LOGINAnother three years slipped past quiet ones, the kind that don’t announce themselves.
Adeyemi was forty now, silver more visible in her hair, laugh lines deeper around her eyes. She’d started teaching again not in a school, but online workshops for adults who wanted to read literature the way they once read love letters. Small groups, Zoom screens, late evenings when Lagos was already half-asleep. She liked it. No uniforms. No bells. No locked doors. Just words and people who showed up because they wanted to. One of her regular students was a twenty four year old named Leke. He joined the workshop six months earlier quiet in the chat, always typing thoughtful comments in the private messages instead of speaking on camera. He worked night shifts at a tech startup in Yaba, read everything she assigned twice, and asked questions that made her pause mid sentence. Why does Achebe make silence feel louder than shouting? Do you think Okonkwo ever forgave himself before he died? Ms. Adeyemi, when did you first realize literature could hurt as much as it heals? She answered carefully at first professional, distant. But Leke kept coming back, kept asking, kept listening like every word she said mattered. Eventually she started staying on after the others logged off, just the two of them on screen, talking about books that weren’t on the syllabus. One night rain tapping the window like impatient fingers he turned his camera on properly for the first time. Dark skin, close cropped hair, tired but bright eyes. A small silver stud in one ear. He smiled shyly. “You always talk about how stories leave marks,” he said. “I think yours left one on me.” She felt the old heat bloom behind her knees the same place it used to start years ago. She didn’t look away. “What kind of mark?” she asked, voice low. He hesitated, then leaned closer to the camera. “The kind that doesn’t show… but you feel it every time you move.” Silence stretched between them comfortable, charged. She broke it first. “Turn off your camera, Leke.” He did. She turned hers off too. Then she spoke into the dark. “Tell me what you want.” His voice came back softer, rougher. “I want to know what it feels like… to be seen the way you see the characters in those books. Not just read. Seen.” She exhaled slowly. “Then come over tomorrow night. Bring nothing but yourself. Door code is still 1994.” A long pause. “Green?” he asked half joke, half prayer. She smiled into the dark. “Green.” The next evening he stood at her door jeans, plain black T-shirt, nervous hands in his pockets. Younger than the others had been. Hungrier in a different way. No classroom history between them. No rules already broken. Just two people who had found each other across screens and pages. She opened the door barefoot, in a loose linen dress, hair down. He stepped inside. No words at first. She closed the door, locked it, turned to him. “Hands behind your back,” she said quietly. He obeyed eyes wide, breath already uneven. She stepped close, brushed her fingertips down his chest, felt him shiver. “Lesson one,” she whispered. “Delayed gratification.” Then she sank to her knees slow, deliberate and took him in her mouth the way she used to take Khalid, Chidi, Tobi, Yusuf. But this time it was new. This time there was no past hanging over them. Just now. Just want. Just the slow, building rhythm of someone younger learning how deep hunger could go and someone older remembering how sweet it still tasted. Later, much later when they lay tangled in her bed, rain drumming soft against the window, he traced lazy circles on her thigh. “You still think about them?” he asked quietly. She didn’t pretend not to understand. “Sometimes,” she admitted. “Not with regret. Just… memory. Like old books you reread every few years.” He nodded against her shoulder. “And me?” She turned her face to his, kissed him slow. “You’re a new chapter,” she said. “One I didn’t expect to write.” He smiled small, crooked, young. “Good,” he murmured. “Because I’m not finished reading you yet.” She laughed low, warm, alive. Outside, Lagos kept breathing. Inside, two people started something new. No locked classroom doors. No safe words needed. Just want, freely given. And this time, no one was keeping score.The call came on a Tuesday afternoon, while Adeyemi was lounging by the pool in her Jumeirah apartment, skin still slick from sunscreen, a half-read novel open on her lap. Her agent’s voice crackled through the phone—excited, almost breathless. “Amina, darling, you’re not going to believe this. London shoot. High-end production. They want you specifically—your presence, your chemistry. Partner’s a Brit-Nigerian guy, mid-thirties, built like he lifts cars for fun. Script’s got that slow-burn edge you love. Flight’s booked for Friday. You in?” She paused, letting the idea settle. London—cooler than Dubai, grittier, a city she hadn’t touched since a quick layover years ago. A change from the desert heat might be good. And the script? She’d skimmed the outline they sent—intimate, power-play elements, but with her in control. Sounded intriguing. “Green,” she said simply. Her agent laughed. “That’s my girl. Pack light. They’ll have wardrobe there.” She flew business class—window seat,
The moon hung low and fat over Dubai that night—full enough to wash the city in silver, bright enough to make the sand dunes outside the city glow like spilled milk. Adeyemi had rented a small desert camp for the weekend—just her, Malik, Layla, and Zara. No agency involvement. No cameras. A private Bedouin-style setup: low cushions around a fire pit, canvas tents with open sides, lanterns strung between palm fronds. The air smelled of wood smoke, cardamom, and the faint salt of the gulf carried on the wind. They arrived at dusk. Layla immediately kicked off her sandals and ran barefoot toward the dunes, laughing as the sand swallowed her ankles. Zara followed with her sketchbook, already looking for the perfect angle to capture the firelight on skin. Malik carried the cooler of wine and fruit, glancing back at Adeyemi with that slow, knowing smile. She walked behind them in a loose white kaftan, hair down, bare feet sinking into the still-warm sand. The heat of the day lingered on
The heat in Dubai had finally cracked—just a little—enough for the evenings to carry a faint, welcome breeze off the gulf. Adeyemi had spent the day alone: long swim in the building’s rooftop pool, a new poetry collection open on the lounger beside her, skin still warm from the sun when Malik knocked at her door after 10 p.m. He stepped inside carrying nothing but a small bottle of chilled rosé and that slow, knowing smile she’d come to crave. “No bag tonight?” she asked, closing the door behind him. He set the wine on the counter, turned, and looked her over—bare legs under a thin cotton slip, hair still damp from the shower. “Tonight I only brought myself,” he said. “Thought you might want to unwrap something different.” She laughed low, stepped close enough that her breasts brushed his chest through the fabric. “Then unwrap slowly.” He didn’t speak again for a while. He kissed her first—standing in the kitchen, slow and deep, hands sliding up her thighs to cup her ass and
The Dubai summer had turned the city into a furnace air thick, sun merciless, nights that refused to cool. Adeyemi had taken a rare month off from shooting. No contracts, no call times. Just space. She spent most days reading on the balcony or walking the Marina at dusk when the heat finally broke. One evening she met him at a quiet rooftop bar in Jumeirah Malik, thirty-two, Nigerian-born, raised between Lagos and London, now running logistics for one of the big property developers. Tall, broad-shouldered, skin the deep midnight of someone who never quite left the sun behind. He wore a simple white linen shirt, sleeves rolled, the top two buttons open. When he smiled it was slow, confident, like he already knew the answer to any question she might ask. They talked for hours first about Lagos (the traffic, the food, the way the city never let you forget you were alive), then about books, then about nothing at all. When the bar started to empty he leaned in close. “Come back to my pl
The Dubai years settled into Adeyemi like fine sand warm, persistent, impossible to shake off completely. She was forty-three now. Amina Ray had become a quiet name in certain corners of the industry: not the loudest, not the most prolific, but the one people remembered for scenes that felt lived rather than staged. She worked selectively four to six projects a year, always with directors who understood restraint. She said no more often than yes. The agency respected it. Her bank account stayed comfortable. Her conscience stayed clear. Karim remained her most frequent co-star, but they’d long since stopped counting shoots. What started as chemistry on camera had turned into something steadier off it late dinners in hidden restaurants, weekend drives into the desert, nights when they didn’t touch at all, just talked until the call to prayer drifted through the open windows. Layla and Zara were still part of the circle. They travelled together twice a year Bali one time, Greece anoth
The Santorini trip happened in early spring off-season, fewer tourists, the island quiet enough to hear the sea breathe. Adeyemi flew in with Karim, Layla, and Zara. No agency cameras this time. No schedules. Just a whitewashed villa perched on the caldera cliffs, infinity pool spilling toward the Aegean, bougainvillea spilling over every wall. They arrived in the late afternoon, sun already low and golden, air thick with salt and wild thyme. Layla dropped her bag in the living room and immediately stripped to her bikini top and shorts. “I’m claiming the pool first,” she announced, laughing as she ran barefoot across the terrace. Zara followed with a sketchbook under her arm, already looking for the best angle. Karim carried Adeyemi’s suitcase inside like it weighed nothing, then paused in the doorway to watch her. She stood on the terrace in a loose linen dress, hair loose, wind tugging at the hem. The sea stretched endless below blue so deep it looked black at the edges. He step







