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The world has its hidden secrets. It is not built on one reality, but many, layered and concealed from those too blind to see. Humans think they are alone, rulers of their world. But they are not. If the human race exists… then so do we. The werewolves.
The night air wrapped around me as I stood at the cliff’s edge. I inhaled deeply, letting the crisp scent of pine and damp earth fill my lungs. For a fleeting moment, it was peace... the only peace I had. The forest never judged me, never spat cruel words at me. Unlike people.
“Useless bitch.”
“It’s better if you just die.” “Weak!” “You should have never existed.”Those voices... harsh, unforgiving... echoed in my head like a curse that never faded. Words I had heard from my own blood, my own people. They branded me with them until I almost believed it myself. Almost.
Maybe they were right. Maybe I should have never existed.
I gazed down at the village spread beneath the cliff. The flickering fires and warm glow of homes looked beautiful from afar, but to me, it was a cage—a place that reminded me daily that I was unwanted. Werewolves had built this haven for themselves, but even within it, they divided into families, factions of pride and rivalry.
The Family of Archery - my family... famed for their hunting skills and deadly precision.
The Family of Axes - brutes of muscle and strength, makers of weapons. The Family of Daggers - swift, silent, their blades as quick as their tempers. The Family of Swordsmen - fighters, warriors, the patrolmen who guarded us from rogues. And above them all, the Leaders - perfect, flawless, worshipped for their strength and wisdom. The Alpha, the Beta, the Omega.They were legends I had never seen, but everyone spoke their names with awe. They were everything I wasn’t.
I sighed, bitterness heavy on my tongue. I should have been something. Anything. A skilled archer like my family. A sharp-sensed wolf like the others. Instead, I was nothing. Weak. Half-blind compared to the senses of others. Even my wolf, Cordia, came late in my life... on my eighteenth birthday... and with no memory of the past, no story, no gift. Just like me.
“Maybe they’re right,” I whispered into the night. “Maybe I’m useless.”
'They’re wrong,' Cordia’s voice rose in my head, fierce as always. 'You’re not useless. They just can’t see your value.'
I clenched my fists. Sometimes she gave me comfort. Sometimes, she only reminded me how different I was.
"Shut up, Cordia," I muttered, and she fell silent, though I could feel her disapproval simmering under the surface.
The wind swept through my hair, lifting the strands into the air as if it wanted me to leap. Sometimes, standing there, I wondered what it would feel like to fall. To end the pain of being invisible. But then, the cowardice of wanting to live chained me to the earth again.
“Clary! Where the hell are you?!”
My mother’s voice slammed into my head through telepathy. I flinched, closing my eyes as the sting burned through me. Telepathy was a sacred gift, used between family or mates. She rarely called me with it. A small, pathetic part of me felt glad she remembered I existed at all.
'Maybe they only need you to scrub the floors again,' Cordia muttered dryly.
I swallowed the lump in my throat. 'Probably.'
Turning from the cliff, I shifted into my wolf form. My white fur glowed under the moonlight, marred by the strange circular black mark on my back. It made me stand out... a mark of oddity. I darted into the forest, running hard and fast, if only to pretend I was free. But I knew the truth. My home wasn’t a home... it was a prison.
I am Clary Vertina, second daughter of Hera and George Vertina of the Family of Archery. The disappointment. The mistake. The shadow.
I still remembered the first time I touched a bow. I was fifteen, trembling, my hands awkward. The weapon had felt right in my grasp, but my arrows missed, each shot a failure. Even years later, I could not master it. A Vertina who could not shoot—what bigger shame could there be?
As I crossed into the territory of the Axes, I saw them training under the moon. Their arms, thick with muscle, swung axes with deadly force. Sparks flew from metal against stone as others forged weapons, sweat glistening on their proud faces. I wondered if their pups, still small and clumsy, would one day tower over me too.
Next was the Daggers. Swift shadows moved in the dark, almost too fast for the eye. A girl my age hurled her dagger into a target tree with effortless grace. Perfect aim. My chest tightened. Why couldn’t I be like that? Why did my hands shake when I tried?
My gaze lingered on the dagger embedded in the wood. Something inside me stirred... an urge, sharp and unfamiliar. I wanted to grab it. To feel its weight. To throw it. But the call of my mother yanked me away again.
“Clary!” Her voice snapped in my skull, sharper this time, laced with irritation.
I lowered my head, shame pressing into me, and ran faster. By the time I reached Archery territory, I was already bracing for what awaited.
The moment I stepped into our house, the stares told me everything. My sister Andrea’s eyes burned with disgust, her lips curled in that cruel smile she reserved for me alone. My mother’s glare was sharper than any arrow. My father… he looked away, as always. Silent. Helpless.
My presence had never been a blessing here. Only a burden.
And still, I stayed. Because what else could I do?
'Why do you let them treat you this way?' Cordia hissed, restless in my head.
'Because I have nowhere else to go,' I whispered, my throat raw. 'And because I still hope... just once... they’ll see me.'
Hope. The cruelest weapon of all.
- Clary's POV - The breakfast was so quiet and awkward, thank goodness it was all done.After that breakfast with the family of leaders, I bid my goodbye and decided to go home to the Northeast Mountain. Xylo wanted to bring me home, but I refused. He, of course, did not agree to let me go back home alone, but I talked him out of it. In the end, I walked back to the Northeast Mountain on my own.I slept for, I think, 2 days, that is why it seems that I lost so much time, that so many things have happened in just a little time while I was asleep.The moment I arrived at the mansion, I found my father talking to grandmother. They were talking seriously about something, but I was not able to hear them. When they sensed my presence, they looked at me and there, I saw the happiness in my father's eyes. It was glowing, looking like he was about to cry as he ran to me and hugged me with all his might. His hands were trembling while he was caressing my back."I'm sorry, Clary. I did not know
Clary's POVI woke up in the same room where I found myself yesterday, but now it is fully different. I was lying with his arms encircling around me as I faced his naked chest. Now that I think of everything we did yesterday, I found myself blushing. Everything had just loaded in my head. It was too fresh in my mind, and I am too shy to even face him. I was a bit embarrassed about it.I am not sure if I woke him up or if he was already up when I opened my eyes and moved a little, because when I looked up to his face, I found his ruthless but calm facial expression staring at me. He brushed his hair and smiled, a genuine smile of happiness. Oh, how I was craving to see it every morning. He is so handsome and I would not get tired of staring at him."Did I wake you up?" I asked, trying to establish a conversation between us. He was still holding me in his arms and I am kind of shy with our position right now. I found myself wearing his oversized shirt with no undergarments or anything.
He threw me on the bed as he took his shirt off. His 8-pack abs were revealed, tempting me to hold them. His muscles flexed even more.I did not know what I should do as he got closer to me. I was just lost with loud heartbeats ramming in my ears like a loud song playing in sync. He looked at me as he held the hem of my pants and slowly pulled them down. After that, he went closer to me without breaking eye contact. I bit my lip in too much tension and thrill he was giving me.He held my cheek. "Oh baby, what should I do to you?" he said, like I was a fragile glass that might break with a little touch.I took this chance to kiss him on the lips. "Just love me," I whispered to him.Even with his ruthless look, he smiled, which made him more handsome, and then he kissed my lips. His kiss was so passionate.His kisses went down to my jaw, then to my neck, as I felt his hand squeeze my breast, which made me moan. His hand felt like burning fire. It was hot as he slid it down to my back an
He immediately caught my neck as he kissed me torridly, with his tongue playing and licking every part of my mouth. He sucked my lip, which made me moan. I felt my feet becoming weak from his kisses. It was so much that it was hard to handle, so I snaked my arms around his neck, and his other arm went down to my butt, lifting me up. I jumped on him as I wrapped my legs around his hips without breaking our kiss.I felt him walk and I did not know where he was leading us. Then I heard a door being opened and closed. I bit his lower lip and sucked it. He moaned just as I felt a cold wall behind me.He slid his tongue again inside my mouth as I met his with mine. When my tongue was nearly out, he sucked it, making me moan in pleasure. It was like he was taking all the time we lost with just a long passionate kiss, and I was about to lose my breath. He is just a kissing monster.His free hand roamed around my body. When I thought I could not catch up with him anymore, I broke out of the ki
I accepted it now, all the feelings I had for him without thinking of the outcome or the price I needed to pay for loving him too much despite being broken several times. I was so in love with him that all those pains felt irrelevant and worthless. I was this stupid, and I didn't think I would ever be able to run away from this intense feeling.I felt his muscles tense from the words I said. His breathing went heavier as he processed my words. Just then, he smiled and kissed my forehead."You'll be stuck with me, Clary. Saying those words, I will not let you go once more," he said with his deep, serious voice, and it was like fireworks exploding around my body again and again. I felt bothered by it, which made me move."No more hiding..." he said, then kissed my nose, and it made me shiver from the coldness of his lips.The liquor made him smell more manly, and it mixed well with his perfume, making me weak and helpless in front of him."No more secrets..." He then kissed my lips for
- Clary's POV - "Please don't go..." he said in his raspy voice that sent chills running down my spine.I heard Cordia whimper, needing him as heat consumed my body. I missed him... I missed him so much that I was now thinking of betraying my own self.But still, I tried to remove his hands from me, yet with his strength, it was incomparable to mine as his hug tightened even more."Please... let me," he said in his deep voice. Just then, I smelled the liquor on his breath, which made me worried, that I was not able to move from my position anymore. His voice sounded vulnerable, too.He was so miserable that I got swayed by him. His breath fanning on my skin increased the heat in my body, making me want him. I had been longing for him... his touch, his warmth. My wolf needed him, but I kept denying it to myself."I missed you..." he said afterwards, and it confirmed how drunk he was. His voice sounded like he was drunk. I sighed."You're drunk," I said as a matter of fact.I felt him







