▪️ Emily ▪️
“Yeah, well, I paid for it. Trust me.”
“Hangover?” Olivia cast her a sympathetic glance and gave her arm a squeeze. “Make sure you drink lots of water.”
“Now who’s hovering?” Emily teased her as she continued to pour from the pitcher. “But yeah. You know I don’t get drunk. Guess I let it all get to me.”
“I know you’ve been my big sister who never stopped watching out for me, but it’s time you got your own life in order.”
“My life is fine.”
“Because you have none. All you do is work and go home, and until now, worry about me.”
Emily squirmed. “I didn’t mind. And I have a life. I go to the theater and ballet. I work out.”
“That’s not a life, when you do it with people you don’t care about.” A painful noise escaped her, one Emily never wanted to hear from her pretty face. “You’re not fooling me. We know you bury yourself in the company and give it your everything. But it’s time for you to take a breather and enjoy yourself.”
“Why does everyone think I need a partner to be happy? I’m fine on my own.”
“How would you know? You’ve never even tried. You’ve spent your life watching over me. Not that I don’t love you to pieces, but you need to find another outlet. Liam and I want to start a family and—”
Emily laughed. “Don’t worry. I’ll manage. Contrary to what you might think, I’m not a loser who sits by herself in the dark.”
She either went places by herself or hired someone to come along with her when hse needed a plus one. Not for sex, for companionship. Her physical needs had dwindled to minimal.
“What was Ace talking about before? You hanging out together?”
“Nothing. Who knows with him?”
Olivia gave her one of those looks that said, We’ll talk later. “I have to go say hi to some people.” She rose from her seat but bent to put her lips to his ear. “I saw you two leave the reception together. So who’s fooling who?”
Remaining silent, Emily ground her teeth and proceeded to attack the rest of her breakfast.
Liam slid into the seat Olivia vacated. “What’s gotten into you?”
“Nothing.” Emily stabbed at the butter and spread it on her croissant.
“Liar. After all these years together, you think you can foist me off with a ‘nothing’ while you’re busy murdering perfectly good pastry?”
Emily contemplated telling Liam the truth, but the thought of her best friend knowing she’d had drunken sex with his brother gave her a migraine of epic proportions.
“I had too much to drink last night.”
“I know. I saw.”
Emily set her knife down. “Oh?”
“Yeah. But it wasn’t the fact that you got smashed. That I could understand.” A glint appeared in Liam's the eyes. “It was who you were getting drunk with.”
“Just say what you want to already.” Emily's fingers curled around the edge of the table.
“My brother? Really, Emily? You couldn’t even be in the same room without wanting to kill him. You thought he was a do-nothing party boy.”
“Nothing’s changed.”
“Noth—are you kidding? Don’t you remember?”
Her stomach fell. “What’re you talking about?”
“You and Ace were doing shots together. You started dancing, and it became pretty, uh…intense.”
“Oh, God. Noooo.” Emily buried het head in her hands. “Kill me now.”
“Yeah. I knew something was wrong when Ace had to drag you away from the bar. If my brother’s the sane one, there’s a problem. But, …” Liam bit his lip, and Emily braced herself. “You left the ballroom together. What happened?”
For the first time, she lied to her best friend, now brother-in-law. “I have no idea.”
▪️Ace▪️
Ace watched his brother and Emily talking quietly with their heads together, and he wondered if Emily would tell Liam the truth or if she’d lie about their night together.
Who am I kidding? Ace thought. That woman would sooner commit murder than admit to having sex with me. Ace drank more of his mimosa, popped a piece of fruit into his mouth, and chewed, staring off into space.
He might’ve been a little drunk last night himself, but he’d known exactly what he was doing when he got naked and into Emily's bed.
No need to lie to himself. For years he’d imagined what having sex with his brother’s gorgeous best friend would be like. They might’ve sniped at and taunted one another and butted heads when he was younger, but that didn’t mean he wasn’t attracted to the woman. Perversely, the more Emily flayed him with her harsh words, the more Ace enjoyed poking the bear.
And God knew, he’d enjoyed holding her down and pounding her.
Having experienced what he felt like inside Emily, Ace was sure he was now ruined for anyone else. Hours later, his body still hummed with satisfaction, and he could almost feel Emily's hot, probing tongue on him.
It had left no part of his body untouched, and Emily heaved a sigh of frustration, knowing it was unlikely to ever happen again.
Who knew that under that power suit-and-tie shield of armor lay a sexual animal? Emily might be the most goody two shoe he’d ever met, but when she let go, it was as if a dam broke, releasing a flood of emotional desperation.
From his angle, he watched Emily pale and that jaw of hers tighten. If she wanted to pretend the night between them hadn’t happened, fine with Ace. He’d never lacked for a bed partner. But the years had brought a sea change inside him, and he’d decided he’d tired of the nomadic life. He wanted to settle down. He wanted to come home.
And what better time than his big brother’s wedding?
Liam left Emily to her meal and slid into the seat next to Ace. “Do you want to tell me what happened?”
Curious to hear what Emily had said, Ace asked nonchalantly, “What happened? When?” and popped another piece of fruit into his mouth.
Liam gave him the side-eye. “You know, you’re giving me the same runaround Jude did, which tells me nothing.”
“What exactly did he say?”
Liam's lips thinned. “That she had no idea what happened. Which, as we know from Emily, is an impossibility. Emily doesn’t forget anything.”
“She does if she’s drunk,” Ace mumbled.
“What?” Liam pounced.
Ace contemplated Emily face noting the slump of her shoulders. This had to be a hard time for Emily. Sympathy welled inside him; he didn’t want to kick the woman when he was down.
“Nothing. Emily had too much to drink, and I brought her back to her room and made sure she went to bed.”
All true.
“And that’s it? Nothing happened between you two?”
“Hey now,” Cole protested. “He offered me money and the apartment.” “Like you were going to take it. How long was he with you? Did he know you at all?” “We were kind of in the middle of an argument at the time.” “Right. But it’s been over a week.” It had. And Cole had told herself she wasn’t hoping for anything. Except she must have been. Because now she felt silly.Ellery kicked the tree moodily. “Stop feeling sorry for him. I expect he’s feeling sorry enough for himself. Or Lancaster’s found him a new whipping girl.” “Don’t.” “Sorry.” “Did you really come all the way to Kinlochbervie to say ‘I told you so’?” “No.” She pulled her hood up and disappeared into its shadows. “I came to ask if you want to live with me.”Cole nearly fell off the swing. “Live with you?”“Yeah. Thought I should move out. Do some shit with my life or something.” “What sort of shit did you have in mind?”She kicked the tree again. And then, apparently finding
Everything hurt. The hours seemed like wild horses. Dawn broke around Cole. She spent most of the day on the sofa, crying herself out of tears, watching the sky turn tauntingly through shades of silver and gold. She tried to be brave, to be strong, to be less pathetically embarrassing. But her inner Scarlett O’Hara was AWOL—tomorrow being another day seemed like scant consolation. And while she sometimes tormented herself with idle fantasies of Aiden coming back, of sweeping her into his arms, full of sorrow and declarations of eternal devotion, she knew it wasn’t going to happen. She wasn’t sure she could ever bear pain like this again. Later… later… later… Her phone bleeped. And, like a fool, she scrabbled for it, wrecked with hope and fear and hope. It was Harper: “I MOVED MY FOOT!!!!!” **** She slept and didn’t sleep, and the hours sped and sluggished by. And finally, she rang home. Hazel picked up. “What’s wrong?” she said before Cole even had a chance to speak.
Cole swayed exhaustedly where she knelt. “Well, I'm not. And I don't How many times is you going to ignore me telling you that I love you? Because I do. I really do. And you can think all these awful things about yourself if you must. But nothing—nothing, do you hear me—will make me believe them.” “You can’t love me. You don’t know me.” “You mean, because I didn’t know about this? That’s only because you lied to me about it.” He paced restlessly, up and down that pristine room. This lost creature in Aiden Crux's skin. “I didn’t lie.” “I asked you outright. In Kinlochbervie.” “No. You asked if someone had hurt me. And they haven’t.” “Oh fucking hell.” She rubbed her hands against her burning eyes. “I could have hurt you. Don’t you realize how completely fucked it feels looking back at all the times I’ve pushed you on sex stuff with no clue about what happened to you?” “Well,” he drawled, “I did warn you that I’m a cruel
Cole glanced up. “I'm not. I mean, it wasn’t fun. But I trusts you. With the worst of me, as well as the best, and all the squishy ambiguous bits in between.” “Thank you,” he said, unexpectedly grave. “I hope to always honor that trust.” “As I will for you.” He didn’t respond. “So, y’know”—Cole nudged him gently—“your turn.” It took a long time, but he did eventually speak. The words coming slowly and painfully, like razor blades from his lips. “If I tell you, you’ll know what Eleanor said about me is right. That I’m sick and twisted and I ruin everything that’s good.” “She only said that because she was angry.” He shook his head. “No, she said it because it’s true. You see, she learned who she was when she was fourteen years old.” “What happened when—wait. When your father died?” “After that. When she seduced his business partner. His best friend.” Cole genuinely had no idea what to say. To
Cole pulled off a truly Ellery-worthy eye roll. “One cigarette a month is hardly going to kill him,” she said. “Is that what he told you? And you believed him?” Natasha asked. Now that she thought about it… he did tend to reach for his cigarettes once they’d sexed. And he’d smoked after dinner. And during Star Wars. And just now in the gCole. Oh fuck. Fuuuuuck.Natasha shook her head at her. “You poor, sweet girl. You don’t know him at all, do you?” “I… I’m in love with him,” she said, her voice barely audible. “I can see why you’d believe that. Aiden can be quite dazzling when he chooses. But you don’t understand anything about who he is. Or the damage you’re doing to him.” She tried to reply, to protest, to defend herself. Defend him. Defend them. But she had nothing. Aiden had de-clawed her with his secrets. Left her powerless and alone. “You deserve better,” Natasha went on softly. “He’s using you like his cigarettes. You
“I love it when you hurt me. I love everything you do. And everything you are,” Cole said. And that was when Aiden turned and drew her into his mouth. It was the teeniest bit awkward—he even nicked her slightly with the edge of his teeth, suggesting maybe he didn’t do this all that often. He certainly hadn’t with her before. Not that she’d minded. He made her come just fine. But…wow. He could have been actively terrible and she wouldn’t have cared: Aiden Crux was sucking her pussy. No teasing. Only his tongue sliding tight round her, his mouth soft and hot and perfect.Ohfuckohfuckohfuck. She was…Aiden was… Cole turned her head into her shoulder in an effort to muffle her noises. Which were at least as loud as when he’d been torturing her nipples, and probably even less dignified. Pain was one thing. She could take pain. But she was pleasure’s bitch. Hone