▪️Ace▪️
“Why’re you so interested in my sex life?” Irritated, he poured himself another glass of champagne.
“Not yours, idiot Emily's. That girl never allows herself to have a moment of fun. She doesn’t exactly talk about sex. In case you haven’t noticed, she's…uptight a little of...goody two shoes. I can’t even imagine her having sex, she’s so closed off.”
Oh, trust me, she’s had sex. She e knows her way around a dick.
Ace shifted in his seat, his satisfied body and him wanting more is a testimony to that. “She’s not so uptight. And I wasn’t aware you shared sex stories, especially since you met the beautiful Olivia—ow.” Ace rubbed his arm. “What did you punch me for?”
“Because. Don’t talk about Olivia and sex. It’s disrespectful.”
“And so are you, trying to figure out Emily's sex life,” he shot back, defensive of Emily for some bizarre reason. “If you don’t want anyone thinking of you and Olivia doing the deed, don’t try and ferret out intel on Emily.”
He glared at Liam, who grew red, then dropped his gaze. “You’re right. I’m sorry.”
They sat quietly for a while.
“Have you thought any more about me coming to work for you?”
“Do you want to wait until Olivia and I come home from our honeymoon?”
“Of course he doesn’t.”
At the sound of their mother’s voice, Liam's lips twitched and Ace rolled his eyes.
“Hi, Mom.”
“I’m so happy to see my two boys together. And could Olivia be more beautiful?” She sighed. “I can’t wait for the grandchildren.”
Time for Liam to roll his eyes. “Mom. Really? Already?”
Their mother continued on as if Liam hadn’t spoken. “Eight years you’ve both waited. Now Ace, on the other hand…”
“Mom.” He sent her a warning look that she, as usual, ignored.
“You’re thirty and have no job and no place to live. Time to settle down and be an adult, Ace. Your father and I aren’t going to have you living in the apartment with us ad infinitum.”
Damn. He had been away a long time. He didn’t remember his mother being so forthright. And she was correct. Everyone he knew had either settled down with families, significant others, or was firmly entrenched in a career. His main accomplishments in life so far were making the perfect mojito, keeping a personal calendar, and achieving an even tan. Time to put that master’s degree to work.
“Trust me, I have no desire to live in my old room either. As a matter of fact, Liam and I were just talking about me coming to work for The Company.”
“Good. When do you start?” Her gaze shifted from him to Liam, who grinned.
“See what I’ve been dealing with while you were living the life?”
But Ace wasn’t going to feel bad for wanting to live a little before settling down.
“Jeez, Mom. Like you said, I’m thirty. Let me work it out.”
“You’ve had plenty of time to think. Time to start doing.” Her stern tone softened. “We only want what’s best for you. I’m not pressuring you to get married. I know that may not be for you. We love you and want to see you happy.” She gave him a kiss. “Your father and I are so glad you’re home.”
Like the whirlwind she’d always been, she left to join Olivia, who was talking to some ancient relative.
“I thought Uncle Dan was ninety at my bar mitzvah,” Ace said, then smiled and nodded at the cute waiter who’d stopped by to refill his coffee cup. “Thank you.”
Liam snickered. “That’s ’cause everyone over the age of forty looks old when you’re thirteen. He’s eighty-five and danced up a storm last night. But you wouldn’t know that because you weren’t there for most of it.”
“Liam.” Ace glared. “Don’t make me pull out the old stories of how you used to wet the bed. My private life is just that. Private.”
“Asshole.”
Much as Ace loved to tease Emily, he knew his brother’s best friend would be mortified and downright furious if she discovered Ace had revealed their night together to Liam.
And while normally Ace wouldn’t have given a damn, this time it was different. Emily wasn’t a rando hookup he’d never see again. He’d known Emily for so long, the thought of deliberately hurting her weighed heavily on him.
And as it was extremely unlikely to ever happen again, he would tuck it away in his memories. The night against which all future nights would be compared.
Before he got a hard-on sitting at his brother’s wedding breakfast, Ace needed to shift the conversation away from sex with Emily.
“Can we get back to the important matter at hand? My coming to work for The Company.”
In the beginning Ace had snickered about the name they’d chosen for their marketing agency, but now he could admit it was kind of catchy.
He added, “You do remember the conversation we had a few weeks ago, right? I know your headspace was in wedding mode, but you assured me if I was serious, a job would be there for me.”
“Yeah, I remember. I’m still floored you went and got a degree and
everything.”
Ace bristled. “It’s not Harvard or the London School of Economics, but I can hold my own. And coming from living abroad all these years, I have ideas—”
“Dude. Chill.” Laughing, Liam put his hands up. “I’m not questioning your credentials.” His eyes gleamed. “I’m impressed you did it in the first place. I didn’t think you were into business or marketing.”
Ace bit back a smartass retort. Liam had a point, and if he was going to work for his brother, he had a right to know why.
“I wanted to come home. Paradise is beautiful, but after years of seeing all the people coming and going, it made me realize I wasn’t really accomplishing anything for myself. I don’t need the private yachts I worked on, but I do want to make money. Not gonna lie.” His one regret would be working in an environment where he’d be trading in his board shorts and sleeveless tanks for suits and ties. He already felt choked.
“Hey now,” Cole protested. “He offered me money and the apartment.” “Like you were going to take it. How long was he with you? Did he know you at all?” “We were kind of in the middle of an argument at the time.” “Right. But it’s been over a week.” It had. And Cole had told herself she wasn’t hoping for anything. Except she must have been. Because now she felt silly.Ellery kicked the tree moodily. “Stop feeling sorry for him. I expect he’s feeling sorry enough for himself. Or Lancaster’s found him a new whipping girl.” “Don’t.” “Sorry.” “Did you really come all the way to Kinlochbervie to say ‘I told you so’?” “No.” She pulled her hood up and disappeared into its shadows. “I came to ask if you want to live with me.”Cole nearly fell off the swing. “Live with you?”“Yeah. Thought I should move out. Do some shit with my life or something.” “What sort of shit did you have in mind?”She kicked the tree again. And then, apparently finding
Everything hurt. The hours seemed like wild horses. Dawn broke around Cole. She spent most of the day on the sofa, crying herself out of tears, watching the sky turn tauntingly through shades of silver and gold. She tried to be brave, to be strong, to be less pathetically embarrassing. But her inner Scarlett O’Hara was AWOL—tomorrow being another day seemed like scant consolation. And while she sometimes tormented herself with idle fantasies of Aiden coming back, of sweeping her into his arms, full of sorrow and declarations of eternal devotion, she knew it wasn’t going to happen. She wasn’t sure she could ever bear pain like this again. Later… later… later… Her phone bleeped. And, like a fool, she scrabbled for it, wrecked with hope and fear and hope. It was Harper: “I MOVED MY FOOT!!!!!” **** She slept and didn’t sleep, and the hours sped and sluggished by. And finally, she rang home. Hazel picked up. “What’s wrong?” she said before Cole even had a chance to speak.
Cole swayed exhaustedly where she knelt. “Well, I'm not. And I don't How many times is you going to ignore me telling you that I love you? Because I do. I really do. And you can think all these awful things about yourself if you must. But nothing—nothing, do you hear me—will make me believe them.” “You can’t love me. You don’t know me.” “You mean, because I didn’t know about this? That’s only because you lied to me about it.” He paced restlessly, up and down that pristine room. This lost creature in Aiden Crux's skin. “I didn’t lie.” “I asked you outright. In Kinlochbervie.” “No. You asked if someone had hurt me. And they haven’t.” “Oh fucking hell.” She rubbed her hands against her burning eyes. “I could have hurt you. Don’t you realize how completely fucked it feels looking back at all the times I’ve pushed you on sex stuff with no clue about what happened to you?” “Well,” he drawled, “I did warn you that I’m a cruel
Cole glanced up. “I'm not. I mean, it wasn’t fun. But I trusts you. With the worst of me, as well as the best, and all the squishy ambiguous bits in between.” “Thank you,” he said, unexpectedly grave. “I hope to always honor that trust.” “As I will for you.” He didn’t respond. “So, y’know”—Cole nudged him gently—“your turn.” It took a long time, but he did eventually speak. The words coming slowly and painfully, like razor blades from his lips. “If I tell you, you’ll know what Eleanor said about me is right. That I’m sick and twisted and I ruin everything that’s good.” “She only said that because she was angry.” He shook his head. “No, she said it because it’s true. You see, she learned who she was when she was fourteen years old.” “What happened when—wait. When your father died?” “After that. When she seduced his business partner. His best friend.” Cole genuinely had no idea what to say. To
Cole pulled off a truly Ellery-worthy eye roll. “One cigarette a month is hardly going to kill him,” she said. “Is that what he told you? And you believed him?” Natasha asked. Now that she thought about it… he did tend to reach for his cigarettes once they’d sexed. And he’d smoked after dinner. And during Star Wars. And just now in the gCole. Oh fuck. Fuuuuuck.Natasha shook her head at her. “You poor, sweet girl. You don’t know him at all, do you?” “I… I’m in love with him,” she said, her voice barely audible. “I can see why you’d believe that. Aiden can be quite dazzling when he chooses. But you don’t understand anything about who he is. Or the damage you’re doing to him.” She tried to reply, to protest, to defend herself. Defend him. Defend them. But she had nothing. Aiden had de-clawed her with his secrets. Left her powerless and alone. “You deserve better,” Natasha went on softly. “He’s using you like his cigarettes. You
“I love it when you hurt me. I love everything you do. And everything you are,” Cole said. And that was when Aiden turned and drew her into his mouth. It was the teeniest bit awkward—he even nicked her slightly with the edge of his teeth, suggesting maybe he didn’t do this all that often. He certainly hadn’t with her before. Not that she’d minded. He made her come just fine. But…wow. He could have been actively terrible and she wouldn’t have cared: Aiden Crux was sucking her pussy. No teasing. Only his tongue sliding tight round her, his mouth soft and hot and perfect.Ohfuckohfuckohfuck. She was…Aiden was… Cole turned her head into her shoulder in an effort to muffle her noises. Which were at least as loud as when he’d been torturing her nipples, and probably even less dignified. Pain was one thing. She could take pain. But she was pleasure’s bitch. Hone