black, standing tall and formal. Their presence was heavy, powerful.
Leaders.
Cordia’s voice growled low. 'Don’t forget… your sister’s mate is the Alpha.'
My heart clenched. 'Right… Andrea’s mate.'
I darted behind a tree, shifting back and pulling on my clothes. I was about to step out when the door of the house opened.
And then… it hit me.
The scent.
It rolled across the air, sharp and intoxicating, burying itself deep into my lungs. My heart slammed against my ribs so hard it hurt.
My knees weakened. My breath caught.
'Mate!' Cordia screamed in my head, her voice shaking with shock and hunger.
I froze, my entire world tilting. The scent dragged me closer, pulling every piece of me toward the one person I should never have.
And in that moment, I knew... my life was about to shatter.
‘Clary!’‘Clary!’'Clary!’I snapped out of my senses after multiple desperate attempts of Cordia to call me. My vision cleared, and I found myself trembling in Darren’s arms. His strong frame shielded me from the chaos of the crowd, and his warmth was the only thing keeping me from collapsing on the cold concrete floor of the stadium. He was literally hugging me, his arms tight around me as though afraid I might vanish.“What happened? You’ve been trembling.” His voice was full of tenderness, but also fear.I tried to speak, but my lips quivered. My whole body wouldn’t stop shaking. The rage of my mother’s voice still echoed in my skull. Her fury had pierced straight through me. At that moment, I wanted nothing more than to collapse, to run far away from this kingdom, to disappear where no one could ever find me.My mother would never forgive me after this. I just looked at Alpha, and yet she reacted as if I had committed the worst crime against her. What have I done to make her so a
- Maive's POV - The selection had begun, and I bit my lip as my eyes focused on the center of the stadium. The announcer stood tall, his voice echoing across the entire place. A black tattoo ran across his left arm, proof that he was a servant of the leaders. Every leader bore a unique mark, and those who served them carried symbols of their loyalty.“For the first battle, Darren Cyprus and Kyle Wixx!”I exhaled in relief. My name wasn’t called. Not yet. My heart pounded so hard in my chest, I thought it would betray my fear. Losing on the first round would be humiliating. It would shame not only me but the name of my family.‘You can beat them with your mind, Clary. Stop being so pessimistic,’ Cordia whispered inside my head.‘I’m weak, Cordia. You know that. Mind alone isn’t enough against them.’I was the smartest girl in the kingdom, but what was intelligence compared to raw strength? To skill? In this place, strength decided survival. Strength decided worth.Darren caught my gaz
'Mate!' Cordia exclaimed, her voice echoing inside me, making my world explode in light.'Cordia!' I gasped. ‘Where the hell have you been? I’ve been searching for you, I thought I lost you.’Her whimper reached me, weak and guilty, but my eyes… my eyes couldn’t move away from him. From my mate. I knew he was my mate.‘I’m so sorry, Clary,’ Cordia whispered, trembling. ‘I don’t know what happened. The last thing I remember was falling asleep… how long have I been gone?’I couldn’t breathe, couldn’t think. My eyes were locked on him. On the Alpha. Why did the Goddess choose him for me? Why him? Was he truly mine or was I just stealing what belonged to Andrea? No… I could feel the pull. The heat in my veins. The bond wrapping me like chains. The pull that was screaming at me to claim him. To own him.‘It’s been a month, Cordia,’ I answered, my voice hollow.‘What!? You’re joking!’ she cried, shocked.‘Tch. So all it takes is him for you to finally wake up from your haven,’ I muttered, b
The sunlight broke through the curtains and brushed against my face, but it brought me no warmth. I sighed heavily, forcing myself to sit up on the bed. Another day. Another routine. Another cycle of pain and disappointment.“Morning, Cordia,” I mumbled groggily, waiting for her usual playful remark, her sarcasm, or at least her sigh. Silence answered me.I blinked, frowning. Normally, Cordia woke before me, always the one dragging me through my days. But this time, there was nothing.The memory of her last words came back, slicing through my chest like a blade. 'Clary, I’m here. Please, stop crying… it makes me weak, be strong, Clary.'Her voice had been faint, broken.My heart lurched. 'Oh Goddess, no…'“Cordia?” I whispered, my voice trembling as my heart raced. I closed my eyes and reached for her, shouting inside my mind. 'Cordia! Please answer me! Please…'But there was nothing. No laughter. No scolding. Not even a whisper.Tears burned my eyes, but I bit my lip hard, forcing th
The beating of my heart grew louder and louder until it drowned out every sound around me. My chest rose and fell as if I had run for miles, though I hadn’t even moved.He looked in my direction. Even from a distance, under the shadow of his cap and hoodie, I felt his gaze burn into me. I couldn’t see his face, but I didn’t need to. His scent still wrapped around me like fire and lightning. His presence pulled at every piece of me, demanding I step forward.‘Of course he knows,’ Cordia whispered in my head, her voice trembling with excitement. ‘He can recognize us even from afar. We are his mate, Clary. Let’s go. Let’s meet him!’I took one shaky step out from behind the tree, my legs trembling, my whole body wanting to run to him. But then-Andrea appeared.She walked out of the house like she owned the world, her head high, her smile wide. And then she reached for his hand.I froze.He turned toward her, and in that second, the bond that pulled me toward him snapped tight inside me.
“Clary!!!”My mother’s voice rang through the house like a whip, sharp and commanding. I dropped the rag I was holding and rushed to the living room.She was sitting on the couch, a bowl of snacks in her hand, eyes glued to the glowing TV screen. Beside her, Andrea was stretched out like a queen, polishing her nails with that satisfied little smirk she always wore when I came near.“Have you finished doing the dishes?” Mom asked without even looking at me.“Yes, Mom,” I answered softly.Dad wasn’t here... he was always at work during the weekdays. And maybe that was better. At least when he wasn’t here, I didn’t have to see him pretend he couldn’t see how they treated me.“Good. Now do the laundry.” She flicked her hand like I was a maid she paid for.“Done it, Mom.”She turned her head slightly, disbelief etched on her face. “Already? Fine. How about the backyard?”“I cleaned it earlier.”Her eyes narrowed. “The plants? Did you water them?”“Yes, Mom. That too.”Andrea snickered quie