Elyana's point of view It was already midnight when I arrived home. The guards didn’t expect to see me that night. Nobody told them I was coming home, and I meant not to tell anyone. All I wanted when I arrived was to lie on my soft, comfy bed and sleep without any noise or disturbance, but I knew very well that wouldn’t be possible because my heart was still breaking so much. I climbed the stairs after telling the guard to leave my luggage—it didn't matter where. I was already too exhausted to think about my belongings. Every single time I remember what happened on the island, it pierces me in the heart. It hurts to be so jealous of Pretzel. Elyana was so loved, and the twins cared so much about her. I thought leaving England was the best decision I’d made—I thought being with the second family I knew would make me happy again, but look at what happened. That night, I fell asleep in tears. The pain inside me was more significant than what Lucas gave me. I fell asleep, and I d
I turned around, leaving him downstairs, but he followed me to persuade me to come. He kept talking, but I ignored him until we got to my room. I went to the restroom to change to see if I had already had my period that day, and I was correct; there was a stain in my underwear. I went out after doing what I was supposed to do. I was shocked to see him still outside because I thought he had finally left when he suddenly shut his mouth. “Let’s go?” he asked, but I didn’t answer. I dived onto the bed and faced the other side so that I wouldn’t see his face. Seeing him was the same as looking into Felix’s face, aside from the fact that Felicity was wearing makeup and lipstick. He never stopped talking. My stomach ache intensified, and my attention was drawn to it. When I could still hear him after I covered my ears and face with a pillow, I wondered if I needed an earplug. I took off my pillow and sat on the bed, facing him. "Don't you have anything to do today? Aren't you going to
Elyana’s Point of ViewI saw him enter the walk-in closet. I closed my eyes, thinking he had quit bothering me, and I could finally rest. I took one pillow, squeezing it tightly because the pain in my stomach was too much at that time.“Are you okay, Elyana?” I almost cussed when I heard his voice again. He didn’t even take him a few minutes to raid my closet. I didn’t answer right away. My mind was focusing on the pain I was feeling."Should I take you to the hospital or buy you some medicine?" Felicity’s voice was full of concern.I opened my eyes and saw him so near. I turned to the other side of the bed because I didn’t want to see him."Even if I tell you, you won't be able to understand how I feel because you haven't experienced it—so just ignore me and leave me alone,” I told him in a low voice. I felt so weak at that time. I no longer had the strength to start an argument. It pissed me off that Felicity didn’t want to leave immediately, and his voice was irritating to my ear
Quintin sent me the address of the Italian restaurant just a few blocks from Generoso Real-state Estate Company. He was already sitting at one of the tables when I came, waving his hand, which made me see him easily.He had a meeting after lunch, so he chose that place. It was a forty-five minutes drive, but not a problem. I drove myself an hour before his lunch break, and I wasn’t expecting to see him waiting patiently for me that early.He's not a bad person to be friends with, is he? It only happened the first time I saw him, which was not good. He stood up from his seat and reached for a chair for me. Someone like him knows the moves to impress a woman very well, but that won't work for me. "You look stunning today," Quintin complimented me when I sat down and when he went back to where he was sitting earlier."When I wasn't?" I jokingly asked, and he chuckled before agreeing.I chose a summer dress with tiny printed sunflowers. That day, I was just looking plain and simple. Eve
Narrator Elyana was still in shock at what she heard from the doctor Quintin referred her to. Thanks to him, she didn't have to wait too long in the clinic. His cousin’s wife asked her to come in the right after she told the nurse at the front desk she wanted an appointment right after she entered. The first patient who had a session after lunch that day happened to come late, and the doctor took that chance to talk to Elyana while waiting for him. It only took thirty minutes of one-on-one conversation. Doctor Lilian gave her findings immediately, and Elyana was right—something was wrong with her. The doctor told her it was common for people who have experienced cheating to witness it face-to-face. She said it was mixed with chronic anxiety and depression, including frequent thoughts of something that triggered the two, which are related to having PTSD or post-traumatic stress disorder. Lilian explained what it was, and while she listened, she kept nodding and saying yes to her be
Felicity's Point of ViewQuintin made me laugh so hard while he defended himself. My stomach was cramping already, but I couldn’t help it."I don’t know what made you think I'm interested in the old lady. I'm referring to the other lady who was with you, Felicity!" he exclaimed. His face was flushed red, and his eyes were filled with disgust as he spoke to me.He almost convinced me to change something in his files that day. Many widows still want to find someone to be with, and once they find out he’s available, sure enough, I will be flooded with clients.Yes, I also accept elderly clients. They are mostly rich and willing to pay a hefty amount just for my service, but most of my clients are confidential because some of their children don't want their parents to get married again. But that’s not our problem, so let's return to Quintin."Okay, okay! Sorry for not being clear, but who are they? What is her daughter's name?" he asked while I composed myself, but when I opened my mouth
Third-Person POVThe depression that Felicity felt because of what their whole family did to Elyana increased after she heard from Quintin about the things that her best friend shared with the young Generoso. While listening, the words he heard seemed like nails being buried in his chest.The divorcee told Quintin she intended to move away from Martincus and continue her plan to find a large land to cultivate cacao and coffee.He felt heavy because the impact of what they did was even more substantial than he thought. Just thinking about it all made him lose his mind. What more for his best friend, who experienced all of those herself?He couldn't fully imagine how much weight Elyana was carrying during those times, and as a friend who should sympathize with and understand her, he was one of the people who added to her pain. Felicity understood why Elyana chose to approach Quintin rather than him."Can you ask the doctor about her diagnostics?" Felicity asked Quintin after a few momen
Felicity's Point of ViewBefore going to the Begum's mansion, I told myself I would visit Elyana to talk to her like the old times, but I didn't expect to fall asleep after I lay in her bed. The tiresome and stressful morning got to me so quickly.It was already eight in the evening when I woke up, and Elyana was no longer in her room. I asked the first maid I saw downstairs, and she pointed me to the garden. The light was dim where she was sitting, but it was enough to notice what she was doing there at that hour. There was a bottle of whiskey and a bucket of ice on the table before her, and she was holding a glass while cross-sitting on the igloo-styled chair.I walked toward her but did not join her in her drinking session because I was allergic to all liquors. She was still wearing the same sleepwear when I arrived. "Hey, girly!" I greeted her. "When did you become a drunkard?" I asked after noticing the ice cubes inside the bucket were already melted, indicating she had been th