~Zara Todd's POV~
"Xavier! Xavier!" I shout as I follow him from behind.
"Don't follow me Zara! Go back," he shouts.
I don't know why am I following him and why is he being so much stubborn right now?
His views, his opinions shouldn't matter to me right? But it does. His views, his opinions do matter to me. I feel quite bad that his things are affecting me but I don't have a choice.
It's my heart and it is doing something that my mind doesn't want to.
This is ridiculous right. I never had such a strong control of my heart over my mind and now this is all happening to me.
"Xavier! Would you please listen to me? Why are you always so much stubborn?" I shout at him as he reach the entrance of the house.
He stops his feet as he hears me shouting and turns his head to me.
He glares at me and then just walks away.
"Zara! What happen? What did he say?" she asks me while I make a crybaby face?
"Wh
~ Zara Todd's POV~I am walking away when he suddenly comes in front of me and stands upright with his hands still tucked inside his pocket and him chewing the corner of his right lips."Explain me everything now. Why did you do that? You wanted these all to be secret, don't you?" I ask her.I still don't have guts to look up at him. I don't know how did I do that but I did tell her.I felt that comfort within her, I felt that vibes within her and I felt that when she told me the biggest secret of her life, I should tell her the biggest secret of my life as well.Did I do any mistake over there?"I... I just trusted her. She trusted me and so did I. She told me her secrets and so I did. It should be fair right and the process should be give and take and don't you know she is going through such a hard time right now," I say."Hard time? Melanie?" He furrows his brows like he knows nothing about she is going to die soon and I thin
~ Zara Todd's POV~I feel the warmth of his lips while his fingers interfaces with mine and he drags them behind my back as his lips increases it's intensity.We are in the middle of way and there is nothing but the darkness surrounding us except some road lights some far away. The cold and misty night isn't letting us see anything except for ourselves melting in each other.He leaves his hands and those hands graze on my neck and his lips continue to kiss me on mine. The kiss turning to something wild and something more desiring.I can feel his lips are quite aggressive now and they are hurting mine so much. I can feel the force on his lips and over his body.I try to resist with my hands but he holds my hands quickly as he glides his tongue into my mouth tasting the corner and nook of my mouth."Xavier! St. ...," I want to speak but he comes to me faster than I can imagine and start kissing me torridly.I know I am not hating
~Zara Todd's POV~I close my eyes being confused with what the hell is he doing over there.I can feel his hands on my legs as his cold hands rest on my legs and then he suddenly stands up and walks away from my room.I cat like I know nothing about it. How should I act actually?I wake up quickly when be walks out of there and see in my legs.There is nothing weird except the bandage is arranged. He came here to arrange my bandage?Does he care about me? Why did he even come here if he doesn't care about me at all?I feel quite confused by his behaviour right now. Why is he behaving like he doesn't care at all sometime and like he cares about me the another?I breathe out a long air when I hear someone turning the knob of the door. I quickly pretend as I am asleep when the door opens. I don't know who it is. So, I just squint my eyes and check who he is.It's him.He has brought some pillows together with h
~Zara Todd’s POV~“Stupid girl! I mean I love you,” he says as he hits gently on my forehead with his index finger.I couldn’t believe my ears at all. Is it the exact word like I have heard right now or did he say something else and I am hearing something just out of my way right now?It can’t be right? How can it be? He is the same guy who told me that loving him would be the greatest crime of all thing that surely meant that he clearly doesn’t have any interest in me. Then how can he say I love you’ to me?Maybe, I was so much immersed in his thoughts that I start to mishear the things about him.“I don’t believe you,” I say as I deny to turn my head to him but then he suddenly jumps over me and lays right in front of my eyes.“Look, at my eyes. Look at my eyes and tell me if I am lying. Don’t you see the sincere and honest love in my eyes for you?” he asks which
~Zara Todd’s POV~Why should I be the one who should be locked in the house like this? I just don’t want to stay over here at all. It would be better if I just go to the school. At least I won’t have to be bored alone at the house.Maybe Melanie is doing so much fun with her Kate and I am dying here with the boredom. God! Why should I have hurt my legs right now? I just want to study and be at the school with my friends right now.I walk to the study desk slowly and feel that my leg doesn’t even hurt as much as it did a day before but yeah it hurts. I have gone through bigger pains in the past so I don’t have to stay at home for this but what can I do?I decide to take my textbook and go through the lessons so that I don’t miss anything. I think of starting everything from the biology. I start to turn my book and see the classification of invertebrates. I take out my notebook and start studying.That is whe
~Zara Todd’s POV~“God damn Asher! Will you please stop doing that? I am getting nauseatic,” I shout holding my head while he speeds faster on the lane. I don’t want any of the cops to see us speeding like this. We are just the high school students and speeding and at this age might be nothing but threat to all of us and I don’t want it to become like that.I don’t want to have the demerit points before I attended the college. I really don’t want that.“Please, stop this Asher,” I shout at him and see Xavier is speeding more than he is doing right now. I am afraid he might kill himself with that speed.“Xavier! God why are you both going crazy? You might get yourself killed,” I shout with my head clutched together with my hands while my crippled legs shiver so much.And the car suddenly stops all of a sudden. I feel that the car isn’t moving anymore. So, I slowly get my head up
~Zara Todd's POV~He likes Miss Lily? He likes Miss Lily?This sentence circulates in my mind like more than ten times there.I have heard of students having a crush on their teachers. I have seen lots of girls in my previous school having crush on our male teacher. Even Jane had crush on our science teacher but I have never thought I would hear something kike this from Xavier."You like her?" I feel like I am already breathless and lifeless over there. My whole body circulatory system feels like it stopped its flow. I suddenly feel the coldness rushing through my body."Yeah! How can I not like her? She is the most special person in my heart," he says.Most special person?"Have you ever told her? About her being the special person for you?" I ask.He then laughs suddenly."I don't tell people whether to hate them or love them. Miss Lily has been my teacher since childhood and I like her because she has taken care
~Zara Todd’s POV~“I don’t hate him. I just don’t like his company. I just don’t like the way he challenges me on everything and the most, I don’t like the way he wants to get near you,” he says and my eyes widen.“Getting near to me? Why would that bother you?” I ask with my brows raised up.“Why wouldn’t that bother you? Whose wife are you? Who are you here for? Why are you here? And who are you responsible for? I don’t think that’s Asher. It’s me, Xavier. That makes a clear sense that you belong to me and I don’t have a habit to share my belonging and to let the people wander around my belonging,” he says.Belonging?Does he think that I am some stuff that belongs to him? It hurts me to hell when I hear him saying that I am nothing but just some belongings to him.I know I am tied to him. With this so called legal relationship of hu