KIRAYesterday was much more than I had ever imagined it could be. Not only did I finally get to lay eyes on my beloved Gabriel, but I also got to witness a completely different side of him. He seemed so much more relaxed and was actually crackling with enthusiasm in every conversation. All throughout the day, I could feel something special radiating between us that no distance could ever break. His last statement really left a lasting impression on me. It gave me the understanding that we could all make mistakes, but no matter what, the effort needed to be put into making the relationship whole again. It brought the realization that love takes courage, dedication, and a genuine desire to make things right.Overall, yesterday was full of so many wonderful moments that I would cherish for a lifetime. Gabriel and I had come a long way since the beginning of our relationship and have both grown as individuals. We were now more capable of respectfully deciding based on open communicatio
KIRAAnd here came the day we entered the competition. There were a lot of locals and we could barely get through them. My family had already taken their places near the trail, waiting for this to begin. Gabriel held my hand until we enrolled. “Are you nervous, dear Kira?” he asked me just as we made it out of the crowd. The first test was actually the ribbon test.“Not really. But we will make a fool out of ourselves within so many people”“Nonsense! We are going to win this!” he showed his determination, which, I had to admit, was brave.I didn’t get to say any more words as we were already at the start line, hugged and tied with the famous red ribbon. The warmth of his body was running through my thick coat. I could no longer control myself. His minty breath filled my nostrils and his musky scent awakened all my senses. My eyes gazed into his eyes, hypnotized by the mesmerizing rainbow surrounding them. He looked me right in the eye, our eyes locked for what felt like an eternit
KIRAIt was so different from last time. Gabriel was more tender, more attentive. I let myself get carried away by his kisses and touches. I lived every moment to the fullest. When his hand traced the line of my cleavage, thousands of shivers flooded my body. His kiss became more fierce, and I felt it with every breath. I hadn’t had such a strong arousal in such a long time. “Please stop,” I heard myself saying, and interrupting my current line of thinking.“What?” he asked, perplexed.“Stop, I can’t take it anymore,” I said, pulling back from him. I just stared at him.“What? Oh, I am sorry. I didn’t realize it was that obvious,” he said, but I could tell he was lying. “No, I am sorry. It’s not what you think. It’s just that it’s not the same. I mean, I am very grateful for the way you looked after me and I know I am very lucky to have you, but it is not the same. I don’t know. It’s weird. You see, I did not feel the same. I am really confused, Gabriel.” I was genuinely confused
KIRAI tried to suppress my shock and frustration. How could he marry me? We hadn’t even talked about it. It was very true that last night had been magical, but from there to marriage was a big step. I didn’t know what to say. The only thing I could do was nod my head and try to act like I knew what I wanted.I was about to tell him I loved him when I felt him pull back. My heart stopped. This was not a good thing.“Don’t worry family, we won’t rush like this. There’s a lot of preparation to do beforehand” I felt my family breathe a sigh of relief. So did I. It wasn’t exactly a step backwards on his part, just a postponement of something that was becoming increasingly achievable. He leaned in closer to me and whispered in my ear. “I’m sorry.” My eyes widened, and he smiled as he leaned down. He planted a quick kiss on my cheek that awakened all the excitement from last night. The touch of his lips made it even more difficult to breathe. It was the most amazing feeling. This was not
KIRAMy question clearly took him by surprise. His eyes suddenly darkened and although I wanted to take back my words I didn’t. Something made him hate Christmas although here in Hollow Peak I discovered another side of Gabriel. “I don’t understand why you ask. I haven’t ever seen Christmas as having a special meaning for me. Christmas to me is sometimes an occasion that happens when there is no work and me being the boss can give myself days off so all of us have time to do whatever it is we want to do. That would be my way of celebrating Christmas, not going anywhere or doing anything just because there was a holiday. I only celebrate if I feel like it and what’s important to me doesn’t really have anything to do with the holiday at all,” Gabriel said so dryly that I almost snorted with laughter. I held back with difficulty. “Wow, but you really have some problems. You know? Christmas is about family, Gabriel. And I don’t have to be an expert to figure out that somewhere in you th
GABRIELSuddenly, the cave seemed too small for both of us. Kira was getting angry. “Wow, you don’t really mean that,” I said in a low voice.“And what makes you think I didn’t mean it?” “I felt you shivering in my arms. I felt how you gave yourself to me with all your love” The vein in her temple was twitching, and she could barely hold my gaze. Yet she did it with a stoic determination. “You are one of the most stubborn people I have ever met.” She sighed and looked down at her hands. “I don’t like that about you, but I admire it as well. You’ve put up with an unfair amount of shit for a person your age and it saddens me to see how much pain you put yourself through because you can’t figure out why everything is so mixed up in your life. I wish there was something that could help you, but there isn’t. You will just have to figure this all out by yourself,” she snorted in one breath.I turned on one leg and looked away from her. “What do you know about my life, Kira Reed? You sp
KIRA“My dear, something is wrong with you. And that’s coming from me, your grandmother, who doesn’t have so many years for nothing,” Granny said and it wasn’t a question. She was very sure Gabriel had something to do with my mood. “What’s wrong with me? I’m fine, Granny,” I said.“It is not a question of what is wrong with you. It’s about what’s right,” Granny answered and I felt like I just could not lie anymore. Granny had been my accomplice all my life.“I see nothing in me that needs to be changed. Do you?” I was getting confused, which was only natural, as I had never thought much about myself, let alone me being anything special or different from anyone else. “What do you think of yourself?” she asked, and that question shocked me. Nobody ever asked me that. How was I to answer?The truth was that I knew very little about myself and the things that concerned me were mostly my own opinions on certain matters not based on facts; they were just gut feelings and what I had been
KIRAThe day had come and gone like a blur. All I could think about was the turmoil inside my soul, and the fact that my grandmother now knew who the man who had come after me here really was. It seemed like time had stopped, but at the same time, it felt like it had raced by. I didn’t have time to process any of my emotions, let alone think about what I should do next. All I knew was that it filled me with a sense of dread and uncertainty. My heart was heavy with the weight of my thoughts and my mind was spinning with questions. But still, I had to keep going. I had to find a way to move forward, no matter how difficult it seemed.For so long, I had kept my true feelings hidden behind a wall of fear and uncertainty. I got scared of what would happen if I let anyone else in on my innermost thoughts and desires. But when I looked into her eyes, I knew I couldn’t keep it hidden anymore. All I could do was hope that the rest of my family wouldn’t be able to see beyond the wall I had crea